i love you more than i love air

anonymous asked:

I am feeling horrible for no reason :'( Any advise?

Well you should know I love you, anon. Then if you are able make some tea and drink it. Sit on the ground/couch/chair and just drink your tea and try to relax. It’s going to be okay, it really is, maybe not right now, but quite soon it will. Also check when you last ate something, if it’s more than 2,5 hour maybe eat something. Also if you can, go outside for awhile, the fresh air helps me to relax. I hope you feel better soon , sending you hugs and love

itskingzaddy  asked:

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Thank you for asking lovely, I’m sorry this took me a while to answer.

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
More cereal then milk, I can’t stand soggy cereal

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
I love it so much

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
Well right now I’m using an equality sticker

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
Coffee, two sweeteners and a little almond milk. Tea, two sweeteners.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
Very

6: do you keep plants?
Sadly no

7: do you name your plants?
I probably would if I had any

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
I guess dance

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
Definitely yes

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
A mix of side and stomach

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?
FISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

12: what’s your favorite planet?
Neptune

13: what’s something that made you smile today?
Seeing one of my best friends that I haven’t seen in a long time

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
Depends on the friend but anyway it would probably be a mess lol

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
The Martian day is 24 hours 39 minutes and 35 seconds.

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?
I like alfredo

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
I either want to dye it blue again or silver

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
I can’t think of anything right now but if I do I will add it

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
Kind of? I have a few notebooks that I write quotes in

20: what’s your favorite eye color?
Green or gray

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
I don’t really have one

22: are you a morning person?
Depends on the morning

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
Watch netflix

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
Yep

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?
I’ve never broken in anywhere

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
My old black high top converse (they are literally falling apart I’ve had them so long and wear them so much)

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?
Spearmint

28: sunrise or sunset?
Both

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?


30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
Yes

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
Okay I love socks, I don’t sleep in them but I have a ton of them and I really love them

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
We just talk about everything in the world, I honestly can’t think of anything specific right now

33: what’s your fave pastry?
Almond croissants

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
I’ve never really had a stuffed animal that I loved a lot, I have a pillow that I’ve had for as long as I can remember and still sleep with now

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
I don’t really, it’s just not my thing

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?
Maybe Imagine Dragons? I don’t really know honestly lol

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
I would like to keep it clean but that doesn’t really happen sadly

38: tell us about your pet peeves!
Rude people, people who think they are better than everyone, when people tap their nails on things, I could go on forever

39: what color do you wear the most?
Black

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?
I have a necklace that is just like black cord and it has a little vial on it with blue and pink beads in it and it kind of reminds me that it’s okay to not fall within what most people think of gender

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?
Girl Mans Up by M E Girard

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
I don’t really

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
I don’t think I have ever star gazed with anyone although I would really love to

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
I really don’t remember

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
A little yeah

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
I don’t trust stairs because they’re always up to something

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
Mayonnaise

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
It was probably like

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
I haven’t bought one in years and I can’t remember what it was

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?
Coffee mugs I guess

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
Somewhere Only We Know

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
Spotify playlists

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
Rocky Horror, yes and I love it so much
Heathers, yes and I love it
Beetlejuice, yes and I love it
Pulp Fiction, I haven’t seen it

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
Probably someone at my last recital

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?
I don’t really think I’ve done anything super dramatic to prove a point

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
I just generally love watching people and seeing their little things they do when they love/dislike/completely hate

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
Happy and of course

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
My friend Katie would probably be the wine mom and I’d probably be the vodka aunt, because we both don’t take other people’s shit so if we could we’d probably drink a lot

59: what’s your favorite myth?
I’ve always been fascinated with the thought of vampires

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
I do but I don’t really have any favorites

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?
I honestly don’t know

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
Nope

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
I’m kind of particular about my books but not my music

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
Black

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?
Yes and I finally saw them today

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
Lots of greens and not many flowers

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
Those are the days I love the most

68: what’s winter like where you live?
It doesn’t usually get really cold but when it does my state doesn’t know how to handle it so it can be pretty dangerous

69: what are your favorite board games?
Monopoly

70: have you ever used a ouija board?
No

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?
Peppermint

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?
Yes definitely

73: what are some of your worst habits?
I bite my nails a lot

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
Believes in me, stands by me no matter what, we are not always able to see each other but we know the other is always there, my little theater nerd

75: tell us about your pets!
I have a little black poodle named Willie who I have had for as long as I can remember, he is my baby boy I love him more then just about anything

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?
Maybeeeee

77: pink or yellow lemonade?
Yellow

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
Hateclub

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
One year around my birthday I had been listening to the song “I want a hippopotamus for Christmas” a lot so I joked with a friend that that’s what I wanted for my birthday and Christmas was a hippo so she made me a card with a hippo on it and it was adorable

80: what color are your bedroom walls?
did you choose that color? if so, why?
Blue and no I didn’t

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
The colour of my favorite chocolate (I don’t know I’m terrible at this kind of thing lol)

82: are/were you good in school?
I guess yeah

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
I can’t really think of any

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
I am planning many so I’ll only tell you about a couple. I’m planning on getting a lightning bolt behind my ear for my love of Harry Potter and The Flash and I want to get a three pointed crown for one of my favorite drag queens Sasha Valor

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
I don’t really read any but I keep up to date with some online

86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
I honestly don’t know

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
Heathers, Harry Potter and the philosophers stone, Forest Gump, Rent. to name a few

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
Does drag count?

89: are you close to your parents?
Not really

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
I’ve found so many cool little places there and it’s almost a place I can escape which is kind of funny seeing as the only reason I go there is for doctors appointments

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
I’m going to California at the end of the summer and I would love to travel to other places but I don’t think I will this year

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
I don’t really like cheese on my pasta

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?
Right now either up in a bun or pushed back in a hat

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
My moms husband and one of my best friends

95: what are your plans for this weekend?
Maybe going to see my nephew

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
Procrastinate definitely

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
INFJ-T, Sagittarius, Slytherin

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
I’m not supposed to go out in the sun (health reasons) so I don’t think I’ve ever gone hiking I wish I could though

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane
Not Today - twenty one pilots
Blackbird - The Beatles
Don’t Stop Me Now - Queen

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
Past because though I haven’t learned everything about myself (and I probably never will) I have figured out a lot more then I had back then and I think I would have hopefully been a lot happier if I had known them what I do now

6/2017

I know you love me more than I love you. But I’ve given you all I have. I know that’s enough for you. I just wish I could give you a breathe of fresh air, something to make you feel new. I just wish you will be happy with me. I just wish your past will not linger when you’re with me, because I don’t care what you did. I just care about what we do.

anonymous asked:

the person I love is my best friend in the whole world and I can't imagine life without him, he's soft and kind and he makes my every day better, I love him more than air or water and I would choose him over anyone else

awww that’s beautiful!! I wish you and your best friend all the happiness in the world <3

fawnave  asked:

Grey: early morning light filtering through windows, randomly finding fields of flowers, late afternoon bike rides, picnics packed in woven baskets

Hannah: the way forever feels, when dogs await your arrival, and the smell of fresh air!!

I would like to say I love you more than anyone else does!! ily

Ok, but since Being The Elite has turned into a musical more than once if we don’t get something like this sooner or later I’ll be really disappointed. 

*Kenny and Kota blissfully chat in the background*

Matt: I can see what’s happening.
Nick: WHAT?
Matt: And they don’t have a clue!
Nick: WHO?
Matt: They’ll fall in love and here’s the bottomline.. Our trio’s down to two!
Nick: …..oh.
Matt: The sweet caress of twilight, there’s MAGIC everywhere… And with all this romantic atmosphere… Disaster’s in the air!!

*Can you feel the love tonight starts playing in the distance*

anonymous asked:

Ship please? I'm 5'8" with long red hair that I dye. I like to play around with different hair colors and have been almost every hair color. I have been dancing for fourteen years and I hope to be a professional one day. I have an older brother and a younger sister that I am very close to. I'm very family oriented. I prefer to have a few close friends rather than a big group. My hobbies include dancing, reading, writing and drawing. Thank you :)

I either ship you with Pony or Darry just because you have the values that match Darry but the hobbies that are more in tune with Pony. I think regardless of which you dated the whole family would love you. you would be quirky but down to earth which would be a breath of fresh air for the boys. Darry and Pony would love just how great and kindhearted you are

Lover dearest,

My endless summer awaits you, warm, and bright, and with a faint scent of cherries on the air.
Bring your hunger pang heart, and yearn for the peach perfect of my body. The sugar sweet taste on your tongue like medicine for the soul.
Come with your sadness, and your shame, and my god- I’ve never seen anything more beautiful than this. Than you. Than us.
Intimacy is coloured in feverish gold, like first light in early morning, and I know that I have never felt so aglow.

Anxiously yours

piratesails  asked:

So I'm kind of in love with the first half of your Spooky Truth fic and I just downloaded the first few episodes of The Black Tapes on my phone and I'm going to give them a go (and will probably have a hard time not imagining everything as Captain Swan related)

THAT IS AMAZING NEWS. I’m in love with the idea that more ppl will listen to this podcast. Be warned, it is much scarier than the fic, but it’s super engaging and awesome. Right, @seastarved? The third and final season airs this August, so you’re starting just in time.

Also, I’m obvi v glad you’re enjoying the fic, hope to have the last chapter out soon! xo

My dearest Kyle,
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Re-reading all of our things. The date on it popped out at me.  30.09.13 September 9th, 2013. That was the start of our first real para, the childhood AU, and the start of a beautiful friendship. It’s been a little over three years and I can honestly say, you’re one of my best friends. I love and adore you to pieces. You’re honestly the Kyle to my Lola. 

On to Damon and Lyds. Now these two little shits. They’ve been through hell and back more than once. But Lydia would be nothing without Damon. He’s the air she needs to breath, that light at the end of the dark tunnel. They’re in a great spot right and and I can’t wait to see what the future holds for these two lovely people. 

I love you, Kyle. Thank you for being wonderful and amazing and just. Yes, thank you for coming back. 


Originally posted by stylinskam

           I remember that! Everything blossomed from there. I can say the exact same to you, my activity sometimes vary due to life but you’re always here to welcome me back and make me feel loved. You’re literally one of the first people I friends with and you’ve stayed with me for over three year like holy crap xD You’ve always been my Lola and always will be.

           God, where do I even begin with Lyds and Damon. She’s his everything at times things have been shaky and pushed them both to their limits yet no matter what they stick together. Damon would do anything to keep her safe and oh boy if someone attempted to hurt her… Well. It wouldn’t be pretty. He loves her with every atom of his being. 

            I love you too Lola. Thank you for being here for me and being to cutest little muffin ever. I’ll always come back ♥

This hurts, I just wanted you to love me. Like you did the first month. I didn’t mean what I said to him. I don’t love anyone but you. You know this. Be mad, you have every right. But you know you robbed me of love life and happiness. I’ve been waiting for you to be you again for way longer than either of us will admit, I never felt the air in my lungs or the blood in my veins until you touched me, with your lips, hands, heart, body, mind, and soul. I can’t say I love and miss you anymore and all the shit you say to me anymore does nothing but hurt, you’ve pushed me away since Colorado, where you wanted to be to make our start. I was more than you’re perfect girlfriend, you may not have had the perfect life but you had everything I could give when I had nothing. It hasn’t ever been enough, but don’t worry I haven’t been enough for the people closest to me either, like family, so why in the fuck did I expect to really be something that made you proud of who you are. I beat myself up every day, especially since you’ve grown cold, I am becoming heartless. I am becoming less. I feel less. See less, pray less. You know me, the real me. You’ll be the first last and only. I’m sorry I did this to us. I’m sorry I made you not feel like I’m worth giving back the magic I gave you, I’m sorry I made you loose faith, I’m sorry I made you loose trust. But I fought every day since Colorado and didn’t stop even still, I had a lapse that I’ll never forgive myself for so you don’t have to worry about hating me, but I fought, to ring you back, you never cane back, instead you pushed me away when you couldn’t push yourself farther away, I’d take everything you didn’t t like back. Even myself if that’s the case.
Today I wish that I was never born, to grow up without a father, to be abused by a mother and her conquests, to have my first girl hang herself, to being told I was unlovable and worthless every day, to being locked in my room so they didn’t have to deal with me, to face the fact that no one was gonna love me the way we’re all suppose to be, to realizing I couldn’t even love myself because I wasn’t taught or shown how to do this, I grew up on my own, I raised myself. Not that I cane out perfect, but I was close to it for you. No one will love you like I can. I lied to him, not you. I ruined my life, and now you don’t do or act like you want this. And you haven’t since before we moved again. Its my fault. All of it. I don’t Blame you for anything. She was right, I am worthless and unlovable. Thank you mother, for setting the bar for every other person to do this, especially her. I’m sorry I wasn’t a good enough daughter, friend or lover. But jac, you have been the most memorable part of my life.from the bottom of my heart I’m sorry. I can’t make you love me or show it if you dont, and you couldn’t make your heart feel something if It won’t. I don’t know what to do with myself. I am my own destruction, I wasn’t put here to enjoy or receive the things a normal person does, I will stop living with the idea that I deserve these things or that its owed to me. Take away your love after a fire In Our hearts, and you really give me nothing left to loose.

anonymous asked:

you're the most refreshing breath of fresh air like you shut down gender roles, recognize your privilege and use it to speak against injustice, and are just such a take-no-shit, do-no-harm person and I love it 😍

I really needed this kind of love rn. Thank you, really. It means a lot more than you realize.

Falling out of love with you has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. Even more difficult than falling in love with you, which you know was almost impossible thanks to a million things that had nothing to do with you. Because you’re still around and you’re still you and you can still make me laugh so effortlessly in a way that I am afraid no one else ever will and when I see you the air around us hums with so much potential and these unfulfilled plans and all of those god damn memories that are starting to blur around the edges and I see couples torn apart by war and disease and I think we’re wasting it. This great love. We go for coffee and we are the brink of falling back into it, whatever it was, but before we know it we’re walking away because that’s what we do now. Eventually I guess we even walk towards other people but what a waste. I hope in a few years this makes sense. I’m trying not to talk to you anymore until it does but I still miss you most days and even though I have finally come to terms with the fact that we never will, we really could have made it, you know?

m.x.h.

You miss me baby oh ok with the idea that she has beaten into my brain is that nothing lasts forever and when you read this whole thing has been a very, so much hot air and cliches all these quotes that came up with something from their own minds, original thought , a whole lifetime with no original thought just some out dated cliches, what happened to you , now your life is becoming more of a cautionary tale , than a story of celebration for a beautiful successful woman , maybe you will get that , l pray that you do and you have my word that I’ll stand beside you , I’ll always love too.Keenan and i love you too , really you mean this time that you’ve been so much more than anything in my life after the ring, what ring are you talking about an actual bow to you and your ex your soul mate or whatever hellish daddy is to you that I love you so much for the original thought please tell me what you want me to do or say something that comes from your mouth and body now and i need to fuck you right now and i need to fuck you right now, you sound like a gun is pointed right between your eyes and thank god for giving me an opportunity to see inside you hearing that gasp that seems to be with you right now, relax , that you love me or you don’t , I’m an honorable man , my word is my bond , i don’t give it lightly and I’m glad i gave it to you that I love you so much , no responses or are you not even there , well boys tell me did she even resd any of this I’m concerned about you and I know what I’m saying is that I love you too baby gurl and I love you so much , i have to leave now , I’m sure you’re really in love with somebody else , but thanks for making me feel better , there’s a real hard part to me , i hope you actually talk to me someday , yout bank accounts are doing ok , you’ll be fine , tell me you love me too I want you more than anything else in the world when you kiss me again as my hands get busy as I realize that you’ve been so much more than anything else in the world when you get the urge to tell me something about you baby gurl .well fellas that answered my question , one last question before i leave , is she always this cruel to people who she loves one of het followers told me she was satan .I want to kiss you and roll around with you naked and as I realize that you are so amazingly beautiful and the most sexually desirable creature on the planet

BTS as things my mom has said/done pt. 2
  • Jimin: *does suggestive dance moves in the background of a skype call*
  • Jungkook: *dances sensually to "Striped Sweater" by Spongebob Squarepants*
  • J-Hope: *sends a video, screaming variations of "wheRE ARE YOU" with Someone Like You by Adele blasting in the background*
  • Suga: *gets excited over chips and salsa* oh, bitches!
  • Rap Monster: *to the tune of Stevie Wonder's Isn't She Lovely* is not I lovely?
  • Jin: *creates a dance showing reaction when accidentally stepping on a nail, literally nothing more than waving arms in the air and flailing*
  • V: I wonder if mother hens nurse their chicks. I wonder what chicken milk tastes like.

As if Tumblr needs another reminder of how beautiful my future wife is. You’ve made me completely forget about all the negative I had in my life, and you’ve made me actually happy.. not the front I put on for 21 years. Life didn’t begin until you.. I love you more than I can ever explain, and thank you for all you do. I’ll see you soon, have fun at training my love. ❤️

i’m drifting off without you,
i want to sleep again,
whenever i’m with you,
i cannot feel any pain.

i miss the sweet scent around you,
and your heart softening smile.
you always know what to say,
i no longer want to hear your voice just through the dial.

you bring me such confidence,
bring me such joy.
my heart yearns for your touch,
for to me you are much more than a toy.

you are my sunshine,
the oxygen in my air.
without you i cannot stand up straight,
or get up from my chair.

i love you from the deepest wells of my heart,
you know that to be true.
i would sail to the horizon,
just to be with you.

i want this to last forever,
i want you to be mine.
in my gloomy night sky,
you’re the only star that’ll shine.

i love you Lily,
dont forget.
i’ll be back soon,
for now i have to jet.

SPN meme

@idontneedasymbol​ suggested it so of course…^_-

  1. what season did you start watching supernatural? Caught the last two minutes of the pilot when it originally aired,  perked up when I recognized “Dean” from GG, heard ‘brothers’, decided to check it out the following week and from then on I was a goner.
  2. who was the first character you fell in love with? Honestly, can’t recall. There were two hot, sweet, messed up, totally codependent brothers on my screen. I fell more for the relationship than either of them individually in those first eps.
  3. who was a character that you hated at first but grew to love? Never really hated her, but was kinda meh on Rowena and now I adore her and that SOOOO better not of have been the last we see of her, I’ll cry!
  4. which character would you most want to be in a long-term relationship with? Have you SEEN this show?! ANYONE would be a sure fire recipe for disaster.
  5. if you could go on just one date with one character, which one would you choose? Probably Charlie cause we could geek out together. Also she’s adorable.
  6. what would you do on the date?Maybe just Netflix and chill, or for something a bit more geeky, a convention could be fun. Also get her to dish on the boys, cause she is a SPN fan after all ^^
  7. which character would you most want to be like? Most people in this show are miserable, so um…pass? Hmm actually maybe Donna? She manages to keep an upbeat attitude even in the face of the most crazy shit while at the same time being completely competent.
  8. which character would you most like to see brought back from the dead? Charlie, Kevin, John could make for some interesting stuff, Ruby could be fun…Rowen if she’s really dead, um..yeah picking just one ain’t gonna happen…
  9. which character would you most like to punch? Metatron, hands down, no question.
  10. who is your absolute favorite character? Sam..but with Dean, always with Dean, the brother relationship will always win out over an individual character.
  11. which “big bad” do you think was the worst? If by 'worst’ you mean one that I liked the least, then Metatron. In terms of scariest, 5th season Lucifer.
  12. which character are you most like? Hmm, maybe Charlie for the over the top geekiness and the want of adventure? Bit of Sam with the whole younger sibling thing, touch of Donna with the bubbliness…
  13. what death hit you the hardest? Possibly John’s, watching it as it aired, with no idea it was coming. Ditto for Sam’s death in AHBL, even though we were 99% sure it wasn’t gonna take, at the time if I remember correctly, season 3 had not technically been confirmed so there was a sliver of a doubt.
  14. what season finale hit you the hardest? Season 1, getting trucked, with absolutely no warning. I remember loud screams of WHAT?! all around. And then that summer wait was agonizing. I have a visceral memory of bouncing in my seat on the train home, getting funny looks from the Japanese around me,  thinking FINALLY, tonight tonight, Supernatural is back on tonight, and oh let season 2 be as good as season 1! And oh was it ever ^^
  15. what are your ten all-time favorite episodes? Eheheeh, only TEN? In no particular order and with certainty I’m forgetting at least a few: Baby, French Mistake, Sacrifice, Red Meat, Swan Song, Mystery Spot, AHBL2, Fanfiction, Home, I Know What You Did Last Summer
  16. what’s been your favorite season? So hard…Err toss up between 2, 5 and 11?
  17. who is your favorite angel? Probably Cas.
  18. who’s your favorite demon? Crowley, though by the end he’d been kinda annoying me, but I do so love Mark Sheppard. Also actually really loved Ruby, because you just DID NOT KNOW what side she was on. Still sad they killed her, she could have been such a cool reoccurring antagonist.  
  19. who’s your favorite evil character? ….5th season Lucy, especially Samifer. Also Demon!Dean, okay so the boys being evol is HOT, what can I say ^^
  20. do you have any supernatural ships? Nope, except for maybe the totally crack ship of Sam/Rowena, mainly cause I think it’d be hilarious (particularly Dean and Crowley’s reaction upon finding out)
  21. who’s your favorite supporting actor? They are all so amazing, really can’t choose. The amount of talent that comes together for the show, and the way they all bond, it’s just too wonderful.
  22. what’s your favorite quote from the show? Depends, in terms of most quoted, it’s either “You married fake Ruby?” or “'They do know we’re brothers, right?’ 'Doesn’t seem to matter!’” in part cause both those lines crack our brother up, so @idontneedasymbol and I tend to say them around him.  In terms of OMG all the FEELS, between: “there’s nothing past or present I would put in front of you”, “I unleashed a force upon this world that could destroy it, to save you. And I’d do it again, in a second I’d do it again,” “I’m not leaving you, ever.” “This is my life, and I love it. But I can’t do it without my brother, I don’t want to do it without my brother…” I can’t really decide, and the list just keeps growing. Really, in terms of OMG did they actually SAY that, are we sure this isn’t actually fanfic?! this is show is the gift that keeps on giving ^^
  23. if you could cast one famous actor in an episode of spn, who would you chose? Almost wanna see William Shatner in a role, no idea doing what, but the amount of twitter teasing he does to Misha and the boys amuses me.
  24. if you could write your own episode, what kind of creature would you like to see included? Maybe something telepathic, can mess with their heads, sorta along the lines of the Djinn. Always do love seeing them have to battle their own psyches .
  25. who’s your favorite girl that dean’s hooked up with? Hmm, maybe Lisa? Liked her, just always felt bad for her.
  26. who’s your favorite girl that sam’s hooked up with? Ruby, because no matter how wrong it was (or perhaps because of the wrongness ^__-), it was so very veerrry hot (also I might have trouble sometimes separating the actors out on that one, cause these days every time I rewatch 4th season I’m just “awwww, Gen! XD” whenever Ruby appears ^^)
  27. what are some of your favorite convention moments? Both the JIB7 & JIB8 hugs, cause c'mon, too cute! They way Jensen just cradles Jared’s head, d’wwwwww. Also in terms of hilariousness, the time Jensen just looked over and was truly baffled by the pretzel position Jared had contorted himself into and he was like “how are you even doing that?” and Jared was all “I’m bendy”.
  28. if you were going to guest star (or be a recurring guest star) on spn, how would you want your character described? Random innocent who’s aware enough to run AWAY from stupid danger and lucky enough to be saved by the boys in the nick of time (though possibly just traumatized enough to snag a Sam-hug before I make it to safety ^^)
  29. what do you hope to see in the next season? Sam being in trouble mentally/physically and Dean WORRYING/CARING for him. Also the boys continuing to be on the same page. And maybe them actually having some fun with this whole AU thing and using it as an excuse to bring back some characters, or really ALL the characters ^^
  30. -40. if you had to choose…
  • bobby or john? John
  • bela or ruby? Ruby
  • jess or madison? Jess
  • jo or lisa? Lisa
  • charlie or kevin? That’s an AND, not an OR, right?
  • balthazar or ash? Balthazar
  • cas or crowley? Cas
  • ben or claire? Claire
  • jody or donna? Again, AND, at the same time, hopefully!
  • sam or dean? Tsk Tsk, so many of these pesky ORs. :-p

 Err, whoever wants, have at! ^__^

Love

I looked into your eyes , and I swear I fell in love
Your laughter,rings in the air. Your eyes shines like shooting stars. When I look in your eyes, I feel my world take a spin. To you, who make my world a mess. To you who make me you laugh, effortlessly. I wish your here with me although, you are forever out of reach Just so you know, You will once my whole world. And forever you will be. My first love, was no more than a illusion That I hope was a reality. It was bittersweet, but like a flower, it will bloom once more.

Who is Becky: Yes, I would like another glass of Lemonade

If you still think that Beyoncé’s visual album, “Lemonade”, is about Jay Z cheating with some White girl named Becky and Beyoncé was just airing his dirty laundry, you are gravely mistaken.

What if I told you that Lemonade was about so much more than an a affair? What if I told you that Lemonade is about loving yourself when no one else will?


Lemonade is a call to action that Black women need to love themselves more than we love a man. Bey is crying out to all of us that no one can dictate our worth except us. Teaching little girls that they should love every curl on their heads, no matter where they may fall. That we, black people, should love and appreciate every ounce of culture flowing through our veins and melanin in our skin. But most importantly, the silence, that hides our suffering, is enough…

“This is about more than… working trough a man cheating. It’s about black womanhood and the journey of coming into [our] own. Deciding that love is transformative. Telling us, black people, black women, that with love and hope we will win. Realizing our power as women”.

Bené Viera

When we learn that our own strength and the love we have for ourselves is more powerful and influential than anything we can ever receive.

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