Anon: Exo kai/jongin scenario pls where his gf is kinda insecure of seeing him being with pretty idols and celebrities all time and to find out a him in a scandal with an idol, he then convinced his gf that it was a publicity, and so on, angsty pls, happy or sad end up to you! Thanks a lot^^
Of course I can!!! I love angst like a lot…so expect a lot of it!!! And no problem~~
Should also tell you that non of these scandal events are not even close to true…I just came up with them whoops lol
The sound of a loud bang bounced off the walls of the apartment, soon being followed by loud footsteps, stopping at the kitchen. “Y/N?!” He asked in a panicked tone before rushing over to me as I fell to my knees. This isn’t real? I thought to myself while looking at my phone. A photo of my boyfriend, Kim Jongin, with Chrystal Soo Jung, or better known as Krystal Jung from the other SM group, f(x), stayed on the screen with the article reading,
Are EXO’s, Kai and f(x)’s, Krystal finally going to tell the public about their relationship, or leave it for SM to confirm like they did with Baekhyun and Taeyeon’s? At eleven thirty-five pm last night, the two were spotted leaving a cafe near their companies’ headquarters laughing and talking pretty openly with each other. There have been a few sights of them being very close. One of them was in the SMTOWN concert a few weeks ago in Tokyo. Even though a lot of fans are outraged by this, there is a small amount that seem to like the pair.
I didn’t even want to continue reading it. When I had seen it was when I dropped the saucepan and Jongin had come running in. He had knelt beside me when I had fallen to my knees and put his hands on my shoulder. “G-Get off of me!” I demanded, shifting away and whacking his hands off of me.
I knew this would happen…It was going to happen sooner or later, the thought just kept playing in my head, making me want to burst into tears. It’s tearing me to shreds, just like paper. Each emotion, mainly sadness and anger, was just slowly ripping me and throwing each piece away, as if it was nothing but trash.
As I just sat there, refusing to look at him because I have a feeling that if I do even cast a glance at him, I’ll slap him…and I don’t want to. I could never hurt him.
“Do you love me, Jongin?” I asked him, looking down at the ground. I could feel his gaze intensify once I spoke those words and I did almost look up, but I didn’t…with a struggle.
“Of course I do, Y/N. Why would you ask that? You know that I love…” As he spoke, he reached out to touch my cheek but I only flinched away, a frown appearing on my face.
He could tell something was most definitely wrong and it made me feel bad. I shouldn’t be though. He’s the one who’s gone behind my back and cheated on me with her.
I hated her.
“Explain you and
Chrystal then…” I muttered underneath my breath, squeezing my phone in my hand in pure anger. Then, I finally looked up at him, biting my lip and tears threatening to fall. I felt my eyebrows furrow. “If you’re going to cheat of me, at least have the decency to break up with me and not let me find out through a scandal!” I snapped at him.
His eyes widen and jaw dropped slightly. Shock washed over him as I could tell he had a hard time, comprehending what I was saying. Well, he could’ve just been doing that to make him seem more ‘confused’.
That’s what pissed me off even more. Why can’t he just own up to it?!
Rolling my eyes, I just stood up quickly, completely ignoring him now. His gaze followed me as I just stormed out of the room and into our bedroom…Well his bedroom now. There is no way I’m staying in the same house with a liar and cheater, let alone share a room with him. I heard him quickly jog to walk behind me.
“Wh…What are you talking about?” I didn’t answer him. “Y/N?” Still didn’t answer him but now I was grabbing clothes from the wardrobe.
Don’t need that. Need that. Won’t be taking that.
I turned with a bunch of clothes in my arms, to see him standing there, frowning. So is he finally going to confess? Walking past him, I grabbed my suitcase and shoved everything in there.
“Y/N.” He said sternly but I still refused to say anything. I went to grab a few of my important shoes but he grabbed my wrist and kept a tight hold. Glaring at him, I tried to shake my hand away but failed.
“Not until you tell me what you mean by me cheating on you and what scandal?”
“Are you serious?! Are you for fucking real?!” You lashed out at him. “Why aren’t you just telling me the truth?!”
Anger kept boiling at the pit of my stomach and was slowly rising up into my chest and throat. Then it started to mix with sadness and fear. Why fear? Well I feared if it was me who made him not love me anymore. Was I too bossy? Too stubborn? Not good enough for him? My hands clenched into fists, knuckles turning white. “The truth about you obviously not loving me anymore! I saw the article about you and Chrystal! I know that you’re dating her! It’s all over social media…” I bit my bottom lip, holding back tears so I didn’t look like the weak one. The tears were blurring my vision though, making it hard for me to see his expression. He went silent though, that’s all I know.
“Y/N…” He said quietly. His grip loosened which I was going to take my chance to grab my shoes but he just grabbed the sides of my face, pulling me in for a sweet kiss. Those are the ones he would give me on special events like Valentine’s Day, my birthday or our Anniversary. I would give them to him as well on his own birthday but usually, he was the one who initiated it and I would return.
I didn’t this time though. Instead, I started crying, much to my dismay. My first tear slid down my cheek and on to his thumb while he pulled away. Jongin kept his face close to my own by learning his forehead against mine. Now that I was crying, I could see him a bit better. His eyes were glassy and washed over with confusion (still), hurt and…Well love. I could see it. I saw it when I first kissed him but now was different. We’ve been dating for two years now and the both of us have matured…in a way. When I think about it…he has been my first everything.
Those certain memories flooded my thoughts, even if I did try to push them away. They weren’t necessary right now. I had to think about the present not the past.
“First of all, where on earth did you see this article?” He asked me, still holding my face and wiping away any tears that fell.
I stayed silent for a moment. “I saw it online…I was about to start cooking dinner when…I saw it on my twitter.” I answered truthfully.
He just nodded which did kind of tick me off. “Alright….Second of all, why did you believe it?”
“….” His brown eyes bored into my E/C ones, making me want to shrink back and cry some more. They weren’t intimidating. God, they were far from being that. They were, as said before, full of love. They just looked so warm and caring. “I fear that…you’ll soon get bored of me.” I admitted with a shaky breath. “I fear that you will run off with some other idol and just forget about me….”Then I let out a chuckle. “Look at me. I’m pathetic…”
Jongin’s eyebrows furrowed deeper. “You’re not pathetic Y/N. To me, you are the most perfect girl I have ever seen. To me, you are my other half and that I was destined to be with you. Fate is what bought you and I together and I would never, ever even think to cheat on you.” He paused to wipe away the constant tears that were flowing down my face as I let out a small and held back sob. “This whole scandal thing is just the media wanting to start something among the fans. You don’t have to worry about it.”
I did trust him. Publicity did always happen among famous people and I have to accept it, but there will always be that gut feeling of him not ever loving me anymore. It’ll always be there and I will not be able to get rid of it unless it actually happens, which hopefully it never will. I nodded very subtly, causing him to smile slightly. He leant in again and pressed his lips on to mine, with just a little bit more passion and force.
One of his hands slid to the back of my neck and the other one traced down my shoulder, to my waist. Then, I found myself kissing back. With him being very subtle about it, he led me to the bed and when my knees hit the edge, I fell back, bringing him with me. Once my back hit the mattress, Jongin pulled away from the kiss first and smiled sweetly, even though I could see a glint of mischief behind it. He moved his leg slightly and pushed my suitcase off of the bed before swooping in and kissing me again. His hands now slid down the side of my body as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Soon enough, he kissed the corner of my mouth and slowly moved to my jaw and up to my ear. When he was at my ear, he kissed under it slightly before whispering,
“Tonight, I’ll show you how much you mean to me Y/N…I promise..”