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the use of diamonds in endless summer: a rant

as someone who’s played through endless summer without spending literally one (1) diamond—a lot of the enjoyment that comes from playing the game is saturated by the desire to spend diamonds in order to get a happy (or happier) ending. the book is no longer reliant on the player’s actions to produce an good outcome, but instead on how much money the player has rolling around in their bank account at the time. it’s… not good.

this got really long (WARNING: this is super fucking long (by super fucking long i mean +1,500 words long, so super fucking long), i was fueled by rage and pretty much nothing else), so i had to split it into parts. yeah.

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how Roadhog’s ult is supposed to be used: knock enemies off ledges, scatter the enemy team off the objective, push the payload through choke points,

how I use it: enemy Roadhog hooked me, he’s about to wish he didn’t

My problem isn’t that my favorite characters aren’t real,it’s that I’m not fictional; I don’t want them to be real. What I despratly wish is that I could be fictional with them. It’s not that I want them here with me in this mundane, ordinary world it’s that I want to join them in their extraordinary one…

anonymous asked:

hey im asking you on anon because i dont want to creep you out or anything, but i saw your reblog about that racist writer for the dishonored fandom and i was wondering if you have posts on what happened besides that one, cause i've been a dishonored fan for a very long time and i've been following you for a long time too, but i have no idea who that writer is and what happened and i dont want to support some racist white lady by pre-ordering the dlc or playing it at all

Hey, so I don’t have receipts on me, just the word of the people who she affected in the fandoms she was in.

She’s bullied fans for their Headcanons, that much I know.

But more important than that is the fact that none of the dishonored team writing for Billie Lurk are Black. She’s tweeting about the need for diversity in the gaming industry and then taking a job writing a Black character. And I don’t know how much she’s writing for that DLC, but the fact that she sent racist anons, went after Black fans, tweeted about needing diversity and then took a job writing a Black character says a lot.

I enjoyed the Dishonored games but the writing is trash. But that’s not relevant when it comes to what she did. We used to be mutuals, and from what I saw, she’s a big old edgelord and a Rey/Lo shipper so who cares about her trying to save face with half assed apologies and act like she’s somehow above us all.

The post i reblogged did have plenty of details in it, which should clear anything else up.

I want to emphasize that she sent racist shit to Black fans, and then turned around and retweeted their words to make herself look like a model ally. She’s White Feminist, only looking out for her own image.

definitelynotaminion  asked:

I'm being a player instead of a DM for the first time for a pick up session of d&d.... and I'm playing a human necromancer named Tom. It's Tom Riddle. I'm playing fucking young voldemort and I really want to see how long it takes them to notice. I've been vague about my familiar who is a small black snake named Naga (nagini). All they know is "a small animal" bc my DM said I could have one. I'm so amused. Suggestions?


See if you can acquire a cup, locket, ring, and/or diadem. Obsess over them. See if anyone notices. 

anonymous asked:

Not complaining just wondering, why do you write Dorian into S&M? I think your manorian (the nightmares one) is the first time I've ever seen it and was just curious.

I apologize in advance for being insane:

I wrote Dorian as being into light masochism (the wax play and the manual ball clamp) because he really isn’t that much of a dominant in the bedroom. Yes, he likes taking control, but he doesn’t maintain it for long before he’s checking on Manon and letting her take the power too. I think he is somewhat dominant, but not for prolonged periods of time.

So in coming up with kinks Manon could use on him I started thinking about his time as a Valg-host, which is still clearly at the forefront for Dorian. I figure he’s got a ton of internalized gilt over what he remembers the Valg doing to his men, and everyone keeps telling him it’s not his fault (rightly), but he doesn’t feel that way.

Therefore he’s into the pain because he feels like he’s being punished when no one is willing to punish him. He takes the little pains, accepts them, and tells himself how much he likes it because being in pain, suffering even as he’s having sex, makes him feel like he’s atoning for what “he” did as the Valg. He’s punishing himself, pure and simple. All of this is subconscious, even he’s not aware that’s why he’s doing it, but it’s there all the same.

See? I can take kinky smut and make it sad :)


hi y’all. i couldn’t choose just one picture, so you got two. i’m miley and you can see me in either picture with my best friends, my dad and one of my many dogs. i’m a musician, i like doing charity work, and i basically have a zoo at home. i’m looking into getting one of those really big pet lizards next, that’s definitely on my to-do list. i have a new album coming out at the end of the month, my first one in a really long time and i’m super happy about that. if you want to talk or be friends, or find a good place to get vegan pizza you can message me on hangouts @ mil3yrays. i’ll be on all night! ✌🏻

You don’t like me
Didn’t at first, don’t now
Never knew that I stopped and stared when you spoke
And decided I’d fallen in love

You don’t kiss me
But you don’t push me away
I would laugh if I wasn’t crying
I would cry if I wasn’t acting how you wanted

You don’t lie to me
But you try so hard to deceive
And I play along because the truth
Would hurt so much more, wouldn’t it?

You don’t care enough
To stay, to talk, to do anything
And when you can’t look at me
Even I can’t pretend you care at all

You don’t want me
But you’ll take what you can get
And I’ll give until I’ve run out
Of love for you

But I don’t think I will


I don’t think you mind


as promised: the fetishism callout post!

let me just begin by saying there's nothing wrong with finding any of the cast members attractive. this is an EXTREMELY attractive cast. everyone is so FINE I bet even the folks backstage who we don't see are gorgeous. Its okay to be sexually attracted to them too! We've all made posts professing our love to the cast, which is perfectly fine!! Right now you're looking at Leslie Odom Jr's fiancé! we good!!

but ya see there's a big difference between "anthony ramos is my sweet freckled child <333" and "I want anthony to shove his #thicc cock inside of me and ten other cast members at the same time but also freckles uwu"

You see the difference right?? Right??????

I don't have anything against writing smut about the characters (who, yes, are technically real people but they've been dead for literal centuries ok. Let it go) but it just gets weird REEAAAAL fast when u say the same thing about musical!John Laurens and the real live human being Anthony Ramos. It gets even weirder when u talk about the cast members in this way in relations to each other??? Shipping real people in a serious, unironic way is just a lil :/// to me (I say "serious, unironic way" bc I do write rpf with my friend but its a Huge Joke™ and nonsexual and come on I don't actually ship sandra bullock and steve harvey together ok). I mean Anthony is quite frankly dating Jasmine Cephas Jones.....it's a legitimate fact. There are pictures. It's on Wikipedia. They're in LOVE and its PRECIOUS and they're gonna get MARRIED eventually so why tf r yall writing about him bottoming for Lin????????

And Lin!!! He has a beautiful WIFE AND SON. You can speculate about his sexuality, NOT PUBLICLY BC HE SEES THINGS, but that's fine if u honestly must??? (although he tweeted that he was straight once during his "grease live" livetweeting so......like......). U can talk about how cute he and jonathan groff are! But y'all don't stop there do u? Bc one second ur talkin about them being cute and then a sentence later it's all "and then he SUCKED his BIG FAT DICK clean off!!!!!! He was dickless!!!! While wearing their costumes!!!!!!!!!! He choked on the full decapitated dick!!!!!"

That shit ain't cute.

So, now that u finally realize that (hopefully), we can get to the real nitty mcfreaking gritty. this part is primarily for white fans but it technically applies to anyone who is not specifically latinx and/or black jsyk:

So even before the whole "baby girl" thing started, I saw quite a few of y'all calling Anthony and Lin "papi" which like.....why should I even have to tell you why this is wrong. If you're not latinx, DON'T USE THE WORD "PAPI", especially since most of y'all are using it in a sexual context. You went ahead and took an innocent word, and turned it into a way to sexualize your faves who just so happen to be latinx. It just ain't right, and its also?? weird??? Let me put it this way, I'm black but not jewish so thatd be like me calling daveed "bubbe". Or something. Either way see how that'd be gross and offensive? You're taking a part of them, a huge part of them, their culture, and turning it into something exotic and sexual. That, my friends, is fetishism.

Another good example of this is the whole "baby girl/boy" n "papa" thing. Y'all rly went ahead and took an cute nickname and rolled RIGHT with it lmao. @alexandralexander explained it beautifully in this post, but basically "papa" (and "mama") is a cute lil way of older folks to regard ppl who are younger than them. It's a caribbean thing, aka something yall just won't get. Idk what the whiter equivalent would be, idk like ur grandad calling u "big guy" or something??? Who knows. Just kno that its NOT SEXUAL IN ANYWAY LIKE WTF WHY DID Y'ALL MAKE THAT A DADDY KINK THING. WHY CAN NOTHING BE SACRED WITH YOU GUYS. Best believe when my grandparents call my brother "papa" they mean it in an endearing way. And that's how Lin meant it? I don't see how it could have been construed any other way??

As for the baby girl/boy thing, in all the times I've been called/heard someone else call someone baby girl, it was NOT sexual. It can be used that way, but it was n o t in this context. Again, its a cultural thing i guess. And with "baby boy", yall do remember that anthony plays lin's son in this show right. okay, just checking.

But forreal. what is wrong wit u guys. I told myself I wasn't gonna kinkshame nobody but its Time, it rly and truly is Time.

One last point I want to make (as if this isn't long enough already) is the language with which u talk about the cast too. This was said rly well in several posts especially this one that uses that tags ppl tend to use, but i’m gonna elaborate on it a little. I just want to know right now why Anthony (or our lighter skinned and SURE AS HELL THE WHITE cast members) is "sweet precious sunflower child cinnamon biscuit roll wheatgrass turkish delight with sprinkles or some other corny shit <333" while daveed is AUTOMATICALLY "raw me zaddy" THE FUCK??? Why we gotta go STRAAIGGHTT to zaddy-basis with daveed??? Why do I see y'all talking about his dick size???? Y'all dont do that from the get-go for the lighter skinned members (which is sad bc daveed is already a certified Lightskint™ so that's rly saying something)?? Why can't black actors (and characters) ever be seen as "sweet turnip bumblebees (???)" instead of either being put on an inhuman pedestal where it's "STEP ON ME BAD BITCH QUEEN" or sexualized with some "CHOKE ME YOU COCKSLUT" ???? Ask yourselves why y'all do that. I'll wait. 
And y'all don't even TALK about oak (as a quick sidenote okieriete is not that hard of a name to pronounce y'all just don't care to try. It sounds exactly like its spelled) but tbh I don't rly want u to bc you'd just sexualize him as well. Plus that means more for me cause I'm engaged to him too :) remember to save the date!!
This was all over the place and idk if I even said what I was trying to say but whatever. I guess what I'm trying to say is (and this is to white fans) you're stanning a thing full of people of color. im assuming that this is probably the first thing that youve been rly into that has included exclusively people of color. Please just be mindful of the way you talk about them. There's a history of you exotifying and sexualizing poc to the point that historically, people have been killed for??? There's a history behind y'all calling latinx folks "papi" and automatically assuming black folks got a big dick ok lmao. At the end of the day, the way you talk about them shows that you don't rly respect them as much as you claim to do??? Idk I wish I had made notes about this bc it sounded waaaaaaayyy better in my head but! Whatever it's still lit. s/o to @aaronsburrr for assistance! 

“Furuya! It’s not your turn yet! Go sit back down!”

anonymous asked:

WHERE DID YOU FIND THE BREASTFEEDING MOD?! Sorry for the caps, I've been wanting one for so long! Breastfeeding is such a huge part of my life, it would be awesome to add to sims!

I use the original by Squinge here! There are some variations of it (I think Chaavik made one that takes a shorter amount of time, and BoilingOil also made one with a few changes), but I wanted to play around with the original first. :)


I know absolutely nothing about this game, but my hands were ITCHING to draw stuff from it (and it didn’t help that a friend sent me the link to the comics!!!)  I’m sorry if it’s completely inaccurate. I’m sorry to the people that actually play the game. I don’t know if the Sniper is supposed to go with the Blue Spy or with the Red one. (✖╭╮✖) 

anonymous asked:

hi i want to tell you this because i dont have anyone else to tell but me and my boyfriend were sitting in my living room one day just watching tv bro. The room was very bright, and the atmosphere was very light and loving. He looked so so beautiful :') but anyways he started tickling me and long story short we were play fighting on my living room floor just laughing and having a good time and it felt so good. I've never really ever felt loved, but I did that day.

that’s really lovely :-)

lionantlers  asked:

For Solar! I'm Autistic, and one of my stims for a long time was pulling out my hair and playing with it (running it through my teeth, biting it, etc.). I've gotten it down to just running my hands through it and only playing with strands that fall out naturally, but my partner wants me to stop completely because it stresses him out and he thinks it's harmful. I also get irrationally angry whenever he (or anyone else) tells me to stop stimming. Is there any advice you have for this situation?

Hey there! That is quite hard.

I think using resources to show him that stimming is not only normal and healthy (unless you have a self harm stim) in all people, but it’s also required for autistic people.

Taking away stimming is very difficult and results in more frequent meltdowns and shutdowns - it means we can’t regulate our feelings and sensory experiences.

In the long term, if your partner doesn’t accept this, I think you will have a very rocky relationship.


woefulcountenance  asked:

Is it unprofessional to use a gmail account for professional emails? I've been sending my plays to various local theatre companies and I've been using my gmail, but I want them to take me seriously. Help?

Gmail is fine, if not recommended. Yahoo is good, so are cable based ones like att.net, comcast.net, etc. As long as you’re not using an email with a crazy server, it’s actually the address you personally have at that host that makes a difference. You want to use your name, if possible, not something like rainb0wpon13s4eva.

interlude: what are you wearing?

jikook / 1,178 words / rated T for suggestive themes and drinking / AO3
i actually decided to write this

“What are you doing?”

Jimin furrows his eye brows and pulls his phone away from his face just to check–yep, Jungkook is calling him at four in the morning, asking him what he’s doing. “I’m sleeping. What do you think I’m doing? What are you doing?”

“I,” Jungkook pauses, “I’m calling you.”

“Yeah, I know,” Jimin says. “At four a.m.? Are you still in the studio with Yoongi-hyung? Are you guys okay?” He’s tired and kind of annoyed, but if Jungkook is calling him and being weird this late, Jimin doesn’t want to hang up on him in case something’s wrong.

“Yes! I’m great!” Jungkook says. “Super. What are you doing, Jiminnie?”

“You already asked me that,” Jimin grumbles, looking suspiciously at his phone. “Kookie, are you drunk?”

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Surprise Homecoming
  • Ashton: You are sitting at school talking to your friends about some exam you just had when one of your friends asks you about Ashton. You check your phone for any texts from him and sigh when you see none. You give her the updated count, nine days, twelve hours, and thirty-four minutes. She pats your hand reassuringly before telling you that she's sure the time with fly by with a sly smile on her face. The next thing you know, you feel two hands covering your eyes, making everything go dark. "Zero days, zero hours, and zero minutes." Ashton. You shove his hands off your eyes and stand up quickly. You throw your arms around his neck and pull yourself tight against him. "Ash," you mumble as your fingers knot into his hair. His wide hands splay across your back as he lifts you off the ground. You giggle into his neck as he lifts your ip. His sweet laugh fills your ears and relaxes you in a way nothing else can. "Man, I missed you," he mumbles into your ear before he sets you down to press his lips to yours for the first time in months.
  • Calum: "I just, I really miss you, Cal," you admit into your phone as your free hand plays with your hair. "I miss you too, babe," Calum sighs. "Two good things though. One, I'm home in two weeks. Two, we can talk for as long as you want today since I've got the day off." You bite your lip and open your mouth to reply when you hear a knock on the front door. You sigh as you get up and walk toward the door. "Someone is at the door, Cal. Give me a second," you tell him. You open the door to find your boyfriend on your doorstep. "Calum!" you scream before jumping into his outstretched arms. Your arms wrap around his neck and your legs encircle his waist. His hands grip the doorframe to keep from falling over from the force of your sudden jump. He laughs as you grip him as tightly as you can manage. One of his hand moves from the doorframe to your back as he says, "I guess you're happy to see me, huh?" You nod into his neck before pulling your head back to press your lips eagerly to his.
  • Luke: The phrase "long day" didn't begin to describe the day you had. You want nothing more than to curl up on the couch with a book since you didn't have your boyfriend to cuddle with you. You groan as you walk through your front door, being greeted by your mother's laugh from the kitchen. You decide that the ice cream in the fridge is worth a three minute awkward conversation with her and head toward the kitchen. Your breath catches in your throat when you see Luke in the kitchen with your mom, stirring some brownie batter in a bowl. He looks up and sees you. That beautiful, full smile stretches across his face as he puts down the bowl and extends his arms out wide. "Surprise! We're making brownies too!" he shouts. You run across the kitchen, half-sliding across the tiles in your socks, until you're in his arms. You collapse against his warm chest as his arms encircle your body. "You have no idea how much I needed to see you today," you mumble to him. "Trust me. I needed you more," he admits as he tightens his arms around you. Your mom scoffs from across the kitchen and says, "If you're going to be that disgustingly sweet, we don't even need to add sugar to the brownies." You tuck your face into Luke's chest to hide your pink cheeks. He kisses the top of your head and mutters, "I love you even if your mother is crazy. So happy to be home."
  • Michael: Another long day at work with annoying customers had left you irritable and frustrated. You scanned the floor for your boss before sliding your phone out of your pocket to check for a text from Michael. You groan when you find nothing. He generally texts you during your shift, but apparently he is too busy today. "Excuse me, do you know if you have this in another size in the back?" You lift your head from your phone when you hear his familiar voice. "Michael!" You drop your phone in favor of wrapping your arms around his waist. He barks out a laugh as he wraps an arm tightly around your shoulders. The second you lift your head from his chest, his lips are on yours. His free hand cups your cheek as his lips capture yours in a passionate kiss. "Hey! Stop messing around with your boy toy and get back to work!" Your boss. Ruining everything as only she can do. Michael rolls his eyes when you pull away. "You're not suddenly listening to her, are you?" he asks with a smirk. You shrug before saying, "I've got ten minutes left in my shift. Ten minutes and I'm yours for the day, okay?" He reaches out and laces his fingers between yours. "Definitely okay. Man, did I miss your beautiful face."
  • A/N: And, not sure how I feel about this one. Let me know what you think. :) - Kate