i've wanted to do something like this forever

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A short zine with words from Joanna Newsom’s “Peach, Plum, Pear,” using my watercolors, gift wrap and odd and ends, and illustrations I drew two or three years ago

I can’t tell you in words what this song means to me, so I tried to do it in colors instead

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“If my body is really the biggest problem for you watching this video, go fuck yourself.” - Lindsay Tuggey Jones <3

Stiles was driving down the long back road over by the preserve on his way home, since usually he liked to blast his music and just zone out on an empty road at night time, but as he continued down the road, he noticed that his speed was slowly decreasing and furrowed his eyebrows. Within a few seconds, his tank started making a weird noise and he pulled over onto the side of the road and slowed down to a stop. With a heavy sigh, he grabbed his wrench and duct tape from the glove compartment and opened his door. He raised his eyebrows as he got out of the car and tried not to focus on the darkness and trees all around him as he opened the hood. As soon as he lifted it up, smoke engulfed him and he coughed and covered his face as he quickly began to shake his head. “No, no, no.. Come on, you can’t die on me.” He muttered quickly to his jeep as if it were an actual person. He was always terrified of his jeep eventually kicking the bucket at some point, and he definitely wasn’t ready for it to now. He wasn’t ready to let go of his car like that. He let out a sigh as he looked all around him, but he seemed to be alone. 

anonymous asked:

Trump got 10 bill for the wall two days ago so I'm refusing to stand for the pledge (something I've wanted to do forever tbh) bc I refuse to honor this fucked up country. Fast forward to today, all these bitches start yelling at me about America and shit (I had headphones on so I didn't listen) and I was like... you mofos... are more concerned about a fuckobg piece of cloth and a chant than actual human lives... Tf

Well good on you for standing up for what you believe in!

anonymous asked:

I just wanted to tell you how brilliant Always Human is. I'm getting close to the end and it's making me feel depressed but I can't stop reading. The art is unlike anything I've seen before and I wish they had more WEBTOONs like it. This story has me feeling a very special way everytime I finish a chapter and I don't want the feeling to go away when I read the final one. Thanks for this story please continue writing

Awww, thank you so much, you’re very kind <3

I do hope you will enjoy the ending - I think that with a satisfying ending the feelings don’t go away, they just just curl up inside your heart and keep you warm forever. Hopefully I was able to do something like that :)

And I definitely, definitely want to continue writing. I have so many stories I can’t wait to tell!

anonymous asked:

Hey what is therapy like? Cause I've been wanting to kms for like 7 years but I've never seen anyone about it. I should probably do something about it but I literally cannot talk about it face to face with anyone. Like I just can't talk about my feelings irl. So I don't know if anything good will come from it. Just wondering what therapy involves cause idk. I need to make up my mind soon cause I'm in my early 20s so beyond blue won't be here forever for me to access.

I would definitely recommend seeing someone
Therapy is hard at first and can be very challenging to talk about things you haven’t spoken about before but it is so rewarding

It might help to write some stuff down for the first session and give that to them so they can ask questions and stuff

You’ll probably be asked to do the DAS test (it might be different in other countries idk but it’s just Depression Anxiety and Stress) to see your levels and how severe it is etc

If you do CBT you might get given some homework and stuff, when I did it it was all about challenging the negative thoughts so I got a lot of worksheets to do which helped a lot to find new ways to think about something (if that makes sense) & I had to write in a journal which my therapist read but you might not do that idk everyone is different

Even though you’ll probably be super nervous before it I definitely recommend you see someone & not bail on it or anything
Even if you switch up therapists for a bit to find someone you’re comfy with that’s okay
It took me like five years to find a therapist I’m comfy with and now I love her and I’m glad I didn’t give up on therapy

I’m gonna do something that I haven’t done in forever *cue to song*… let’s reopen gif requests on this blog for a couple of days. 

I have been so so busy with my personal life and college lately that I haven’t been on Tumblr at all, but I want to make some time for this blog (because I feel so bad, this blog is like my baby). 

But yeah, requests are open!

excessivelypaleprincess  asked:

Hi sweetie, I just found your blog and I fell in love with it immediately! I wanted to ask you something because I think you are someone who can finally answer to this doubt I had since forever: you know that EW photo shooting with Kit and Emilia kissing, WHY WERE THEY KISSING?? I've always seen those pics and never understood why... I LOVE that concept but do you know the reason behind? It was a long time ago, Jonerys wasn't even a thing back then🤔🤔

Hi! thank so much for the sweet words. So glad you like the blog :D 

The photographer said that Kit’s and Emilia’s chemistry was so great that she just asked if they would kiss and they were more than happy to haha. She said, “love was in the air” that day or something along those lines. I LIVE for it :D

anonymous asked:

This isn't really a question, but I've never had sex with a man who didn't expect me to deepthroat. I hate doing it, but it feels like most men think of it as an obligatory part of sex because it's in porn so much. I'm beginning to think I'll never find a man who doesn't try to make me do it. :(

Any man who tries to make you do something sexually that you don’t want CUT HIM OUT OF YOUR LIFE FOREVER

Patriots Mutuals

I’ve been meaning to do this for awhile (oops sorry), but @waitititaikas is new to pats tumblr and I wanted to give her some quality blogs to follow. She’s been a Patriots fan since the 2014 season like yours truly and she’s a great blog herself so def check her out

Here are a quick few of my faves and babes off the top of my head:

@edelbabe @julesthenerdfighter @stephisinspace @masturfaded @squirreledelman @fresh-as-lettuce @preciouspatriots @simonxriley @juliansedelman11

Don’t feel pressured to follow lol but they’re great people and a lot of them are mixed content wise so at least check them out. This goes for everyone that sees this post!!!

Me, when someone I haven’t talked to in forever messages me:

Them: hi!

Me: wtf do you want from me

Send me a pairing and a number and I’ll write a ficlet/drabble!
  1. “Are you wearing my shirt?”
  2. “Don’t fucking touch me.”
  3. “Kiss me.”
  4. “I wish I could hate you.”
  5. “Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”
  6. “This is, without doubt, the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”
  7. “Wanna bet?”
  8. “It could be worse.”
  9. “Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”
  10. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”
  11. “It’s not what it looks like…”
  12. “I may be an idiot but I’m your idiot.”
  13. “If you keep looking at me like this we won’t make it to a bed.”
  14. “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”
  15. “I swear it was an accident!”
  16. “You did what?!”
  17. “If you die, I’m gonna kill you.”
  18. “How long have you been standing there?”
  19. “I just like proving you wrong.”
  20. “Forget it. You fucking suck.”
  21. “Quit it or I’ll bite.”
  22. “If you use up all the hot water again, I swear to god! You’re on the couch for a month!!”
  23. “Looks like we’re gonna be stuck here for a while.”
  24. “I’m starting an idiot jar. Any time you do or say anything idiotic, you have to put at least a dollar in it—more depending on how stupid the thing that you said or did was.”
  25. “You’re still mad?”
  26. “Come over here and make me.”
  27. “You better watch yourself.”
  28. “I could beat you up, you know that right?”
  29. “I’m laughing because you’re angry, I swear I didn’t do it!”
  30. “Do it. I dare you.”
  31. “Are you drunk?”
  32. “I think I deserve a kiss.”
  33. “You’re cute with glasses.”
  34. “What are you, five?”
  35. “Fight me.”
  36. “Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?”
  37. “Oh you are so dead!”
  38. “Been there, done that.”
  39. “I don’t want to keep us a secret anymore.”
  40. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”
  41. “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”
  42. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”
  43. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”
  44. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”
  45. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”
  46. “Or we could make out.”
  47. “Shut up and kiss me.”
  48. “Oh, fuck off.”
  49. “Delete it. Now.”
  50. “Please, don’t leave.”
  51. A prompt you made :)
The signs as Back On Top lyrics
  • Aries: right now I'm just a volcano on the brink of eruption, right now I'm just a psycho hell bent on self destruction
  • Taurus: this is what I want mother fucker make it happen for me
  • Gemini: it's snowing right now I wish it was summer, but when summer rolls around I'll wish I was freezing
  • Cancer: it's not my style to be strong, strong enough to wanna fight, a fight that I will probably lose but in the end I will survive
  • Leo: I want world domination just like everybody else
  • Virgo: now maybe it was not as serious as I am making it sound
  • Libra: sometimes you gotta close your eyes to truly see the light, most of us are older now we should know wrong from right
  • Scorpio: I'm talking to young lovers and half price drinks
  • Sagittarius: I've got a lot more people leaning on me now me and all I want to do is make do is make them proud
  • Capricorn: just because something burns bright doesn't mean it's gonna burn forever
  • Aquarius: when my mind is uncertain my body decides
  • Pisces: yeah that would be great that would be beach house living you and me every night the rest of our lives we could go swimming
Every drarry fic ever
  • Draco: potter
  • Harry: malfoy
  • Draco: -sneers-
  • -leaves-
  • Draco; potter looked cute today
  • Draco: wtf no he didn't
  • Draco; I'm a dude wtf no i must be straight
  • Draco: that's right I'm straight
  • Draco: straight
  • Draco: yes.
  • Harry: draco looks so hot
  • Harry: ohmygod does this mean I like men?
  • Harry: okay
  • Harry: Ron I like boys too
  • Ron: WHAT
  • Ron: OH MY GOD NO EW
  • Ron: EW
  • Herminone: shut up Ron. We love you HARRY
  • Harry: thanks
  • Ron: at least you don't like malfoy
  • Harry: about that
  • Ron: -faints-
  • -
  • Harry: draco wait up!
  • Draco: what do you want potter
  • Harry: I want to talk
  • Draco: -confused sneering-
  • Harry: I think I like you
  • Draco: wtf homie I am straight
  • Draco: straight
  • Draco: I like girls
  • Harry: I don't care I like u
  • Draco: bye
  • -leaves-
  • Draco: I think I might be gay
  • Pansy: I know
  • Draco: wtf were supposed to get married
  • Pansy: I've known u were gay forever
  • Draco: okay
  • -
  • Draco: Harry I like you
  • Harry: YAAASSSS
  • -something homosexual-
  • Harry: ily
  • Draco: ily2
  • Draco: OH NO HOW DO I TELL
  • MY DAD
  • Harry: dw Beb we will do it 2gether because Ily
  • Draco: Okies
  • --
  • Draco: I am homosexual
  • Lucius: wtf
  • Lucius: wtf son no you r not
  • Draco: yes I am
  • Harry: we're dating!
  • Lucius: Nooo not in my house
  • Draco: fuck u
  • -leaves-
  • Harry: ily
  • Draco: ily2
Forever - Alan Ashby Fluff

I poked my head out from under my bed sheets. A ginger man was standing over me with his hands on his hips.

“Get up, y/n. I have a day planned.”

“Alan, it’s like, 5 in the morning. No.” I responded hastily. Mornings were not my thing, well, waking up in general wasn’t really my thing. Suddenly, the covers were ripped off me, disturbing my warmth.

“Seriously, Alan?”

“Seriously.”

“This isn’t going to be like last time you took me out for a "surprise day” and we got flu shots, is it?“  I questioned.

"I promise I will never do that again. It was not worth having security hold you down when you ended up getting the flu later on.” He closed his eyes and chuckled. As he shoved his hands in his pants pocket, I remembered why I fell in love with this man in the first place.

“Okay. I guess I owe you this one. ” I finally agreed. As soon as the words left my mouth, his eyes lit up and a goofy, lopsided smile appeared on his lips.

After getting ready, yelling about if Nickelodeon or Disney was better, and making breakfast, it was about 10 AM. We hopped in his white car. He turned on the radio. An all too familiar song came on. It was an old PMToday song.

They say it’s all my fault, that I’m alone because

I’m tenacious and I do not care.

So I’ll just ignore the lonely people.

To them I know I don’t exist.

I’m losing all my best friends, we were all hypocrites.

I’m losing all my best friends and I don’t exist.

“Remember this song, Alan? We met on the pier to this one. We spent the night with this song on repeat just looking at the stars.” My eyes clouded over with happiness.

“Y/N, how could I forget? That was the best night of my life.” He smiled at me. I leaned over kissed him while a pink tint rose to his cheeks. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw an large, olive sign with white lettering.

“Alan Anthony Ashby was that was I think it was?”

“Do you think it was the sign welcoming us to the Santa Monica Pier? Because if so, you’d be right.”

After a long day of roses, surprise kisses, and two pints of Ben and Jerry’s Ice Cream, we sat in silence on a bench looking at the moons glimmering reflection on the sea. Every couple minutes, Alan would clear his throat or cough nervously. The thought stayed in the back of my mind. ’Have I done something wrong?’  Alan suddenly interrupted my doubtful thoughts with an abrupt, “We need to talk.”

‘Oh God. I’ve done it now. I’ve pissed him off. He wants to leave.’

Before continuing my scared thoughts, he cleared his throat.

“You know I love you. That’s why I want to do this now. Y/N, happiness is only real when you can share it with someone. I want to share it with you. But, like, forever. See I’ve never been more certain about anything. I’m certain I want to wake up next to you. I’m certain I want to lay my head on your chest every night and memorize your heartbeat. I want to taste those chocolate-chip pancakes you make every morning. I want to love you. Forever.”

Realization hit you. “Alan,” your eyes started to well up. Alan climbed off the bench and perched himself on one knee. He took a deep breath.

“Y/F/N, will you do me the incredible honor of marrying me?”

You couldn’t seem to find words. Your head was spinning. “Yes,” you mumbled. “A thousand times yes!” He picked you up and spun you around. Nothing else mattered in that moment. Just you and the love of your life. And when his lips met yours, you knew one thing. This would last, forever.

I hope you liked it! This wasn’t a request, but now that you have a feel for my writing style, request stuff!

-Olivia

anonymous asked:

I have a big issue... I suffer from depression and anxiety and most of the time I'm not emotionally stable. I feel like it doesn't matter what I do, if my intent is strong or if I phrase things accordingly, my energy is low and the only outcome is failure. I've always read that in this case you should wait until you feel better but for me it doesn't really happen and I don't want to put magick aside forever... Do you or any of your followers know if there's something I can do? Thank you so much!

The only thing I could say is to try to fight your depression and anxiety in those moments, try to think more positively about your magic, and be certain that you will succeed rather than fail. That can be really hard to do with those illnesses - trust me, I know - but feeling confident in yourself and your magic, and believing it will work, is a huge component in witchcraft. 

You can always try casting spells for depression / anxiety / energy, but getting over that first hurdle of confidence can be a challenge. 

Are you doing anything mundane to help out with your depression / anxiety?

Followers, any more ideas?

anonymous asked:

I really liked your post of thomlee gifs. I especially love the second one (which you also use for your page) because it is adorable, but also very unTBSlike. One awesome thing I noticed was how willing TBS was to play along in Korea, which isn't exactly what he's known for. He tends to be so reserved, but with Ki Hong he was being so cute and silly at times and it was just too precious. I don't think I've seen him like that with any of the other cast, he is his usual cool self. Thomlee forever!

Okay, let’s analyze thomlee. Thomas, at the beginning of the Korea trip, goes from “I will absolutely not do the thing” (x)

to “let’s do the thing” (x)

And how Ki Hong would say something in one interview (x):

and then Thomas would repeat what he said in another interview (x):

And you know their friendship’s real cause they don’t even need to be assigned to want to sit next to eachother. They’re together in their own little world (x).

Like you said, when Thomas is with Ki Hong, he’s so unTBSlike, but I feel that’s when he’s the most real, the most like his “true self”, like just listen to his laugh in these videos:  (x) and (x). He doesn’t do his usual nervous chuckle, that’s a real laugh, it’s high pitched and admittedly unattractive… but it’s real! That’s a real, genuine TBS laugh that not even he can contain. It’s rare and it’s been caught twice in interviews with KHL. I’m not saying he doesn’t laugh like that when he’s with his other cast mates, but what are the odds that two of the times it’s caught on video just so happens to be in interviews with Ki Hong?

Also, Thomas is so fucking awkward in interviews. Group interviews, even the first few interviews with KHL, you barely see him answer unless its to piggyback on something the other person said or if he’s asked a specific question. Take NerdHQ and parts I and II of this interview for example. Thomas is like, “I don’t wanna talk” or “i was trying to avoid the question.” He only really adds to the conversation when the questions are directly addressed to him.

But with KHL he doesn’t mind going for it, even if the question’s not specifically for him, they always try to answer together. Ki Hong just seems like the person who tries to include everyone and make them comfortable, and that’s probably how he got Thomas to open up. Thomas goes from just letting the other person answer ( I also think that’s how it stated for thomlee in the beginning) to slowly adjusting to and getting comfortable with Ki Hong. They banter and have inside jokes and draw hearts, smile and laugh and talk about nipples and Dylan’s butt

Like just look at this interview, Thomas is so animated and that’s because of Ki Hong’s influence. They have such clear chemistry, it’s fantastic ;w;