Imagine being told that the universe is full of light. Once you open your eyes, the light will guide you and comfort you in your darkest moments. Now, imagine realizing that the light exists, but that you’re blind, you’ve always been blind, and you’re never going to see anything.
» Theron Shan, The Lost Suns
don’t believe what anyone says you’re not alone, you’re strong, you have love to give so give it away
Don’t think about happy Dorian. Don’t think about how he gets so comfortable in the Inquisitor’s comapny that he doesn’t mind being seen with messy mustache or hair. Don’t think about how his face says everything he yet can’t. Don’t think about all of that because you will cry. Just like me at this very moment. Ref (X)
okay, so I (technically my little sister but you know, same difference lol) actually won tickets to the walking dead premiere!!! but there’s one problem: I’m from philadelphia and the premiere is in los angeles.
I lost my job last week and my depression has been getting worse as a result of this, so even though I pretty much immediately accepted that I wouldn’t be able to go, I got very excited when I saw the email saying that we’d won. The walking dead has been a big part of my life for a while now, and I’ve been dying to meet the cast since forever but I never got the chance because I couldn’t afford to go to comic con and pay for photo ops and autographs and all that. Now I finally have the opportunity to, but I still don’t have the means.
I was looking up plane ticket costs out of curiosity and it looks like the cheapest ticket would cost about $295 (each). I don’t really feel good asking people for money but I was just wondering if anyone would be up to donate if they can? I haven’t made a gofundme yet or anything, I’m still thinking about whether or not I even should.
If I were to go I would definitely do my best to try and ask a richonne related question, for what it’s worth ;)
I’d just started high school (I was half way through grade 7, which was in the year of 2010, I believe) when I had the most horrible accident of my life: it was the accident that crippled me with chronic pain. It was the accident that’s prevented me from going to school for over four years - up until this very day - lost me most of my friends and stopped me from doing so many of the things I love and enjoy. I’d experienced pain before grade 7, but it was nothing compared to the pain I’ve endured throughout this whole horrible experience.
But this is where you fit in: for those four whole years (even though I’d discovered you the year before) your music has been one of my only saviours when it comes to dealing with pain. I can put in my headphones or blare your music out loud and somehow, that’s sometimes enough to help me through my utter hardest days. Your music is only of the only distractions that helps me through the worst.
Over these years, pain has stopped me from doing so much that I’ve lost so, so much muscle, which is why I have to try doing physio everyday. I haven’t had much motivation in doing that though, because not only is it one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do, I don’t have much to look forward to in the future. But for once, this 2015, I finally have something extraordinary to work towards: the 1989 tour.
I’ve never booked a ticket for one of your concerts until now out of fear of not being able to go because of pain, but this year I am so determined to see you singing my favorite songs that I feel motivated like never before.
You alone have given me more hope than anything any family member or doctor could say, with your optimism, beautiful heart and outrageously amazing songs. I will get better to see you this December, Tay. Thank you for being one of the only people to put a smile on my face everyday, and thank you for giving me this gift of happiness and hope even after these four hard years.
one of my biggest fears is that one day someone will try to propose to me by putting the ring inside of my dessert and i’ll be too much of a fattie to notice and will end up eating the dang ring on accident
It’s been exactly 1,461 days since you have blessed us with your existence. Four years filled with memories both happy and sad. To others, it might not be a long time, but for us, it’s definitely another milestone worth remembering.
Time sure flies for us to be commemorating this day already. Today we celebrate four years of laughter, tears shed, achievements reached, battles won and lost, lessons learned, beautiful memories made and kept, and abundant love shared between us Starlights and you, our six shining stars.
Looking back to when you first started, it was definitely not easy especially for a rookie group from a not so known company. Nevertheless, you strived hard and gave it your all - worked day in and day out to promote yourselves and continued chasing your goals and dreams no matter how bleak the chances of reaching them was. And to this very day, I’m glad that you haven’t lost this trait of yours and you continue running with a rookie mindset despite the success you currently have.
Seeing your growth both as an artist and as individuals is very touching because you all have improved so much in all aspects. But you always assure us that you are still the same six boys whom we have always loved and cared for. More importantly, seeing your bond grow from merely band mates to friends and eventually, to brothers is so heartwarming. What you have is irreplaceable and precious and though you show it through different ways, I love how you all love and support each other like a true family.
It’s incredible how much opportunity came your way to try a field of your interest – dramas, musicals, mc-ing on music shows, dj-ing, producing, composing, releasing your own mixtapes, etc. And all of them, you made sure to pour your heart into and be the best you can be. Seeing another side of you while you’re excelling at them will always bring pride to us as your fans.
There have been numerous bumps along the way but I’ll never get tired to walk with you through dark and trying times, because when I once felt so lost and isolated, it was in you that I found the light. I promise to support you, protect you, admire you, love you, and be with you for as long as I can and with all that I am.
VIXX, you are such a blessing to me and I am grateful for all the ways you’ve inspired me. My words are clearly not enough to show how thankful I am that I’ve found you. I’ve never loved and treasured a group this much – but come to think of it, it’s because it’s not often that you come across a group as endearing, genuine, and sincerely loving and giving to fans as VIXX. They are definitely one of a kind.
All I wish for you is to always be healthy and happy, to truly enjoy what you do, and to have more blissful days spent with the most important people in your life. Starlights are always just beside you through highs and lows. Know that whatever your heart sets out to do, you have our support 100%. And we’ll also always strive to be Starlights that you will be proud of.
And with that, I’d like to share my favorite part from Us Now (지금 우린)
This road I wouldn’t have been able to walk without you – You were the one who became my light I’m so glad you are here Beside me, oh
We are different then from how we first started, But your loving gaze that trusts in me is still the same my love
Because you’ve always been by my side, you are the most important to me than anyone else We have more days in the future together Than how much days we had together In the past
Happy 4th anniversary, my dear stars! Looking forward to more wonderful years with you!
With VIXX I am happy, I am thankful, and I am content.