“ We’re gonna be happy, Lex, you and me. We’re gonna have the best life, Lex, you and me. We’re gonna be so happy. So you can’t die, okay? You can’t die. Because we’re supposed to end up together.”
“ We’re meant to be. “
The holidays really took a toll on my anxiety and depression. I've since fallen into a suicidal put of despair. I'm trying to be positive and proactive with calling my psychiatrist, but the crushing dread won't let up. It's exhausting.