Author’s Note: Holy
hell, was this insane to write X_X
A few things. Firstly, I apologize for how long it took
for this to come out. I was incredibly anxious about school, plus I was just
overly struggling with writing this chapter. I had a general idea of what I
wanted to happen, but I didn’t really know how to get it down into words.
Secondly, this came out as about 18 pages long in Word so
I apologize for how ridiculously long this is! I didn’t think it was going to
come out so damn long!
And thirdly, this chapter is heavy on the angst. There’s
a little bit of horror – of course – but this chapter is mainly angst-ridden so
prepare for a LOT of feels! For Christ’s sake, I CRIED while writing this, so
that should be saying something.
chapter is very heavy and is incredibly dark. There are mentions of suicide,
abuse (both physical and mental), bullying (mainly cyberbullying), existential
crisis, self-mutilation, and incredibly low self-esteem. There are mentions of
a character getting lobotomized. There is a scene with a detailed description
of the inside of a character’s back, which contains abnormal anatomy.
I will say this and I will say this one: This is NOT a
happy fun time chapter! (I know, the story as a whole isn’t happy, but this
chapter is VERY heavy on the angst as opposed to the other chapters) There ARE
You have been warned.
(I am SO sorry. I feel so bad for writing this! ;^;)
Wheezing breaths of agony
echoed throughout the room as he operated. Warm sticky crimson spurted onto his
naked lanky fingers – the very fingers of which were maneuvering the stainless
steel instrument through his patient’s skull. A pained gasp expelled from the
man upon the bloodied table.
“Oh be quiet.” The glitching entity hissed with agitation. “Stop your whining.” He scoffed. “You act as though you’ve never felt pain
before.” A delighted giggle came ringing out of the creature’s slit throat.
“Almost like you’re afraid of dying.”
A quivering whimper could
faintly be heard coming from his patient as he fiddled with the orbitoclast.
The green-haired demon smirked from behind his surgical mask.
“I must say, Herr Doktor,” He
said in a horrible German accent, mocking the man, “you should be proud of me. I’m no doctor, but I seem to be doing an
impeccable job here, if I do say so myself.” He bragged, his smirk
stretching into a twisted smile.
list of weird shit keith kogane did before joining voltron
ate an entire tangerine without breaking it into pieces or peeling it, just to see if he could make matt cry
got drunk for the first time at the age of 16 when a girl kept buying him drinks and he didn’t know how to mention he wasn’t into women so he just drank and let the girl talk until he shouted “I LIKE MEN” at threw up
was out with shiro and found an electric car charger and pretended to electrocute himself by touching the socket and going “ZZZZZ” which sent shiro into DadMode
found an empty bleach bottle, cleaned it, filled it with paint and left it under the kitchen sink. 6 months later shiro discovered and keith denied it was him-he’d honestly forgotten
was using a knife to cut his toe nails and accidentally lost his pinky
switched out the coffee in the staff room at this secondary school for decaf and watched as the students were all sent home for the day
accidentally threw a piece of paper that bounced off the bin and hit a student in the eye-lance mcclain never forgave him
held his breath for long enough to convice a kid he could live without breathing, was actually breathing the entire time
ran a deviantart where he just drew art of naruto/sasuke and sonic ocs
cried at the ending of muriel’s wedding
got kicked out the garrison because his teacher said “i’m sorry would you like the teach this class?” and did a better job explaining the thermodynaics of a rocket propelled vehicle breaching the planet’s atmosphere than he did
built a shack by hand in the middle of a desert and realised that there was a less crappy shack just a couple miles away that didn’t drip and was bigger than a box
managed to get electricity in the middle of a desert just so he could play guitar hero
shrunk his jacket in the wash but continued to wear it because shiro laughed at him
spent 12 months alone without any friends or family desperately searching for shiro with only the faint feeling of the blue lion for comfort
cried at night knowing that maybe if he’d acted different someone alive would still love him
built a rad rocket motorbike and painted it his jacket’s colour for the aesthetic
blew up a mountainside to distract a group of scientists from a random ufo crash he saw
met four people at said ufo crash site he would come to love as family