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The thing that makes me the most upset about the Supernatural finale is how with one. short. scene. the writers took something I loved dearly, something that made me happy, something that helped me and countless other people get through the week, and they ruined it. Supernatural made me happy. Supernatural made me love Thursday. Supernatural was something I could always count on to be there and make me smile at least a little. Even the episodes I didn’t like had at least one or two scenes that made me smile. And of course nothing made me smile more than seeing the name “Mark A. Sheppard” at the beginning of an episode. Just the thought of “oh his name isn’t here this week but it might be there next week” was enough to cheer me up. Good things are worth waiting for after all. But now that feeling is gone. Now when I think about Supernatural it just reminds me of what’s gone. It makes me feel sick and I just want to cry. I know it’s silly to get this emotional over a fictional character in a tv show, but everyone needs that one silly thing that makes them happy. And now that thing for me, and a lot of other people, is gone. Even if Crowley returns to the show it doesn’t change how I feel now. Sure I’ll be ecstatic then, but that doesn’t change how it isn’t fair. It isn’t fair how Sam, Dean, and Castiel always get treated by other characters and the writers so differently. They always get the most attention and the most care. Castiel, Mary, and Lucifer are all already confirmed for the next season and it isn’t fair. Don’t get me wrong, I like the Winchesters and Castiel but their characters don’t make me feel the same, they don’t have that special something Crowley does. Mary, I honestly don’t really care about at this point. I liked her at first but after the whole MOL thing I’m just kind of sick of her. And then there’s Lucifer. Lucifer who everyone, including myself, used to love. He was and still is a great character with great lines, and I’ve managed to keep liking him for a long time, but I’ve had enough. He is the last person I want to hear is coming back to the show, especially since the whole point of Crowley dying was to get rid of Lucifer! I just want Crowley to come back. I want him to come back and be treated with the respect he deserves, especially since he sacrificed himself for two assholes who never treated him decently. I just want him to come back so I can love my show again…

My Thoughts During School
  • Me: I may have punched him, it's a blur sir
  • Me: He looked at me like I'm stupid, I'm not stupid
  • Me @ my older friends: So how'd you do it? How'd you graduate so fast?
  • Me @ everyone: Talk less, smile more
  • Me: Two pints of Sam Adams but I'm workin' on three
  • Me: Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? Who's this kid, what's he gonna do?
  • Me: I'ma get a scholarship to King's college
  • Me: Don't be shocked when your history book mentions me
  • Me: It's time to take a shot
  • Me @ everyone I hate: If you talk you're gonna get shot
  • Me @ my crush: Your pants look hot
  • Me: Oh my gosh, tear this dude apart
  • Me @ my teachers: It's hard to listen to you with a straight face
  • Me @ everyone annoying: My dog speaks more eloquently than thee
  • Me @ my teachers: If you repeat yourself again I'm gonna scream, honestly look at me: please don't read