heydumbcss  asked:

we’re not splitting up again

the walking dead sentence meme — accepting.

his words though but a mumble register and they hit heavy. after losing her father and sister, she thought she’d lost this too. her husband, her better half. they were a team and a world without him was not one she wanted to be a part of. her arm tightens around him, the refusal to be far away from him again burns and leaves behind something that aches.

‘   never.   ‘   it’s whispered quietly so that the other’s around them won’t hear, but it’s a promise that she intends to keep.

i’ll cut my hands off

Learning about Orlando is just truly heartbreaking for me. My thoughts are with not only the victims and the families of this awful shooting but also with the lgbtqia+ and Latino community as a whole. My thoughts are with the past and future victims of hate crimes. My thoughts are with the countries that have to live in fear where madmen can legally buy semi-automatic rifles. 

These acts, these massacres will continue to happen. 

The Orlando shooting marks the largest mass shooting in history, surpassing the Port Arthur Massacre of 1996 in Australia, the country where I am from. But while the 1996 shooting marked the creation of the strictest gun laws in the world, and the end to mass shootings in Australia, the Orlando massacre is just another mass shooting in a long line of mass shootings in the United States. 

It breaks my heart to know that even a tragedy as large as this one will not change the laws that permitted this to happen, the laws that say to the world that America is okay with this, that America is willing for this to happen again and that America does not care about the victims enough to protect future ones.

just some thoughts...

The thing that hits me the hardest when thinking about Grimmie, is she literally did nothing remotely problematic or bad. She spread nothing but positivity and love and the fact that one strange sadistic fuck who she never had even met before and yet she still was reportedly welcoming him with open arms when he brutally murdered her. That’s what’s so fucked up to me. The senseless, vile, disgusting evilness of the whole thing. This fuckhead traveled specifically to Florida with the focus on killing and innocent 22 year old woman. No one knows what his motive for committing such an atrocity was and frankly there’s no motive good enough for doing what he did. He shot and killed someone who was going to hug him. And that’s what’s so fucked to me. I’ve followed Grimmie (not extensively but enough) since around 2010 and as far as anyone good tell you, that there has not been ever someone with a more kind soul than hers. It’s still unfathomable to me that something like this could ever happen even in the darkest of fictional stories it would be a fucked up thing to happen; and the fact that this wasn’t fiction but real fucking life haunts me. To me this is what’s scary about the world. That such violent, terrible, disgusting things can happen and there doesn’t even have to be a reason why. No one ever deserves an end like that, especially a Saint that IS was Christina Grimmie.

I-it wasn’t supposed to end this way, not like this. Not with Peter….
I only wanted to protect those around me, I worried too much, I became paranoid…
It led me to lose Pepper and n-now…I’ve lost you…
Peter laid in Tony’s arms, tattered and frail. His whole world shattered as reality hit him like a runaway train. He had hoped to be the all renowned hero in this battle, to conquer all with his friends behind him. However, fate always has a different plan that overrules our convenience. He looked around through his tears and saw the destruction, the bodies, the causalities of the cause he always viewed them as, and then finally Iron Man’s helmet. His helmet that brought once an intelligent boy to the pathway of becoming a heroic man. Only he didn’t see a hero, he only saw a selfish man with tears in his eyes while he held a brilliant lifeless boy who reminded him of himself. All he could see was himself, his hopes and dreams in the young face of another and how it just died in an instant.
“y-you weren’t supposed to die…”
This was a plea, a bargain of sorts, asking sweet death to take him instead, take his worthless self instead. But she never came. She only watched in anger over their mortal quarrels that led to the end of a life who was so vibrant and warm that she could even feel it from her realm.
With this, Tony wept for the child he killed and the child that he once was himself that too believed in the hope for the future but was only met with a dark end.


So recently I just hit 1000 followers here on tumblr. (I literally had 80 before NMTD started so this is mind-blowing). Anyway, Jake and I filmed this a wee while ago and we thought we’d share it with all you lovely flamangoes to thank you for your love of NMTD. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again - the fact that we have a FANDOM still blows our minds and it’s so humbling and there are not enough words of gratitude and love in the world to thank you for your support. 

So this is a little video to thank you! I’m sorry that we’re such bad dancers, and I’m sorry that my editing software and camera on my computer aren’t up to scratch with The Candle Wasters’ gear but you get the idea. 

Thank you from awkward-manatea and I 


(Also the songs are: Proud Mary - Glee Cast, 5 Years Time - Noah and the Whale, Bad Day - Darwin Deez) 

Do It Again

Smiling broadly Evan sent out a text to the rest of the boys,
[Group SMS] Bringing friend, not Mycroft, he’s shy. Play nice at least at first please. I’m looking at you, Daniel. Don’t hit on him I’m not even sure if he’s gay.
[Jade to Group] I’ll keep him in check.

Grabbing a light tweed sports coat with patched elbows Evan stuffed his wallet inside as he dashed out and into the waiting black sedan. As usual he was five minutes late.

Texting he told Tom of the change, “Stop off at Corona’s Curiosities for me would you we’re picking up a friend tonight.”

[SMS to N. Corona] Five minutes late, just got in the car. So sorry. Also I should have asked–Daniel picked the restaurant and it’s a lot of meat. You’re not a vegetarian are you? Ev

Not that it’d make a difference at this point; if Daniel didn’t get his way the barrister would bitch about it for weeks. Nevermind that Jade didn’t even eat meat and would be forced to endure the patronising glares of whatever unfortunate waiter that ended up serving their table.

Sighing a bit the writer leaned back and caught his breath. He’d acted rashly in inviting Nathan to dinner, not that he regretted the action, he only hoped Nathan didn’t regret accepting his offer. Or if he did that the food was good enough to make it worth one uncomfortable meal. 

The car slowed outside the shop and Evan wondered if he should get out and knock or if Nathan would be watching. He settled for something in between,

[SMS to N. Corona] Here! Need me to come in and wait or are you ready? Ev

Hey guys!! How are you today? I hope you’re all doing well, because you deserve it! 

Yes, it’s true: I’m making yet another follow forever! I still haven’t reached my goal, but I was getting so impatient that I really had to do this today! And, of course, I don’t need to hit a particular amount of followers to make one of these. Everyday is “follow forever” day when it comes to expressing how I feel about you guys, heh~. Please forgive my sappiness, but most of you have been following me long enough to know how I am. 💗

I will be tagging as following:

Bold: favorite blogs;
Italic: mutuals;
✨: friends;
🌸: people I’d like to get to know better.

Note: if you have a 🌿 after your url, then please check what’s at the end of the post.

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Breakdown Headcanons!
  • Jay:He wouldn't look at anyone, but rather hang his head and silently cry.
  • Tim:He would move around in a panicked action and soon curl up. Lots of yelling but wouldn't actually injure someone.
  • Brian:He would assure whoever was concerned that he was okay and give a big goofy grin. Then he would just began bawling his eyes out.
  • Alex:He would lock himself away from the rest of the world and become violent. Lots of hair pulling and hitting things. Barely any crying though.

Am I the only one that thinks Nani is literally the best Disney character? Not only the best sister or heroine but the best in the whole Disney world. She’s amazing, taking care of her younger sister, dealing with crazy aliens and being really independent  at a pretty young age. Yeah… Feels hit me when watching Lilo and Stitch and I decided to do some drawing of her :D
So what do you think? It might not be perfect but personally I’m reaaallly proud of it. Wanna see more? If you have any cool ideas, let me know, I’d love to hear some ideas. Maybe I’ll use some of them in the future.

And If you’d like to keep up with my updates, tutorials etc… just check out my Deviantart and Twitter:



Does it ever just hit you, all at once, the way that Mickey sees Ian, the enormity of the affection he has for him? Ian is Mickey’s angel, he’s his beacon of light, he’s his one warm place, the one genuine smile in his life, this beautiful rare precious piece of gold in a world of shit. And, to Mickey, it’s not even just that contrast that makes Ian so beautiful, by which I mean to say it’s not just that Ian seems so wonderful only because Mickey has nothing else. Because Mickey is punished for cherishing that good thing, because Terry tries to warp the one beautiful thing Mickey has and make it so that Mickey sees it as dirty and disgusting and damaging. And it doesn’t work, despite everything, it doesn’t work, because that’s just how beautiful and special and important Ian is to Mickey. No matter how awful things get, that one spot of light is enough, in spite of everything else. Because it is so powerful, because Ian’s goodness and kindness and strength are so powerful to him, Mickey thinks that if he has that, he can deal with the rest. When he sees him after a short absence, he looks at him like this, smiles at him like a small child does at their crush. Even though the past months have been the worst of Mickey’s life, Mickey looks at Ian with such innocence, such gentleness, such hope. 

And, of course, that one beautiful thing that he loves so much, that makes the rest of it bearable, leaves him. But that doesn’t change how Mickey sees him. That doesn’t change the fact that Mickey knows the depth of Ian’s strength and the power of his warmth, and Mickey will do anything to protect that, even though he no longer has any hope that he will ever again be his. 

hi guys!! i was supposed to make a follow forever when i hit my first 1000, but i procrastinated lmao oops but i’ve recently gained more than 2.5k followers and i just??? i’m so grateful for all of you that follow me, you mean the absolute world to me and i hope for your happiness and health <33

in no particular order (except from who i followed recently to who i first followed)

crushes - baby-taem bumkis taeminope jjongghyun sugacchin buttimnida perfectlilshits mincookies flamingpuppy

osehu zunakawa sebaekhs hxnw seunqhvn blondejongin oshsoo sehso aumonique j0ngsin taekainet minsokk 12aem obxerv ohsolji k-yu jinsobs ofjimins bumblekey queenhyo astrohobi johneggerts oh-my-oh taeskai kwibom promptsfordays baby-taem otpprompts rphelper secretshinki leothargy kkaepop jinkilling chanpups kaibility byeolks sehv-n wubulge leenamja jxngin cutietae meskailine amitytoast noyakun daixlo taeyuhns haiiqu taesace mintytaemin m-nhoe kibnm homilks jongkittae baekhny hosijak taetastic blingerish leetaes jonghyuns-flat-ass insidyos sh5nee tokkipup squishytaeminnie playboytaemin kimkibottom taemalice taeminmyass vr-jjong thatfuckingcoolcat key-is-my-wife-k jjongmintk dohdoro jong-bum awesomaticrobotronic taelighted daenso taeland taebabys sugaichi keyvictim maknaetae aquablur sarantae taemout taemperor lovermin herewegobebe tokki-teeth sleepyheaded thaenes frostyjjong goomiho sirjinki taemisu k-poppy mintyramen kibum-shi shineeislove ohmilkey shineebabo jjongs-key greatgretuski 

The Schools as 80′s Hits

Storm: Everybody Wants To Rule The World (Tears for Fears)

Fire: Don’t You [Forget About Me] (Simple Minds)

Ice: We’re Not Gonna Take It (Twisted Sister)

Death: Break My Stride (Matthew Wilder)

Life: I Ran [So Far Away] (A Flock of Seagulls)

Myth: Don’t Stop Believin’ (Journey)

Balance: Bohemian Rhapsody (Queen)

I recently hit 11k followers and I realized I haven’t done one of these in a while so I decided it was time to do so. Not even in my wildest dream I’d thought I could have this many followers so trust me when I say I appreciate every single one of you. Also I wanted to say thank you for sticking up with me while I changed fandoms. ❤❤❤❤ Means the world to me ❤❤❤❤

But first I wanted to send special love to these wonderful people;

chia ✪ courtney ✪ dana ✪ elena ✪ emily ✪ fernanda ✪ jackie ✪ jocey ✪ katie ✪ laura ✪ lissy ✪ maria ✪ molly ✪ sarah ✪ scarlett ✪ rita 

*The other amazing blogs


alwaysbellamyblake, alwaysurvive, arthurpendragonns, barnesrogers, betweenbourbonandlove, buckypupbarnes, buckystevens, capdamn, chriservans, clacing, cptnstevens, daemonsalvatore, dailycaptainamerica, dailysebastiangifs, damonexuality, damonishome, damonsbourbon, damonspain, delenaismylife, delenaroadtripdelenasbourbon, doppelutifulelenasgillberts, faithsumnersfuriosasmadmax


grrrrrimes, herondalejaces, iansomerhottest, iwaspromisedhedonism, jennifergarner, kalaswolfgang, lupinteddys, maradyeries, margosroth, meredlthswift, mysteriousdamon, noahtomyshaw, octaviabhlake, ohcaptainmycaptain1918, ohhalseysohsebastianstan, oswinwaled, percysjaksons, psychopierce


regalstormborn, ryanreynelds, ridingdamonsalvachester, skyeswan, snowscharming, standbydelena, steveismyhero, steviebucksundyingdelena, wandamximoff, widowelena, -damons

I remember how we were all crying over AM5, the new era… and how we stayed up all night watching 6 second vines of Do I Wanna Know, how we went nuts when they played it for the first time and when we first listened to Mad Sounds. When Do I Wanna Know was released and there were awesome posts about it here. Back when people listened to AM for their music and not bc they are a “trend”. I never thought AM would make them hit mainstream success in America and all around the world, I’m so fucking proud of them THEY DESERVE ALL THIS FAME AND GREAT THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING, I HAVE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE FEELING. But I’ll say it again: I have no problem with new fans, I love it! I love it when people recognize AM’s talents. What pisses me off is people is only liking them bc that’s the “cool thing to do” nowadays. It was pretty hard to see an AM post hit 1k, now it’s pretty hard to see an AM post with less than 1k… but when you see a Humbug post it barely has 500 notes? They aren’t here for the music, they are here bc liking AM is “the shit” now. They are using the AM wave thing bc that’s “cool” and I’m fucking tired of it, maybe that’s the reason why I’ve been away, I just need to learn to deal with it but it’s hard because the arctic monkeys are my life. 

The last thing Harry said to Eggsy was that he was disappointed, and that he’d sort out that “mess” when he got back.

Just imagine the delayed reaction Eggsy would have after everything went down. He saved the world, fucked the princess, got home and then … it hits him.

Harry is dead. 

Not in hospital. Not hurt. Not even just pissed with him. 

He’s dead

And that’s when he fucking breaks down. He can’t look at that suit without seeing the way Harry smiled so proudly behind him in that mirror in Kingsman. He can’t walk past the police station without imagining the first time they’d met. He can’t look at the crusty remains of the old, broken snowglobe he had kept in his room. It had smashed years ago, but he had kept it. He wasn’t sure why. He can’t even look at J.B. without a crushing sensation gripping his chest, so he pulls the tiny, wriggling pug close and sobs into his fur.

i did one of these last year around this time so i figured it would only be appropriate to do one again and since i hit my 3.2k follower mark not long ago i just wanted to let all of you know you mean the world to me. it’s been a pleasure to have all of you on my dashboard either in mutual or even just in your url from time-to-time. i’ve made many new friends this year and all of you are very important even if we’ve talked maybe once or twice and here’s hoping we can talk even more.

though before this i want to make a special shout out to my boyfriend cutefeyrac who has been there for me going on six years now and has kept me going even though i was pretty sure i wouldn’t. you’re a perfect little sunshine and i hope i can spend many more days cuddling you. ’


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