i'm-real

Today I got back to work, so I’m here again with the shitty paper and shitty everything. I was so sleepy that I don’t even know what I was drawing when I got the chance (just look at some hands, omg), so please, just ignore the anatomy and let’s pretend it’s good. 

And Ishval Kimblee just because yes, I only wanted to draw some stretching poses and he was the first thing my hand was able to draw this morning. 

my brain: hey, what if in addition to quark/odo you also started shipping quark/odo/kira? 

me: what? why would - no.

my brain: kira is not involved with quark, but odo is dating both of them, and it’s completely baffling to everyone involved. imagine the arguments. imagine the disastrous joint dates.

me: *climbs into the back of a garbage truck, sobbing* 

Stockholm syndrome

Harry wrote it made it seem sexual but it wasn’t……

“Who’s that shadow holding me hostage” management constantly in his hear

“Who’s this whisper telling me that I’m never gonna get away” management always telling them they can’t leave they are stuck

There’s no female pronouns used

It’s only him “who’s this man that’s holding your hand and tlsking about your eyes used to sing about being free but now he’s changed his mind” this line is about Larry listen green eyes blue eyes one of them wanted to be free but the changed their mind…Louis bc they were scared

“I’ll never leave if you keep holding me this way, you got me tied down” you know that ring Harry wears 24/7 on his left middle finger :))) might be a reach but take it as you will

Liam’s entire solo come on at the end

Overall it’s about being trapped

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Me playing one of the new songs from my album, you can listen to the recorded version (with like a second guitar and shit) and also find the lyrics here.

oh my GOD the representation doesn’t come from the actor, it comes from the fucking portrayal of a character and their experiences
holy SHIT
stop boycotting important movies just because the actor isn’t trans
most actors know nothing about the experiences their characters have
at least Elle Fanning apparently did a wild amount of research and has trans friends like fuck
everyone needs to just stop for two seconds and think
these movies mean progress is being made in representing trans experiences
the perfect trans film is not going to happen overnight
we need to accept what we get and then improve upon it
that’s how progress is made
not yelling like fucking children on a website that will go entirely unseen by the people who actually make these movies

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Can someone tell me why (almost) everyone is writing - here on Tumblr - that they want people to send them asks - so that they can communicate with their followers?

I’m very scared of seeming annoying or anything else whenever I write an ask to someone I don’t know already. It seems like no one actually wants to write, and I try my best to accept it, - I just don’t understand if it’s my fault, am I too awkward? Too boring?  

Some people really don’t want to give Sebastian any credit.

You might remember a few months ago, I stumbled upon a person who thought his putting Wesley’s name on the Chantry Memorial Wall was not an act of kindness, but of obligation, since Wesley was a templar.

Then people claim he doesn’t really care about Fenris, he just wants to try and convert him.

I have to wonder what such people think his primary motivation is.

Do they think he’s traveling around Kirkwall with Hawke and the gang… for the hell of it?

Do they think “I’ve never had so many opportunities to help people!” is actually a facade for some ulterior motive?  

Do they think him a bored teenager, doing busywork just to avoid greater responsibilities and having to think about what he wants to do with his life?

Do I even want to know?