Today’s study was……SPANISH! I’ve recently been busy trying to get my grades up especially in spanish in order to pass my classes so…that means lots and lots of vocab and exercises but hopefully one day I’ll have a possibly good level in spanish
I feel hollow. Upset. Alone. I pushed everyone who cared away, and that left me vulnerable. I said that I couldn’t get hurt, that I was too broken to feel, but maybe that was a lie. Honestly I don’t really know. I keep saying I’m fine. That everything’s going to be okay. But I don’t know that. Because one day I’m good, put together, hopeful, and the next I’m bad, falling apart, hopeless, and I can’t do the back and forth anymore.