i'm young at heart


NCT as always, being amazing ♡


“safe from pain
and truth
and choice
and other poison devils.
see, they don’t give a fuck about you
like I do.”

i doodled a bit so a concept: serizawa katsuya has two loving parents 

his mother went through some hard times with him during his time being all hikikomori’d up and miscalculated when she had been at her wits end, and his father couldn’t be there much due to his job and didn’t know how to connect with katsuya’s problems the rare times he was…. but after the biggest weights were lifted from their shoulders, they quickly snapped back into a close, happy family. 

here they’re all super stoked about having bought katsuya a proper suit for the first time ever, and of their son getting a job that’s not a fucking cult bent on world domination. not pictured is their dog currently chewing katsuya’s shoes. 

their names are aiko and ishi and y ea i did this mainly to think through stuff for the next chapter of shit-all. spoiler: they’re so good people they adopt reigen immediately. 


“I told a lie. When I said to stay with me, I did not mean as eunuch. Then why did I say that to you? I questioned myself endlessly every night and now I found my answer.”


I’ll get over it soon, and stop making you feel uncomfortable and awkward. I don’t want you to avoid me. I’m your manager at the moment, and this is work. I want to wrap it up well. I promise. I’ll get over it. So, please help me wrap up my work.

I refuse to fight for any kind of friendship or relationship. If you’re not putting in the effort, then neither am I. I deserve to keep the company of people who make me feel good, and like I’m worth being around.


This is literally me whenever I have a crush, I’ll like tell myself that it’s not even a thing but subconsciously I know that it is a crush but I’m never going to do anything about it and nothing’s ever going to happen so I just keep playing it off like it doesn’t exist…

I’ve been playing Kingdom Hearts 2.8 this week and I’ve missed Ven so much. 

I love all the characters in this game but Ven is my favorite.