ART WITHDRAWAL RELIEF. Since I can’t digitally ink with the backup tablet, I decided to try out traditionally inking an RP character of mine and coloring that the other day. It turned out nicely! Not something I’ll do TOO terribly often, but it was a good way to finish SOMETHING in these trying, Tablet-Prime-less times.
Back to getting commissions sketched! Hopefully Tablet Prime will be back in hand soon so I can get some inking and coloring done properly.
Could you write a drabble about Izuku becoming a Nomu?
Usually I’m not a massive fan of Noumu!Izuku ideas on a whole (with a scant few exceptions) but I had some ideas, so I figured why not? I hope you don’t mind me taking a different interpretation on it from what I feel like you might’ve expected, anon! It’s been a long time since I’ve written something kind of dramatic and all that just for the sake of it. Call it a test of my metaphorical and descriptive abilities, haha.
You asked this like, forever ago, but I hadn’t gotten around to finishing until now. Better late than never though, I guess, right?
Dimly, above the sound of his own slow thumping heartbeat in his ears, Izuku feels he is alone.
He’s not sure where he is or how he got here, but there’s a weight in his bones and a thick haze in his lungs. Though his vision is dark, images manage to sort themselves behind his eyelids; buildings and skyscrapers; leather wings that brush a memory from years and years and years ago; flames and ice and blades and pipes dancing past so close he can feel it; their silhouettes crafted from black and white and silver and gray, impressing vibrant colors into his mind.
It feels like he is walking without a twitch of his legs, like he is soaring above the rest of the world despite the burden over him (this intangible thing that ties him down better than any binding ever could) and although he can feel the world around him, however vaguely, it’s as though he isn’t there at all. Somehow it’s peaceful here, despite the tense premonition that has settled on his shoulders. For a moment Izuku wonders if he should open his eyes, listen to the distant piece of himself that whispers for him to return to the world, but something about the air changes and the thought flees as soon as it came.
The world is cold around him, and he can’t help but miss a warmth with an origin he isn’t even sure of.
Okay dear City mutual, i can stay silent no longer please help. what's up with Pep and Agüero? The English press always dramatizes stories 200% so i don't really trust them but is he really second best to Gabriel Jesus? Can he be? Is it Pep being unfair? Or is it really not that big deal? (Kun is the one City player I love with all my heart and soul. I even made my peace with it lol. But so i want him to be happy and treated right)
the english press… oh, the english press. i don’t think kun is second best to jesus, but i honestly don’t think pep’s being all that unfair by playing him ahead of kun right now. kun’s our leading goal scorer on the season, but he’s not really been consistent for the last couple months. he got a brace back on november 26, but since then he’s only scored twice in the league and once in the fa cup. that’s pretty underwhelming considering his record & capabilities, and there’s several other players besides jesus who either have an equal or a better scoring record (at least two league goals) as kun does during that same period of time (silva, de bruyne, sterling, kolarov, sané, touré.) the table this season’s been so close with just 5 points between 2nd and 6th place, and lately with points being dropped by everyone but chelsea, it’s perhaps pep wanting to put guys on the field who have been scoring regularly lately. all six of those guys who’ve been scoring loads started against west ham and swansea, and up until the second half against swansea, that’s honestly the best city have looked since near the start of the season (granted west ham were particularly bad last week.)
what i really noticed in the last two matches when agüero went on in the second half was that he was moving quickly and seemed energetic on the pitch, and against swansea in particular i recall he had a really nice header that grazed over at the very end. to me, that indicates he’s putting forth effort, even if he’s not starting. at that’s really what i like to see. i love kun dearly, and i want him to succeed and be happy, and right now i’m not seeing much indication that he’s unhappy except in the press reports that keep popping up on my phone. honestly, right now it seems like a tempest in a teapot. kun’s still putting in effort, even when he isn’t starting, and pep’s said he’d like to utilize kun & jesus together, so i’m thinking starting jesus ahead of agüero these last few matches has been something of a test run/introduction to the club & fans.
I don’t know why we are so pressed when so many beautiful things have happened in the press room:
- good earth cleavage™
- eliza not only still hates blarke but also partakes in straightbaiting™
- the cast eyeing jroth like he smells worse than the dead horse that is the loo season 4
- eliza looking for the nearest exit every time jroth so much as breathed in her direction
- the loo being very aware of it being as good as dead and being so shook they are trying to queerbait us again but nice try hard pass lmao
- lexa is clarke’s soulmate #confirmed
- marie is done with everything
- bob sipping margaritas at home in his murphamy shirt and laughing at everything probably
- eliza wishing she were bob every time jroth is around her
- btw eliza has been saying she wants clarke to find happiness again it isn’t a new thing so please calm down she mentioned it in the past
lmao we're all just fucking hypocrites. saying notes dont mean anything but try to gif the fastest and get notes first and fast before anyone else
when did i ever say notes didn’t mean anything to me lol i don’t believe in this whole “notes don’t matter as long as you’re having fun” thing. i think it’s ok to want your gifs (or edits or fan art or whatever) to get notes because you put effort into making them and obviously it feels nice when people recognize that
on an almost day to day basis i go back and forth between whether i want to be a super nice person who’s always trying to make people feel welcome and happy and good about themselves, or be someone who just like… doesn’t.
i honestly don’t know what to do lmao ,,, like i have so much to do and i keep making the same fucking mistakes,, i keep doing the same shit im so fucking predictable. i’ve been trying so fucking hard to be nice to myself but i’m stretching so fucking thin,, im not in a literal time loop (hopefully and thankfully) but fuck if i’m not in some sort of one,,, i keep doing the same shit and i told myself i wouldn’t and i made commitments and i can’t keep them, i don’t have the energy to do anything but sleep,,, i can’t even cry and i feel like i’m making a big deal over nothing but i want to fucking scream at myself,,, why the fuck am i still like this
i thought i could be better you know??? really hoped,,, made some friends, cleaned myself up and said ‘fuck it,, i’ll do it no matter how much it hurts i’ll do everything and suck it up’ but ,,, it’s not that it hurts i just can’t do it anymore ???? i can’t keep up with all this shit honestly,, and i love my friends but i might disappear for a while? i’ll be ok i think i just need some time. again. this blog will probably just be running on a queue for a while. i’ll be back.