i'm too tired to even comment on this

How to tell that it's getting bad again:

- I sleep to much or not at all
-I eat too much or too little
-I sound disinterested in everything
-Be spaced out a lot
- I will ramble a lot or not talk at all
-I lose track of time
- I make cynical comments, usually about myself
-I push people away
-I tend to rub my eyes and head a lot
-I avoid eye contact
-I am always shakey
-I will avoid certain conversations

Was doing the pv but got tired so drew my two LL! fav charas


anonymous asked:

I'm queer and honestly I'm getting tired of the gay stereotype represented by Eskild, I'm getting sick of it, it's too much and I feel like it's terribly, terribly harmful. I'm not even gonna comment on Noora/Dickhelm because I'm really gonna throw up. Wtf

Really??? I’m sorry you feel that way. But Eskild is pretty similar to the actor and it’s not like it’s an unrealistic portrayal of a gay character. Yes, he’s a walking, talking stereotype, but some gay people are stereotypical, some aren’t, most in some degree

I’m not a fan of Eskild, he’s too much, and too shallow, for me, but I don’t think him being stereotypical is harmful. It’s not his, or other gay people like him, fault that those stereotypes exist. They’re just being himself, and for Eskild that is being feminine, loud and shameless.

i just have to say that i wish y’all naysayers would actually be more open to conversations on race and women of color when it comes to comic book adaptations. i feel like everytime someone makes a valid criticism, it’s shrugged off or ignored because y’all think its tumblr mentality or people trying to be woke~. like we (i mean black women like myself and other woc) always have to listen to how said white woman as a superhero will open doors and break ceilings so other non white female superheroes will be able shine but i know that’s not the truth. if it was, storm would’ve had a solo film by now, cindy moon or anya would’ve had AT LEAST an attempted script, misty and mari would’ve debuted sooner, and cass could’ve been animated in some shape or form. but it hasn’t happened. 

and as more superhero things will come with a hopefully more prominent female focus, especially after wonder woman, i will wait and see if things will change. it most likely won’t. they’ll still have colorist castings, be tokens with no lines (re: tatsu and storm in the recent movies) or be somewhat prominent but not get a narrative outside being a love interest (re: iris west). and i along with the rest of the people that actually give a shit will still be critiquing and fighting you trolls online.

EVERYONE KNOWS NCT U WAS A FREAKING AMAZING UNIT WITH AN AMAZING BOP! Y'all literally don’t have to bring it up every freaking day, we know this. Stop with the rude ass comments about how “NCT Dream and NCT 127 aren’t as good as NCT U”. If NCT U isn’t back, it’s because y'all slept on them when they debuted, okay? Half of the people bitching about this are people who joined the party too fucking late. If y'all had supported them from the beginning, I think SM would have ran with this unit and pushed them to do more, but you slept on them. Stop with your rude comments, because at this point, even if NCT U did make a comeback, it probably wouldn’t be with the exact same members. And don’t drag NCT Dream or NCT 127 just because you prefer NCT U. If you like them that much then you shouldn’t have slept on them.

Originally posted by realitytvgifs

I feel so burned out today, guys. I tried to write and just stared at the screen for a while so now I’m drinking tea and watching Dirk Gently. If you tagged me in something or messaged me and I didn’t reply, or if I still haven’t commented on your beginner bang fic (they were all so great) sorry for being such a fandom slouch. I love you all and my brain should resume normal service shortly.

I can’t seem to @ mention you, Larenoz, and that post is getting way too long, but I wanted to say yeah, for me specifically, I’d rather get constructive criticism than a kudos. I’d rather get better, and I have literally always been that way, even when I was a young teen writing terribly written young teen things. Most people aren’t like this, they don’t like concrit, and I get that, and for them, sure, leave a kudos. They’re not professional writers (and neither am I) and concrit isn’t usually welcome because fanfic is about having fun in a community. It’s about feeling good and sharing good things with others that like the same thing you like- your same hobby, if you will. So for them, sure, whatever, leave a kudos, idc- if that’s what they want, that is what they want and good job giving it to them.

But the nonny asked me, specifically, how /I/ felt about it, and I said that /I/ personally and specifically feel a kudos is worthless. I wish the system had never been invented. And I feel like it sucks to have to be dependent on that type of system to count as a stand-alone form of feedback. I cannot express to you how many times I have heard/seen “I don’t know why this story doesn’t have more kudos because it’s really good!” and that just hits that soft spot again, to have reaffirmed that folks are judging fics by kudos instead of content. So yeah, if you’re talking about me specifically, yes. Please. I want comments. I like concrit- provided it actually IS concrit, something specific I can actually use to improve as opposed to vague nonsense. I’ve made some of the best friends of my entire life with folks who have helped me to improve my writing.

Speaking only for myself, I personally don’t write for fandom- I write stories so I can read them, and I write stories for my close friends so they can read them. I choose to share them with the rest of fandom in the hopes that someone else may find enjoyment from them. The people who make doing this latter part, sharing with fandom, worth it are NOT (again, for me) the people who click kudos and move on. The people who make sharing with fandom worth it are the people who take the time to say ‘hey, you didn’t have to share this with anyone, but you did and I enjoyed it, so thanks.’ I really do not see how hoping for or preferring that kind of response is wrong or bad.

Desiring praise or encouragement or hell, just a reaction to something I have created is not wrong. It is not bad. It is not selfish. It is human. I am human, and I am a human in a community of other humans, asking those other humans to consider being kind to each other in a more fulfilling capacity than usual, and the echo coming back to me is “but I just want to be given nice things to read without having to give any effort to be nice back to the community.” And, news flash, that’s not how a good, healthy community works.

Like, I’m not sorry if people who only leave kudos and bolt are feeling called out right now, because in my opinion, you’re consuming work someone did and chose to share with you, and returning what amounts to almost nothing in exchange. Which, you know, fine, whatever, if you personally feel that clicking 1 button is the appropriate feedback for whatever story you’ve just read or wrote, that’s your prerogative, you do you. Maybe you’re doing it because you have nothing nice to say, and ok. Maybe others are doing it because they don’t know what else to say. Maybe they feel that’s all it deserved. Maybe they do it out of habit when they finish a fic to tell which ones they’ve read already. I don’t know. And neither does anyone else, because people aren’t in the habit of giving any additional feedback.

So, you know, I guess just don’t come crying to me when you can’t find any good fic because other authors you like stop sharing their work because they don’t feel it’s worth the effort if no one is enjoying their work. Take a moment to imagine fandom without fic, and tell me it’s not worth saying “thanks for sharing” in a comment to encourage folks to continue to do so. Because practice makes perfect, and the more people write the better they will get at it, and eventually those authors that maybe didn’t write something you liked the first time will be good enough later to write something you love. Or maybe something someone else loves. 

I can already tell you that I’ve stopped sharing a lot of my writing with fandom and only show it to my friends instead because if fandom readers don’t care if it’s shared with them or not, why should I?


[insert artist comment where I berate myself for the time of morning it is, questioning why I do this to myself all the time, also questioning why I didn’t stop when I posted the WIP , and then immediately flopping over onto my bed and falling asleep]

  • FAN: TOP oppa, I was curious about something. Remember the UFO Town video you posted a long time ago where you said things like, “You’re a pure love man, come on, come on. My voice is pretty. Turns out you’re a blood type B, too." Ah, I really can’t understand what you’re saying…Were you sober or drunk then? I have always been curious since a while ago. [*https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dnuun-CfCgQ]
  • T.O.P: I was sober then, too.
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  • FAN: Oppa, I can’t sleep even though I have to go to school tomorrow. Is it a good morning to you oppa? It’s a good night to me. I may go to school with less than 3 hours of sleep. So tired. Even though I’m in my senior year in high school, I will keep fangirling.
  • T.O.P: Thank you. Hang in there and study hard.
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  • FAN: Why did you delete the video (laughs) [*https://youtu.be/aG2DTG8qIfw]
  • T.O.P: I'm not drunk but I was surprised by the comments hehe
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  • FAN: 5x5 BAE BAE
  • T.O.P: unusual unusual~
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  • FAN: You should wear lip balm before going to sleep, your lips...
  • T.O.P: What is 'lip balm'?
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  • FAN: You won't ever take a normal selfie right? (laughs)
  • T.O.P: Nope
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  • FAN: What you said in the interview is touching. I’m relieved that you’re enjoying Insta, but it will feel lonely if you delete it later once you get bored with it. Hope we can keep seeing each other. Fighting.
  • T.O.P: 😛 Depends on what I feel. This is my insta. I’ll delete it when it becomes boring.😛😛
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  • FAN: Oppa, you don’t know how to hashtag (laughs)
  • T.O.P: Why do I need to add hashtags? I don’t like it. It depends on my mind. This is my insta-ya.
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  • FAN: Oppa, I like you but please don't post up too many things T_T I can't see any other insta postings T_T I really love you, but please no more postings T_T
  • T.O.P: Then please unfollow~ This is my space.
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  • T.O.P: are you crazy??
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  • FAN: ...♡ I want to pinch your cheek
  • T.O.P: Wake up, you girl
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  • FAN: Oppa, there is an article saying oppa uploaded 300 photos in 4 weeks, (laughs) Fangirl is happy
  • T.O.P: If you are happy I'll upload more in the future, you fool.
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  • FAN: If oppa comes out with the hair, two-thirds of females in the world will be taken to the hospital because of excessive nose bleed. You were definitely considerate of the fans (for having) abnormal hair. I got to know how considerate you are...
  • T.O.P: Don't overreact/exaggerate
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  • FAN: Oh oppa, please call me a fool too.
  • T.O.P: You like “fool”?? You fool.
  • **Replies are not in chronological order.
  • Translated by: huisuyoon,big_seunghyun, shrimpljy@twitter.com
  • Compiled by: ygfamilyy@tumblr.com

anonymous asked:

fic prompt? this person has a huge crush on another person and he/she doodles on their notebooks about their crush and one day, the person's crush accidentally takes their notebook instead of their own

This is a great one so thank you, lil anon. I have no idea how American universities are so this is completely based on how things work at my university. (Thursday is the day everyone goes out because a lot of the students return home for the weekend)

The Best Time of Your Life

~3700 words


Tagging some peeps: @allison-chase @shady-swan-jones @the-reason-to-sail-home @emmajones1019 (Want a tag, no longer want a tag? Let me know)

Who on earth believed it was all right to schedule one of the most complex and difficult courses on a Friday, at 8.30 in the morning, no less. Because Killian could have a serious talk with that person. Students are not fresh, nor eager to learn at that time; they are tired, their minds still hazed by alcohol and lack of sleep. And having those people sit through a three hour lecture by a professor who has never heard of the word intonation, is basically spurring them to fail.

But every week again, at 8.15 sharp Killian walks into the lecture hall, a trace of darkness under his eyes and the thought that he can’t miss this class in his head.

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sweetteaandcyanide  asked:

I was born in S. Korea but adopted to the US at 3 months old. My family is white and growing up, I never felt different. My brothers and I have always loved anime and would bond over it. Now, they watch it together and they almost fetishize it. They constantly talk in mock accents even though I have stated it offends me and don't understand why I refuse to watch The Interview. I love them, but I'm tired of receiving ignorant comments in general and now from them, too. I don't know what to do.

anonymous asked:

Don't you get tired of women bashing other women all the time. Like women face enough as it is but then we have to deal with "her eyebrows are ugly" or "her dress is cheap" or "she's ugly." I guess what I'm trying to say is why do people care so much about others and how they appear. This even goes for men too.

I grew up from that. I really opened my eyes as to not only are those comments not neccesary, they have nothing to do with my life so why make them? I admit I didn’t understand this not too long ago because I thought it was just funny or something to say but I really realized how it just looks bad on me as a person no matter if it may not seem to be serious, it IS serious. I’m not perfect so why am I belittling other women for their imperfections. It’s not about joking around anymore, we are grown ass women who have more important things to say/think about. I just wish every woman understood this.