i'm to desperate for this

Guess who just got rejected for not one, not two, but three jobs!

That’s right. All of the workplaces I applied to have officially turned me down.

Starbucks ran out of space, which I totally understand.

My local pool turned me down, as they were only accepting people who were certified to teach lessons. Again, I can’t help that, totally forgiveable.

But then… a small Halloween Store officially turned me down for being trans. Like, seriously? This is 20-heckin-17, people. They wanted me to use my birthname and wear the female uniform (which happens to be a form-fitting dress). So I told them no, and they immediately said there was no chance of having a trans worker in their crew. How messed up is that?

I dunno guys… I wish I could live off commissions but the income isn’t steady enough… If you get a chance, could you maybe take a look over on that page? I’m officially between jobs for who knows how long, and I hate being so desperate.

All I want is to be Elizabeth Bennet from the 2005 P&P so I can constantly walk about in golden sunlight and have my own intensely romantic and passionate storyline except corsets are a no no and if I could have no periods that would be great and if it could take place in a post-modern feminist world where our fashion and style of speaking has regressed but misogynstic language and attitudes have completely disappeared and also we shoot intense looks at each other over the piano that I now play excellently and we have trysts in the woods and it doesn’t destroy my reputation and we can live in this massive big house in the country and even though society is fully equal I’m rich enough that I can just lay about in beautiful dresses everyday that would be great

But I don’t ask for much at all

mostfacinorous replied to your post “my desire to be liked by people is constantly at war with the fact…”

I AM THE OPPOSITE. Or at least, I dislike many of the people who like me and want to be friends, and the people who don’t like me are the ones I want to befriend. BC I am secretly mostly a cat I think.

I mean, I’ve definitely had both of those things happen to me! the funny thing about this particular phenomenon is the combination of the fact that there’s often a mutual antipathy, where they don’t like me and I don’t like them, and yet somehow I’m still like

but why don’t you like me

even as I continue to dislike them

it makes zero sense and I really don’t know what to do with this

ok but at the start, they seriously told us with visuals who would pilot the lions, other than their designated pilots………………….

pidge and hunk are the only ones for green and yellow….

we don’t see a mini blue lion or learn anything about what it looks for in a paladin because lance interrupts, but we only get shots of allura and lance while the blue lion is being discussed….. allura goes on to pilot blue.

the red lion is in between keith and lance…. lance pilots red at the current time. this makes the shot of the black lion and who is shown with it very intriguing….

shiro is there, of course… then keith, his head completely in the frame. he’s now piloting black. then — barely there but there, nonetheless — there’s lance.

Keep reading your Bible

Please. I’m begging you.

I know, I get it. It can be overwhelming to think about. You don’t know where to start. It feels like a chore at times. You get too easily distracted. I. Get. It. But please don’t give up on it.

You need it if you want to survive and remain strong in your faith. Without it, you will spiritually starve yourself to death. You can’t maintain a strong relationship with the Lord when you’re never reading the Word He gave you in order to be close to Him.

Find a book related plan to go off of. Look for reading challenges. Keep a Bible journal. Join a Bible study group. Do something. Make it a habit, to the point that a day without it feels like a day without brushing your teeth. Stop putting it off, please. It’s in your best interest. You’ll never regret spending even the smallest bit of time in the Word.

Please just read your Bible.