i'm tired and ill sorry

We try so hard to hide everything we’re really feeling from those who probably need to know our true feelings the most. People try to bottle up their emotions, as if it’s somehow wrong to have natural reactions to life.

Can we please stop with this whole “our characters are just as mentally ill as yours, if not more”. It’s harmful and disrespectful. This isn’t supposed to be about who is more tragic or whose representation was better. If a show touches those issues it is to raise awareness about mental problems and not for you to turn it into an argument over your ship. Especially if you don’t suffer from any mental illness just please don’t talk.  

Brown Bear Patronus Aesthetic


Brown Bears are feared by many people because of news that is reported by them, there size and strength. Bears are creatures that are much more than size and strength. They are incredibly intelligent and social creatures, they create relationship and bonds amongst each other and share their resources. Bears are protective over there family and there young.

People with a Brown bear patronus have a very down to earth personality, they have have a lot of mental strength that comes from friendships and relationships and the need to protect people. Bear patrnous’ are prepared for any situation and can handle things with care.

The Celts venerated the bear goddess, Artio - like a mother bear she was a fiercely protective influence. The bear god Artaois is closely linked to the warrior-king, Arthur; with his legendary strength and fighting prowess, Arthur’s name and emblem both represent this animal. Celtic families would often have their own animal totem, a tradition that is still evident in the family name McMahon, which means ‘son(s) of the bear’.

Viking warriors were famous for working themselves into an insane battle frenzy. They invoked the bear spirit, at times even donning a bear skin, to imbue them with superhuman strength and fury. These were the Berserkers, their name being derived from a Norse word meaning ‘bear shirt’.

In Greek legend, Zeus fell in love with the huntress Callisto, and she bore him a son named Arcas. In a fit of jealous rage, Zeus’s wife turned Callisto into a bear. Time passed, and one day Arcas was out hunting. How was he to know that the bear he was stalking was his own mother?! On seeing that Callisto’s life was in danger, Zeus whisked her up into the night sky out of harm’s way. She can still be seen in the constellation Ursa Major, the Great Bear.

In Native American folklore there are many tales about bears. It is highly respected as the ‘keeper of dreams’, and 'the keeper of medicine’, and is one of the most powerful totems.

In 1902, U.S. President Theodore ('Teddy’) Roosevelt was on a hunting trip along the Mississippi, but showed mercy to an old bear he could have easily taken as a trophy. The story of this act spread quickly, and the Teddy Bear was born.

why antis gotta have no chill? why? why y’all gotta ruin a good thing??? i know the other day at work i saw a little boy getting himself a voltron toy and goodness was it so refreshing cause this was like maybe a 6 year old child that enjoyed voltron and was innocent of the nastyness that is the older (teen and up) side of the fandom. like… it was so nice to see someone innocently loving voltron. a show that was made with children in mind. like dudes, why is it so hard to just enjoy something like that little kid? y’all ain’t gotta be nasty about it. i’m mainly looking at antis here, but shaladins gotta follow what they preach too. this fandom is a war zone and it’s become toxic. y’all anti’s preach about keeping people safe, but what are y’all gonna do when an excited child (no particular age, just able to use a computer) that is looking up more stuff about voltron and is ignorant of the horror that the fandom is, stumbles upon one of your accounts and sees y’all just being nasty, ruthless, and vicious towards anyone opposed to you. they won’t think you’re protecting them at all, it’ll scare them off most likely. One day (hopefully) y’all gonna regret all the shit you’re doing. i just don’t feel it’ll be soon enough. a good thing is being ruined.

anonymous asked:

Could you write something about Alpha!Hux finding Omega!Matt in heat?????

Hux scowls, pulling his gloves on tighter.

His shift has been hell, he’s overworked and overtired, and he’s sure he feels the beginning of a Ren-related illness coming on.

He rubs his temples. All that’s left is a quick patrol of the lower engineering decks and then back to his quarters for–

Hux stops, breathes heavily, in and out through his nose.

The air is thick, potent with a sweet scent that sets Hux’s skin on fire, alighting his senses into oblivion.

There’s an omega close by. And he’s in heat.

Picking up his pace, Hux falls into a steady stride, his immaculate boots clicking against the floor like a wild deterrent, signalling others to stay away.

It’s when he rounds the next corner that he sees him; the divine creature writhing on the floor in front of him.

He’s blond, a mass of light curls sticking out all over the place as he obviously tries to keep his moans and shakes to a minimum but he’s struggling. Letting out angry growls as he tries to crawl along the floor, Hux can’t help but notice the wet patch on the seat of his pants.

“Going somewhere?” Hux says, hand held behind his back as he approaches the omega, leering down at him.

The omega gasps, turns, rolling over onto his side, and pants hard.

“N-no, need to get home, d-don’t need an alpha,” he stutters, legs splaying out as his pelvis slowly begins to rock forwards and backwards. The omega squints, managing to move his glasses down his nose. “G-General Hux–?”

“It’s alpha to you now, little one,” Hux says, squatting down. He runs his ungloved hand down the omega’s chest and rubs his cock through his overalls, and the omega shrieks. “So loud. Already so hard. Are you sure you don’t need an alpha?”

The omega whines, sighing.

“Oh, stars, General, alpha, I d-don’t, c-can’t think–”

“Hush, omega,” Hux whispers, helping the trembling creature to his feet, pinning him back against the wall, pushing his knee up in between his thighs. “Do you have a name?”

The omega grits his teeth.

“R….” Hesitation. “Radar technician. Matt.”

“Matt,” Hux says, dragging out the end of the word between his teeth, exhaling slowly.

Matt’s eyes sparkle, dark irises blown wide, but manage to stay locked on Hux, and Hux easily holds his gaze as he rips the front of his overalls and slips his fingers underneath him, euphoric at how wet the omega is for him.

A prize in a million.

I live

I live across the street from the hospital I was in.
I go here when I’m down , when I need to die , when I’m frustrated , when the intrusive thoughts that whisper to me become so much more appealing then The self care regimen I’m on that week. I’m not sure why I’m here now though , I feel like it’s to say goodbye . I look up at the windows that don’t open , and I wonder what kids up there now are exactly like me . Dying to get out to go back to their friends and family’s and homes .. but once they are they realize how nice it is in there where no can reach you and you can just be . Where you can’t hurt yourself or others but you can begin to feel .. whole again . Yet once you leave the world breaks you down and the progress you made and where proud of yourself for was a lie to tell yourself . So perhaps I come here to the hospital were I thought it was the worst place in the world to remanence about the dream that shone through the windows that don’t open about having a happy life because now I know that it was just a dream.

**runs and chucks this at all of you** IM ALIVE GUYS IM NOT DEAD-
Sorry I wasn’t active the entire week cause holy c r a p high school is u g h .3. BUT HERE HAVE SOME HUMANIZED DUCKS-

  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: The song Heathens by Twenty One Pilots was leaked on June 15, 2016. It may be a sign that the band is in the process of making a new album. It may have also just been written for the new movie Suicide Squad. It's presumably a warning call to people who may encounter the Clique and how they should be slow with them because of their varied mental states. Tyler Joseph has referred to his phone as a 'heathen machine'. He has captioned a blurry photo of himself ':.:.Heathenboyson:..:'. Some sources claim a music video will be released on June 16, 2016.