it’s andrew giving in to an impulse he’s been fighting off because he knows deep down kissing neil would not be anything like kissing roland. because he cares about neil and he hates it but he knows that there’s no turning back now
it’s neil figuring out that he really does wantthis but still unsure if it’s worth the risk
it’s andrew saying ‘tell me no’ and neil not saying anything because he’s kind of in the middle of a crisis and he wants to kiss andrew, he doesn’t want to say ‘no’ but he can’t say ‘yes’ yet either
and it’s andrew pushing neil away even though he doesn’t tell him ‘no’ because he didn’t say ‘yes’ either and he knows that even if he had neil isn’t in any state of mind to be able to give consent
that kiss on the roof is the start of everything and andrew is terrified of falling but he’s really too late to stop it
Kuro the “I’ll tutor you if you need here’s my card also I’m head of the chemistry club also I’m an RA and on the volleyball team what do you mean I must be stressed I’m not stressed at all ahahahahahahaha” college student
Kenma the “I’m constantly exhausted because I put off all my assignments to play video games and then stay up all night to complete them the night before they’re due if you talk to me before 11am I’ll stab you with my mechanical pencil” college student
bisexuals who are questioning their identity shouldn’t feel pressured to stick with the bisexual label because they don’t want to perpetuate the stereotype that bisexuals are just experimenting or just using bisexuality as a “bridge sexuality” to coming out as gay/lesbian. your label is your label and if bisexuality doesn’t fit you, don’t be afraid to change it!
I know I haven’t posted anything new in a while, and I have no idea if this even makes sense, or if it’s well written. I just started writing and didn’t stop. I’ve had a lot going on right now, and on top of that, I have had major writers block. Then today, I was laying bed with my music playing, and a song spoke out to me. I needed to write something. So, I wrote this one shot that was inspired by the song Lips of an Angel by Hinder.
PS. As for chapter 8 of the Road Trip. I am almost done with it. I promise it will be up in the next couple of days.
Word Count: 3,043
Sometimes when the universe wants something to happen, it’s
going to happen no matter what—that was Lucas’ exact thought when he saw Riley
waiting for him in his bedroom with a big envelope. He gets taken back to freshmen
year where they both were afraid their relationship had reached the end when
Mrs. Matthews got the job offer in London, and they were both relieved when
Mrs. Matthews decided to stay in New York, yet their senior year is here, and
Riley is holding the big envelope from Cambridge University—everyone knows what
the big envelope means.
The pair talked about what would happen if Riley got
accepted when she applied. They were hopefully for the future of their
relationship, the way they have always been, but the thousands of miles that
would be there is separate them made them a tad bit doubtful.
Imagine a nervous Yoongi fretting over Jin’s (already totally packed) bags, worrying about him leaving for the Jungle….
“You sure you have enough socks Jinnie, how many socks did you take, I only see 20 pairs here, you’ve gotta keep your feet dry remember that - that’s the most important part…”
“Yoongi, you silly, I have another few stuffed in the corners there, It’ll be fine…”
“Ok, I know, but …how about sunscreen and medicine, that stuff you take for your stomach when you eat something that doesn’t agree with you, and you have headache medicine right, and - do you think you have room for this little first aid kit…”
“Gigi,…you know the crew will have first aid kits, I’m sure everything will be ok…”
“I’m just gonna miss you, Jinnie, gonna have to go cuddle with Namjoon if I get cold - get my head snored off..”
“I’m not gone yet gigi…you can cuddle with me now..”
S18 E48 Brave New World: The moment she starts putting it into words with “I can see how uncomfortable the whole thing is making you,” my heart just turns over in my chest because you can see where this is headed.
This whole scene is Bernie trying to take away all of the discomfort she’s seen Serena suffer throughout the day. It’s her trying to smooth things out in the kindest way she knows how. From her saying she kissed her because she wanted to, to toasting their “undeniable sexual chemistry” and saying:
“I think it’s wise?” with the little lilt at the end. It’s all aimed at making Serena feel okay about it, or as okay as possible.
There are definitely things Bernie could have done differently here, such as ask Serena what she wants, but her actions stem from her care for Serena and I think that is a wonderful thing.