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||February BPC: Just One Word|| 19. Meaningful. Have I mentioned recently how formative Animorphs was in my childhood? Because it really super was. Here are some of the books that featured hard choices that I remember from not doing a recent reread–there should be more Cassie books, because Cassie is my hero, but it’s been too long since I’ve reread the whole series :(

Listen okay listen. MY uncle hired these two dudes to move furniture in our house right? Right??? AND he calls me and is like “you’ll be home right? Will you just stay in the room with them?”

Yeah, so my uncle left out the part that THEY AR EHOT AS FUCKING SHIT OH MY GOD OKAY SO LET ME DESCRIBE TO YOU. 

Both are easily over 6 foot. First one comes walking in, one of those tight muscle shirts IN LIKE THAT WHITE CREME COLOR, showing all the muscles, red beanie, and HIS FACIAL HAIR IS TO DIE FOR, NICE BEARD, NICE AND THICK AND LOVELY. and he does this lil side smirk and I was watching some really stupid video so I’m like laughing as he comes in and holy S HIT 

Anyways, the second comes in. AND HE’S GOT THIS LIL ACCENT AND Lfjk;sdghj; He’s wearing like a black long sleeve shirt and a brown beanie and HE’S GOT NICE FACIAL HAIR TOo, just not as much as red beanie dude, like scruffy and

Anyways, I’m in love with these two strange men and I want them to lift my ass next, whoops. 

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He woke tho

The Party: part 15/?

K: I mean seriously

K: Why don’t you ever listen to anything I say

K: If I tell you I don’t need help then I don’t need it, It’s like your ears broken 

K:….

K: are you even listening to me!?

L: …

K: *Throws burn cream tube*

L: OW!

L: What was that for!?

K: You weren’t listening to me!

L: Just because I’m not answering doesn’t mean I’m not listening Keith, god

L: You don’t have to be that upset about it

K: That’s NOT what i’m upset about.

L: *Sigh* I know.

K: What.

L: Look, I know you’re angry with me and you obviously have a lot to say so say it

L: I don’t care how bad it is, just tell me

K: ….

K: Okay.

As the Attack on Titan fandom rises from its ashes, the desperate cries of the Tokyo Ghoul fandom can be heard in the distance. The law of equivalent exchange must be respected.

this was honestly such a wonderful parallel

the first clip takes place the monday after the weekend even stayed at isak’s place, after isak and even broke into someone’s house and kissed in their pool and rode back to his place on a bicycle and spent over a day talking and kissing and discovering each other and it was all so incredible. but now he hasn’t seen him since he left the morning before and apparently even hasn’t been in school today and all of that is a lot. and this is the type of stories you share with your friends, the boys are always talking about the girls they are involved with. it’s pretty much all we’ve seen them talk about so far. but even is not a girl, and although the boys are his friends, as he walks up to them, he knows that talking to them will involve lying, will involve having to keep up his facade. because he can’t possibly talk to them about what just happened in the past few days. he’s not ready to, and there’s the obvious fear of how they’d react 

and so you can tell he’s not able to truly connect anymore, because this truth that’s taking most of the place in his mind at the moment is not something he feels he can share with them. and you can see him try to connect, as the boys talk about magnus’ birthday and how he almost hooked up with vilde, he tries to push back what’s happened to him this weekend and all the things he could share and engage in the conversation. but it’s not working, because isak ditched them on magnus’ birthday and the boys don’t seem to believe his “family dinner” excuse and they can’t be bothered to try and include him in the conversation. and so throughout the clip you just see jonas and mahdi and magnus talking to each other, and isak just stands there, as if his gang of friends wasn’t truly his anymore

but then, in the next clip, in last episode, we see him walk up to the boys. and oh, how things have changed. he’s walking with more confidence, his steps are more certain. because now he’s walking up to jonas, his best friend he came out to and who had the most perfect reaction, and who was just worried about him all along, and who has been the most supportive best friend. he’s walking up to mahdi, the friend who hates the idea that people at school might think he’s a homophobe, the friend who started discussing sexuality with a completely open mind when he found out that isak “had a thing” with another boy. he’s walking up to magnus, who gave him a lot of wonderful advice after even’s manic episode, who stood up for even and who told isak to not give up on his relationship, to reach out to even

he’s walking up his “boyyyyys”, the incredible group of friends who gave him advice and then let isak kick them out of his place when he and even reunited, who had the most precious reactions when they met his boyfriend. his group of friends, who are there and who aren’t leaving, who are accepting and loving, who care about him. and now isak feels like he can talk to them, openly, no more lies, no more facade. and being able to finally be himself around them has not only mended the broken connection with his friends, it’s made it stronger than ever 

  • Me: *slides cupcake to the Russo brothers*
  • Me: Bring back Pietro Maximoff in Infinity War and there will be more where that came from. ;)
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You must eat. For me.

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Here’s some assorted daily draws from the past few weeks. Sorry for the silence. There’s some other stuff, but I’m not ready to share any of it yet. I’ve successfully draw at least one thing, sometimes more, everyday for over a month and some change now. Who knows if it’s helping.

I’ll work on posting art daily or at least when I’m able because again, some of it I’m not ready to share and some is conceptual stuff that may or may not contain spoilers (jazz hands).

And thank you to those who sent me nice messages a few weeks ago when I was really down. I was really down again tonight so I read them again and it brought me back up a little. <3

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i don’t normally post things like this here but these gdrawings i made while trying to explain jojo’s overall plot to to a friend during a skype call crack me tf up every time i see them on my screen

i made rick on a whim at the beginning of october and it was one of the best impulse decisions i’ve ever made. i’ve never felt so welcomed into a new fandom; everyone has been incredibly kind and supportive getting this blog off the ground, and stuck with me during the busy periods i haven’t been able to get online. it really means a lot, and i’m thankful for each and every one of you that hit that follow button - whether you’ve been following for 5 minutes or since this blog’s conception. seriously: thank you

TEAM FAMILY: my sun and stars; blogs i will adore until the end of time:

@barbavior / @reidnius, @bcstshot / @jxzabel, @hclywcrs, @wroughtwar, @apexprcdatcr, @worldsaflame@exubiytsa, @nonaziharlot / @sheredemption, @redneckrobinhood@stillcominback, @crownedvaliant / @madelethal, @leurlumiere@klllerwithin, @servinglies, @sheriffed / @riddarii, @wildtypc / @logicproud, @humaneheart​, @royalgary

HONOURABLE MENTIONS: people i stalk from afar or speak to occasionally / wish to interact with more:

@0000000000011, @abeautiifulmess, @afewmistakes, @aintnonebetter, @alittlefcith / @strongminded@alleyspat, @amademonster / @nocombat@analyticallyminded, @antagxnized@anxlgesic / all your other blogs, @averagearcher, @barbedking@benjcmiin, @bloodiedblade, @ceiliuir@chamblcr, @collere@criedhard, @crossborn, @dibsisdibs@dokkstjarna, @dcntopen@ensavaged@gammamade, @garmrr, @gcdsfavorite@godcoded, @gothurt, @gutspilt, @hardchoices, @heydumbcss, @iincendiu, @impxvidus, @inurest@jcstafriend, @jcsus, @jeffgriimes, @jssenid, @kcptbreathing@keepingalist / @touncover, @keepliviing, @kidgrimcs@laidre, @madegalaxy, @mercying, @mightybigpill@moranument, @namedbucky, @nextwcrld, @nobodiesgovernor, @peletiier, @rotstuff, @ruinedmission, @showmaxter, @sordidpride, @unscathcd, @vnderoos, @worthdyiing

i know for a fact i’ve missed blogs out - this list is entirely off the top of my head, and as it’s gone 2am i’m not thinking too straight. but i wanted to get this up before i sleep, as i won’t be around now until 2017 - i’ll be back sometime in the first week hopefully with a full revamp and lots of muse!

i hope you all have a good holiday wherever you are, and a brilliant new year! stay safe, look after yourselves, and once again, thank you for following my painfully slow ass because it means everything to me. ♡

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@snuffes is a mad genius, and there is no arguing this fact. 

Somehow, she managed to distill the sprawling, ridiculous, dark, bloody, messy Gates of Summer into three perfect paintings – and I can’t stop looking at them. She captured so much energy and so much of this fic’s mythology and plot arcs in these paintings, and guys, my heart is just so full

I could look at these for hours, and keep noticing new details. The tiny hands in the right painting, April’s tears on the left, the Elsewhen family fading into nothing, how the Boar is almost showing its true form as it and Donnie race toward their confrontation – it’s all so amazing, and so fitting that I get to post these tonight, when the whole fic ends. I wish you guys could see it as one piece, because it’s even more striking and emotional that way. 

I’m honestly a bit teary, and I’m so damn happy and in love with every tiny piece of this masterpiece, but most of all I’m lucky to know @snuffes, who has been yelling at me for this fic for years now, and who shared her genius like this. 

So thank you, thank you, Snuffes! May these hurt everyone as much as they’ve hurt me! <3<3