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People always like others better than me. I’m not needed on this planet why the fuck am I here..

I have seen some awesome examples of Dark Sandman and Light Pitch. I just love the different interpretations people have made! But since I’m an idiot, the thing that came to my mind when I looked through all those awesome works was “What if it was nothing but a body change?” I think it would be a bit weird for both of them… For different reasons..

I know they still have their colours but I figured Sandy’s clothes are made of sand and Pitch’s robe is made of… Ink? I don’t know but they could keep their colours!  

It’s not fair that you’re still the only person that can make me smile even when I’m so incredibly down. It’s not fair that your voice is the only thing that seems to calm me down when I’m thinking about getting out of town and never seeing this place again. It’s not fair that your eyes locked on mine makes me feel more cared for than my own family does. It’s not fair that you left and found new places to leave pieces of your heart after I let you into my head. It’s not fair that I’m still upset and you seem just fine. It may not be fair but I wouldn’t have it any other way because when I think about you with your eyes still so bright… It makes me happy again. It’s not fair but I hope you’re so unbelievably happy. That’s the only thing that makes this unfairness bearable.
—  It’s not fair that you don’t think about me anymore, but it’s still okay.

PSA: Don’t ‘ship’ idols and sexualise every thing two males do together if you don’t actually support the LGBTQ+ community. Don’t. You can’t have it both ways, you can’t use our sexuality as a means of entertainment and to get yourself off, but then turn round and not care about REAL people in these situations.

The amount of bullshit I’ve seen excusing what Jaebum said on Celebrity Bromance is fucking ridiculous. Here’s some words from an Actual LGBT Person: It was homophobic. There’s no misconstruing or people overreacting. Saying you would beat someone up for wanting to take a guy out somewhere is homophobic. I don’t care if he was nervous or it was a joke or you show me a picture of him holding hands with a guy once. It. Was. Homophobic.

If you excuse people’s comments as not serious or just jokes instead of actually calling people out just because you like them as singers, you are being homophobic too. Listen to actual LGBTQ+ people who are telling you this was wrong of him to say instead of taking it as just a part of his personality or his culture because you don’t want ‘drama’. There are real fans who must feel fucking heartbroken at someone they love using threatening language about LGBTQ+ people. It’s not people overreacting. It’s people hearing an idol say something that we hear time and time again out of the mouths of homphobes, and we have every right in the world to be upset and call him out.

If you shrug it off or actively defend him, you don’t support LGBTQ+ people and you can unfollow me right now, and take your shitty attitude and your love of fanfic with you. 

As you were kissing me, all I was thinking about was how I never thought we would ever be so close again. Once we were done.. It was like I could see you leaving all over again and I had to close my eyes so I wouldn’t ask you to stay. I know I’m walking into trap and yet I’m still walking into your arms because as always I want you to prove me wrong.
—  I won’t tell if you won’t

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Okay but imagine MakoHaru’s first dance at their wedding

Rin is crying, Nagisa’s already drunk, Rei keeps muttering ‘’beautiful’’ under his breath, Sousuke is making fun of Rin, but Haru and Makoto don’t notice any of that because they’re in their own world and only have eyes for each other.

Admitting that you need help is incredibly difficult. Seeking help and/or therapy for the areas of life in which you need that help is arguably even harder. Working on finding healthier and more effective coping strategies for those struggles and fostering an understanding of the underlying causes of those struggles is harder still. If/when you add mental illness to this equation of sorts, everything becomes seemingly impossible. If someone you know has the courage to say, “okay, so, things are really not okay right now and I need help finding a way or a reason to get out of my bed in the morning so I’m going to take this humongous step and give this fight for happiness/contentment all I’ve got,” please respect them and cheer them on. Support them! If you are one of those people who’s said that and is seeking a solution: I am so proud of you, I believe in you so much, and I know that you can do this, you can fight this. We will get through it all and we will be okay. We are strong. We are important. We are good enough. We really, really are. Promise. <3 

It’s a scenario we’ve all seen before: Haru is training for the Olympics when he suddenly gets into an accident and can’t swim anymore. Bound to a wheelchair, his hope is gone and his dreams are shattered. It hurts Makoto so much to see the one he loves most in such a state of despair, and he is desperate to make him feel better. He still takes Haru out to swim with him, and while Haru appreciates his time with the water, it just isn’t the same. Makoto desperately starts looking for something else, something that Haru can put his passion into and something they can share together. 

And so, Makoto introduces Haru to wheelchair dancing. Haru is really reluctant about the whole thing and refuses, but Makoto insists as there’s nothing to lose and if Haru doesn’t like it, then they can always quit. So they start taking classes together. After a while Haru starts to look forward to them, to the time he can spend together dancing with Makoto. Even though it’s different than swimming, through dancing they can connect in a different way that is special and deep and intimate. At first it was just a hobby, but then they start entering in competitions and really do it like a sport. They still go out to swim together, that would never change, but dancing with Makoto rekindled the fire inside of Haru, it gave him hope and sparked a new dream he can share together with Makoto. And he is eternally grateful to Makoto, who loved and supported him and stood by his side through everything they went through, who didn’t cast him aside when his mood was low and instead found him something he can enjoy and lose himself in to.

If anything the whole ordeal brought them even closer together.


Been playing Yu-Gi-Oh! Monster Capsule GB with peachy-kun for quite a while now (and by “playing with” I mean of course “watching Peachy play it while she translates at me and I make dumb commentary”).

It’s a fun little game, and unintentionally hysterical thanks to the fact all the antagonists are basically DMing a tabletop game at you, but there is an INTENSE amount of grinding that has to be done, so much so that we actually hit the maximum cap for star chips.

And then this happened.

okay but consider this:

  • neil absentmindedly doodling the foxes in his study notes
  • the doodles are like, really cute and heartwarming (and actually good)
  • someone (nicky) notices the doodles and proceeds to gush over them eternally like the dork he is
  • neil is kinda embarrassed (”they are crap, nicky, no, don’t show them to others”)
  • nicky proceeds to get prints of neil’s doodles and hangs them on the wall with the photos of foxes (a sentimental nerd, my son)
  • andrew stares at the doodle of himself, a tiny angry-looking guy, drawn way more softer than he feels about himself
  • he’s at 147% now
  • neil practises drawing other foxes and he gets better and better
  • one time he draws wymack and wymack has to go to other room for a moment because he’s so Moved
  • “get back to practise”, he shouts at neil but the drawing ends up among his most priced possessions
  • neil notices it on wymack’s wall one day, says nothing but feels very Smug about it
  • he also gets very Moved too
  • they’re both Moved silently
  • these dorks
  • can you say a man much older than you is a dork???
  • well, he is
  • but yeah, artist!neil is everything
  • thank you for listening,