I thought of a Gratitude of the Crane Yuri on Ice AU at 1 AM– I had to draw it so I made fake manga pages!
If you haven’t heard this story, it’s a Japanese legend about a crane. It’s actually quite sad, and there are a few versions. (you can look it up for the story, but I may continue this comic if you guys like it?)
so idkhow played visitation of the ghost last night and dallon brought a fan up on stage to play bass while he came down into the crowd and sang with us for like….two (2) whole minutes……..it was magical
I just got back from dinner with my aunt and my fucking rapist was the guy greeting people and sending them to tables and I can’t stop fucking shaking and I couldn’t tell her and I tried to hold it together and now I just feel sick
AND HE JUST KEPT TRYING TO STARE ME DOWN. And I didn’t want him to feel he’d won so I stared right back and tried to stop my hands from shaking and now I’m byu myself shaking and flashbacks and fuck
He tried to stare me down and I didn’t let him and I’m so proud of myself for that but I hope he didn’t see how my hands were shaking
WHAT THE FUCK. Oh my god. I haven’t seen him since it happened back in march. bfuck fuck
I avoid going out in public inc ase I run into my rapist or my uncle who’s out on bail while this trial wher ehe’s being charged with molesting me goes down but then i told myself I was being irrational and to just face it and I FUCKING DO AND FUCK
Someone just please tell me I did good. I didn’t let him win. I just. I’m having flashbacks of him and my childhood stuff right ow and I just I need validation. Normally I’m the one giving validation to peopl eand just fuck I need some right now because I feel so weak for being so ccared right now.