i'm sorry this is the worst thing i've made for a while

tetsuroupapi  asked:

Hey Nina. This is kinda a depressing question, but my prompto cosplay is not going how I want and I have to wear it in two days to my school. But I'm really questioning that because 1. it just looks funky and 2. I don't want people making fun of me. Though it is only the 3rd cosplay I've made, I'm losing my confidence in all of my cosplay plans for the future. I'm a perfectionist and I compare myself to others so much. Since you seem like a really helpful & nice person, how do I deal with this?

First off: I’m very sorry for likely replying after the fact. It’s extremely difficult for me to keep up with my inbox on this site (especially for messages that need a lengthier answer like this), so I don’t always get to respond to inquiries with a quick turn-around. I hope your event at school ended up going well, though!

Secondly: I’m so proud of you for tackling a project outside of your comfort zone to push your skills! It’s important for artists to do that; it’s what helps us grow and learn and most of all, improve. The worst thing you can do as an artist is never push yourself or try new things. It’ll make you stagnate and cause your progress to plateau. So good job for attempting such a difficult costume so early in your cosplay journey!

Thirdly: Yes, Prompto is an extremely challenging costume. It involves a ton of little techniques and details that aren’t apparent at a first glance, and as a result, it’s a project that can get easily overwhelming. (Trust me: been there, done that!) So it’s no wonder you’re feeling frustrated, especially as a novice cosplayer! In which case, my recommendation from here on out would be that the next time you feel frustrated with your progress, take a step back. Evaluate what you don’t like and assess what you need to change in order to be happier with the final results. Don’t like the plaid you chose? Rip it off and find something else. Not happy with the paint job on the shirt? Start over. Take your time and use a different method. Unhappy with your wig styling? Wash out all the hair product and try again. There is no shame in remaking something two, three, four, or more times. Keep remaking it until you’re happy with it, even if it takes 10+ attempts. You will have so much more fun wearing something you’re proud of rather than something you just “settled” for or finished half-heartedly. (Also, on the note of budgeting: budget for this. Set money aside as a “back-up” fund in case things go wrong and you need more materials. That money should always be included in your original estimations! And if you end up not needing it? Cool, treat yourself in the Artist Alley.)

Lastly, and perhaps the most importantly: be more forgiving and let yourself make mistakes. You’re still learning. You’re still teaching yourself these skills. You have just started making costumes. Yaya’s first costumes were not perfect. Kamui’s first armor build was not flawless. Jessica started out with a Pikachu bikini and now she’s making stuff like this. Heck, look, here’s my first real cosplay that I made versus my most recent:

It’s taken me ten years to get this far. Why? Because for a lot of those years, I didn’t push myself. I stayed in my comfort zone. I chose projects that didn’t teach me new skills or force me to work with new materials. It wasn’t until the last 4 years that I’ve really been focused on my craftsmanship and improving my skills, and that is what has allowed me to finish costumes like Sheik, Rapidash, and yes, Prompto too.

I know it’s hard. I know it’s frustrating. But you’re doing the right thing by attempting more difficult projects. Just remember that the frustration is part of the learning process. It’s good to get frustrated because it means you care and want to push yourself harder. It’s good to have high standards for your work because it means you’ll always strive to do your best.

However: it’s important to not let this frustration stunt your growth. Acknowledge your frustration, accept it, and learn to manage it. Take breaks while working. Don’t be afraid to revisit the drawing board. Set the costume aside and practice the skills you need to finish it before making another attempt. And again: forgive yourself for making mistakes. Yaya, Kamui, and Jess make them all the time. And you can bet your patootie I do, too. (Anyone who’s watched my livestreams knows that I mess up quite a bit, haha!)

Whether or not you ended up wearing it to school, I hope your Prompto cosplay turns out in a way that makes you happy! Don’t give up; work smarter, not harder. You’ve got this! <3

@arabian-batboy said: Can you write something where Bruce comes across Jason in an alley after his resurrection but before Talia took him in & since he couldn’t talk at that time (& because he’s supposed to be dead) Bruce thinks it’s just a hallucination and just leaves him?

It had been a long time since Bruce was afraid of ghosts, mostly because they never left him alone. If this one seemed more real than usual, hey, it had been a rough day.

Always was, this time of year. 

April 27th. Bruce liked to think he was getting better— maybe some year he wouldn’t find himself lurking in Crime Alley on today, the anniversary of Jason’s death— but he wasn’t there yet.

It made sense. How was he supposed to forget Jason? That was what it would take, Bruce knew, to leave the guilt behind. Every time Jason crossed his mind, it all came crashing back: the grief and shame and pain in his chest. 

Flashbacks, sometimes. Hallucinations.

He wasn’t particularly surprised to see his dead son lying on the cobblestones. It was bound to happen today. 

Bruce took a deep breath. It was time for another hell ride through his own subconsciousness. What would it be this time?

Older, he thought— this Jason looked older, the age he would be if he had lived. That was normal; Bruce spent a lot of time imagining Jason alive and growing up. This Jason looked like he had been on the street for a long time, and Bruce could explain that too; they’d met on this spot when Jason was young and homeless. Of course he was remembering that day. 

Bruce blinked away the image of Jason, small and defiant, sprinting towards the mouth of the alley with his tire iron. Who hit the Batman with a tire iron? Jason did. Jason was…

Well, Jason was dead. Jason had been extraordinary— brave, bright, explosive, kind— but he was gone, and the illusion on the pavement was just that: an illusion. A memory. Bruce’s mind playing tricks.

The punishment he deserved. He could feel it beginning like it always did, his heartbeat pounding in his ears, his fingertips, his chest, rooting him to the stone underneath him until he couldn’t run— not that he should run. He hadn’t saved Jason. The least he could do was feel it.

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Darkness Incarnate

The Fable series has always been one of my favorites for more reasons that I can list. The beautiful imagery, quirky art style, and humor (particularly the humor that’s easily missed) cement it as one of my favorite game franchises. Despite the lighthearted nature of the series, however, it also has moments of darkness that are intensely effective in creating pathos. In Fable II, for example, the Banshees would whisper secrets about Sparrow’s dead sister to them during fights. In Fable III, the dark themes present in the previous games takes a more prominent place in the story, with the Darkness occupying the spot of antagonist for the latter half of the game. The quest where the Darkness is introduced, Darkness Incarnate, is one of the most beautifully horrifying and deeply unsettling depictions of darkness that I’ve seen in a game to date.

Fable is not a horror game. The quest does not feature jump scares, body horror, or splattered viscera. This does not mean that the quest is not deeply unsettling. The quest begins when Walter and the Hero wash up shipwrecked on the beach of what they presume to be Aurora. Right away, the quest shifts from what the player assumes is a triumphant escape from Logan’s clutches to an atmosphere of solitude and quiet desperation. Ben Finn and the hero’s dog are nowhere to be found, although the dog reappears shortly to guide the player to the next phase of the quest. In this introduction to the quest, Walter and the Hero wander through desert caves, while Walter comments on his hatred of darkness and confined spaces that has been mentioned previously in your interactions with him. Here the soundtrack is subdued and eerie, but not overtly suggestive of horror. The dog leads them to a hole in the floor of an abandoned temple, covered with a gently-shimmering pink-purple light. The skeletons of adventurers nearby tell of the dangers of the light, but their lack of options leads the Hero and Walter to investigate. Walter stumbles upon a fragment of parchment upon which an incantation is written, which he then reads. The barrier vanishes, which would be a sign that something is going correctly in any other quest, but the player is left with a sense of unease at the simplicity by which they were able to dispel the barrier supernaturally. This is one of the few cases in the game where magic is not obviously powered by Will - the player assumes that it is a relic of the Old Kingdom, but the light is not the bright blue of typical Old Kingdom relics, which adds to the sense of alienation and “otherness” of Aurora. As the hero and Walter descend into the hole (confronting Walter’s fear and the player’s trepidation) the barrier is shown reappearing, trapping the two inside. This is a reinforcement of the “trapped” and “hopeless” motifs showcased here.

As the two enter the hole, a loading screen is shown, which differs from the style of the screens for the rest of the game. Instead of a collection of amusing posters, the screen is dark, save for a section of the darkness which appears to be carved away to house a candle bathed in purplish-blue light. This candle, surrounded by darkness, foreshadows the thematic significance of inner light in the midst of darkness that is further signposted in the rest of the quest. The coloration of this screen continues the motif of purple. It is also on this screen where the player is intended to notice the title of the quest: Darkness Incarnate.

As the Hero and Walter enter the temple, the darkness is immediately apparent. A torch is quickly granted to the pair, in the tradition of horror games, but instead of the player controlling the light, the player is forced to rely on Walter for illumination. This play mechanic leads the player to rely on the torch, further cementing the symbolic importance of light. Here it is made apparent that the quest is entirely linear, which, far from limiting the player, actually places the story elements of the quest at the forefront, instead of the player focusing on loot and collectibles. The cutscenes and scripted dialogue are also executed significantly better than the rest of the game. The cutscenes appear in natural places, instead of breaking the flow of the quest. The dialogue between Walter and the Hero feels natural, and further enhances the relationship between the characters. The Hero’s responses in this section also give them emotional depth in this situation, which is something that the rest of the game lacks, but is particularly significant here, as their reactions to the following events hold importance in the quest to follow.

In the next area, a large temple room is revealed, with broken-down pillars and a bridge that the player must find a way to extend in order to cross. This room is the first appearance of the pools of darkness that appear for the rest of the game. The floor of the cavern is obscured by darkness that appears to resemble a galaxy, with bright starry points creating depth in an inky blackness that is tinged with the same purplish color that made up the barriers before. The darkness appears to drip upwards and defy gravity, which creates a sense of inherent wrongness. The dark imagery of a galaxy seems to indicate that the forces at work in the temple are those of a power far beyond the scope of normal Heroism. The purple in the darkness combined with the stars, while beautiful, makes the atmosphere seem otherworldly. This indication of power reminds me of the pulsing of the Spire in Fable II as a signpost for the sheer power of the Old Kingdom relics. Purple, in addition to these signified meanings, has also been used throughout the game in association with Logan and royalty, the game’s main enemy up to this point, which adds to the sense of danger. The unease created by this imagery is fear.

If the player attempts to go to the Sanctuary at this time, they find that it has also been invaded by the pools of darkness. Jasper is nowhere to be found, and the player is unable to switch weapons. This again alludes to the power of the darkness, in that it is able to invade the Hero’s private sanctuary, which is suggested to be associated with Old Kingdom magic and Heroic bloodlines. The darkness is able to corrupt the one safe place for the player (and is also powerful enough to interfere with the base game mechanics).

Another barrier is encountered, which is dispelled by Walter. In the next area, the Hero and Walter are assaulted by shadows similar to those found throughout the series, notably in the Shadow Court in Fable II. These shadows are assumed to be Darkness Incarnate, and come in waves that continually assault the pair. While they are fighting, there are whispers  in a demonic voice that speak of darkness’s power and the inevitability of darkness. A combination of the shadows and the voice drives Walter into a panic. This is where Walter’s fear of darkness begins to rise to the surface of the plot - Walter is much more unsettled by the Darkness than the hero.

Once the small shadows are defeated, Walter is left shaken and looking for an escape. An unfortunate gust of wind blows out the torch the Hero and Walter (as well as the player) have been using as a lifeline, which throws Walter into a full panic as he attempts to desperately light the torch. The hopelessness and the psychology of the characters replicates the sense of desperate fear in the player - the player has so far been led to fear the disappearance of the light as much as the characters. The torch is re-lit, creating a brief moment of hope that is quickly shattered by the appearance of the real Darkness Incarnate. This prompts a panic attack in Walter who is wracked by despair, but the player’s innate fears are also played upon. Humans have an instinctual fear of darkness, and the concept of darkness made flesh is horrifying. Darkness incarnate represents the cold extinguishing of all energy, light, and heat - all things that humans rely upon.

The Hero and Walter are assaulted by shadows again, but this time the assault is much more psychological than physical. The whispers from the Darkness continue again, telling Walter and the Hero their greatest fears come true. these utterances include the fact that Theresa knew about the Darkness and has been using both Logan and the Hero for her own ends. This, as well as the other whispers of the Darkness, isolate both Walter and the Hero and draw them into internal torture. The player is also affected for many of the reasons mentioned previously, foremost of which are the sense of hopelessness and the lack of agency in addition to the general unsettling atmosphere. The music in this sequence is also significant. The song associated with this section (“Shadelight”) takes screeching strings and metallic sounds combined with an ominous chorus to create a distinct sense of fear and unease, while still retaining the subtlety of the art direction for the rest of the level design. The track also features a music box, a staple of the Fable series, and presents it in a slightly distorted sound that signals the player that they are meant to be afraid.

After the fight, the Darkness reappears, and Walter throws a torch at it, driving it back into the shadows. This creates a sense of hope in Walter, the Hero, and the Player: the Darkness had been established as an unstoppable force, and the concept that light can drive is back is comforting. But in the next room, despair resurfaces. Walter and the Hero are separated as Walter is evidently kidnapped by the Darkness. The Hero is forced to frantically search for their mentor, only to find that the worst has happened. Walter, who throughout the game has represented a father figure, full of strength and courage, has been broken down. His slow disintegration throughout the quest is finalized by his literal envelopment by the Darkness, the same inky, starry blackness mentioned earlier forcing him prostrate. The darkness seeps out through his eyes and mouth, showing the darkness’s permeation into his soul and the evaporation of his Strength and Will. This breaking of such a strong character is the climax of desperation for the Hero and serves to show the true strength of Darkness Incarnate.

Here the hero has to fight things that have occurred throughout the temple up to this point: statues that take the form of birds and angels. These statues have led to a sense of otherworldliness in the temple due to their religious imagery, but their corruption by the darkness further cements the power of the shadows. Creatures as pure as angels are driven to the darkness, which is indicative of the hopeless situation of the Hero. During this fight, it is unclear how the Hero will free Walter from the Darkness, as they are seemingly fighting just to buy time. The Darkness retreats, and the Hero manages to support Walter outside, but it seems that their freedom is just another way for the Darkness to play with them. Because of Walter’s blinding by the Darkness, the Hero is forced to abandon them on the steps of the temple. This reflects the first of the hero’s failures that is used against them later when the Darkness attacks Albion. Both the Hero and the Player are intended to feel a huge sense of remorse and loss at having to leave Walter, as it is implied that they are leaving Walter to die.

The Hero is left to wander aimlessly through the desert, aptly named the Shifting Sands, for they do not escape the influence of the Darkness just yet. The Darkness uses illusions to strike fear in the heart of the Hero and guilt them regarding their failures. This desert sequence is again full of hopelessness, but instead of making their way through a linear cave, the Hero is forced to walk through a seemingly endless desert without any sense of direction and no companionship. This loneliness reinforces the sense of guilt that the Hero and player have about leaving Walter to die. The illusions featured here are brief and fleeting, but include scenes from the hero’s memory and the prospect of being forced to fight Walter. These are shown using a color scheme of contrasting colors: the purple associated with the darkness and the complimentary color of the yellow-orange sand. Despite the generally pleasing visual combination of these colors, they are shown as washed out, creating a further sense of aimless discomfort.

The quest ends with the Hero passing out in the desert and being found hours later by Finn, but they are not saved by a society of light and healing: they are thrown into the tragedy-stricken city of Aurora, with Walter still unconscious from the effects of the Darkness and no foreseeable light on the horizon. 

@universeuser @anti-cosmofangirl @brobachev Here you go, friends

anonymous asked:

hey, I'm a 17 years old girl who has kissed just one boy her entire life. But I've been in love with boys and girls. Am I bi? I'm sorry, this is an stupid things to ask but I have no friend nor family to ask

Is not a stupid thing to ask, don’t worry about it! God. I hope I can give you a good reply

Let’s go with the definition of bisexuality:


If you feel like boys and girls and you feel comfortable calling yourself bisexual, go ahead! sexuality is not something easy and is complex but you need to find something you feel comfortable. You don’t have to kiss a girl to know you like girls, I have also only kissed a boy in my life and I consider myself a bisexual even if I have never kissed a girl.

I feel like I’m still learning myself and I’m not sure how I can help you but I can share with you my experience accepting my sexuality, which I hope it makes sense because I think this is the first time I really talk about it.

For most of my life I knew I liked girls, believe me, it was so obvious yet I refused to accept that I wasn’t straight. I looked for dumb excuses like ‘she is so pretty I wish I could look like her and I don’t want to kiss her but damn look at her’ (years later found the term demisexuality and everything made sense for me) I knew I liked boys so that’s how I told myself I couldn’t like girls “You are crazy about this guy, there is no way you like girls”. 

I’m from a very catholic family where being gay is the worst thing that can happen (to the point my baby cousins can’t play with Barbie dolls or princess because “is gonna turn them gay” ugh) so I was definitely scared of accepting I liked girls too, I just simply refused and the fact that I’m also demisexual (and had no idea that term existed) made me feel like I was broken; most of my teenagers years I was miserable because I was ashamed of myself, I never told anyone, I pretend to have crushes because I was afraid of people calling me lesbian, I forced myself to be straight (like that was gonna work). 

Back then I really didn’t know bisexuality existed, I was on the wrong idea that you can’t like boys and girls that you had to choose one but then again I really didn’t know much about sexuality and even now I’m still learning. I honestly lived afraid of people telling me “you like girls is so obvious” In late 2014 I finally broke down and confessed my struggles to a person who was my best friend at the time, mostly because my sister was forcing me to come out to her even if at that point I hadn’t accepted my sexuality yet. It felt nice to finally tell everything to someone who wouldn’t judge me, someone who told me that I wasn’t broken, we both cried a lot during that Skype call. Then tumblr introduced the term demisexuality and that’s when I finally started to leave my fears behind, well a little I started thinking that if it comes to it and I have a close bond with a girl, I might be okay with the idea of being with her. I think I called myself demisexual for almost a year or so but my mind kept going to the term bisexuality, I felt more connected to it than I was with demisexuality but even there I was still afraid to fully accept it, by that point @bananannabeth was already my friend and she is very open about being bi and seeing Ashlee talk about it and being proud of it made start to little by little accept that I’m bisexual too. It took me a while but last summer when I was 24 years old I finally accepted that I’m bisexual but unfortunately I haven’t come out yet to my family for reasons already mentioned (well my sister knows but she forced me to come out to her and it was horrible) and only 2 ‘real life’ friends know.

Sexuality is something fluid, is a journey I guess and it can be confusing and scary and I can try and help you find yourself but I can’t tell you you’re bisexual because only you know who you are and what you feel comfortable with, I’m not sure if I’m making sense. I’m just still learning myself, as you can see, but we are both in this self-discovery journey and I just want you to know that you’re not alone and there is nothing wrong with you and you can always come to me if you want to and I’m gonna try my best to help you.

thejulesworld  asked:

Hiiii. How are you? Hope everything's alright over there. So, I really really really suck into this ask for a prompt thing bc I always think I'm bothering even though I've been tag to be part of it. Sorry for the long and not need explanation. But here I am. I would like prompt 59 "My scarf always did look better on you" with the fluffly beefy bearded Chris Evans 😶. I've been dreamimg a lot about it so yeah, please and thanks thanks thanks thanks xx

Spending Christmas in Boston is the best. Chris’ family knows how to do the holidays and I love being along for the ride. Chris took almost a month off to spend time at home around the holidays. We’ve been splitting our time between staying in an apartment near the city and staying at Chris’ mom’s house.

Chris promised his nephews that he would help them build a snowfort after the first heavy snow. Of course, right after he made that promise, it snowed for 3 days straight. The snow was up to my knees and almost at the boy’s waists. As soon as the snow stopped and the roads were clear, we made our way to Carly’s house. The boys are almost completely dressed in their snow suits by the time we trudge up to the door while they’re sister chooses to stay in her warm pajamas and enjoy some hot cocoa. I give her a teasing glare as I wish I could stay inside, but Chris made me promise to help. I told him I would help by supervising, but either way I had to be outside in the cold and I was less than excited.

“Who’s ready to build a fort?” Chris clapped his hands excitedly and the boys cheered. Carly smiled apologetically at me as I followed them back out into the cold. Saying you’re going to build a snow fort, and actually going about doing it are very different things. Chris pulled out some old snow brick maker and we all set to work. Chris sets his nephews to work on packing the snow into the brick makers while Chris and I lay the bricks for the first wall. We finish a rather large half circle before we decide it’s time for a hot cocoa break.

“Do I have to go back out” I playfully pout up at Chris as he’s rubbing feeling back into my hands.

“I would like it if you did” He gives me a small smile and kisses my fingers, “but I know how cold you get, so you don’t have to. However, I’ll make it worth your while if you do”

“Oh really? What do you have in mind Evans?” I smirk.

“Are you kidding, there’s little ears here” he whispers loudly back to me and I burst out laughing. Once we stop laughing he leans in close to me and nibbles at me ear before whispering “I’ll make it plenty worth it”

I lean back and smile at him, “You make a convincing argument, even if I barely have any feeling left in my body anyways”

“I think I know some ways to get some feeling back” he says thoughtfully. I shove him back against the couch and he laughs loudly, grabbing his chest and he falls onto his side.

“You’re such a punk” I state before I head back over to the coat racks to put my layers of clothing back on.

By the time we finish the fort we decide that it just wouldn’t be fair to not have a proper snowball fight. Chris and I make a second makeshift wall for us to hide behind before we begin the fight, kids versus adults.

Chris and I have a strategy so I make the snowballs and he throws them. He lobs most of them over the sturdy fort and the boys exaggerate their screams with every incoming ball. Most of the snowballs coming towards us have surprisingly accurate aim, I guess their baseball lessons are paying off. I end up getting hit with a few, the worst one being the one I take directly to the chest. The surprise of being hit knocks the air out of my lungs and I groan and lean into Chris, who of course is laughing like an idiot. I throw him a glare as I try to wipe the melting snow off my jacket, which only causes it to melt through my clothes and the cold wetness burns on my skin.

“I’m done” I declare and raise my hands in surrender.

Chris pounces on me and hugs my arms down to my sides, “no you’re not”

“I am, actually. My neck is now wet as well as freezing”

“Here, here. Take this and stay, please?” He practically begs and he unties his scarf from his neck and wraps it around the back of my neck. I continue to pout up at him until he pulls me forward by the scarf and presses his lips to mine. I hear sounds of pretend gagging in the background but I ignore it as the heat of Chris’ mouth warms mine before the pressure and movement from his beard numbs it again. He pulls away slowly and leans his forehead against mine.

“What was that for?” I ask once my brain returns from the pile of mush it previously became.

“I teaser for tonight. Please stay, just a little longer” he quirks up his eyebrows as he pleas with me.

I sigh and nod my agreement, “but only because you let me wear your scarf”

“My scarf always did look better on you”

A/N: is that picture fluffy and bearded enough? because I think it’s peak fluffiness. Don’t feel nervous about sending prompts! honestly the worst that can happen is an author will say they don’t feel comfortable writing something and that’s that. I promise we love getting prompts! (as long as requests are open of course), personally I find it kind of an honor to get a prompt or request because it makes me think like “hey, this person thinks my writing is good enough to put their idea into action and that’s really cool!” But I hope you like how this one played out, and thank you for participating :)

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anonymous asked:

so i've gotten back into naruto after like a 6+ year break, and i kinda know the ending (i know the canon relationships, their kids and stuff) but i'm just curious why everyone is anti-ending? what exactly happened and why does everyone hate it? what's so bad with it?? thanks!! xoxox - Bee

I am so sorry this took so long for me to reply to! I actually filled it out the night you sent it, but then Firefox froze and I lost the whole thing. I told myself I would do it the next day, but I have the memory of a goldfish.

Thank you for the question! And thank you for your polite inquiry. I know the ending can sometimes be a touchy subject with people and I worry sometimes about being offensive. That is why I try to always tag it as “anti-ending” or “anti-boruto”, so people can blacklist it if they want to.

The best person to look into for anti-ending discourse is @fineillsignup—hands down.  Her analyses are intelligent and well worded. Nothing I can say could compare to her. I feel like she is our unofficially appointed, yet widely known, Anti-Ending Leader and Queen of Salt.

For me, I don’t even care about the pairings in the end. I’m more of a non-particular, multi-shipper. I like canon ships, I like non-canon ones, and I really like crack ships (because some of them are so creatively weird). So, my dislike for the ending has nothing to do with shipping.

I think what it comes down to for most people is that Kishimoto, as an author, made a lot of promises to his audience that he didn’t fulfill. Naruto was supposed to be the one to break fate and change the shinobi system. I majored in sociology, with a focus on criminology and social problems, so this is a big thing for me.

If you look past the surface of the story, the Naruto world is a very dark place, riddled with deep societal issues. From the Hyuuga’s use of subjugation, to child soldiers, Orochimaru’s experimentation, genocide, and so forth. We are reminded time and time again that Naruto, in rags to riches style, is supposed to become Hokage and rid the world of these atrocities. But skip ahead to the future and none of the issues seem to be truly rectified.

Instead we get Sad Adult Naruto ™, who is just too real for me. I’m a sad adult. Naruto is supposed to be better than me. He is a bitter reminder that youthful exuberance often turns into a life of monotony and exhaustion.

Originally posted by thehikkikomoe

Also, a big chunk of the series was dedicated to retrieving Sasuke, who left the village again the second he got out of prison. While Naruto was just way too cool with it.

But I think the worst thing for me is Yamato. Poor sweet Tree Man has to spend the golden years of his youth guarding the man who experimented on him when he was a child. Even though he dedicates his life to this, probably as some form of self-punishment for what occurred during the war, Orochimaru is still skipping around performing his inhuman experiments on people (*coughs* Mitsuki *coughs*).

There is so much more I could write about this, but this is some of the major points. Overall, I think the ending was botched just so they could continue milking the series with the Boruto generation and I don’t think they’ll have an issue with destroying the characters we know and love in order to cash in on that.

If people like the ending, I’m happy for them. I think it’s great that they can get satisfaction with the overall story. I just feel unsettled about it. I still love Naruto and I think it is definitely worth watching. I hope this helps!


a while back i saw some photos of a lady surrounded by ketchup bottles, and it was at that moment i knew what needed to be done. imho sans would make a pretty good posterboy for ketchup and other condiments.

this may very well be the worst thing i’ve ever drawn, but i don’t regret it, not one bit lmao.

BTS Reaction: They find out their S/O has a chronic illness when she/he has a bad episode.
  • I hope you like it @little-miss-sherlock Lots of lub to youu 💕💕
  • Smol Warning: This involves certain health issues that.. Well, I don't know if it would offend anyone that I'm writing about chronic illnesses I don't understand fully. I looked up the symptoms of all these and I'm going with that, if you know you'll get mad or your sensitive to this material please don't read.
  • ———————
  • ~ Kim Seokjin/Prince Jin:
  • Jin always heard you talking to yourself but he felt it was normal for people to do so and he found it cute. Until one day you forgot to take your medication. Your mind was everywhere you kept telling the wall to "Shut up" then-
  • Jin: Y/n? Are you okay? What's wrong? Look at me.
  • You: Who are you? Where am I? Where's mom?
  • Jin: What? Y/n. It's Jin.
  • You: Jin? Like... Gin?
  • Jin: No with a J.
  • He decided to take you to the doctors and surprisingly he found the one you go to for medication. Everyone seemed to know you, know what was going on and he found out you had schizophrenia.
  • Your personality was all over the place, you heard voices, and sometimes short losses of memory. When he found out he was extremely confused and mad. Why would you hide something so serious from him?
  • Jin: Explain.
  • You: I was ashamed.. Embarrassed. Who would want to date someone like me? I didn't want you to leave me..
  • You: I'm sorry..
  • Jin: -Holds you and kisses your forehead- I've told you. I'll love you till the day I die no matter how cheesy that sounds, it's true.
  • Jin: We'll work together, and I'll take care of you. You'll never have to deal with this alone.
  • Jin: I love you.
  • ~ Suga/Min Yoongi:
  • While you and Yoongi were going out to get grocery's you had fainted. Immediately he dropped everything to get you to a hospital.
  • Yoongi: What happened?
  • Doctor: Have they not told you? They've been here a few times.
  • Yoongi: For what?
  • Doctor: Their medication. We have them on two at the moment. They have GAD. Which stands for Generalized Anxiety Disorder. They fainted for lack of sleep. Their anxiety is very bad, she/he has horrid thoughts of her/himself, she/he has told us about her/his troubles sleeping, she/he has had thoughts of death, now that you know please do take care of her/him.
  • He was furious that you didn't tell him. He wanted you to trust him with everything and it definitely seemed like you did but to know you hid something involving your health he questioned how much trust you actually had in him.
  • Yoongi: Why didn't you tell me?
  • You: It's always made people back of from me.
  • You: It has ruined so many past relationships and I just don't want to lose you. I love and care about you so much Min Yoongi, I couldn't risk it.
  • Yoongi: But you could risk your health?
  • Yoongi: You know everything about me and after hearing you didn't leave me. What makes you think that THIS would want to make me leave you?
  • Yoongi: Anything you need just ask. Your health is the most important thing because you are important to to me.
  • ~ J-hope/Jung Hoseok:
  • You both were about to go to bed, at the time Hobi stayed over and when he went to go ask you something he saw you scrambling to find something.
  • Hobi: Y/n?
  • You: -You jump slightly- Yes?
  • Hobi: What are you looking for? Can I help you?
  • You: No. It's nothing, just needed a sleeping pill so I can sleep well.
  • Hobi: If you don't find them there's many ways I could help you sleep.
  • You: Today. I think I just want to cuddle with you Hoseok.
  • Later while he had fallen asleep, you went back to look for your medication. Then you started tantrum-ing, sobbing. getting emotional, you broke glass, and you weren't yourself. Of course Hoseok heard and ran out to see if you were okay or what was going on. He saw you sobbing on the ground, your hands bleeding from shards of glass that were on the floor.
  • Hobi: Oh my god. Y/n? Come with me. I'm taking you to a doctor.
  • You: Leave me alone, Go away! I don't need your help.
  • Hobi: Yes you do. Come here. -slowly approaching you-
  • You: I'm warning you to get away!
  • Once he manages to grab you and semi calm you down he takes you to a doctor and he found out you have a extreme Bipolar disorder, He was frustrated and heart broken that you never told him, and that he had to find out like this. When he saw you, you were going to talk but he didn't want to hear you.
  • Hobi: Don't you talk. Listen.
  • Hobi: Don't ever hide anything like this from me again. Do you understand? I thought that I took care of you well and to know that I wasn't able to help you for this, wasn't able to take care of you better is the worst thing I have ever felt.
  • Hobi: Understand that I love and care for you and I want to take care of you till the end.
  • You: I was just worried you wouldn't be able to handle it. And you would leave, just like everyone else.
  • Hobi: Then I'm offended that I'm just "Everyone else" to you. I am your boyfriend, your lover, and someone who wants to take care of you like you take care of me.
  • Hobi: So let me.
  • ~ Rap Monster/Namjoon:
  • You: Do you what an Inhaler looks like?
  • Nams: I guess I do, why?
  • You: Random thought.
  • You and Namjoon took walks around beautiful areas a lot and walked to your house a lot. You looked through your bag to check if you had your inhaler and for some reason it was gone. You know you had taken it and you were worried because you might need it.
  • Nams: Y/n why do you have this? -He holds up your inhaler which you take from him immediately-
  • You: I'm taking it to someone later.
  • Nams: Don't lie to me.
  • You: I don't lie.
  • Nams: That was a lie. Do you have asthma?
  • You:
  • Nams: Answer me, Y/n.
  • You: Yes, I have asthma!
  • Nams: Why didn't you tell me?
  • You: Because I was embarrassed. It's embarrassing to breathe from a tube in public or in front of you.
  • You: And I figured you wanted to date someone normal. Someone who isn't bothersome and you won't have to worry about so much.
  • Nams: Baby, You don't ever need to feel embarrassed, I still love you, I'm falling in love with your personality. I love you just as you are and I will take care of you, alright?
  • Nams: From now on, tell me everything and anything. Nothing can change how I feel about you.
  • Park Jimin/Chimichanga:
  • You liked asking Jimin to teach you dance whether you were good or not didn't matter, it was just fun to move around to the beat of music, but today you forgot your pain killers so you were limping and falling a lot. .
  • Jimin: Are you okay? You're very off.
  • You: Just dandy.
  • Jimin: What's wrong?
  • You: Nothing.
  • Jimin: What's. Wrong?
  • You: I have Chronic pain, which is basically forever pain in the same place... I have it in my knee.
  • You: anddd oh my gkkdbd it's cramping up. Can you go get my pain killers please??
  • Jimin: Why didn't you tell me??
  • You: Because knowing you, You wouldn't let me out the damn house.
  • You: Even if we don't live together. I know you'd somehow watch me.
  • Jimin: I would let you out..
  • You: 1 step out the door would be too far for you.
  • Jimin: I just care about you.
  • You: I know but what you CAN do is help me with the medicine and take me to my doctors appointments.
  • Jimin: I can't drive...
  • You: You can accompany me to my doctors appointments.
  • V/Kim Taehyung:
  • When Tae came over to hang out with you, he opened the door with the spare key you gave him.
  • Tae: Honey!!! I'm hommee!
  • You guys had this joke where you acted like a married couple. You usually replied with something funny as well but you couldn't.
  • Taehyung went to the kitchen only to find you crouched, leaning against the wall behind you, and holding your head.
  • Tae: Y/n! Are you alright?
  • You: Medicine. Please. -You point to a cabinet- Get a white and blue bottle.
  • After he gave you the medicine and you were feeling a bit better you guys started talking.
  • You: Why are you here so early?
  • Tae: I wanted to surprise you but you surprised me. Are you okay?
  • You: I'm fine now. I mean, it'll happen tomorrow, the next day, the next, and after that, then so on.
  • Tae: That's impossible.
  • You: Not if you have a Migraine.
  • Tae: How come I didn't know?
  • You: I was embarrassed, I'm pretty sure you didn't want to date someone who was forever sick so it was nice knowing you—
  • Tae: Shhhtsh I'm staying and caring for you, and cuddling you, and being with you until the day I die.
  • Jeon Jungkook/Kookie:
  • You didn't hide it from Jungkook but you also haven't told him.
  • You'll take your medicine in front him and when he asks you say your sick.
  • But you've been sick for the whole year you guys have been dating so of course he is going to get suspicious.
  • You: I read a new book~
  • JK: Yeah you told me about it. You're on page 289, It's interesting, and you would like to find more from that author.
  • You: When did I.. You know I probably have bed memory.
  • JK: You told me about this book four times.
  • You: I have? Oh wow.
  • JK: How'd you forget after four times?
  • You: Ah hmm, I have ADHD, bad memory, bad at paying attention. um um oh wow suddenly I'm bored. Did I bring my pills??
  • JK: I don't think so, let's go home alright?
  • You: Yeah, sorry I didn't tell you. I just, it's not attractive. Yeah.
  • JK: I'd still love you with any sickness, how you talk to me, treat me, take care of me, love me, and your personality is what made me fall in love with you.
  • You: Thanks Bunny boy.
  • JK: Let's eat at Wagwan after alright?
  • You: I heard they give out Snickers now. I don't know why but I'm down.
  • JK: You're adorable.

anonymous asked:

Hey, sorry, this is kind of a weird question, but you're the only person I can think of to come with this to. I've also been a big time fan of Peter Pan ever since I was a kid, but I'm about to graduate high school this Saturday. So I just wanted to ask - from one Pan fan to another... how did you deal with growing up?

Okay first of all, please accept my apology for this delayed response. I’m so sorry that it has taken me so long to reply, but growing up has been hard, so it’s a major reflection to talk about.

Second of all, congratulations! I hope the end of your time in high school went smoothly and that you’re excited about whatever may come next!

As for your question.

Dang, I’ve started to tear up already and I haven’t even started typing.

I’ve said before that the reader is meant to identify with Wendy’s role in the story - ultimately, she realizes that growing up is important and a natural part of life, and she allows herself to be excited about her potential for her future. But I get where Peter is coming from too. The future is scary. Psychological studies have shown that most people are optimistic about the future - we tend to believe things will get better rather than worse. We think the future holds a better job, a happier home, a full family, and so on. But I think many of us are left with the question: what if it doesn’t get better?

In high school, I was a pretty quiet person. I got straight As, I was a model student. I shown most brightly in choir and definitely in theatre. I went through many different ideas of what I wanted to do - author, actor, elementary teacher, even a dentist at one point. But I was the theatre kid. I loved theatre, I’ve done it consistently since I was seven years old, I’ve done dozens and dozens of shows. It was, in a way, the path of least resistance.

In college, as is often the case, others were lit more brightly than I was. It wasn’t a shock, I expected to receive smaller roles and understudies in my first year, but other freshmen were playing John Proctor and Abigail in The Crucible while I was sitting quietly in the back as Ezekiel Cheever, who has maybe ten lines in the whole show. I got my share of leading roles as my time progressed and I was cast every semester - but I just wasn’t ever the gem of the department. My friends were.

I went to school thirty minutes away from my hometown. It was just far enough to get away while still having that safety net. Around my sophomore year, a friend of mine did the Disney College Program and I started getting it in my head that I wanted to go work at Disney too. I’m sure my closely-guarded secret crush on him was related to this, but I also love Disney and it seemed like a natural step. Again, the path of least resistance. I’ve always had a connection to Florida anyway because I was born here, and I also needed the distance from my hometown that Orlando provided to allow me to - pardon the horrible cliche - “find myself.” Let’s say, I needed to… figure some things out.

I’ve learned the most about myself and life in general in my time down here in Florida. I still have a hard time thinking of myself as an adult. I’ve lived with many different roommates, with both positive and negative results. I’ve taken on a lot more responsibility financially, but my dad still covers my phone bill and we all share my sister’s Netflix account. I now live in a house - a real house! - but we rent it from a guy in the Netherlands and it takes a total of five roommates to cover the rent and we have almost zero furniture in the shared spaces because we all came from apartments where the other people owned the couches and tables and chairs.

There’s a lot of yucky things about growing up. Bills are the worst part. I hate cleaning dishes. I don’t mind putting the laundry in but taking it out and folding and hanging everything is a drag. I made spaghetti for the first time a month ago and my first ever grilled cheese two weeks ago. I always put off vacuuming as long as possible. Maintenance for my car is beyond annoying.

But responsibility means freedom. Growing up ties you down in many ways but it releases you in others. Don’t want to make the bed? You don’t have to. As long as you’re happy with an unmade bed, you’re allowed to do that. (I love having a made bed, which is probably shocking to absolutely no one.) Want to eat ice cream for dinner? You can. It’s not great for you, but sometimes you just need some ice cream and now there’s no one to tell you no. And the sucky parts of growing up often yield positive results. That grilled cheese I made? I NAILED it on the first shot, it turns out I make a FANTASTIC grilled cheese, and now I think I’m a gourmet chef every time I butter up a couple pieces of toast and put some Kraft slices between them. Keeping up with the car is rough, especially because I don’t know a thing about cars - but I have a car. I can go wherever I want, whenever I want. I often don’t. But if I wanted to, I could. I probably don’t exercise the freedom that growing up allows as much as I could, honestly.

Growing up is always on my mind. I’m 27. I thought I’d be married by 25 but I am very single with no potential suitor in sight. My dad was my age when I was born. I still text him every time I have a question about student loans or any money thing, really. I feel like I should know all this stuff by now, but every day I learn a little bit more and get a little closer to total responsibility. I hate that I’m this age and can’t afford my own place or even a couch for the place I do have. It’s like the lovely lady says in Finding Neverland about the crocodile’s role in the play. Time is chasing all of us.

The roughest part has been this year. Receiving a Stage III C colon cancer diagnosis at the age of 27 was surreal. When the doctor said the word “cancer,” I had a Hermione Granger response. I was very matter-of-fact, very clinical. When I told a friend that night and said the word “cancer” out loud with my own lips, I broke down in tears. I’m a fully grown man with a job and a house and a beard and I felt like a child inside. I was terrified. I still am. It’s not done, and it’s never going to be. This is something I’ll have to keep checking in on for the rest of my life.

This is a pattern I have begun to notice about being a grown up. Things don’t go away. You fix the car and something else breaks. You empty the dishwasher and fill it right back up. You go to the doctor and find out a diagnosis and now you have to monitor that continuously. You come out to your close friends, you finally come out to your family, you think it’s done, I’m out, I’m free - but you just escape from a tiny cage and found out that that cage was inside another one that is only marginally bigger than the first, and every time you meet someone new, you have to come out again and again and who knows how they’re going to react. I know there’s another Neverland-related simile here but I can’t think of what it is.

I still think grown-up me is someone that exists in the future, not in the present. I still don’t know what I want to do when I grow up. It’s changing all the time. For now, I have enough battles to get through, the job is the least of my concerns. And when I think about my future, if someone were to ask me what I want in the coming years, the job doesn’t even come to mind. I think about my relationships and what I want those to look like. That’s not the case for everyone, but it’s something important I’ve realized about myself.

Here’s a thought: Peter Pan loves being a child because he thinks it brings him freedom. But Wendy sees how trapped Peter is, physically and mentally and emotionally, and realizes that she must return to the responsibilities that await her in adulthood in order to grow and earn that ability to make your own choices. That’s what growing up is. Making your own choices.

I honestly don’t know if I’ve answered your question. I have to tell you though, you’re not alone in this feeling. I’m probably almost a decade older than you and I feel the same way. Growing up is an awfully big adventure. It’s daunting. But if we don’t keep moving forward, we will trap ourselves even further.

I hope this helps, and I hope you’re doing well. I’d love to hear from you about how you’re feeling as we hit halfway through your first summer post-graduation. If I remember right, it doesn’t entirely feel like everything is changing yet because the first summer just feels like part of the school cycle that you’re used to. Autumn is when it feels like the next stage has begun.

I think that’s all I have to say for now. I poured more of my heart out than I expected to. I’m sending faith and trust your way - I’m sure we both need them right now.

Way Past Consoles  Pt 1 (?)

or “some reasons why you should read Archie’s Sonic the Hedgehog before the IDW reboot” 

To me, like many, Sonic the Hedgehog was childhood special interest. However I always found myself frustrated as kid when trying to overcome puzzles while going as fast as possible. And so, I abandoned the series with the exception of Sonic X of course) until one summer two years ago. That’s when I started reading the comics and fell back in love with the franchise all over again. It was easy enough to fall into the lore (but again this is comics so things get a little more than wild) and connect with the characters.

One of the most fascinating things that I enjoyed about the comics was how they connected past and present redesigns. They actively wrote in explanations as to why Classic Sonic suddenly had Current Sonic’s appearance, how Robotnik went from a round mad engineer but idiot villain to a ruthless and slick overlord who controls the world with an iron grip. It’s all explained through an event called The Genesis Wave that basically divides the two eras of 90s/Early 2000s and late 2000s.   

Another of the biggest appeals? It has to be Sonic’s allies and closest friends, The Freedom Fighters. And if Sonic is the Speed then his friends cover what he can’t. 

(the art styles will change drastically given 20+ years worth of comics jsyk)   

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Harry Potter and the Cursed Child Recap: Part Two -- 25/05/17

Note: In case anyone’s interested, just this part alone is my longest ever recap. In total, both parts of this recap reach almost 21,000 words. I hope this is enough detail for you all! 

I’m not going to lie. After Wednesday night I felt really weird. Not unhappy, just odd. On Wednesday it felt like I was going to see Harry Potter and the Cursed Child, but then it was just so different on Wednesday night, and there were so many things that I was apprehensive about for Part Two, that I simply didn’t know what to expect yesterday.

It’s weird sitting in a familiar theatre, about to watch a play with a script you know back to front, and characters you know inside out, and feel that you have no idea what is about to happen, or what to expect. I was nervous, a little apprehensive, and desperately in need of a hug, which @aberorca kindly provided.

But then it began, and all my fears and worries were allayed. I feel so full of joy and excitement right now. That was really great, and some of the scenes are already my favourite versions of those scenes.

If this is what an ass kicking from John Tiffany does for people, then maybe we all need one of those in our lives. It seems to inspire great things.

I’m going to start by reassessing some of the characters, and giving some impression of the characters we only saw in Part Two. Then we’ll get down to the detail (of which I’m not sure how much there’ll be, because my brain spent most of the show screaming with euphoric relief).


David is quite literally everything you want in a Snape. He was quiet in a menacing way, full of suppressed emotion, with just the right touch of humour. I enjoyed everything about his performance.


James Phoon’s Craig might be the most adorable thing I’ve ever seen. He sounds terrifyingly similar to Jeremy in some scenes (which I don’t think is deliberate), and he was just pretty great.


Rupert looks so young as Cedric, but he still exudes the same heroic goodness that Milligan always did. He really blew me away in the few seconds he had. It was such a touching scene.


You think you’ve seen all there is to Annabel’s Delphi, but then she captures the boys and attains her full power, and she reaches maximum creep mode. This Delphi is Bellatrix all over: laughing hysterically at the boys’ pain, revelling in mayhem, actually licking her lips when she sees she’s causing fear, like she loves the taste of it. She’s brutal and awful and gross.


This Draco is impressive and powerful, but so broken and afraid. He does things and hates himself for them. He’s terrified of the possibility of sending himself, and more importantly his son, back to Voldemort’s world. His grief seems to ache. He’s become such a good man. And as well as the weight of the serious moments, he’s incredibly funny too.


Sweet, funny, full of pain just like his father, but somehow still in love the world around him. He absolutely adores his dad, and he loves his best friend. He wouldn’t hurt a fly and he’s disgusted by the idea that any version of himself could cause pain.


Harry is so open to Albus, so warm towards him, so intent to listen. When he’s told to ‘be honest to those you love, show them your pain’ he really takes it to heart. He’s heartbroken with guilt over the people who’ve died on his behalf. I loved the tone that Jamie brought to him in this act.


I’m going to be honest, I’m still not entirely sure who Albus is, but in a really exciting way. In Part Two there were flashes of a genuinely funny, awkward, ridiculous Albus. An Albus who desperately cares about the people around him. An Albus who adores his best friend and his father. An Albus who could be so many things. Losing the establishing half of Albus’s character makes it difficult to assess, but I’m so excited by the possibility of Theo’s Albus, and I’m jealous of anyone who gets to see him do a really good Part One in the next month, cause I think that’s where you’ll find the heart of him.

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and you’re worth fighting for

This is an H2Ovanoss SOS: The Ultimate Escape game au as requested by @hellmersy2001

I hope you like it :)

He doesn’t remember how he got here, in this place infested with creatures thought to be nonexistent only thirty minutes ago, and with people whom are both terrifying yet trusting. He doesn’t know why, can’t fathom what he must have done in a previous life to be thrown into a world that only knew how to fight or die.

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anonymous asked:

Hey there, may I ask a confort scenario? With Todoroki, Kaminari and Bakugou. I just fight with a virtual-friend (we was friend for more than 3 years and never fight until yesterday), I really like her but my pride are bigger as Bakugou and can't go tell her sorry, this make me feel like i'm some kind of shit person, i never met her but i feel so empty, like theres a big hole in my heart, it's the worst feeling I've ever felt in my life, how they would confort their s/o in this?

Sorry it takes so long to answer, I hope you like this. Short, short, short.

~Todoroki Shouto~

“Is something wrong?”, Todoroki asked.

He had noticed you had been quite upset lately. He didn’t want to pry, but he wanted to make sure you were okay.

“It's… Nothing…”, you sighed.

He could see that something was bothering you, so kept insisting. “You can tell me, you know that.”

“I-I had a fight with a friend, and internet friend to be precise. We-we haven’t fought before and I don’t know what to do now. I really miss her, but I can’t bring myself to apologize.”, you explained.

“What was the fight about?”, he asked.

“It was just some stuff, stupid really, and I miss her, I miss talking with her…”

“You should talk to her. Message her, I’m sure you can figure it out.”

“What if we can’t.”

“I know it hurts to lose someone important to you, but people don’t break, even if they take a bit of damage, I’m sure you can settle things.”

“I hope so.”, you sighed.

Todoroki kissed your forehead, wrapped his arms around you. It made you feel better.

~Kaminari Denki~

“Babe look at this.”, he grinned.

Kaminari was showing you some video about a skateboarding cat. You ignored him, and continued to go through your phone. It felt empty, like there was something missing from your phone and your heart. You had had a fight with your internet friend, and you were feeling pretty down because of it.

“Can you just put that away.”, you sighed.

“What’s going on? You’ve been pretty cranky lately.”, he questioned, raising a brow.

“I had a fight with a friend okay. That’s it.”, you spat. “Sorry.”, you added quietly.

“Can I help? I don’t know who you’re talking about but there is probably something I can do.”

“I think this is something I have to figure out by myself.”

“Okay, but let me know if I can do something. I’d like to make you feel better, if possible.”

“Just cuddle with me for a while, if that’s okay.”

“Sure is.”, he grinned.

Kaminari basically wrapped himself around you, and you felt yourself calm down a bit. You really hoped you’d be able to figure this out.

~Bakugou Katsuki~

“Why the fuck are you so damn upset?”, he growled.

“Cause I’m a shitty person.”, you muttered.

What were you talking about? Bakugou had no idea what was going on, but he would find out, that was fucking sure.

“What the fuck are you mumbling about? And you’re not a shitty fucking person.”, he growled.

“I sure feel like one. I had a fight with a friend. We haven’t fought before, and I can’t bring myself to tell her I’m sorry.”

Who had you fought with? He would kick the persons ass for making you feel like a shitty person.

“It’s her fucking loss if you two don’t talk anymore.”

“She is really important to me and I wanna talk to her, but we need to figure things out first.”

“Then fucking talk to her. Figure shit out.”, he growled.

You took his advice, and sent her a message, hopefully this would end well.

Graduation Imagine
  • It's been a long senior year and you've finally made it to graduation. You're laying in bed, excited to finally start your life. But then you realize; (TC's name) will no longer be your teacher. You get this intense feeling of dread in your stomach.
  • You: (thinking) fuck. I can't believe it's over. How am I going to get through this? It's the last time I'll see him. School isn't the only thing that's going to be over with... Tomorrow is the last day I'll ever get to see his smile, his eyes, his everything. I'll never hear his voice again.
  • You start to panic and you end up falling asleep because all the stress made you sleepy.
  • You wake up the next morning and you instantly remember TODAY is the last day. You get sick to your stomach but you pulled yourself together.
  • You: (thinking) Well today's the day... I should have prepared myself for this. I knew it was going to happen but time flew by so quick. This can't be happening.
  • You get ready for graduation and you look beautiful as fuck. You and your family drive to the school and on the way there all you can feel is your stomach turning. Wishing time would stop or you could relive the last couple of months. When you and your family arrive at the school, you don't want to get out of the car. You just use the excuse that you don't feel good to stay in the car just a little longer. But then it was time to go in. Time to face your reality.
  • You walk into the school and out of all people who could have been standing 10ft in front of you helping your soon to be former classmates, it's (TC's name). You immediately stop and look at him and his eyes lock with yours. He smiles at you but you can't even smile back because you know what is about to happen.
  • You: (to your parent/sibling) oh my god I'll be right back.
  • You run into the bathroom and lock yourself in.
  • You: (thinking) This can't be happening. How dare he smile at me when he knows it's the last day I will ever see him. Gosh, I fucking hate this. How can he be so calm about this? Why isn't he showing any emotions? Maybe all this time I was wrong. Maybe he doesn't like me at all. Maybe I don't matter to him.
  • You start having a panic attack but you hear a knock on the bathroom door. You pull yourself together and wipe the tears off your face. You open the door and pretend like your fine. It's your best friend.
  • BFF: What the hell? What's wrong? Why have you been crying? Are you okay? Who do I need to kill?
  • You: (slight laugh) Nobody. I'm just emotional that this is the last day of high school. I'm really going to miss this place. It's actually over.
  • BFF: Who cries this much over school? I've known you for years, all you wanted was for school to end. Are you sure there's nothing else going on?
  • You: (thinking) Yeah, I wanted school to be over with. But that was before I fell in love with (TC's name).
  • You: ... Nothing is going on ...
  • BFF: I can tell when you're lying to me so tell me the truth, please. I want to help you.
  • You: You'll think I'm a freak or think it's gross.
  • BFF: C'mon if I thought you were a freak I wouldn't have been your friend for this many years. It can't be that bad. You can trust me.
  • You: Fine... I'm in love with (TC's name) and today is the last day we will ever see each other.
  • You: (however many years or months)... I don't just like him. I love him.
  • BFF: Does he know?
  • You: Of course not. He'd never feel the same way about me so why would I risk everything we have and make everything complicated?
  • BFF: Tell him. What's the worst that can happen now? The worst thing that could possibly happen is that he'll reject you but that's his loss. You're an amazing beautiful woman. If he can't see that then you need to find someone who will see that.
  • You: I can't just tell him... He'll think I'm weird.
  • BFF: Here, lets go. We are going to be late if we don't hurry up. We will think of something.
  • You and your BFF go get your graduation gowns from (TC's name). You and (TC's name) make awkward eye contact and you both smile at each other. You and your BFF start walking to where all the other students are.
  • BFF: He totally likes you. I can tell.
  • You: Please don't get my hopes up like that. I don't want to be let down even more.
  • BFF: I'm sorry...
  • -To save time I'm skipping to the part where you walk across the stage to get your diploma.-
  • You walk up on stage and you're more nervous than you've ever been. You walk up to (TC's name) and he gives you the brightest smile ever.
  • TC: (Your name), congratulations.
  • He hands you your diploma and you two get close together so the photographer can take your picture. The photographer takes the picture when suddenly...
  • TC: (whispering in your ear) I know you like me.
  • You: Oh my god what? (Your face turns really red)
  • TC: Congratulations again!
  • You are in shock. You walk off stage and sit back down in your chair.
  • You: (thinking) What just happened? Did I hear him right? Did he just tell me he KNOWS he likes me? What the fuck?
  • The graduation ceremony ends and you're with all your friends and family in the lobby taking pictures together. (TC's name)comes up to your group.
  • TC: Mind if I have a picture with the new graduate?
  • BFF: SURE!
  • You: (thinking)Oh my gosh, why is all this happening? Why does he want to take a picture with me?
  • You and (TC's name)smile for the picture.
  • TC: can I see the picture?
  • BFF: Yes!
  • TC: (takes your phone and sets a reminder to pop up on your phone for 10pm) Awesome picture!
  • Your TC smiles and walks away. You noticed he was typing while he was supposed to be looking at the picture but you can't find anything. So you forget about it. You and your family go home and have a home celebration. There's gifts, cake and family. You are very tired from the stressful day so you cut the party short and get ready for bed around 9pm. You take a shower and put your night clothes on and you get all comfy in bed. You're laying in bed and you feel your phone buzz. You roll over thinking it was another text from someone congratulating you for graduating. But you were wrong. Your TC put a reminder on your phone to go off at this time. You read it and your heart stops for a good minute.
  • Reminder:
  • I've been waiting a long time to kiss you. Come kiss me.(Address).
  • -(TC's initials)
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  • This was my first ever long imagine so please, give me some credit lol. I tried my best.
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And God said, “Let there be one exception to the stereotype. The Deutsche Bahn.”

I once watched a video on what foreigners think of Germany, and a great many people said they expect our transit system to be awesome.
Oh my.
While punctuality seems to be one of the stereotypes that apply to many Germans (hardly all though!), for some reason our transit system is an exception. High prices, bad service, and an almost ridiculous amount of incompetence, have made the Deutsche Bahn fairly unpopular. It’s probably not the worst system, but boy is it infuriating sometimes!

Random lyrics sentence starters
  • "Nothing is perfect, but your imperfections are quaint."
  • "Your love is worth it and for that I will wait."
  • "I drive you crazy, but you always return."
  • "Although you love me, sometimes you're mean."
  • "Things can get ugly, but we're still a team."
  • "I'm all yours."
  • "Maybe I'm just being selfish."
  • "I've got your hand, it's us against consensus."
  • "And I will burn the people who hurt you the worst."
  • "I'll protect you 'till the day I'll meet my maker."
  • "Don't fight me now 'cause you might need me later."
  • "I wanna see your eyes."
  • "So why'd you have to go?"
  • "I'm still trying to wake up from this nightmare."
  • "One more night alone I'll go insane."
  • "This is what I live for."
  • "Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine."
  • "I'm head of the class. I'm popular."
  • "Being attractive is the most important thing there is."
  • "I'll never get caught."
  • "Every boy in the whole world could be yours!"
  • "If I stumble, they're gonna eat me alive."
  • "Hard to be soft. Tough to be tender."
  • "If my life is mine, what shouldn't I do?"
  • "I just wanna be your friend."
  • "Is it ever gonna be enough?"
  • "I just wanna be your friend, why you givin' me a hard time?"
  • "I'm sorry for everything I've done."
  • "I can't have you and I'm only gonna do you wrong."
  • "I'm going to mess this up."
  • "From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun, and then I shot a hole through everything I loved."
  • "There's always time to change your mind."
  • "I've got nothing left to live for."
  • "I know your type. You're all the same."
  • "In the beginning you intrigue, but the way you move, it terrifies me."
  • "You remind me of the things that I don't need."
  • "I'm kinda curious. Oh no, you got me already."
  • "We both know that it's over."
  • "You're talking like a stranger, so I don't know what to do."
  • "I'm callous and I'm cruel, to everyone but you."
  • "It's been awhile since I stared at the stars."
  • "You said that you'd always love me."
  • "Well I don't think that it's the end, but I know we can't keep going."
  • "Say what you mean and it turns to a fight."
  • "Chasing your dreams since the violent 5th grade."
  • "Trying to believe in your silent own way."
  • "Cause we'll be okay. I'm not going away."
  • "How many of our parents seem to make it anyway?"
  • "Headed to a red carpet, they won't know my name."
  • "Trying to find a way down the road we don't know."
  • "I'm gonna find my way back to your side."
  • "What if I said I would break your heart?"
  • "I just may be too crazy to love."
  • "Don't you think I was too young too be messed with?"
  • "I should've known."
  • "Maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame."
  • "I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said, 'Run as fast as you can.'"
  • "You are an expert at 'sorry.'"
  • "I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town."
  • "Miss you terribly already."
  • "Miss your small hands in the palm of mine."
  • "I hope for your life, you forget about mine."
  • "Please forget me. You were right, dear, I am cold and self-involved."
  • "I'll write my loneliness in poems, if I can just think how to start."
  • "You want your independence, but you won't let me let you go."
  • "You think that you're the sun. The whole world revolves around you."
  • "I would wait a lifetime. I will wait for you."
  • "I don't care. I'm down for what you want."
  • "If we're talking body, you got a perfect one. So put it on me."
  • "Bite me while I taste your fingertips."
  • "You and I don't work out."
  • "We should just end it now before someone gets more hurt than they have to."
  • "Before I ever met you, I never knew that my heart could love so hard."
  • "Before I ever met you, I never knew that I liked to be kissed for days."
  • "Before I ever met you, I never knew I could be broken in so many ways."
  • "I miss you more than I thought I would."
  • "I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me."
  • "Talk some sense to me."
  • "I wanna feel your touch."
  • "Pretending is not enough. I wanna feel us together."
  • "Just one last time again."
  • "You are the trouble I'm in."
  • "Puts herself on the front lines with no reward and takes care everyone else before herself."
  • "Thinks he takes her for granted but to her surprise, he needs her more than she needs him."
  • "She's not just another face."
  • "He acts like it's nothing but we all know the truth."
  • "It is about that she acquired someone who knows she's not a fool."
  • "I couldn't decide if you were the most annoying human being I'd ever met or just the best thing that ever happened."
  • "I made up my mind to just go with it."
  • "What's the worst thing that could happen?"
  • "We're not forever you're not the one."
  • "You and I could be the best thing ever."
  • "We're not happily ever after. We don't got what it takes."
  • "I shut the door and I don't look back."
  • "You still got me around your finger."
  • "Please don't fall in love with someone new."
  • "I promise one day I'll come back for you."
  • "You'll never forgive me, though I'm doing this for you."
  • "I'm not ready for you now, please don't hate me."
  • "Well, these days I'm fine - No these days I tend to lie."
  • "I'm sorry, I let you down."
  • "I'm sorry, I bring you down."
  • "Congratulations you are all alone."
  • "Your time will come if you wait for it."

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry for possibly bugging you at an odd hour! But what's this Wildkitten au thing? I'm interested in knowing more about it!

the WILDKITTEN au was a scrapped au but i’m bringing it back & rewriting it :D

[ Backstory Time– holy hell, it’s a long one

After a mission, the guys (Vanoss, Mini, Moo, Basically, WILDCAT) was sent for a private meeting. They have decided to go check the place out a day before to see what they’re dealing with.

Tyler just got back, walking down the street at night. As he was calling back to Evan, he didn’t noticed he was being followed. When he was waiting to be picked up, before he knew it, he was was thrown a punch to the face and put unconscious with chloroform.

Finding out about the missing member of the group, the guys spent a year looking for him– after that, they gave up and continued growing as a gang.

Almost 4 years later, they found an opportunity for a heist a few states away and went to plan and prepare for a month. After the mission, Evan and Craig went to a club to make a deal with some acquaintances. While there, they noticed something familiar with one of the staff but ignored it at first because they need to focus.

The rest of the group came to said club every night while they had a week left before going back home. Evan and Craig started to keep a close watch on this familiar waiter until it hit to them that he was Tyler. They tried to grab his attention by saying his name but he didn’t respond and reacted annoyed  and uncomfortable towards them.

They pointed this out to the rest of the group and made a plan to take him back to home base. (Hey, it’s not kidnapping if we’re bringing him back!)

Tyler protested and acted  aggressively when he was shoved into the back on a car, taken to what he’s been told “home”

At first, Tyler was confused and angry about being ‘kidnapped by strangers’ but started becoming scared when he found out that these people were a gang. He kept quiet and asserted himself as a slave to these guys. Everyone else was not happy about this and tried to gain his trust in order to help him regain his memory of his life (which Tyler did not believe he had.)

[Okay, quick summary of how Tyler’s mind worked: He was forcefully brainwashed into sexdoll/slave. He was conditioned to have no memory whatsoever of any life before this. (If he said he remembered something, he would be punished and told that it was just a dream and none of which is reality). His mindset was devoted to being a slave and that’s all he was told to know. While we’re here, 1) the inspiration of this AU was from a few websites from the Deep Web :D 2) this is fictional brainwashing i’m highlighting this for obvious reasons]

Now, after a few months, the guys we’re able to break the mindset after many different techniques. Tyler was able to regain his memory and readjust his personality but his former character is still there and sometimes clicks through either ‘keywords’ or sounds. And this clicks very often. [I’m calling it “click” just because it sounds good to me (:]

[This version of WILDCAT is almost exactly like the normal one: aggressive, sarcastic, jokes at the worsts of time, etc. but when he “clicks”: obedient, rarely negotiable (merciless), sex addicted (not to be mistaken with the stereotypical “yandere” probably XD)]

Harry Potter and the Cursed Child: Sunday 8th January, 2017.

This was my first show since September so to say I was excited was a bit of an understatement. Not even a tube strike was going to bring me down! Anyway, as you’d expect from someone with my username, this is 90% Albus and/or Scorpius. I tried not to describe everything in minute detail because it’s been done a hundred times already (my previous recaps are here), yet this still managed to be 9k+ words long! Fear not, I’ve written this scene by scene so you can skip to the bits you are interested in. Or just because I’m a self aware rambler, you can skip riiiight to the end for the TL;DR bit I did at the end! 

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In Your Eyes (Part Three of Four)

Pairing: MinKey! (side OnTae)
Rating: PG
Length: 4.7k or so.
Crossposted: AFF

They live on opposite sides of the country, but are able to see and feel what the other does - despite being strangers. Kibum and Minho share senses, but begin to share much more than that.

Part One


Part Two

Kibum woke up incredibly late on this particular Saturday, making up for all his lost hours that were stolen away by the deadline for next month’s issue. As he squirmed around on his bed, he spotted his alarm clock glowing a bold 12:47 pm. He groaned loudly at himself, since he was supposed to get up and go to the gym today. He’d promised Minho.

Thinking of the other man, an image of an ugly sweater appeared before his eyes, projected onto the ceiling he was watching.

“What the fuck is that, Minho?” Kibum asked, disgusted.

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  • psychic: *reading my mind*
  • me: here we go, the whiskering begins. gimme your face. no pressure. nose pressure ahahahhaha pa ching and pa zam. your nose is quite a nice texture today. today? that face is not helping. no, no, no, no. how do I look? pretty great. fabulous. aw aw. whiskening achieved. let's answer some Qs. that's an X. you had one job, phil. *clapping* what happens in the basement of google? it's where vloggers are born. mother. would you rather have barbed wire eyelashes, ow, or grass hair? uh, grass hair. why? get a tiny mower, different style everyday. brrr brrr brrr. is canada real? uh, no. it's a fictional country, isn't it? I was aboot to say. *finger snapping* advertise the item closest to you in the most disturbing way you can. it's actually a pair of my underwear which was on the floor. that is your underwear? oh my god. underwear? watch out for an under-scare! disturb not make the worst pun ever. sorry. do a creepy face! *dramatic music* oh wow, that's horrific *weird noises* nooo, no no no no. phil, sing the first song that comes into your head in a scottish accent. oh, I don't know what song is in my head. what the what was that? ow. rekt. no. that was like a russian no. what the fuck was that? there's a russian man in my stomach. I think phil's trying to drop hints that's he's a cannibal, guys. rrr. play tug of war with phil's stress mushroom. what is the stress mushroom? they mean this baby. no, not that. I hate that. No! *struggling* no *more struggling noises* Oh. there's wet stuff in it- OH MY GOD -what is this?-WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME? WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENED? rest in peace, disturbing mushroom. do the next question in dan's room. invent a new swear word and use it in a sentence. alright, ch-chanksplooned. alright, go on then. yeah, I chanksplooned your mom's face. do we wanna know what does chanksplooned-ok. what would be written on your tombstone? oh phil, there was never a better king of the universe. for god's sake. what's on yours, dan? ugh. dan, you're a penguin with rabies and phil, you're a mouse that's constipated. *weird noises* have a staring contest with dan while barking like dogs. whoever laughs first, wins. (?) 3, 2, 1. *barking noises* AH HA HA. y'all laughed. invent something that not one person would ever use. a bed made out of smashed glass. I wouldn't use it. fair enough. phil, sing the john cena theme while dan pretends to be john cena. *john cena theme* ow haha ow I knew that was coming *laughter* do an impression of a dying goose *weird noise* what the hell was- oh my god. *laughter* *weird noise* make a duet about ladders. ladders ladders ladders ladders ladders ladders ladders- who would(?) you step on them and you climb-ladders ladders ladders ladders- they're made of metal, they go up-ladders ladders ladders- if you're a fireman, they're really high. laddeeeerss. ladders ep. that's the symbol of our band. everyone put out their ladder hands. yeah, that's what the crowd's gonna be doing to our concerts. YEAH, LADDERS AH. you just broke the sound barrier. that's what happens when you go fast, you idiot. what the f- oh my god. become a season. oh oh wha what was that? oh, it's spring. you were birthing something. phil, what vegetable should be king? the op-carrot? scroll through your camera roll without looking, choose a random picture and explain the story. scroll scroll scroll STOP. I- I was witnessing nature in action. and taking sneaky photos of it, you perv. HAHAHA. what is happening in this photo? it looks like I'm in a public toilet mid-blink. wow. *bad beatboxing* dan, you're a nacho. phil, you're the salsa. make fanfic. I'm just so dry and crusty and until I just get inside you and submerged myself in your red juices. DIP ME - I can't get into myself-DIP ME DIP ME DIP ME AH DIP DIP AHH AHHH AAAHHH AHHH I'M COMPLETE MMMM MMM. stop it. let's all take a moment to just forget that happened. what is your favorite number of the alphabet? seventy-L. how dry is your wenis? wait, I know what your wenis is! ayee, ayee. it's this. mine's pretty soft. this is your wenis. let me stroke your wenis. that is a smooth wenis. tickle my wenis? *laughter* pretty soft as well. damn, guys. moisturized wenii. ah, let's just move on. let's move on. say a really unerotic word in a sexy voice and then lick your lips. exhaust pipe. OH *disgusted voice* OH I FEEL VIOLATED. concrete. *laughter* nooo. play the spoons. my grandma actually used to play the spoons so, prepare yourselves. *metal sounds* spoons. look up friendship yoga and imitate the first image. what? what the hell is that? HOW ARE WE GONNA DO THAT? so, we sit on our butts, not on our backs and make sure you're kinda like resting on your butt then feet together and then hands. reach. ah, I got one. and the other one. ow. ok. wait, wait, wait. alright now, over to the top. friendship. ow. *laughter* ow ow oh my god I pulled my leg oh oh. we have a very low friendship level otherwise that clearly would've worked. disaster. phil, reenact the photo of chris pratt and his raptors using house plants. I've got this. oh, god. here it is. ok, phil, very well done. *clapping* I'm so proud. that's pretty- you have a problem though. you seriously- I am chris plant. oh, did you just? do a trust exercise. no, no, no that's not a good idea. I'm actually scared. phil, you better-I'm gonna catch you. fall. oh my god. fall. AH OH OH MY GOD OH OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH. your scream was incredible. YOU CAUGHT ME. I did. I DIDN'T DIE. Yeah. let's end this right now. So, there we go. thumbs up for another year of phil is not on fire. I'm quite shocked that I actually lived through this video-yeah- it was quite dangerous. You can click on phil's face to subscribe to his channel or my face to subscribe to dan. or click our bellies to subscribe to danandphilgames. is that a thing? give em a little tickle. ok. also, there's loads of new stuff on dan and phil shop so check the out- check that out- there's a link below. and we will see you guys next year. yeahh. i mean, we are gonna make videos but until this, the whiskers will return- there, there will be another of this. ACHOO. uh, sorry. I think that that's a good time to end it. Goodbye. *slow motion screaming*
  • psychic: what the actual fuck