i'm sorry that took a turn for the worse

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@koitoshi asked for Kenma and Kuroo wearing glasses and i was like siGN ME UP

We had to put Shaila down tonight.  She collapsed at about 5:45 pm, and when we took her to the vet, she had another but worse incident.  It turns out that she had some sort of cancer around her heart, and her heart was surrounded by fluid.  They drained it to make her more comfortable, but there wasn’t really anything that could be done.  Merlin doesn’t quite understand what’s happened, and…well, we’re wrecked.  Not much to say other than that.

I already miss her so much, but she’s with Barstow now.  We just never imagined that we’d lose them only 4 months apart.

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I’m sorry.. I tried…

In general, how have the drawings I’ve done in sai looked? Better or worse?

anonymous asked:

I recently turned 23, it took me a week for it all to hit me and fully realize the age I am now. And how I've done nothing importnant in my life and I don't know what to do with my life. I'm sitting here crying on new years like an idiot


My dear sweet anon I am so sorry you’re in a rough spot, New Years can sometimes be a tough time to face, there’s this expectation from everyone to feel fulfilled and happy, only making it feel even worse for those who really aren’t.  

Recognizing that there’s an issue is the first step to changing your current situation for better.  You don’t have to have your life in order yet, we’re pushed and rushed to think that we have to have our entire life planned out by the time we graduate high school.  I just turned 23 myself and looking back at my failures with an incomplete college degree, fighting depression, having been kicked out of my bpd mom’s house and restarting my life entirely from scratch, I was unsure and not knowing of who I was or where I wanted to go til only very recently, cause I took my time and my own pace to learn more about myself.  I feel strangely lucky, because I wouldn’t have reached this point if I didn’t start at the bottom of the shit pile.  When you hit rock bottom there’s absolutely nothing left to lose, so you might as well dare to challenge yourself, make mistakes and take some chances!  You have the rest of your entire life ahead of you to follow your interests and seeing where it takes you.  Sometimes you just gotta dabble in different topics and what you find yourself most passionate for.  
This is only the beginning of the rest of your life my friend, be kind to yourself and don’t beat yourself up over things that are sometimes out of your control, you’re living life like a normal human being.  Once you start working to better yourself as a person for yourself and not out of society’s rushed obligations, you’re going to soar!

anonymous asked:

Psst, hey. Eren and Levi like to look at clouds. Eren finds shapes in them and Levi says that's stupid but he doesn't mean it he loves how Eren can see those things that he can't because Eren still has some innocence in him and this was supposed to be cute but took a sharp turn down angst street I'm sorry.

And then what if Eren suffered some sort of injury to his eyes and he couldn’t see anymore, so Levi would try to describe the clouds to Eren instead. But he can’t do it right, and Eren doesn’t complain, of course, just lies there in Levi’s lap listening to him. But Levi feels so frustrated and angry, angry for Eren, for what’s happened to him, and even worse, completely helpless to do anything about it. Before he notices it, he’s crying. When Eren jerks and asks what’s going on, Levi tells him it’s starting to rain, and they should head inside.