i'm sorry it was just easier this way

When Tai and Adam meet. Probably.
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i find it funny (not) when some people say there’s no reason to be mad because evak were hardly seen this season…. it’s not about how much screen time they get, it’s about how much attention people pay to them instead of sana…. who… is….. the….. main….. or have i missed something?

these are the most popular posts from the MAIN tag…. . out of 10 posts, we have 3 that are sana related, which is, well, a bit odd because, again, she’s this season’s main. 

don’t get me wrong, i absolutely adore evak, they’re the reason i discovered skam (just like many other people), but… this season is about sana. she’s magnificent and all her scenes are beautiful. people should just pay more attention to this amazing girl. 

also, absolutely no hate or whatever to the people making these posts, they are wonderful and the fact that they take time to make these beautiful gifs is great. (as far as i can tell, most of these blogs - if not all of them, i haven’t checked - make sana gifs as well) 

I’ve addressed the situation so many times

So many times I’ve thought I did the right thing

I don’t know how many more times I can do it the wrong way before I give up

I don’t know how to get this right

Could you please just tell me how you feel, it would make this a lot easier

—  existential-words

anonymous asked:

How does Hinata's hair works? Sorry if I'm asking this and waiting for you to answer like you did for Oikawa's. I just find find Hinata's hair more... confusing ( or is disturbing the word it?)

Actually I feel you on this!! it took me a while to figure out how Hinata’s hair works, but once you notice little tricks it’s easier to draw.

I always think about disheveled sparrow when I draw Hinata’s hair?? I don’t know why, that little thing on top of his head just always make me think about cute birds:”D

Not sure if that helps much, but either way remember! When drawing Hinata think about pure things. Draw this child as pure as possible.

I'm not going to lie... I'm not sorry.

Couldn’t stay clean if I wanted to… made it a few days and I just can’t do it. I’m not going to apologise or feel sorry for myself. I like getting high. I like the way it feels smells tastes and I love the way it makes everything feel easier to get through. Being clean and sober just doesn’t work when you don’t know how to deal with your problems in the first place…. we all have our outlets. Some people exercise some people write or.go on walks. I do drugs.
Don’t look down on me for the way I choose to survive. Meth doesn’t make me less of a person. I’ll still give you the shirt off my back. Need to vent? I’ll listen, need food? I’ll feed you. Need somewhere to stay because you don’t want to be alone? I don’t care if we barely know each other, ill take you in. My habit does not lessen my value or put me above or below anyone else. In my mind everyone is equal.

First of all, let me warn you that the following post contains lots of spoiler, if you haven’t read the manga yet, you really should scroll down!!

maraasmilee asked why did Ren commit suicide. Well, I guess that the reason why he did such a thing is the same as for all those who commit suicide : because he was deeply & utterly unhappy.

I guess that Ren was one of those characters who has had to struggle his whole life. He’s been abandoned by his mother when he was a baby, has been raised in an orphanage. He never, ever, had the chance to get a parenting model. I’m not a psychanalist but I assume that it might be pretty hard to grow up healthily when you haven’t received any love during your childhood. Ren appears strong towards it thou, if this affects him, he doesn’t show it. So, this may not be the main reason but it has to be taken in consideration.

Actually, the moment that has been fatal, the moment that triggered everything, is the appearance of Trapnest in Ren’s life. When he decided to leave Blast for Trapnest, he’s done a pretty good choice for his career but not for his personal life. He’s lost the love of his life, he sacrificed her and she has never been able to forgive him. Plus, he wasn’t ready to become famous, to stand the pressure he’s submitted to.

here’s a conversation between hachi and her sister in vol.10. It concerned takumi : “The entertainment industry may seem to be dazzling on the outisde, actually takes a lot of work and dedication. Your responsability is to create a home he can relax, in a family for him to return to.”

The fact is, Ren had no family to return to, no shelter for when he was under pressure and Nana made it clear : she didn’t want to found a family. 

And there it comes : his relationship with his girlfriend, which slowly slips through his fingers. Everytime he was with Nana, he felt how she was unable to forgive him. He already had this persistent feeling of being guilty, of being a traitor and Nana made him feel like one. He felt that even if they tried harder, him and Nana would never be the same as before he left Blast. He lived with the constant idea on his mind that she’s in love with Yasu. And that she may leave him. Whatever he did, he could never keep Nana for himself and he blamed himself for having such thoughts. 

He was so stressed out that he started to do drugs, but drugs are artificial paradises that bring you artificial happiness, which leave you sadder than when you weren’t addicted.

To conclude, I’d say that Ren considered himself like a burden. A burden for Takumi and Trapnest, because of his addiction and a burden for Nana, because he avoided her to be happy with Yasu. 

If he commited suicide, that’s because he wanted pain to stop, quickly. And I know he’s peaceful now, wherever he is. 

I’ll give the last word of this to ren

anonymous asked:

So I just met with a POT for the first time and he was nice and everything went well, but I was just sitting there looking at him and trying to imagine what it would be like to kiss him, and I was just so grossed out. And obviously having sex would be a lot more difficult. How did you do it the first time? Does it get easier? Do you have any tips?

Ugh I hate kissing, I avoid at all cost. I go in the bathroom, squeeze lube on my fingers and try to coat the inside of my vagina so I’m not in pain. It’s also a way to spare his feelings, he doesn’t know that it’s practically the Atacama desert going on at the thought of him. I think about ways I can spend my money and I remind myself it’s only for a couple minutes. I do kegels to the point where my vagina muscles feel sore, he won’t know whether to cum or accept Jesus as his lord and savior. He’ll probably mention how it feels like you’re “milking” him, try not to throw up at his dirty talk. Try to get on top, men can’t last very long that way. Arch your back, it’ll buy you more time to close your eyes so you won’t have to look at him. Moan convincingly. It gets easier as you get more money. You realize a couple minutes of faking is worth paying off your credit card. It’ll feel like a routine, eventually.


Bird AU again! We both had corvid headcanons for Roy, but now I think that Holioc’s magpie fits him better than my jackdaw! Riza’s a yellow headed caracara and I’m still working on her design~

Hey guys, so I just wanted to post a few things regarding the way this blog is run and some stuff I keep forgetting to actually put in my rules and such. It isn’t going to be under a read more because it is kind of important. Nothing crazy, just a few explanation type things: 

     In regards to replies, it is a lot easier for me to kind of do bulk replies? As in I’ll usually wait until I’ve accumulated a few drafts before getting down to replies, then put them on queue (this will usually be for later the night they’re done) so that I avoid getting overwhelmed. I know this isn’t as great for some of you who really enjoy fast replies/might see me replying to some things faster than others (asks will usually take priority as those can be finished more quickly/easily) and I’m sorry that you guys are forced to wait longer, but I hope it is not too much of a burden. I do get asked on occasion whether or not I’ve replied to things (which is fine!) but just as a general thing if you think it’s been a while then this is why. Again, I’m very sorry. 

     In regards to ASKS and more specifically the continuation of asks into threads, I will almost always do asks before getting to drafts. Quicker things like that are just much easier to throw out there than more intensive replies. I will not reblog asks as a continuation, just because I don’t like the way it looks personally for MY blog, but if there is a specific meme/prompt you really want to turn into a thread then please talk to me. I’m more than happy to do that, I just need to know! (I will limit this a bit though if we already have multiple threads going on just to keep organized, I’m a very nervous and frazzled thing) And while I don’t really care much for the whole reblog karma thing, if I see you posted a prompt/meme or whatnot I will 87% of the time send you things just for the sake of doing so. I don’t usually do this for the sake of a thread but I will approach you if I think it is something that would make an interesting one. This blog was created under the pretense on working on my shyness/anxiety regarding reaching out to people, so you’ll probably get stuff from me but never feel obligated to answer.

     In regards to talking with me OOC (this is the most important thing), I absolutely adore my followers and those I’m following, and I LOVE talking to you guys through the IM function! But please take note of this (which isn’t really stated anywhere and I apologize if this has affected you this far): I get EXTREMELY mentally exhausted when carrying conversations and have a habit of disappearing for lengthy times between responses/not replying after a certain point. I don’t know why this happens but I get very stressed unexpectedly with keeping up with chatting, and its super dumb and unfair to you guys, but it does happen and so if I disappear randomly please understand it isn’t you or anything of that nature! I’m just not that great at socializing a lot of the time ; n ;

lesterial  asked:

"this umbrella won't extend! oh shit I just hit you in the___! I'm so sorry" any pairing you want:')

Melchior caught sight of Moritz, the cute new boy, struggling with his umbrella in the doorway. 

“Hey, do you need some help with- oof!” The umbrella opening into Melchior’s crotch effectively cut him off. “You know, there are easier ways to get me to talk to you,” he wheezed with a slight smile, while Moritz could only stare, horrified.

I didn’t want to write a poem about this kind of sadness but I think I need to because I can’t get out of bed. ive been here for five hours and I’m suffocating and I skipped dinner and everything is the kind of slow motion stillness that happens when you’ve been quiet for too long.

most of me doesn’t want to spend all of my afternoons in the dark but I don’t know how to look at the light anymore. it doesn’t ever feel like nighttime now, it feels like a continuation of a bad dream, like a reason not to wake up, I know I’m supposed to be dealing with this better but I’m not even dealing with it at all.

the only thing I think I could stomach would be the cookies my mother makes around Christmas but thinking about Christmas only makes things worse because no one wants to be around someone who’s depressed during the holidays, that’s probably why that’s the most common time for suicides, I think December 25 might come early this year, I’m sorry I don’t know the right way to piece together my life to make it a future worth looking at, it’s not a future worth looking at.

i swear I do want to get better but I’m too tired to make an effort and it’s a lot easier to just let everything slip than to constantly try to stay upright in the worst storm I’ve ever had to survive.

—  It’s all still– lily rain

naamahdarling  asked:

Songs that save us sort of become "ours". Wicked Girls saved my spirit. Later on I realized I'm not a girl. Gender stuff is confusing enough as it is, then I lost the song that sheltered me. It hurts. I'm so sorry to ask but do you have kind words?

Oh, my darling.

The song is still yours.  The song still belongs to you.  I promise you that.  You do not need girlhood to own it: it’s for all the lost children, all the wicked ones, all the ones who need to find a way through their story and into something else.  My own relationship with gender stuff is in some ways more stable, at least for now, but that just means I have an easier time with pronouns and labels when I’m aiming them at myself.  The message and the meaning are still yours.  No one gets to take them away from you, and if you ever come to a concert and sing along with “wicked ones” or something similar, I will not judge you or be annoyed that you’re changing my words.  They became your words as soon as you heard them and took them in.

The song is always, always going to be yours.  Your story is not and will never be done.  I am so proud of you right now.  I am so incredibly, incredibly proud.



Rome and Gaul, though, since Northern Italy was called “Gaul on our side of the alps” (Gallia Cisalpina) is what I use for my headcanon.

{Veneziano isn’t the problem tbh because I have a few options for his origins: if we just consider Venice as his core, then it would be mama Venetia (from the Paleoveneti people inhabiting the Veneto territory before Roman occupation, assimilated with Gauls but slightly distinct). It could be Gaul (easier way out tbh) if you consider Vene as representative of N Italy as a whole, and not just Venice. Personally I see him as having inherited the rest of Northern Italy, but fundamentally his heart is linked to the city of Venice, as a distinct and independent maritime republic for over a thousand years. Another option is Ancient Troy (child of Anatolia), according to the Trojan legend (source from Sophocles and Livy) of Antenor settling in Veneto with the Paphlagonian Enetoi (often merged with the Adriatic Veneti in ancient sources) after the fall of Troy. But that would be weird since Troy could also be Rome’s parent according to legend (though he will claim descent from Mars and Venus), making them half siblings. Either way most of my studies point to Vene as Rome’s child, and not grandchild. The only possible way he could be his grandfather would be for Vene to be the child of Byzantine (whom I identify as Rome’s child) and Venetia. oh god I rambled on– ANYWAY the incest part is actually problematic when I look at Vatican. He could be a product of Rome and Judaea, considering the birth of Christianity as an ideology of a spiritual kingdom on Earth spearheaded by Saint Peter (which is the foundation of Vatican’s existence), but the first time he is acknowledged as a territory is during and after Constantine’s reign when physical sites for the administration of religious districts (sees) across the empire are designated.  So that would make him Rome and Byzantine’s child, but then I realised that would mean Rome is sleeping with his son. D;! I would much prefer for Byzantine and Vatican to be brothers, respectively inheriting the two halves of the Roman Empire. I mean nation origins aren’t necessarily like human births and don’t follow bloodline rules, obviously, but that’s still a problematic theory, in terms of timelines as well. I’m still trying to figure out my headcanon for nation births, and how they come to be: there is a good argument for them just poofing into the world one day, when a national identity is born, and for being sort of linked with a predecessor but not in the traditionally biological way. It made more sense in my head LOL }

Sakumoto Art in Drawing Shiritori (Anishi 19.11.2016)

So Kyary Pamyu Pamyu is into the drawing version of the linking word game, Shiritori, and here’s what OTP got up to.  Such serious play, these two.

To start, this was Jun’s first go…

… which led to Sho’s first attempt…

… which Keio Chipmunk erased himself and replaced with what looked like a box (hako)…

… causing Kyary-san to draw a kotatsu, but which she erased when Sho-san added details to his drawing…

He decided that adding a stick figure might help.

See the pride he had that he could deliver such an ‘accurate’ drawing…

… though a few more details were again ‘enhanced’ for clarity.

Then OTP decided to kill this shipper’s brain cells with their second attempts, down to one minute on the clock.  

Sho-san’s indecisiveness was obviously rubbing off…

… though Sho-kun was quick to catch on to whatever it was that our youngest had drawn.

In deciphering the drawings after time up, we learn that Jun’s…

‘sou-PU’ was originally connected to ‘PU-oh’ (Pooh) Bear…

… till Sho worried that it would be mistaken for a big-eyed bear…

… so he changed it to PO-ol.

It was the second attempt that made my OTP kokoro squeal a little with…

Jun’s fuE (flute) and Sho’s connection of Entotsu (chimney).  While everyone was trying to figure out what Jun-kun had drawn, Sho happily claimed that he had no problem figuring it out.  That was why he was so quick to fill in his square.

Delusional shipper in me chooses to imagine this… (^_^)

Ahhh~ it’s a fabulous time to ship this revival? pair.

Cr: Arashi ni Shiyagare 19.11.2016

Quickly Filling in Lineart in SAI

Because I wanna cry whenever I see artists do this

It’s way easier to use the wand selection tool to select the outside of your lineart and invert the selection, then just use the fill bucket

Please, even if your lines aren’t all touching, please just use the selection brush to clean that up and then use the wand. It’s so much faster, I promise 

The gif won’t work but I did it in this speedpaint (starting around 0:35)

warning: the video has audio that may be loud

I feel like if society really needs a default sexuality, it should be bi or something. Like, this would get rid of the thing where straight boys freak out if a gay guy mistakes them for gay. And it would just be easier on everyone. Like
  • Bi boy: Look at that handsome guy. I think I will flirt with him.
  • Bi boy: Hello. Can I buy you a drink?
  • Straight boy: Actually, I'm straight.
  • Bi boy: oh, so sorry for the confusion.
  • Straight boy: no problem dude.
  • Or
  • Bi girl: Hi, I like your hair!
  • Ace boy: Thanks, I grew it myself.
  • Bi girl: haha. You're funny. And cute.
  • Ace boy: thanks friend. Just so you know, though, I am asexual.
  • Bi girl: Oh! Sorry to bother!
  • Ace boy: Haha no harm trying, love. You had no way of know. Anyways, who could hate someone fir giving a compliment?
  • I dunno, I mean I know this perfect world wouldnt exist and there would probably be prejudice aimed at monosexual or something. It just seems like if we assumed everyone is bi or pan, LGBT+ people wouldn't face that whole "does he like dudes or not? Will he flirt back or spit in my face?" And if we knew it was possible to be sexual ly attracted to anyone, it wouldn't be so crazy to be gay because that just means you only like your own gender. There would be less moaning and groaning about "choice" because why would you just randomly make the choice not to be attracted to a certain gender. Idek.

I’ve been working on this for a few days haha

So I tried my best to emulate Tomm Moore’s style in The Secret of Kells - one of my favorite films. It’s a really hard style to copy, but I feel very satisfied with the results. I also took the opportunity to experiment with different coloring techniques. It’s all just one huge experiment that actually ended pretty nicely.

Sterek / AU / Triskele (inspired by: W Two Worlds with some changes… alot of changes plus *the sheriff is not the author of the books*)

“Triskele is the most popular graphic novel at the moment. Starting werewolf detective Derek Hale, who after witnessing the murder of his family when he was just a kid decides to do everything he can so that no one else goes trough the pain of losing it all. 

Stiles? well Stiles knows everything about Derek and the Triskele universe because you see, he’s kind of a fanboy… He has every book and every special booklet that has been released up to date.

Here’s the thing, the last scene of the most recent Triskele (volume 29 mind you) Derek Hale is shot and left to die while trying to stop the hunters behind the new cases of werewolf trafficking. 

That’s when Stiles sees him appear out of thin air in the elevator to his apartment. Now they must find a way to get Derek back to his world and that’s easier said than done when Derek finds himself falling for Stiles… he falls so hard when it’s time to go he wishes he could stay.

And well…sometimes wishing is a powerful thing.