I’m sorry if we used to text and don’t anymore. I’m sorry for not texting or checking up on you. i don’t hate you/am not interested, its the exact opposite actually. i love you and love talking to you and thats why I’m not texting. I’m scared that you don’t want to talk to me, that you’re only answering to be polite. I’m scared that I’m bothering you or making you feel like you have to answer me. I’m scared that I’m saying the wrong thing, even if its just “hey whats up”. I’m scared that i won’t have anything to say. that’ll be boring and weird and uninteresting. I’m trying, i really am, to text often. to check up. to say hi. just know that this is the reason why sometimes i don’t.