i'm sorry i really do this every time don't i

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just some silly little serra portrait drawing things that nobody asked for nor did need i’ll crawl back in my basement now

rubyandhergingercat  asked:

Since I thought someone should and because I do, let me say that I really, really love the Birthday Unending. I love every single post of it. I'm glad you do it and I'm sorry every time people annoy you over it (not least by asking already answered questions.) It's needed magic. Thank you for it. (You don't have to reply to this, I just wanted you to know it.)

Thank you so incredibly much.

I keep doing the Birthday, intermittent as it is, because of people like you, and because I know it has been oddly important to a lot of folks.  I like bringing joy into the world.  It seems so much better than the alternative.

anonymous asked:

Hi sorry i have a genuine question how does kiwi reference sex w underage girls??!! I really had no idea and now I feel queasy but thank u For calling it out lmao

this section:

Hard candy dripping on me ‘til my feet are wet
And now she’s all over me, it’s like I paid for it
It’s like I paid for it, I’m gonna pay for this

‘hard candy’ is a term used to refer to pre-teen to teen girls. a lot of people have been sourcing urban dictionary as it is the most accessible source which has lead to cries of “it’s just UD it means nothing, harry wouldn’t know, he didn’t write the song alone,” etc etc. 

UD is not the source of the term. it’s a term that’s been in use for years and i believe entered the mainstream lexicon with this film:

which is specifically about hunting down pedophiles.

i’ve seen claims that he’s referring to a cocktail because it’s also the name of a cocktail, which first of all: there are millions of drink names that could be used. this is a specific choice, and if he wanted to be risque i can think of dozens of drink names off the bat that are explicit and/or suggestive. second of all, why is he talking about “paying for it” if it’s not something illegal or immoral or unethical? what is there to pay for if this is all good in the hood? third of all: he’s been emulating 70s icons who have all been known to partake in underage ~~“trysts”, so is it really so farfetched to see this as purposeful? there’s been no attempt to hide the sexism in any of his other lyrics or his actual behaviour. heck, even ‘carolina’s original backstory had her underage which was only changed when fans caused a ruckus, which suggests they didn’t think this would be a big deal. 

contextually, it is clear to me that this is an intentional reference to underage girls that they probably didn’t think would register or cause an uproar (which… i guess they knew their audience since people are now jamming to it and want it released as a singe) and that it would fit into the 70s rockstar persona. 

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry--I don't give you nearly as many notes as you deserve! Rest assured though, I do still read and enjoy every time you post new stuff! Please keep it up!

Omg, please don’t be concerned about that, i was just being silly ^^;;;
HAPPY THAT YOU ENJOY IT!!!
That’s really what counts :’D
Shall most definitely keep creating ^w^

Bumba PSA

I don’t know if I’m at all meaningful in this community anymore with my lack of attention to it recently but this needs to be said.
This community is meant for SMITE fans from all over to join up and be HAPPY about SMITE. There is no need to call people names and be hateful. Sorry if I sound rude and hypocritical but if all you do is argue around here and cause hate for any/no reason. Just leave. We get it. You are edgy and want to cause a fight. Congratulations. Now shut up and let us be happy while you sit in a corner and think about some petty shit that in the grand scheme of things, doesn’t matter. And for the rest of my lovelies. That come on and spread knowledge and joy the best they can, and to all the people who just come on to have a nice time. Thank you for who you are. You are the reason this community is strong. You are the reason this community is the best. And we won’t have any virus, plague us.
Have fun!
Good luck!

anonymous asked:

ART SENPAI CAN I ASK U ADVICE?? Like, u don't seen to post traditional and all but u actually started w that right? Soooo, I'm really proud of my pencil pieces but?? Every time I try to even line a sketch w pen it looks weird?? Idk what I'm doing wrong :( sorry if its a dumb ask tho. Have a shining day bae :D

IF THATS NOT ME!!!!!!!! I’m realllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bad at lineart because I really don’t like it. Like lineart has to be cleaner with more details and I hate details eioizhg so yea I’m really bad at it on paper and on tablet.

But recently it gets better. I realized that neater lines or drawings are not made for me. So I just don’t really care and I do my lineart with a big pen. For example if my drawing is pretty small I take a 0.4/0.5 and it looks great! (kinda???). I jus’t can’t do the lineart with a small pen, same on tablet. So maybe you’re like me!! Bu unfortunately I can’t really give u real advices since I’m also really bad ahah

The Incredibles (2004 Film) : Sentence Starters
  • "'Greater good?' I am your wife/husband! I'm the greatest good you are ever gonna get!"
  • "Where.Is.My.Super.Suit?"
  • "It will be bold! Dramatic!"
  • "No capes!"
  • "I didn't know the baby's powers so I covered the basics."
  • "The public is in danger!"
  • "_______ doesn't have any powers."
  • "Well, (s)he'll look fabulous anyway."
  • "We survived but we're dead!"
  • "This is a hobo suit, darling."
  • "I never look back, darling! It distracts from the now."
  • "And it can also withstand a temperature of over 1000 degrees."
  • "That's a new feature."
  • "Look at me when I'm talking to you, _______!"
  • "Stop right now, or you're fired!"
  • "Do not change the subject, _______! We're discussing your attitude!"
  • "No matter how many times you save the world, it always manages to get back in jeopardy again."
  • "You mean you killed off real heroes so that you could pretend to be one?"
  • "See? Now you respect me, because I'm a threat."
  • "Oh, ho ho! You sly dog! You got me monologuing!"
  • "My God, you've gotten fat."
  • "Normal? What do you know about normal?"
  • "The only normal one is _______, and (s)he's not even toilet trained!"
  • "_______... this is the third time this year you've been sent to the office."
  • "Sometimes I just want it to stay saved!"
  • "Honey, you know why we can't do that."
  • "You always say 'Do your best', but you don't really mean it."
  • "The last thing you need is temptation."
  • "Pull-yourself-together!"
  • "I was wrong to treat you that way. I'm sorry..."
  • "Fight! Win!"
  • "Well, not every superhero has powers, you know."
  • "I work alone."
  • "I am your biggest fan."
  • "And your outfit is totally ridiculous!"
  • "We get there when we get there!"
  • "You can't count on anyone, especially your heroes."
  • "_______, it's great to see you, but I gotta tell you, I've got no idea what you're talking about."
  • "Yes, words are useless!"
  • "Yeah. No school like the old school."
  • "I'm always beneath you, but nothing is beneath me!"
  • "While what? I watch helplessly from the sidelines? I don't think so."
  • "I can't lose you again!"
  • "Your identity is your most valuable possession."
  • "They will kill you if you give them the chance."
  • "I hereby declare war on peace and happiness!"
  • "(S)He starts monologuing."
  • "Yammering! I mean, the guy has me on a platter and he won't shut up!"
  • "Just like old times, huh _______?"
  • "Luck favors the prepared."
  • "(S)He puts thumbtacks on my stool."
  • "It's not my fault! _______ ran away and I knew I'd get blamed for it..."
  • "_______, you're making weird faces again."
  • "That was the best vacation ever!"
  • "I should have told you I was fired, I admit it. But I didn't want you to worry."
  • "To tell you the truth, I'd rather go bowling."
  • "You gotta admit this is cool! Just like a movie!"
  • "Valuing life is not weakness."
  • "If you haven't noticed, _______, we're not doin' so hot either."
  • "Look, I performed a public service. You act like that's a bad thing."

I’m losing followers at a slightly faster rate than I’m gaining followers and it’s so surreal because I get new followers all the time but every time I check the total it goes down by one

20 questions tag

okay so @caratmuffler tagged me (thanks bb) and I have exam in like… 3 hours so I think it’s a perfect moment to do this

Name: Claudia
Nicknames: there’s none at the moment… people used to call me Chany but it’s not even accurate now (it was a specific reference to my bias long time ago so… guess who-); anyway I’m totally okay with every nickname tho
Zodiac: Capricorn
Height: I don’t even remember when I checked this last time but my identity card says that I’m 165cm and I can believe that
Orientation: …that’s hard question it’s under construction
Nationality: Polish
Favourite Fruit: Strawberries? every berries tbh? and Mangoes. and Peaches. Ananas? I’m eating apples almost everyday- I LOVE FRUITS
Favourite Season: Fall / Winter (when it comes to going outside I prefer fall, I don’t like to freeze but also I hate hot weather; it’s actually 30ºC here and I feel pretty dead)
Favourite Book: there’s a lot I think? but the first one coming to my mind is Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell
Favourite Flower: R u kidding me… is it even possible to choose one? I love daisies n violets n bluebells n forget-me-nots (r they really called like that in English… it has the same meaning in Polish but it’s actually ONE WORD and doesn’t look that weird I’m offended), but also roses and lilies and OH GOD SUNFLOWERS- and lilies of the valley and snowdrops I can’t choose just one flower why r u doing this to me… I’d say sunflower just because sunshine n Jeonghan n you know but… It wouldn’t be fair enough to not mention all of these.
Favourite Scent: I love cinnamon, there’s nothing I love more than cinnamon. Okay also vanilla and many others I’m really terrible at choosing I’m sorry…
Favourite Animal: ??? NEXT ONE I DON’T- okay no I’m sure. I love bunnies. Did you ever see bunnies? The cutest ever.
Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: I’d sell my soul for a good coffee.
Average sleep: My roomates say I don’t sleep at all- but it’s usually 4-5 hours, I don’t have time for sleeping okay
Cat or Dog: I love dogs but of course I’m a cat
Favourite Fictional Character: No, I’m deleting, I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA HOW TO CHOOSE ONE? Okay so let’s start this- have you seen Sense8? If you haven’t, well, you should. There’s one girl played by Bae Doona and damn… she’s amazing. When it comes to anime I LOVE SAILOR SATURN WITH ALL MY HEART BYE (also Tamaki from Ouran he owns me); somehow I’m in love with old ass wizards as Gandalf and Albus Dumbledore don’t ask me… I really love both of them… and wow I was in love with Aragorn all my life- and Chandler from Friends don’t ask again (is it what did they mean by saying fictional charater tho bc I’m not sure)
Number of Blankets you sleep with: I think it’s always one until I’m not freezed
Dream Trip: well you know… South Korea… 14-16 July… (Jamsil Auxiliary Stadium… DIAMOND EDGE IN SEOUL); well it’s my biggest dream right now but my dream trip is more like going around the world bc THERE’S TOO MANY BEAUTIFUL PLACES TO CHOOSE ONE??? I want to see China and New Zealand and Iceland and Australia (show me koalas please) and Spain and Portugal and United States and Canada and Italy and damn I want to see everything I didn’t

I won’t tag anyone because I’m pretty sure my mutuals did it long time ago, but if you want to- feel like you’re tagged, I love you

followtheplath  asked:

I just got denied for an internship that I really wanted. Being rejected time and time again is draining especially for something that you work so hard for. And as an artist, it just fucking sucks. Is it worth it? Should I just give up and be something that isn't as tiring? I don't know. How do you get through it? I'm heartbroken.

I’m sorry to hear that you didn’t get the internship you were hoping for. I totally feel your pain and get your reaction, because, to be honest, I often have these moments too. Actually, every time I get a rejection letter (and I get many) I have a moment where I ask myself if all the heartache and exhaustion are worth it. I wonder if I should just get over this whole art thing and settle for more attainable goals.

Then, either someone close to me tells me to stop feeling sorry for myself, or I remind myself of how life was like when I wasn’t actively pursuing the things that were meaningful to me.  In a nutshell, I was miserable. And you would probably be miserable too if you quit.

But you already know that. What you may not know, and what I learned after spending time on the other side of the process, on juries and hiring committees, is that most of the time rejections aren’t personal. Art is really subjective, and there are always a million other factors that go into deciding who will get an opportunity and who won’t. So rejections don’t mean that you’re no good, they usually just mean that you have to try something else. You have to be really flexible and remember that success almost never looks the way you expect it to.

When I get rejection letters I try to remind myself of that, then I immediately destroy all evidence of my failure. Because dwelling on these things just makes them worse. I don’t mean that you aren’t allowed to be disappointed, but don’t let the disappointment take up too much of your time. Because the feelings you are feeling right now are temporary, but giving up and becoming apathetic, that lasts forever, and that’s what turns creativity into bitterness.

The next drawing I post is for you. <3

Random Lyric Starters (Part Two)
  • "They don't want me to know."
  • "Lately I just wonder where you're at."
  • "You and I are young."
  • "The streets are talking."
  • "Don't outsmart your common sense."
  • "I'm 'bout to rock your world."
  • "You tell me I'm a wreck,"
  • "Now you're just a memory."
  • "She wants to make every stray a pet."
  • "Jesse's gettin' ready."
  • "I gave some guy my car."
  • "My kids think I'm a joke."
  • "Been my best friend since I was sixteen."
  • "I'm crazy for you."
  • "Break out your dancin' shoes."
  • "Somebody's gotta wanna hold his hand."
  • "Every time I ran, I ran to you."
  • "I prayed real hard."
  • "Would you love me if I was crazy?"
  • "You got a big mouth, and you should've shut it."
  • "Just friends."
  • "I'll do anything that you want me to."
  • "We're just alike,"
  • "I miss you being here."
  • "We were seventeen and invincible,"
  • "I got a shiver down to the bone."
  • "I know your name."
  • "I just wanna blow your mind."
  • "You know I don't think before I talk when I got a good buzz."
  • "Please help me help my stupid self."
  • "There's no need to complicate it."
  • "I can't take another second of this god damn town."
  • "You can't say that I never tried."
  • "It'll only take a minute to tell you everything."
  • "Somebody's gotta be the one to flirt."
  • "We can stay this way forever,"
  • "I tried my best to care about you."
  • "If you wanna know what I'm made of, just look at my truck."
  • "I keep you in my heart, in my own way."
  • "I wish that I could press rewind somehow."
  • "She wants a cabin in the woods."
  • "Just breathe."
  • "I'm gonna hook up with your mom."
  • "I can't stand to hear her heartbreak."
  • "Can I marry you?"
  • "I'm 23 and invincible."
  • "I just wanna be alone with you."
  • "I still believe in you."
  • "Tequila makes me do dumb things."
  • "I knew this wouldn't last."
  • "I don't know why you don't take me downtown anymore."
  • "I need a saving grace."
  • "You're all talk."
  • "This is what brothers are for."
  • "You're still here, and I'm still here."
  • "High school can be so rough, can be so mean."
  • "I blacked his eye the night after our daddy died."
  • "Have a nice life."
  • "I don't have to meet your mother."
  • "I miss our pillow fights."
  • "No matter what you'll never be alone."
  • "We're never gonna be as young as we are tonight."
  • "I meant it every time I said I loved you."
  • "Baby, come give me a kiss."
  • "I'm sorry if I upset you."
  • "That's all she wrote."
  • "I'm gonna put your shit out on the lawn."
  • "I feel a sin coming on."
  • "I've never seen a hearse with a trailer hitch."
  • "I don't have to take your heart."
  • "As long as I'm breathing I'll love you to death."
  • "If I told you I loved you, would it make you wanna stay?"
  • "Sister's got a boyfriend daddy doesn't like,"
  • "The highway don't know you're alive."
  • "We're really not that far apart."
  • "I couldn't do a damn thing."
  • "Now she's got a boyfriend, and I've got a rock band."
  • "You say that I'm a mess."
  • "Time is running out."
  • "Take me into your loving arms."
  • "I've been watchin' you."
  • "Guess nothing really ever goes the way it's planned"
  • "Hold onto your innocence."
  • "I can feel you breathe."
  • "I don't wanna wreck your Friday."
  • "You come back, ya hear?"
  • "At least I made you laugh."
  • "I can't live without you, baby."
  • "A little messed up but we're all alright."
  • "It started with a pointless argument."
  • "You know I say a lot of things when I've been drinking."
  • "We're up when the rooster crows."
  • "I'd sell my soul just to see your face."
  • "Everything was gonna be alright"
  • "Everybody in here knows your name."
  • "I was just too far gone and all alone."
  • "I know I wasn't fair."
  • "There were so many things I wanted to say."
  • "I've taken a ride in the devil's Cadillac."
  • "I guess you never knew me at all."
  • "Tomorrow we'll do it all over again."
  • "Do you think of me at night?"
  • "It's always been you."
  • "I wanna do everything you do."
  • "When it's all said and done you can walk instead of run."
  • "I don't wanna change your mind."
  • "I just don't get it."
  • "I was a little out of my mind."
  • "I still wish we could've made it right."
  • "I just wanna take your time."
  • "We don't have anywhere to go but up."
  • "At least I could be honest about that."
  • "We all know why we're here."
A conversation that happened tonight before my class at school (keep in mind these are college boys in southern New Jersey, and they have only spoken to me once before when they needed help on an assignment)
  • Me: *scrolling through tumblr looking at pics of 1D
  • Boy 1: hey isn't that One Direction?
  • Me: yeah it is.
  • Boy 2: I heard one of them quit the band yesterday.
  • Me: yeah that's true, his name is Zayn.
  • Boy 3: he really just left?
  • Boy 4: I read somewhere that he wasn't happy and that he was stressed and stuff. Sucks that that has to happen to people.
  • Me: yeah it does...
  • Boy 2: well I mean, they're still a band right? Just one less?
  • Me: yeah the other four are still together.
  • Boy 4: oh well that's okay then I guess.
  • Boy 1: I don't know I still think that's really sad. Like, I get upset when my favorite sports teams trade good players, you know? It's never the same after that but you still love them.
  • Boy 4: yeah that shit sucks. *to me* are you like, a big fan of them?
  • Me: yeah. Really really big fan.
  • Boy 3: that's gotta be tough on you then. I'm really sorry.
  • Boy 2: yeah me too. I'm not a fan myself, but it's still sad to think about.
  • Me: yeah, it is. I gotta admit I did cry a few times. *nervous laughter*
  • Boy 1: that's cool. I cry nearly every time the Phillies lose a game, it's like the same thing.
  • Boy 2: yeah don't sweat it. It's normal to be upset when something you like gets shaken up.
  • Boy 3: yeah and if you want, we can do this assignment for you so you don't have to?
  • *other three agreeing*
The Forsaken as Memes
  • Asmodean: "Anyways, here's Wonderwall."
  • Lanfear: "Hoe don't do it." / *does it* / "Oh my god."
  • Graendal: "Aesthetic."
  • Sammael: Grumpy cat
  • Rahvin: Madden Capitalism giferator
  • Demandred: Shitpost generator
  • Mesaana: "I've never heard of a George Glass at our Skule."
  • Moghedian: Left shark
  • Ishamael: "MMM whatcha say."
  • Semirhage: "Crave that mineral."
  • Aginor: "Surprise, bitch."
  • Be'lal: "I'm gonna get what I want."
  • Balthamel: Snake/snail
  • BONUS
  • The Dark One/The Great Lord: Captain America: Civil War

AU where person A accidentally sends their nudes to person B without noticing and they’re really good friends but person B didn’t know they were that good of friends and now they’re just really flustered and confused and they try to act like nothing happened to see if person A says anything but they don’t and now person B doesn’t know how to handle this they can’t look person A in the eyes and every time person A tries to talk to them they get all stutter-y and embarrassed and person A is getting really suspicious and eventually they confront person B and person B doesn’t know what to do but blurt it out and they just kinda stand there in silence and person A is at a loss for words so person B tries to say something to fix it and all that comes out is

“That’s some solid lighting, though.”

anonymous asked:

Hey do you have any post that talks about defending malec relation ship on tv ? I mean, I'm arguing with a guy that keeps telling me he hates so much Magnus tv "cause he looks like slut every time he goes after Alec " and that Book Magnus would never do that (I don't know how to explain it) would you mind helping me ? (Sorry if I didn't explain my point I don't speak really good English) ******* {please answer it privately}

I cannot answer an anonymous question privately. :( You know, I’ve been contemplating if I should answer this or not, if that would be disrespectful to your wish. I’ve made a post asking you to come to me again, and reblogged it twice. Many hours have passed since I read this question. I’ve asked for advice in more than one place. And everyone is free to judge me, but I feel that I have to answer this. I am very Protective™ over Magnus and I must talk about this. But, there is no way for anyone to know who you are (in case that’s what you’re afraid of). I have one previous post defending Malec, if you’re interested. But let’s get on this problem.

First, the problem I have with the word slut. People, there are no sluts. It’s a word used to shame people who are sexually open and free.

Next, problem with calling a bisexual person a slut. There is a prejudice against bisexual (and pansexual) people, that they will sleep with anyone. That we are all attracted to everything that lives and would even be predatory to get it. Calling a bisexual, openly sexual man a slut is very damaging. If one is bisexual/pansexual, it doesn’t mean that they are automatically definitely attracted to you or want to have sex with you, or that they want to sleep with everyone around. Just like everyone else, we are attracted only to specific people, we fall in love, maybe we stay with one person forever, maybe we date a lot of different people. It all depends on the person. By the way, if someone does sleep around a lot, if everything is consensual, that is perfectly fine too.

Next, my friend @amorverus has talked about something very important in this post. I won’t talk about it in depth here, but I absolutely recommend that you read this post. It’s about infantilization of Alec, and about how sexuality expressed by the man of color is frequently expressed as inappropriate, which definitely has a lot to do with what you asked.

Next, comparison between Book!Magnus and Show!Magnus. In the books and extras that we got, Magnus and Alec meet two times before they kiss for the first time, and once Alec was sick and out of it. Next time they see each other they stop when they almost take each other’s pants off. In the show, Magnus is very respectful of Alec’s boundaries, does not touch him if Alec doesn’t want him to. Kiss is initiated by Alec (unlike the book extras). In short, Alec is in complete control. Magnus flirts and throws some jokes around, sure, but Alec never minds them, and is usually entertained by them.

I’m getting really tired of all these Book!Stans throwing arguments and hate around without actually thinking about it for even one second. I hope this helped you and that you don’t mind me answering the question. I just really had to. It is utterly wrong to call Magnus, or anyone a slut. Magnus is sexual and flirty, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. He always respects people he flirts with, and is honestly a beautiful person.

 Hello guys! ^^ So about two weeks ago I actually reached 3k followers, I can’t- \(///Σ///)\ I seriously can’t believe 3k of you cuties want to follow my lame blog, it means so much! >//< Especially since exams are going on, this was a perfect gift to come home to so thank you so so much everybody!! (´∀`)♡

Also because of exams, I couldn’t do anything more special for this follow forever, all I could come up with was this graphic /sighs/ But I’ve made this a blogroll edition since every single time I miss out really important people and every person I follow is absolutely perfect, so you’re all here~! (which is also why I won’t be writing down urls this time sorry! ;w;;) (。´∀`)ノ Since I can’t do individual messages to you all, here’s an overall one: I love all of you and your blogs are all flawless; thank you so much for making my dash such a wonderful place! ♥

And with that cheesiness over, I’ll be going /runs away/ 

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i’m trying to help my friends. [..] but if i have this thing, it’s got to work some of the time. it’s got to help someone. maybe what i really wanted to say was…

                   i ’ m   s o r  r  y  . i wish i could’ve helped you. i’m sorry.

  • "I'm such a mess, why do you even like me?"
  • "Stop defending me!"
  • "I won't change who I am, I can't. But I refuse to change you."
  • "Take me home, I'd rather die than be with you."
  • "Is this really happening?"
  • "As long as you're here with me, I know I'll be okay."
  • "There you go again, pretending you don't care."
  • "I feel, okay? And it sucks!"
  • "No, it was my fault for thinking that you might care."
  • "Yes it's tempting ... but it's a mistake."
  • "And every time I look at you, it hurts."
  • "I really don't like feelings."
  • "Is that what you're doing? Trying to make me hate you?"
  • "You think that you don't deserve something ... so you ruin it."
  • "Maybe I missed you."
  • "If you're gonna be bad, be bad with purpose."
  • "Because I love you, because you love me."
  • "It came to me in a dream, I was naked ... you would have loved it."
  • "Everything that I like about me ... is you."
  • "I just said I'm not sorry."
  • "I loved you through everything and you don't even care!"
  • "Because love is the best thing we do."
  • "Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you."
  • "It's the things we love most that destroy us."

Ash and I watched “Avengers” last night, it was my first time seeing it.  I liked it a lot more than I thought I would, considering that I’m not really into superhero fandoms at all.

I… ship Bruce/Tony. I don’t know what to do about this. Shipping??? With no girlsss??? What is this feeling, so sudden and new…??