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I’ll Find You

Request: Hello! I can say without a doubt that I love your writings!❤ I also was wondering if you could do a newt x reader where she goes missing and when it gets too long everybody loses their hope except for Newt. Later on he finds her being tortured, saves her and it’s a grand and really fluffy reunion?:) Sorry, I just crave for angst and fluff😂 

Warning: Allusion to torture

Word Count: 3,095

Pairing: Newt x Reader

Requested by Anonymous

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Pickett crawls from the pocket of Newt’s discarded vest, top leaves drooping from exhaustion. Stumbling forward, the tiny creature pulls itself up by the bed’s legs and hops onto the mattress. Gripping the headboard’s bars, Pickett inches past the pillows and avoids Newt’s hand when it jerks forward.

Once he’s in range, the bowtruckle reaches forward and tickles Newt’s nose. He jumps back, slipping off the mattress and swinging wildly when Newt smacks at his face.

Pickett’s still swaying off the bed when Newt jolts up, rubbing his forehead with one hand and reaching for you with the other. “I had the worst nightmare, love. Love?”

His terror peaks for the third night in a row this month when his hand only hits empty sheets and a cold half of the bed. He opens his mouth to shout for you before he remembers: you’re gone.

He takes in two shaky breaths before he hears Pickett’s squeals. “Pickett, what are you doing up here? You should be asleep.” He lifts the bowtruckle from the front of the mattress and slips out of bed, carrying him to a tree. “Yes, I know you don’t want to be here, but this is where you’re staying. Do you want to stay in that tree? I didn’t think so.”

He peels Pickett from his hand and places him on the tree before turning back into the bedroom and closing the door.

Careful to step over the clothes, crumpled up pages, and overturned pots of feed, Newt crosses the room and slides out the desk’s chair.

The two of you had decided to place a small bedroom in the case for any situations where you needed to be ready to respond to a creature at any moment. For the most part, it had been used when one was about to give birth, but more and more often, you and Newt had been spending nights down there after long hours of work studying a new creature.

Newt drops his head in his hands as he stares at the pages scattered in front of him. Notes that mean nothing at 3 in the morning fill the papers, but Newt still rifles through them, furious with the tears dripping down his cheeks. He has no time to cry. He has to find you.

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star wars rule 63: prequel trilogy

This has been lying around my harddrive for way too long, but I finally got around to colouring it! (just experimenting with a bunch of different things and inspired by SW concept art books :))

…. sometimes I suspect the reason for all these AUs is partly an excuse to draw the Mustafar duel a million times in marginally different ways.

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being a protagonist is suffering… ヘ(´o`)ヘ

anonymous asked:

hey, are you okay? you haven't posted hardly anything in like months and emily said you two aren't dating anymore, i'm really concerned

sorry about that. i’ve been kind of at a weird point in my life and i haven’t had the energy to do much of anything. emily and i did split but it was very civil and we both still respect each other very much, it just wasn’t working out in a romantic way as of late. i’ve kinda hit an all time low in my mental state, and this was a long time coming, way before emily and i started having complications, so i just wanna preface none of this is her fault, but i’m trying to rebuild myself from the ground up right now. it’s a process and i haven’t had the motivation to be active and happy or anything really at all, but i’m a trooper. i’ve been through this before and i’ll survive again. thank you for worrying about me, im hoping to be on here again real soon

What it’s like to be in Fifth Harmony, from the girls of Fifth Harmony

AKA a noncomprehensive list of the things the girls have said and done that suggests they have/had a miserable work environment that is detrimental to their mental and physical health.

Also, I feel like we’re forced to spend so much time parsing out like the range of truth, with the groups behavior over the past year, and the deeply confusing statments; that it’s useful to acknowledge the things that have come directly from them.

ALLY BROOKE:

In response to Lauren to saying they’re treated like slaves: “I know, I know”.

*Unfollows the group Instagram account after the statements about Camila leaving (statements that have her name signed to them btw).*

Billboard Int. (talking about low points): “She keeps the details vague, but cites “awful mental health situations” and “pain on a lot of levels.”

CAMILA CABELLO:

Apologizing to fans for not speaking to them before(?) “I’m sorry I couldn’t come down today. They were actually working us to the fucking bone.”

Is sick enough to be hospitalized, but somehow the girls only had like an hours notice that they would have to perform without her?

        - I feel like it’s worth noting she was 17 at the time. Would they have made           her perform if she was of age?

Has anxiety so severe she can’t finish a show.

Billboard Int.  “I was having terrible anxiety, nonstop. My heart would beat really fast the whole day. Two hours after I woke up, I’d need a nap because my body was so hyperactive. It was so eff – sorry, but it was so f–ed up. I was scared of what would happen to me, of the things my brain might tell me.”

*Looks vauguely miserable for a year and a half, with lots of comments about stifled artistry*

*Leaves the group.*

LAUREN JAUREGUI (just a bastion of honesty):

Leaked Audio: They make decisions on a regular basis to fuck us over to make us literally slaves, literally slaves, Ally. We’re doing fucking labor everyday and we see nothing.“

In response to a fan asking what she’d change about the music industry: “I think I personally would like to change how um, hmmm gosh, I don’t like how um sort of like raw talent, and the naivete is that comes with that, is sort of taken advantage of a lot of the time. I don’t like that they use people who have dreams, and who genuinely love art put them in a web of contracts and like take from them and take so much from them.” 

        - She’s about as subtle as a sledgehammer.

When asked for advice about going into the music industry: “Read your contract.”

Billboard Int. “They sell you this ­present of rainbows and butterflies, and as a 16-year-old that’s what I bought. It’s why I did X Factor and why I ended up in a group. But then you’re working so hard, so young.”

DINAH JANE:

I love touring, but the schedule ­traumatized me,“ says Hansen bitterly. ”I was like, ‘What kind of job are we doing?' “


*Quotes ‘Bad Things’ on Instagram to accompany a picture of her and Camila but changes the lyrics to say I’m proud of you and I love you, a week before Camila’s exit is announced*

*Likes Camila’s response to the band’s statement, in which Camila essentially says they’re lying.*

NORMANI KORDEI:

Original Poster: Man, that girl keeps her mouth shut and her nose clean. She’s said some things about the horrors of social media and racism in the past, but I don’t recall her every really saying anything specific that falls in line with the tone of the other girls.

Other Stuff:

Also from Billboard Int. : “Still, ever since 5H finished third on the show (also like 1D), something has been driving the machine, and not without cost. By 11 a.m. at the hotel, everyone is crying.” 

This is irrelevant but it made me laugh, because their responses are so predictable.

Speaking about the succes of Trump (May of 2016):  

“Hansen isn’t so sure.“It could go both ways,” she says ­hesitantly. “If Trump becomes president, he wouldn’t be afraid to step on toes. And he’ll be feared by the world.” Jauregui looks ­horrified, Kordei baffled. Cabello shrugs and cheerily says, “Politics! Moving on!”

asher-on-acid  asked:

jongin is a business man and your his personal assistant, you do something wrong and jongin punishes you on his work desk :)

Thanks for the request. Enjoy! :)

Punishment ft. Kai

Something about this room made the waiting even worse. Maybe it was the massive windows that told you it was nearly nighttime and you should be headed home by now. Maybe it was the huge, empty chair in front of you, its presence as strong as its owner.

You huffed a breath and crossed to the other end of the room, settling yourself into the leather seat. You folded your arms and spun the chair to face the windows. The day was ending, which meant your streak of bad luck was going to end soon, too.

The report in your hands felt like cold steel. You wanted to crumple it and throw it in the trash bin, but you couldn’t. It didn’t make sense. Nothing made sense today.

This morning, you woke up to sunlight and even the memory of it made you panic. You were used to getting up in the dark and then heading to work but your alarm didn’t go off like it was supposed to and you had overslept three hours.

Of course, you were stuck in rush hour traffic. With no time to stop for coffee, you stumbled into the office embarrassed and frustrated.

In no time at all, you found the stern eyes of your boss.

He was dressed like always, in a pristine white shirt with black pants and jacket, along with a thin black tie. Not a single strand of his gelled hair was out of place. That only frustrated you even more.

“I want to talk to you tonight when you’re off.”

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