i'm sorry i had to do something with my feels

anonymous asked:

Hey Viria, sorry to bother you but this is something I really need to talk about with someone and your blog has always been a safe space to me. I'm turning 20 this year and I've never been in love, nor have I had a boyfriend/girlfriend before. I don't know, if I'm too picky or if my standards are to high, but I never felt something like a crush before. I don't know if it's normal but I really just want to feel having butterflies in my tummy. I don't know what to do or what is wrong with me.

there’s nothing wrong with you, please don’t think this way! 

There are few things I can offer about this:

- don’t feel alone if the insecurity you feel is connected to the age, you aren’t alone, there are so many young people in their twenties who hasn’t been in relationship before. Even for me, even though I had minor school crushes, I only had one relationship and it wasn’t serious and I now know it wasn’t love. So for me it happened when I turned 22.

- it might be that you feel the red flags about people and haven’t met someone you connect to yet. I know a few people who are close to their 20s but haven’t had crushes before, it’s normal too, we all are different.

- movies always make us feel like we have to be in love to be complete, because EVERY teenager is in love in the movies. They show the morally high educated girls and say they always have to be in love to be good. Don’t be too pressured by the movies; they aren’t real life.

- as for butterflies: they aren’t always good. I mentioned minor crushes I had: I used to have all the knees buckling, heartbeating too fast, and I have to say that it wasn’t the healthiest. With as much as I had of physical stuff happening, I could never even talk to that person. So..not feeling the butterflies, but feeling warm and cosy and content and just, very secure, is what I think matters more. Deep connection matters more. Attraction is important too, of course, but the physical stuff fades over time, bonding stays.

- THE LAST BUT NOT LEAST. Try looking up aromantiсism, asexuality, demisexuality. I am not the most educated person with this; but there are people who don’t feel romantic or sexual attraction towards others. There are people who need to really spiritually and mentally bond with someone to start being attracted to them. You might be aromantic or asexual or demisexual!

Hope it helps at least a bit, remember you aren’t alone and there are always people who feel the way you do! You will have it all figured out soon, don’t worry<3


anonymous asked:

I read the new chapter and I'm sorry to say it fell flat for me. I'm not sure if maybe you rushed it or something but it wasn't good. Definitely take your time next chapter. Do you know when you'll be updating? What a shame it would be to leave it like this.

I’m so very sad to hear that you feel this way about my chapter. I… wish I had a better response than that but overall I just feel very sad. I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy it and I’m sorry I let you down.

(this is kind of old, i know, i know.. but shh—)

i just wanted to point out how important it is to me that Kaneki told her how much he loved that shop, a shop she’s been building up for the past 4 years and worked so hard to get… because of him, for him. To me, it’s extremely relevant that he told her that minutes before the shop was destroyed, because I don’t really think Touka cares about that anymore when Kaneki told her that he did like it, that all the work she’s spent into it was worth it, because he liked her shop.. even when he didn’t even know who she was, what that place was, and still he doesn’t exactly know he’s the main reason for the existence of :re. It’s like Touka’s mission is complete now at some point, :re did what it had to do—to bring him back and make him feel like home, I just can’t even imagine the way Touka must feel at knowing that all her hard work and hopes were not in vain, that in the end that shop wasn’t just a regular shop for him, that he liked it, it was special for him too *bursts into tears*

ra-veela-claw  asked:

hi love!!! for blurb night do you feel like writing me something? I'm in love with the ones you've been doing so far 😍 maybe Sirius x reader based on "Young and Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey?

I love that song! (also, so so so sorry for the delay!)


Sirius stared at his grisly reflection in the mirror. Dark shadows rested below his eyes and his once sleek hair now littered with mats and spots of grey. His once admirable physique appeared boney and malnourished. Azkaban had certainly not been kind to the lone Black heir. 

“I transfigured some of my stuff in to some clothes that might work for you,” you said as you walked into the bathroom. 

Sirius forced himself from his trance, nodding in thanks, as he accepted the pile from your hands.

“You okay?” you asked softly, noticing the way his shoulders sagged. 

He laughed bitterly, “I look like hell.”

You shrugged, “12 years in prison will do that to you.”

“(Y/N),” he sighed, his sad eyes meeting yours “I’m not the man I once was.”

You placed a hand on his scruffy cheek, “I don’t expect you to be. I’m just glad you’re here. Alive. With me.”

Sirius’ nuzzled his cheek against your hand as one of his gently squeezed your wrist. 

“Will you please take a shower now?” you begged after a tender moment. “I may still love you but I’m not immune to your foul odor.”

“And they say true love is dead!” Sirius let out his familiar bark-like laugh, sending nostalgic chills through your body. 

Originally posted by nellaey

(click for full view) This is super late but I don’t care, I am absolutely over the moon with happiness with the confirmation of Jughead Jones’ asexuality, I’m going to go on a huge corny ramble below the cut because holy Christ Almighty does this mean a lot to me…

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anonymous asked:

hi! i'm really sorry if you've been asked this before, but i was wondering, as an artist how did you find your style? like for a person that is interested in learning how to draw, should they start by trying to draw realistically and at what point should they try to draw in a way that is just their own? if they use other artists as references isn't it possible that they'll just end up developing a style too similar? what was your process? thanks!

I feel like you’re asking the wrong person here (I’m very sorry ;;) as you might see i /heavily/ lack of a coherent art style…

All of these have different coloring and lining I doubt they would be recognized as mine if you found them without knowing the author/signature on them

I basically do whatever I feel like doing and i’m /constantly/ changing this, that, trying this new brush, but also this new type of lineart, but now bigger eyes, smaller noses, more realistic bodies-less realistic bodies… However several months ago someone brought up a very similar question and when I replied with ‘i’m so much of a temperamental artist my butt can’t be quiet in the same style for long’ i got an anon saying the art style is not the formal features of your drawings, but the content of it, the understanding you have of the world which reflects on your art. I think this input was very smart, and very truthful. That made me realize- after being for a year very angry with my own art- i don’t really need to be coherent in formal features. I don’t like it. I like art!! to be an adventure!! To draw whatever, to try anything and making mistakes!!! Being incoherent can play a huge disadvantage on my artistic career but!! Talent is the longest trip!!!!, we must enjoy it!! I find that, at the end, the matter is not about finding an art style but finding what works for you. Art is also an introspective journey, the better you know yourself the better you know what you can improve and what you can use. To get some stability and coherence in your skill, if you lack of spatiality don’t try to draw huge ass super detailed backgrounds? Mm… like… I had a huge breakdown regarding art this year, I didn’t know what I wanted, how I wanted it, why my art was like that, where i was going with this… So I forced myself to start from scratch some things I had assumed as absolute (= body has to follow canon, coloring has to fit inside the lines, there has to be harmonic coherence in the palette, a mistake shows you don’t know how to art) and determined what my art currently had and the values I liked in other art styles. I think my art holds a very important photographic component, I wanted to keep that but with everything looking more delicate, so I have been trying to get there…

So my advice is that you throw out of the window every insecurity you have about the lacks in your art and analyze what it is that you like to draw, and why, and how, and where you found something similar in other artist, and what it is they have that it makes you like their art this much, apply it, twist it, experiment, have fun! It doesn’t matter if your anatomy, coloring, composition aren’t correct as long as it looks coherent put together. And slowly you will start understanding better what you’re doing and how, the tools you’re using, how you could improve, what else you could add…  (㇏(•̀w•́)ノ)

anonymous asked:

I'm glad you're feeling much better, you had me worried <3 Generally, what did your inbox look like while you were busy??

Thank you! Honestly, you don’t even want to know.

Most of them are such positive messages! So thank you everyone who sent me something nice. I really do appreciate it. I’ve read every single one and they’ve just made my heart warm.

I’ve done my best to respond to the ones I can and I have a bunch of them saved as drafts to respond to here later. I’m really sorry if I don’t get to your message. 💕❤️

Keep sending me stuff and I’ll keep doing my best to respond! Love you guys.

The Emperor's New Groove {Sentence Starters}
  • "Why do we even have that lever?"
  • "It's called a cruel irony, like my dependence on you."
  • "Okay, I admit it. Maybe I wasn't as nice as I should have been."
  • "Don't tell me. We're about to go over a huge waterfall."
  • "Make me the special. And hold the gravy!"
  • "So, is everything ready for tonight?"
  • "I got three good reasons why you should just walk away."
  • "Take him out of town and finish the job, now!"
  • "I'll smash it with a hammer! It's brilliant, brilliant, brilliant, I tell you! "
  • "Look, I'm sorry for tossing you out the window earlier."
  • "I thought we'd start off with soup and a light salad, and then see how we feel after that."
  • "What can I say? I'm a rebel."
  • "Why did I think you could do this? This one simple thing!"
  • "Are you talking to that squirrel?"
  • "Ha! You really should have thought of that before you became peasants!"
  • "Hey, it doesn't always have to be about you."
  • "I didn't do anything, and they ruined my life and took everything I had."
  • "That is the last time we take directions from a squirrel."
  • "And do you want to know something else? I've never liked your spinach puffs!"
  • "It's my birthday gift to me. I'm so happy."
  • "Will you take a look at that? Pretty pathetic, huh?"
  • "Somebody's throwin' stuff. You gonna build a fire or what?"
  • "What do you mean the door's stuck? Try jiggling the handle."
  • "I have no idea. You're the criminal mastermind, not me."

anonymous asked:

Weren't you a kylux blog?? When the hell I started following otayuri??

Hate to break it to you but this was NEVER a kylux blog? It’s been my personal/art blog the entire time, you just happened to follow me when my main interest was Kylux. My interests have changed and I have since like October been more interested in Yuri on Ice than Kylux and it’s only grown each passing month ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It’s absolutely free tho to unfollow me and I don’t keep track of who follows me or anything, so if my blog isn’t to your interests anymore that’s cool you do you boo and i’m gonna do me, which means drawing otayuri

I really wanted to get at least a small doodle out tonight to celebrate BH6 winning an oscar so this is something a lot messier than what I normally do, but wooOO MY BABIES WON AN OSCAR I’M SO PROUD

I seriously owe a lot to this movie, it pulled me outta a horrible art slump and put me on the right track again, and honestly made me the happiest I’ve been in a long while. I related a lot to the characters in the movie (Hiro particularly), and I only wish I had this movie around when I was 14 and suffering through the exact same thing Hiro was. So here’s to this amazing movie, and I strongly urge everyone to go see it on DvD when it’s released in a day.

Again - Congratulations, Big Hero 6! You deserve it, and so, so much more!

          ~::{ When you just wanted to do something to show the Walter Workers you appreciate them but you make a complete mess and now they have to clean it and help get batter out of your joints 

          My friend showed me the apron and I had to doodle him in it. so this happened. the apron says; Mr. Good Lookin’ is Cookin’ }::~


Sweet sugarcubs, 

this announcement is really important, so I hope all of you can spare a minute of your precious time. 

For the next few days, I’m going to do something which is a little against my own values, but I don’t want to disappoint you, sweethearts, entirely. 
As you might have noticed by now, I’m drowning in requests and I just had the bitter revelation that I will never be able to catch up. It pains me to know that some of you have been waiting for over a month now, and I honestly feel like a failure (but that’s not the point here). Trying to figure out how to handle this, without working myself to the bones and without disappointing you too much, I found a ‘maybe’ acceptable solution? 
During the next days, @katsvki-b will be my co-writer and she’ll handle some of the Bakugou requests. I’m really sorry if you were counting on my Bakugou impression, but she has Baks down to her bones and I’m 100% confident in her writing skills. If you don’t know her yet, please visit her! She’s an amazing goddess and my saviour. 
I know this is not an ideal situation, but just twenty minutes ago I had a minor breakdown because for god’s sake I can’t keep my shit together and I don’t see any other way to handle it. 

Further, in order to prevent such things in the future, I’m going to change my rules, so please check up on them if you want to request something in the future. I’ll also try to work out a schedule regarding the times I want to open the ask box and how much requests I’m actually taking. 

I kind of feel sick to my stomach posting this now, but I hope you can understand my situation at least a little. When I started this blog I would never have even considered it being so popular, so I kind of got overwhelmed. I mean, like all of you I’m having a life that is not tumblr and I’m just a student trying to figure out how to handle my life. I would love to say now that I humbly apologize, but I don’t feel like apologizing is enough. I’ll try to get back on track! Just know that I love every and each of you so much! 

Lots of love ❤️️

P.s.: Thank you so much @katsvki-b for wasting your precious time in order to help this useless mess that is me. I honestly don’t know why I deserve all of your kindness and love. I love you so much, you are the thunder in my sky and my light in the darkness while I’m waiting for the never coming dawn. I couldn’t handle this without you! 

anonymous asked:

idk if you've done it before but if you haven't could you do something where like the reader is upset and Ethan​ does stuff to cheer them up?? I'm having one of those nights and i wish I had an Ethan here (sorry if this sucks I'm rly bad at requesting things yikes) -Sunny

Ahh i gotchu my sweet pea!!

-eth literally wrapping you in blankets

-refusing to leave your side (except to get u snacks!!)

-continually reminding you how much he loves you

-“hey my love, i know you dont feel too well right now but i love you to the moon and back, and i always will”

-spooning you :((

-lots of sweet kisses

-cheek kisses

-forehead kisses

-kisses all over

-continually calling you princess

-showing you cute videos online

-offering to order pizza

-ethan playing with your hair :’-(

-“you’re the most beautiful person to ever exist”

-so many genuine compliments

-sweetest boi in the world, ethan nestor

A thought

I miss talking to you frequently guys, it part of the reason why i’m on tumblr and i don’t feel good isolating myself like that

So do you guys have any question for me? Tell me about yourself too! -in my ask box, or even submission if you have something cool to show me-

I’m always open to discussion! if you want to share something with me i’ll always be happy, really!

ephemeralprince  asked:

People at my job have been making me feel stupid and incompetent lately... I've started getting panic attacks while at work. Could I get something from Murdoc to encourage me and validate my feelings? I've just been full of so much self loathing.... (I'm a transboy, with anxiety and depression. If Murdoc could be a friend or s/o that would be nice )

(I’m so sorry they do that to you! You don’t deserve that! I’ll fight them for you to defend your honor! No one hurts my babies!)

~ The past few weeks had been hell for you. Everyone at work seemed to think you were an imbecile. When you came home, you swung the door open and threw your bag to the ground. Murdoc was in the kitchen already pouring a cup of tea for you. “Another one of those days?” He asked. You didn’t even say anything, you just cried. He heard Murdoc growl and he walked over to you. He pulled you close to him and held you tightly. “Who had you cry? I’ll make them fuckin’ wish they were never born.” You started hiccuping from your crying. You gently pushed away from Murdoc. 

~ “It’s almost everyone! I don’t understand why they think I’m such an idiot! I’m a very capable adult who can do things of simple instruction! I’m not a child! They’ve been giving me panic attacks and making me feel like a shithead!” You let your head fall against his chest. Murdoc lifted your face with his hand. “Y/N, listen to me. You’re intelligent, I’ve seen you handle complicated situations like they were nothing! I bet you’re coworkers are just jealous because you’re so fuckin’ amazing. Just give me the word, love. I’ll go down there with my buddies and make sure they never even glance at you again.” You giggled and shook your head. “There’s no need for that… I think I’m just going to find a new job.” Murdoc grinned, “But you’ve already got one.” You looked at him a bit confused. “What?” Murdoc kissed you and said, “You’re working at Kong Studios now, baby. No one will ever say some mean shit to you ever again, you’ll be safe with me.” You hugged him so tightly he was struggling to breathe. “Mudz, you’re absolutely wonderful! Thank you so much!” He chuckled and hugged you back. “Anything for you, dear.”

Dere types (and a few others)
  • Tsundere: H-hey! Don't get the wrong idea, you got it? I-it's not like I'm doing this for you or anything! It just can't be helped!
  • Yandere Type A: Hey, you're not looking at anyone else, are you? I'll have to get rid of them if you are~
  • Yandere Type B: I saw you with that other girl. You really won't love me? Fine, if I can't have you... *pulls out knife* no-one will~
  • Kuudere: Hey. I'll go out with you if you want. I don't really care though.
  • Dandere: (after months of silence) I was just wondering... maybe we could... hang out... or something...
  • Deredere: Aw, you're so sweet! I had a great time today! See you tomorrow! I love you!
  • Himedere: Hm! You'll have to do much better than that if you want me to go out with you! *noblewoman's laugh*
  • Hajidere: Oh! *blushes* I'm so sorry! Um... uh... D-do... Do you... Do you... N-never mind! *runs away*
  • Shundere: Look, you're really sweet but I don't want to bring my problems into your life. Please just leave me alone. Besides, I don't feel like going out.
  • Ojoudere: Hm, you have proven quite impressive. I'll happily date you if you wish.
  • Yangire: Oh, hi! Tell me, do you want to FUCKING DIE?! :)
  • Tsunshun: Idiot! *starts crying* D-don't look at me! Just go away! I SAID GO AWAY!

I know it’s late but shh~ it still counts.

Happy 18th* Birthday to my fave, Tendou Satori!  

*I know he’s 18 but is HQ!! actually set in a specific year or will he just be 18 forever? Just curious.

Steven Universe Fan comic, Dioptase


About this comic: After The Kindergarten Kid, before Gem Harvest. Peridot and Lapis have been bonding during their time on earth, but Lapis still can’t let go the feeling of being fused with Jasper, so she asks Peridot to help her but, things don’t always goes as planned…

Story and art by me, updates on fridays/saturdays. DON’T REPOST.

The wings thing is a headcanon I have, like if she have them she feels safe and if something happens she can easily fly away or something, and since the show doesn’t seems to “care” about Lapis’ mental health not showing it at least on screen, I want to think that she doesn’t think about it and it’s repressing all those feels so…. I’m doing my best! I hope not to screw this up, I haven’t had such an experience to have PTSD and I’m glad but, I hope I can portrait it well enough and if not, I’m sorry, I’m really doing my best.

“What greater thing is there for human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to be with each other in silent, unspeakable memories.”
– George Eliot

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