i'm sorry i had to do one for myself

Based on @paperficwriter‘s Genos headcanon(s)!

anonymous asked:

Ok. This blog is scaring the fuck out of me. Right now I'm a first year at a very prestigious university, but I'm studying English, and I'm broke with no family help at all. I'm scared that my major wont lead me to a job. it's hard to even find one at min. wage that can help me sustain myself while I live on campus off a loan, and once this semester ends i'll have to find different housing (I had to save parts of my loan for that). Do you have any tips for someone like me? I'm really scared

i’m sorry you’re scared, it is scary, there are a lot of jobs for an english major tho tbh, assuming you get a masters … so like if you’re willing to drown yourself in hundreds of thousands of debt to live okayish then you should be fine. but like who knows I thought I’d be fine and here I am 12 thousand dollars in debt to even gain access to university again 8) 

Truth is, it is scary, and college wont guarantee you a good job. So … make friends….. nepotism gets jobs.

winterwakusei  asked:

Hey remember me? Who loves gakurans?? I dunno whatever not important, however!! I haven't read fanfics in ages and I kinda wanna do that again and I wondered if you had any recommendations? I hate looking for them myself because I'm really picky about characterization.. If they're slightly ooc I'll be running the other direction. And I don't like angst unless it's absolutely necessary for a good plot. Soo... do you have anything to rec? Preferably terumob but I'm open for anything good really

Hi! Hahaha, I remember you of course! Sorry for the delayed response, I had to go check out ones I’ve read. Generally I consider myself pretty picky about characterisation too since like, there is a reason I like characters to begin with you know? And I tend to be a little weird about sticking somewhat to canon as well. However I’m finding with Mob Psycho I’m having some leniency because there is kind of a range of characterisation preferences I’ve noticed where it’s not so much in character and not in character but dependent on what particular attributes the writer focuses on (plus the characters are like hard to write, for me anyway). Most people write Reigen… nicer than I generally perceive him as, but I wouldn’t say it’s incorrect in anyway, just different focus. He’s still the dude that does this stuff to me though.

ANYWAY!!! Recommendations!

Return. Continue. (TeruMob) I don’t think you could follow me and not know these because of my, ahem, minor obsession, but I’m going to mention them anyway because for me they are like a PERFECT representation of how I personally view Mob and Teruki.

Temporary Accommodations (General) I’ve mentioned this one before but I’m further into it now and really enjoying it. It’s a nice action one and I like the way Reigen is written.

That’s a Bummer, Dude (TeruMob) I thought this one was cute and heartfelt, it has a nice feeling to it

Tomorrow Isn’t Always Another Day (General) I’ve mentioned this one before too, but best Reigen. I like that this one felt like the same humour as the comics, especially the omake, I haven’t seen that a tonne in the fanfictions.

When there’s nothing but the long way ‘round (TeruMob)This is a set of 8 that was done for Valentine Day prompts i believe and I found them to be very cute.

Turning Slowly (TeruMob) I liked this one, especially since it wasn’t super fluffy and I’m a sucker for anything that has unrequited hahahaha

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back (TeruMob) I do like Teruki suffering, just a little bit.

It’s Okay to be Truthful (TeruMob) This one is short and cute and I need like everyone just to give me clueless Mob because it is amazing

Hell Is Real (So Hurry Up and Kiss Already) (TeruMob) It’s almost more about Ritsu than anything else but I found it funny and cute.

How the light gets in (TeruMob) I thought this was very cute, and I like the confusion aspect of it, it made the end scene entertaining to read.

A Way With Words (TeruMob) God damn that ending line

It’s okay to rest  (TeruMob) Like i said, I’m a sucker for clueless Mob hahaha

The Accelerated Velocity of Terminological Inexactitude (TeruMob) This is like the romcom flick version of Mob Psycho. I really like the Teruki in this one.

Okay, this list got quite long. I just have been having a lot of fun reading through these okay? I hope you like some of these as well! I would be interested in hearing which type you prefer since there is quite a range in there!

Oh! And I guess I’ve actually written two as well. One more so than the other. Did it hurt? and Self-destructive Tendencies

…and the clear voice was like the ring of steel. “But no living man am I!”

FMA-LotR crossover anyone? :)
Éowyn!Riza, inspired by a conversation with @the-flame-and-hawks-eye

My Little Berserker

Title: My Little Berserker

Author: @aelys-althea

Rating: NC-17

Word count: 105,540

Era: Hogwarts 8th year

Summary: Eighth year was supposed to be calm. Moderated. Peaceful, even. Draco returned to escape the chaos wrought upon his shambles of a life and Harry to flee the responsibility of a world that sees him as something greater than was truly possible. Hogwarts was a safe haven, right? At least it was until Hagrid comes up with the wonderful idea to introduce some additional members to the student body of the fluffier variety. Hagrid doesn’t do moderated - where’s the fun in that?

Comment: What a wonderful, wonderful fic! I stumbled upon it in my quest to read something long, not too depressing and/or hard to deal with, and with a bit of Hogwarts in it, as it’s been a while since I read anything other than Post-War fics. The summary alone immediately grabbed my attention and I’m so glad I decided to embark on the journey this story has to offer, because I loved it. Harry and Draco are back at school for their last year and so fresh after the war, everything feels a bit uncertain. We see them trying to navigate through a world without Voldemort, and it’s gorgeous, how you can feel everything the characters experience, thanks to the writing style radiating such a perfect amount of melancholy mixed with a tiny bit of hope for what the future holds. I particularly liked the struggles Draco faces when it comes to himself and what he knows of his personality, how he’s becoming a better person without completely losing the traits that define him the most. Basically (I always tend to ramble on and on, sorry), this fic tells the story of Harry bonding with an animal—the fluffiest, cutest, most adorable one ever, I swear—who then bonds with Draco. It’s truly amazing, seeing them gradually getting closer through their “parenting”—because of course they do. Honestly, if you didn’t know what to read next and found this post, search no further, here’s your fic.


why is it so funny, Jongup?…

petesass  asked:

hi there friendo i heard u were accepting requests for mm headcanons and i being the gay shit i am, i'm here to do a request. trans boi mc accidentally breaks his binder/stp and gets upsetti spaghetti but RFA + saran wrap get them a new one/comfort them!! soz this is weird i'm just a trans boy that needs someone w good writing skills to make my dreams of a trans boy come true tbh ok adios bye ademain oh yikes this was long

I’m sorry this took so long to post. I wanted to make your dreams come true so I pushed myself to finish this.

NOTE: I had done some research on the matter, and I was informed about the bandage thing. Wrapping bandages is NOT a permanent solution for binding if you’re going to and or thinking of doing it. I wrote it in the sense as a temporary solution for the problem but it is BAD to do on the regular. Like it just can fuck you up. Probably best to avoid using it as an option for binding. I just want people to be safe ^^. And thank you whoever brought it to my attention.


  • based on your texts, you weren’t having such a fantastic day
  • when you came home, he could tell you were tired and stressed
  • you said you were just going to go lay down for an hour so he just let you be
  • a while later he heard you shouting profanities in the other room
  • when he went to go check up on you, you were sitting on the bed with your head hung low and your fingers in your hair
  • looking at the ground, he noticed your broken binder
  • more like you’re only binder
    • never knew how much they cost and kind of understood having just one???
  • while you’re stewing in your own anger and sadness, you feel someone tap your shoulder
  • when you look up, this nugget brought a roll of bandages for you
  • “Let me help you wrap up. Is that okay?”
  • you have to help him a bit because his hands get tangled
    • those butterfingers
  • texts or calls throughout the day to make sure you’re doing okay
    • not just because you were upset but for the wrap
    • wants to make sure it’s still in good condition
  • wants to understand the process so he sits with you as you’re shopping for a new one
    • yeah wow they’re pretty damn expensive
    • but would rather you have more than one so you’re not in a BIND later wINK WONK 


  • it was just a normal morning for you
  • but the one thing you’ve been dreading happened
  • a few months ago you realized how shitty you’re binder has got over the year
  • you told yourself you would get a replacement but since your current one still did its job, you put it on the back burner
  • and then eventually forgot about it
  • which brings you back to now
  • as you were putting it on it just snapped 
  • you didn’t think it would have a great affect on you
  • but the anxiety started to settle in 
  • you couldn’t stand to look at yourself in the mirror
  • Jaehee realizes you’ve been in the bathroom for a while and asked if you were alright
  • “Yeah it’s just…let me come out?”
  • when you leave the bathroom, she sees the broken binder and your long face
  • this was the first time she was in this situation and wasn’t sure EXACTLY what to do
  • she just takes the binder and gives you a nice long hug
  • when you say you don’t want to leave the apartment, she doesn’t object
    • you seemed kind of shaken by this so she wanted to make sure you were comfortable
  • when she gets home she shows you the binders she ordered for you because she’s a perfect gelato


  • you were at school/work for a few hours when you started to get pain in your torso
  • it was beginning to become really painful so you snuck off into the bathroom to remove your binder for a bit before you had to head back
  • but as you were putting it back on, it snapped 
  • and with that, you snapped
  • after panicking for five minutes, you decide to call Zen
  • “Hey babe. You usually don’t call me around this time. Lucky for you I’m on break, how are you?”
  • before you even spoke, he could tell something was wrong
    • your heavy breathing could be heard from across the room for goodness sake
  • the moment you asked to come over and bring your spare binder, he darted right out of rehearsal
  • it gave you enough time to continue your panic attack before you heard someone come through the bathroom
  • thankfully it was Zen
  • you opened the stall with your hand out and as he was handing you the other binder, he asked if you were alright
  • you didn’t feel like you wanted to say anything so you closed the door once the binder was in your hands
  • Zen didn’t leave, he just waited for you to come out and once you did
  • he wiped any remaining tears away with his handkerchief
  • cleaned your face with some water then held you closely
  • doesn’t want to see his precious MC so upset! just wants you to feel better ^^


  • with this donut’s love to pamper you
  • among your matching tailored suits, you have some pretty good quality binders in your drawers
  • and you had to admit, they were good quality binders
  • but you would take those words back very soon
  • you were feeling kind of nauseous at work/school so you went to go take it off for a few minutes but it snapped as you were taking it off
  • now you were freaking out because you would have to walk out of the bathroom without one and the EYES TO JUDGE WOULD BE UPON YOU
  • after ralphing for a hot minute you get a call from Jumin
    • donut has really good sense of timing
  • you felt up to talking so you picked up the phone
  • “Hey Jumin, how’s Hong Kong?”
  • “Is everything alright?”
  • super Jumin was able to tell something was up with you
    • even could tell you just vomited?
  • you told him what was wrong
    • he starts writing down shit because he was going to sue the fucking company that made your binder
    • no matter how you insist not to, you know he’s going to do it anyways
  • calls Jaehee to go get you one of your other binders and bring it to you
  • while you’re waiting, he keeps you on the phone to calm you down
  • has you do some breathing exercises and gives you positive affirmations
  • once you were calm you talk about his trip for a bit until you hear Jaehee’s voice


  • you worked really hard on the RFA party on the vineyard tomorrow
  • and you laid out your outfit for the occasion
    • figured you could just wear your only binder no big deal
  • then as you were getting ready for bed, Seven is lying in bed while on his phone when he hears a snap from the bathroom
  • “MC?”
  • when you don’t respond, he gets out of bed to check up on you
  • he sees you sitting on the bathroom tiles with your broken binder in your hands
  • “The RFA party is tomorrow…”
  • oh god
  • “And this is my only binder…”
  • insert mini freak out
  • before you could escalate, he sits down with you and keeps an arm around your shoulder
  • calms you down with those kind words of his
  • jellybean doesn’t want you uber stressed out or get worried over spilled milk
  • brings you to bed and makes sure you fall asleep first before he did
  • when the big day comes around, he get a bunch of bandages to wrap you up
    • kind of gets carried away when he helps wraps you
  • during the party comes around to you when you were free to make sure you’re doing ok


  • Saeran was just chilling on his bed while listening to some tunes
  • not a care in the world
  • he could have sworn he had heard something earlier but didn’t pay too much mind to it
  • when he heard something again, he took out one of his earbuds
  • turns out you were calling for him this entire time
  • didn’t even know you were here O_O
    • you were soaking wet from the rain and you wanted to be somewhere dry and warm
    • which is why you decided to stop by your boo’s place for some clothes
  • jumps out of bed and rushes to you in the bathroom to find your broken binder on the floor
  • oh shit
  • you weren’t looking too good either
  • pulls you out of the bathroom and to his room
  • gives you some of his clothes 
    • gumdrop gives you privacy as you’re changing
  • when you’re fully clothed, he has you lay down next to him while listening to some music
  • doesn’t really say anything but you felt a lot better having him there to get your mind off of it
  • it was okay since you were wearing mostly all day, it was nice to let your body breathe for a bit 

the thing about writing a ship is like y’all realize there are aspects that AREN’T supposed to be realistic, right? this was something i learned way back in the day when i watched how i met your mother and i realized the writers had no clue how to keep barney and robin together and make it interesting and engaging. the thing that worked with barney and robin was the almost-maybe-will they-won’t they aspect of it. once they got together and stayed together, their relationship grew stale and boring. and that’s not to say it couldn’t have been interesting and well done, but the writers, in my opinion, sort of failed in that regard. where they succeeded with marshall and lily, they dropped the ball with barney and robin.

that stupid show is the reason why i’m very conscious of how i write ships and especially how i write slow burn. i don’t want to have all this build-up, chapters and chapters of build-up, only to get the two characters together and have them be constantly together all the time and everything is perfect and then you get bored of their relationship. or maybe bored isn’t the right word for it; it’s more just like you’re accustomed to them being together so it doesn’t feel like a big deal anymore. 

like, when an author only has the ship kiss once every three chapters, then i’m going to cling to those kisses with all i’ve got. i’m going to cherish those kisses and get a tingly feeling inside when i read those kisses. if the characters kissed every paragraph, i’d get used to it pretty quickly and then it wouldn’t feel special anymore. is it more realistic to kiss a lot? probably. is it better storytelling? debatable. 

there is of course a place for these characters fuck all the time!!! fuck for four chapters straight!!!! nothing but sex!!!! but there’s also a place for gentle touches and small gestures and refraining from constantly touching each other. 

is any of what i’m describing “realistic”? probably not. but sometimes you have to sacrifice realism for the sake of good narrative engaging storytelling, and hopefully you do it well enough that the audience suspends their disbelief and forgives you for not writing something 100 percent realistic. 


character/ship aesthetic meme: xeverlasting-illumination requested: naminé/xion

“naminé, are you able to see my face?”

anonymous asked:

how do i know whether i'm bi or lesbian? i think guys are cute but i'm not sure if i'd ever be comfortable dating one, but on the other hand i've never physically been with a girl (i've had ldr's) and can picture myself with one but have no experience with how comfortable i'd be? i'm sorry if this doesn't make sense i'm just soso confused.

honey first things first don’t feel like you have to rush into a label when it comes to being a wlw. it’s hard and it takes SO much time. for years I identified as bi before realizing I was a lesbian and to most people I’m not even out as a lesbian yet. it’s hard babe and it takes a long time to figure it all out. testing the grounds is okay and honestly I cant tell you what’s wrong and what’s right when it comes to your sexuality and you. it’s okay to not have a label right now and I know the idea of having one seems stabilizing but if you’re not sure and push urself into one it will be just as hard. take ur time


little big rappers ♥ (2014 - 2016 debuts)

I just remembered that emmerdale told a nation that you have to wait a month to have an abortion. Because that’s what you want to know if you have a pregnancy you desperately don’t want. That’s wise.

If I was told I had to wait a month I would go away and do it myself. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one. This isn’t just stupid it’s dangerous. I’m so angry at these stupid writers today.


i combined so many things into one post, the only thing i couldn’t myself to do was the selfie. (i put the “sorry image not available”) i was tagged by: @bicontaeyang @1sechskies @mblaqsbiggestfanandsupporter @ambergf. i love you all so much!! thanks for tagging me!! 

i think all of the things were bias selfie tag, lock & home screen, last song(s) listened to, maybe some other things idk. (gif credits: x, x)

i’m not going to personally tag anyone, but if any of you would like to do this challenge, you can say that i tagged you! i’d love to see what you put!

anonymous asked:

Hey, sorry if you've answered this before, but I was just wondering if you ship orokabu??

// This may come as a shock to anyone but I don’t, but tbh I just love rping the implications of the ship here but if you had read my rules then you might not see any shippy threads much or even smut since I’m not confident in myself to write that kind of stuff.

  I have always seen Kabuto and Orochimaru relationships like one has with a parent or a really close friend until Kabuto left Orochimaru to live in the orphanage. But I know that the creators sometimes like to tease or hell what if they ship them as well, but I prefer them to be just close friends. 

But I like to let you all know that I don’t mind teasing the ship and I wouldn’t mind letting your muse have feelings for Kabuto too, but just know that they’re more likely to not reciprocate those feelings since to me Kabuto is really a distant and traumatized individual and the conciept of love may not come by to him as easily and naturally as some people do.  

sunshine51879  asked:

💖 💟

Do I consider this as two? (Sorry this one is depressing) 😂🤷🏻‍♀️

❤: I have BDD which leads to constantly changing my hairstyles. It got so bad I took a pair of clippers to my head and shaved half my hair off.

❤: This is actually depressing? But I had been thinking “certain” thoughts and never told anyone about it. I have short bursts where it comes in waves. But You guys are so lovely and help me more than you know 💕


Send me a ‘♥’ and for each one I get, I’ll write a fact/confession about myself.

onliafaze  asked:

Kageyama, Oikawa, Bokuto, Kuroo, Kenma, and Lev help their s/o when they find her tangled in the volleyball net. RIDICULOUSLY tangled. As in 'I'm just as confused as you are as to how i got myself in this'.

Thank you for the request!! I’m sorry if this took forever! I have been slacking I think!

Kageyama~  You had no idea how it happened. You found yourself caught in the volleyball net. Your leg was caught in one of the holes, along with both of your arms. Your other leg just sort of dangled there. Kageyama walked up and had a look of complete and utter shock. He was in disbelief over how you ended up in this situation.

“____-chan… what are you doing? Why are you in the net?” You sighed and struggled against the net, only getting more tangled in the process. You whined and looked over at your boyfriend.

“Save me.” Kageyama worked carefully to get you out of the net. He made sure you didn’t fall and hurt yourself as you managed to break free from the entrapment. “Thank you!”

“Seriously. How did that even happen? You shouldn’t play in the net like that.” Kageyama started to scold you. You placed a hand on your hip and chuckled a bit.

“Do you really think I tried to do that?! I got stuck somehow… I don’t even know how I did it… but yeah.” Kageyama shook his head and grabbed his bag from the floor.

“Well, are you ready to go?”

Oikawa~ You were stuck in the volleyball net, the whole situation seemed utterly preposterous. You were trying to practice jumping and managed to fall into the net. You found yourself completely tangled.

Oikawa ran up to you, throwing his gym bag on the floor and gasping loudly. He looked at you from every angle he could, trying to understand what happened. He tried to see if there was an easy way to snake you out of the net.

Your face was red, not sure what to say to your overly protective boyfriend. He started frantically trying to untangle you, worried that you may be cutting off circulation to your body. Once he got you down, he started checking your body to see if you were cut, or burned from the rope.

“Are you okay? Are you hurt?!”

“I’m fine, really! Thank you for saving me.” You leaned up and kissed him on the lips. He smiled and took a deep breath.

“How did you manage to get yourself into that mess?” You scratched your face and looked up.

“I honestly don’t know.”

Bokuto~ You were trapped, you feel as though you may have blanked out for a moment. When you came to, your body was ridiculously tangled in the net. You struggled against the net, however it only managed to twist you around. You were stuck even more than before.

Bokuto saw you and spat his water out. He burst out laughing. Akaashi sighed and shook his head. Bokuto was in tears he was laughing so hard.

“Are you really laughing at her? Don’t you think you should do something?” Bokuto took a few more moments to compose himself. He walked over and poked your thigh. You blushed and groaned.

“Help me!” Bokuto slowly moved your body to get you out of the net. He couldn’t help but laugh again when he saw the marks on your body from the entanglement. “Are you really laughing at me?”

“You look so ridiculous!” He was holding his stomach; you shook your head and walked away.

“You’re so mean to me.” Bokuto kept laughing as he followed you out of the gym.

Kuroo~ You didn’t know how it happened, but you were completely entangled in the volleyball net. You struggled against the net, hoping to free yourself. You groaned and looked around the empty practice gym. You sighed and decided it would be best to just wait it out at this point. Kuroo was bound to come back, he had the key to the gym. 

You found yourself singing a tune that was stuck in your head. You continued to wait for Kuroo to show up, and then you finished the song. You heard clapping, followed by foot steps. You looked up and saw Kuroo walking towards you.

“Tetsurou! Help me please!!” You shook your body as he laughed a bit to himself. Kuroo helped you down from the net and kissed your forehead.

“You really are a handful, kitten.” You sighed audibly and held onto his hand.

“I suppose, since you saved me, you deserve a reward.” Kuroo interest was peaked. He looked at you and smiled.

“What are you offering?”

“Maybe later… If you want… I’ll do that thing you like.” You quickly dragged him out of the gym, staying in front of him so he couldn’t see the blush on your face.

Kenma- You hadn’t been paying attention to your surroundings and the next thing you knew, you were hopelessly ensnared in the volleyball net. That’s the kind of thing that happened when you tried to navigate the school while playing your handheld. You struggled to get free, but in doing so had only managed to wrap the ropes more tightly around yourself. Finally, you accepted your defeat. The only thing to do was to wait for someone to come to your aid. 

What seemed like an eternity passed before the final bell rang. By then your left arm was asleep, your feet tingled with static, and the ropes dug into your flesh. Shortly after the bell, Kenma walked in; the first to arrive to volleyball practice. His eyes widened in surprise when he saw you. 

“_________-chan, how long have you been here? And how did you….?” He trailed off as he made his way over to you. All the while studying the puzzle you’d made of the net, a serious expression on his face.

You blushed. Out of everyone, Kenma would probably best understand how you had ended up that way. However, it was still embarrassing to admit. “Please, just get me down!”

It only took him a couple seconds to untangle you from the net. While relieved, the ease with which he was able to release you also made you feel more dumb about the whole situation. You looked away from him, face flushed, and rubbed the sore mark on your arm that the rope had left. “Thanks….”

He bent down and picked up your handheld that you had dropped in the struggle. “Pokemon Sun?” His eyes lit up. “This game doesn’t come out for another week.”

You smiled, happy to change the subject. “My dad knows a guy in the industry.”

“That’s pretty cool.” He handed your system back to you. “Hey, would you want to…. maybe hang out and play a game together sometime?”

The blush returned to your face. “Oh! Um, s-sure. I’d like that.”

Lev~ You were trying to put the net away after one of the practice matches. You tripped over yourself and your foot got caught in the net. You tried to pull your leg out and you tripped again. Your arm got tangled in the netting and your twisted yourself around.

When Lev found you, your leg was pulled backwards and your foot almost touching your head. He had to take a moment to even realize that their was a person under all that netting. 

“___-chan? Is that you?” You whimpered as the cramp in your leg started to intensify.

“Oh god help!!! My leg! It’s cramping!” Lev jumped forward and quickly attempted to free you from your confines. You shook your leg violently to ease the cramp. “Thank you, I don’t even know how that happened…”

“Are you alright?” Lev seemed concerned and checked out your body, paying special attention to your legs. “It looks like you were losing circulation.”

“Yeah, I am okay. Thank you! u-Um, do you maybe want to go get some ice cream with me? My treat! As a thank you for saving me!” Lev’s face went red and he nodded quickly.

“Yeah, that sounds really great!” 



I’ve had this idea playing around in my head for a while but was never quite sure how to tackle it. It started with the question of why Azriel could so blatantly adore Morrigan, and yet she could say things like she could strip naked in front of him and he wouldn’t touch her.

This is what I came up with.

It started as a drunken bet, far too many years ago to bother quantifying. After I had ‘ruined’ myself with Cassian and recovered from the resulting unpleasantness with my family.

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