i'm sorry i always for the other names

Here’s another adoptable, Lune! She’s a photographer who especially is good at capturing the beauty of winter ~~ She may be one in a series of 4 types, Idk i might get to it if people like the idea ;v; She’s only $10 and up for grabs so message me for questions or ask me for her at annekoart@gmail.com!

First come first serve, thank you! ^w^

Please do not steal this character - If you purchase, you are allowed small changes to the design and a change in name maximally. 

Lune has been adopted by @ask-schizopony! Thank you very much for buying!

anonymous asked:

How are you still a fan of Sam after all he's let happen to the fandom and to shippers in his name? You haven't personally been hurt by it so is it easier for you to ignore and pretend none of it ever happened? I'm struggling with my feelings about him and would love your insight.

As I have always said, I fan how I choose, and do my best to allow others the same privilege. If anyone reading this thinks I am talking about you, I promise you, I’m not.

I am sorry that there are people in the fandom who feel hurt. Its a shame that that was the result of something that should have been a fun and light-hearted experience. Please, however, don’t make assumptions, even posed as a question, such as ‘You haven’t personally been hurt by it so is it easier for you to ignore and pretend none of it ever happened?’ You don’t know what I have and haven’t been hurt by in this fandom, or by whom. I’m not pretending or ignoring anything. But I’m also not letting things have more presence in my life than they deserve.

You ask how I can still be a fan of Sam. First of all, I don’t believe that Sam did anything to fans, or allowed anything to be done to fans. I’ll talk more about that later. Even if I believed Sam did do something, that still doesn’t require me to stop supporting him. There is no one on this earth who has ever hurt me as deeply as my husband. No one has ever hurt him as deeply as I have. We don’t set out to hurt each other, but life is messy and people are imperfect. This is why I work every day of my life to practice the brutally hard art of forgiveness. Forgiveness isn’t an ‘If/Then’ equation. It’s not, ‘If this person is submissive and humble and admits all of their faults, then I will forgive.’ Forgiveness is a single party activity that is not dependent on any other person’s actions or opinions. I can forgive my husband when he hurts me because I choose to, whether or not he has asked for forgiveness. Forgiveness is for me, not him. Forgiveness makes me a better, happier, stronger person, more in control of my life. Let me ask you a question: Why would I NOT forgive my husband? Why would I hold on to anger, hurt or frustration? How would it benefit me? What would I get out of it? Heartburn, high blood pressure, anxiety - I don’t need more of that in my life. Besides, I know my husband is a really, really excellent man. His list of positive qualities is miles long. But he is imperfect, as am I. I forgive him, he forgives me, we focus on being better, learning from our mistakes and reveling in the soul fulfilling joy we find in each other. That is not ignoring or pretending, that is choosing our own happiness and health in spite of the messiness that is sharing life with another human. We are all responsible for our own happiness and happiness is a choice. My life is far from perfect and far from easy, but I am a generally happy person because I choose to be. Even if he did do something which hurt me (he didn’t), I can choose to forgive and move on. How can I still be a fan of Sam? Because I choose to be.

You ask how I can still be a fan of Sam after all he’s let happen to the fandom. He didn’t let anything happen to the fandom. We are not some unified group who get together each month and read the minutes and faithfully follow the bullet items on the agenda. Fandoms are very fluid bodies. There is no entrance exam, or document to sign, no oath to swear or dues to pay. People come and go as they please with no explanation due anyone at any time. Therefore, there is no control over what happens in a fandom at any given time, and my perception of this fandom is completely different from another fan, who may not be on Tumblr, but is on Twitter, or who is on Tumblr, but we have no followers in common. There are the Instagram fans, the Facebook fans, the multi-platform fans, the book group fans - and in each of these areas there are subsets of fans such as fanart, fanfiction, shipper, non-shipper, gifmaker, video maker, live tweeter, sam fan, cait fan, toby fan, graham fan, duncan fan, etc, etc, etc. There are thousands upon thousands of people who consider themselves part of this fandom. There are subsets of this fandom I probably haven’t even conceived of. We couldn’t possibly all share the same experiences, even in the same fandom, because there is simply too much diversity on every possible level. Therefore it is literally impossible for anything to happen to the fandom. You believe that something terrible happened to the shippers, but not even that is possible. Who are the shippers? Am I one, do you know how I categorize myself? We are all in control of our own experience. Sometimes that means not engaging or blocking, muting, ignoring, biting your tongue and generally not paying attention to people who don’t deserve your attention. It’s not Sam’s job to tutor us all about how to successfully fan, and it’s not his job to soothe ruffled feathers when one person hurts another person. How could he even begin to know? There are two sides to every story, so even if he was made aware of one side, what about the other side? We are adults. Our problems are our own. Not his. He has enough problems.

Again, you ask how can I still be a fan of Sam after everything that was done in his name. I don’t buy it. I refuse to hold Sam liable for other people’s actions. They are responsible for those actions. I am a Christian. I do not condone the thousands of years of atrocities that have been and continue to be committed in Jesus Christ’s name. I’m pretty sure He doesn’t either. I’m pretty sure Mohammed and Allah and myriad other well known figures don’t condone what was/is done in their names. I also believe that you are making assumptions about what Sam has condoned and what he hasn’t, what he knows and what he doesn’t and what his responsibilities are. Some people see malice where others see sarcasm. Some see apathy where other’s see focus directed somewhere else. We simply don’t know what has gone on behind the scenes, or what people really felt, thought or did. If someone was a horrible bully or troll (and there were several someones) that is on them. They made bad decisions. Really bad decisions. I do know that no one was required to engage with anyone else on Twitter or any other platform. Lucky for me, it isn’t my job in life to judge other people. My job is to do my best to be a good person and be good to other people. I believe we should try to lead by example. I am a fan of Sam because I don’t believe he did anything or allowed anything to be done to fans.

Do you really want to know why I am still a fan of Sam? You think you’ve been hurt by him, or someone associated with him? You think this has caused great distress in your life? Maybe it has. Here is something I know about Sam. His dad left him when he was three. Three years old. I have four kids. I know intimately what it’s like to have a three year old. I know how much they need. I know what it takes to raise a boy to manhood. It’s not easy. Sam had no contact with his dad. None. No advise, no outings, no support, no role model. He had no father. I’m sure this hurt him deeply and continues to hurt him. After years of absolutely no contact with his father, they were reconnected. His dad was dying of cancer. He did not push him away, tell him to die alone, tell him that he left so there could be no relationship, or any of a million other things he could have done. He chose the higher path. He traveled to see his father. He truly connected with him. He learned about him. He go to know him. He offered him love and support as this flawed man was dying. In short, he offered at least some form of forgiveness. I’m sure it was hard for him. I’m sure there were many horrible things he wanted to say. Maybe he did say them. But we know from his own words that it didn’t end on a horrible note. It ended on a positive, healing, healthy note. That’s pretty remarkable and admirable. That’s just one example out of many that illustrate why I think Sam is worthy of my attention. He is a good man. He is generous with his time, talent and wealth. He cares about people and he isn’t afraid to get his hands dirty in the process of helping others.

You are absolutely not required to be a fan of Sam. It’s a supremely optional activity. But my question for you is why would I NOT be a fan of Sam? I have yet to hear a single person give me even one legitimate reason why I shouldn’t be a fan, considering that I should probably hold him to the same standard to which I hold myself. We’re both pretty flawed, messy humans. Isn’t life grand?

anonymous asked:

My boss is always at a sickening level of chipper. I, on the other hand, am a very laid back, not-so-chipper person. Anyway, I walk in last night, and this was our exchange: Boss: "Hi, [my name]! How are you?!" Me: "Oh...I'm here. How are you?" Boss: "I'm good! Do I need to encourage you to use your superpower?" Me: "I'm sorry?" Boss: "The power of the pearly whites!" Me: "Excuse me?" Boss: "To smile!!" Me: "Oh, ugh." Yes, I may be rather rigid, but I swear the woman breathes rainbows.

Shoutout to all the girls with big boobs/and or big butt who CONSTANTLY get oversexualized because clothes fit them differently.

anonymous asked:

Headcanons for Todoroki, Shinsou, & Midoriya of how each of them would celebrate their s/o's birthday please?

Oh yes, one of the holy trinities <3 I love all my children. I have fun doing this, thank you so much for requesting, you beautiful gem <3 This is actually my first time doing some shinsou so I hope I did it well and that you liked! May I call you birthday-non? ;D - Amethyst


Todoroki Shouto

  • He’s very lowkey about it, but he in fact knows exactly when your birthday is. He will remember, with not much of an effort, even if you vaguely commented about the date months prior. He knows.
  • Now, he’s not too keen on these sort of things and might feel insecure on how to proceed. Mostly because he has so little experience with parties and what to do about it. As for himself, he never cared much about his own birthday anyway. But he’s trying to change himself, to pay more attention to others, and he knows that it’s important to some degree.
  • He wouldn’t be really inclined to throw you a party, but might go along with it if your shared friends (namely Midoriya, Iida and Uraraka) decided to do one. He will be there every step and helping with everything. He will keep it a secret from you without breaking a sweat as well, what with his normally very blank expression. You have no suspicions whatsoever.
  • So on the day, he gently guides you towards the place of the party. It’s not anything big, but some of your friends are there and there’s cakes and balloons.
  • It’s very nice and very special, making you feel all warm inside. You can tell he didn’t plan everything, but that he permitted himself to be part of it is already a big step. It serves to show how important you are for him.
  • But aside from the party, he actually did something else. After it is over and you are both alone, he shyly gives you a package. He chose it alone, with no outside help. It’s not much, maybe a nice knitted scarf with your favourite colours, but it reminded him of you. He wraps it around you gently, making sure that you are cozy and warm, and smiles at you, placing a soft kiss on your forehead.
  • “Happy birthday. I wish for many more to come, just like this.”

Midoriya Izuku

  • This boy is a planner, from inside and out. As such, he will have known your birthday for months now. You might have told him in a passing comment, or he might have actively looked at your registers and social media to find your date of birth the moment you began dating (or even before that). Midoriya thinks these things are super important and you can bet he has a whole calendar organized with all the important dates for his friends, and family.
  • He also has a notebook with notes about the closest people to him. Notes about their personalities and tastes and preferences. Anything he can possibly notice that is not hero related. And he has at least two full pages that are dedicated just for you.
  • He has been taking all this input and organizing it in his notebook and his head. So he has a pretty good idea of what you would like or need as a birthday present, and what kind of celebration you would enjoy more. Some of it are inferences, but he’s willing to wager he will be correct, even though he’s nervous about the whole ordeal. He can only hope, right?
  • So when your birthday week roll about he has a whole plan lined up. He wants to make it memorable. He wants it to be perfect. He has a date day, probably for a theme park. He has a park day for a picnic with friends. He has an actual party day in restaurant with really good food, where him, friends and family alike will be there to officially celebrate your special day.
  • He also makes a point of giving you small gifts throughout the week. Most of it is not store bought, the one that are tend to be small things. Maybe a keychain from the same place where you had your first date. A pressed flower of the park where you shared your first kiss. But the real gift he gives to you on the actual day. With his love for meaningful gestures and his value of people in his life, he gives you a partially filled photobook. It has spaces for drawing, and planning, and adding pictures. It’s supposed to be your memories, for you to fill in whenever you please and be able to look at it for years to come.
  • “Happy birthday. It’s a very special day for you and I really want you to know how special you are and how I am happy that you are part of my life.” He tries to say blushing and stuttering, and failing mid way through it. But you understand him. You know.

Shinsou Hitoshi

  • Shinsou will not know about the date beforehand. In fact, you are very quiet about it and he ends up finding out your birthday is tomorrow because he overhears some of your classmates/friends commenting about a planned party or celebration of sorts for you. He’s taken aback by it and after some more eavesdropping he understands that it’s not just a regular party, but your actual birthday.
  • At first, he doesn’t know what to do. He only has one day to figure something out and do something special for you, and he isn’t even aware of how you feel about your birthday. At a loss, he decides he would do something he was sure you would like and that wouldn’t be too out of his own personality and comfort zone, what with him not being very keen on big parties and celebrations himself.
  • When you leave the party your friend threw you, thinking that your boyfriend had not only forgotten your birthday but also refused to show up to the party itself, you find yourself face to face with Shinsou, patiently waiting for you outside in the cold night.
  • He takes you to a beautiful spot in the city, it’s high and it’s cold, but the night is lit with blinking stars and you can see the whole city from there. It’s… incredibly romantic. Which strikes you as even more of a surprise, coming from someone like Shinsou, who is most definitely not the romantic type.
  • But he’s different today, you can tell that he’s really trying. He’s pushing himself and making the best of the situation, despite not having much personal reference.
  • He tucks deep in his pocket, coming up with a small package, where you find a beautiful and simple set of matching keychains. One is for you and the other is for him.
  • “I know it’s not much, and I am sorry if it’s not what you expected, but… I hope I can be always close to you even if I’m far away. I am very grateful that you chose to be with me. Happy birthday, [Name].”

anonymous asked:

I know you said no more fox hux but I love the headcanon you made about him being scared of thunder. Maybe, if you feel like it, could you write something for it? please?

Kylo isn’t sure what sound rouses him from sleep.

Whether it’s the rumble of thunder, the crack of lightning or the rain pounding on the window, Kylo is now wide awake regardless.

It’s the middle of the night, Kylo notes as he blinks himself into alertness, realising that his fox isn’t lying next to him like he was hours ago when they’d fallen into bed.

“Hux?” Kylo shouts, sitting up, noting that their bathroom light isn’t on so Hux isn’t in there.

But there comes another flash of lightning before the noise of thunder follows a few seconds later, and then frightened whimpers sound from underneath the bed.

Kylo frowns, climbing out of bed to look underneath, only to see Hux huddled in on himself, lithe body shaking, eyes scrunched closed and his fox ears flattened to his head.

“Oh, Hux,” Kylo says softly, kneeling down, surprised that Hux has managed to even fit underneath their bed. “Is it the thunder?”

“I hate it, Kylo,” Hux says, hands covering his human ears. “It’s so loud and bad and–”

Another flash, another rumble. Hux cowers and Kylo’s heart flutters. He reaches under the bed, stroking down the soft curve of the fox’s back and to his tail, smoothing the wayward fur back into place.

“Come back into bed, sweetheart,” Kylo says. “It’s warmer, I’ll protect you.”

Hux opens his eyes and moves his hands away from his ears, and slowly crawls out from underneath the bed and into Kylo’s arms, who lifts him bridal style into a strong embrace. Nuzzling his nose into Kylo’s neck, the fox cries quietly as his mate holds him tight, the rain hammering down on their windows. They settle back into bed and Hux nestles as close to Kylo’s chest as he can manage, his fox ears tickling the underneath of Kylo’s chin.

“Ssh, it’s alright,” Kylo smiles, kissing the top of Hux’s head. “It can’t hurt you.”

“That’s what my mother used to tell me and my brothers,” Hux murmurs, and Kylo feels his lover tremble. “Even on the same night as–”

Hux’s voice trails off, pulling the blankets over them as the lightning and the thunder finally sync, the rumble sounding at the same time as the big flash.

“Same night as what, Hux? Talk to me. You’re shaking.”

The rain eases as the storm passes over their apartment building, moving with the winds. The fox breathes out, his ears returning to their usual alertness rather than flatten to his head against the loud assaults from the storm. He pushes himself out of Kylo’s hold, brushing stray hair out of his eyes as he sits up, back against the headboard, grey tee baggy on his small frame.

“The same night as the fire.”

Kylo sits up too, unnerved by the fearful looks in the fox’s eyes.

“The fire?”

Hux nods.

“I was part of a litter of four.” A small smile ghosts Hux’s lips. “Four boys to one parent. Our mother did her best for us but a litter of any more than 2 to a kitsune, male or female, means a lot of energy so the pups can be a handful.”

Kylo can’t help but imagine Hux as a small boy, able to shift into a little foxling, playing with his 3 brothers whilst their mother sat nearby and watched over her children with a proudness in her eyes.

“You’ve never mentioned your brothers before,” Kylo says, smiling, but it fades when he sees Hux’s expression fall.

“I’m the only one left.”

Kylo’s chest clenches, and tears fall from Hux’s eyes.

“It was the worst storm I’ve ever seen. My mother tried to take us deeper into the forest to find shelter after our den had been destroyed but everywhere was engulfed in flames. One of my brothers was injured, and whilst running back to help him, another became hurt and they were lost to the fire. I remember running to them but falling instead, slipping down into a hole in the forest floor and…that’s all I remember. I woke up to my home destroyed and my family with it. My three brothers and my mother. So you see, I have no brothers to talk about.”

Without hesitating, Kylo takes Hux into his arms, kissing his cheek and rubbing his nose against him like he knows comforts Hux in a way that only a fellow kitsune would know. Hux cries into his mate’s shoulder as the thunder fades completely into the distance, leaving the softly-falling rain the only sound to comfort them.

“I’m sorry, Hux,” Kylo says, wishing he could somehow stop his fox from hurting. “I’ve lost family too. Not in the same way, but…I know the grief kills a little part of you every time you think of them.”

“Their spirits live on with mine,” Hux says, sitting up to look at Kylo’s eyes. “That’s what we believe. Kitsunes. Death means the joining of souls, giving strength to the ones still fighting in Life. But…I still miss them.”

Kylo doesn’t know how to respond. Feeling compelled as Hux’s only remaining family, and mate, he takes hold of his hand and squeezes hard.

And to his delight, Hux squeezes back, equally as sorry about Kylo’s own pain.

“It’s alright, Ren,” Hux nods, tail wafting behind him. “I have you.”

“You do,” Kylo says softly, bringing Hux’s knuckles up to his lips to kiss. “You always will. By the spirits of your brothers, I swear it.”

And Hux’s eyes glow like Kylo has never seen before.

faded

A ‘what if’ au that may possibly get me kicked 👀👀

Note: Depression



Everything’s muddled, dark. He can’t see anything; can’t hear anything.

It’s cold. He shivers, curling in on himself, making himself small.

He tries to breathe. He almost doesn’t have the strength to.

In. Out. In. Out.

It’s still dark.

He closes his eyes. And hopes he won’t open them again.



“Hey.” A whisper, soft and close. “Hey, Aomine.”

“Mm.”

“Wake up, you idiot.” A hand atop his head, ruffling through his hair, gentle and warm. A sweet, fond voice calling his name.

He blinks awake, disoriented, and the first thing he sees are a bright smile and fiery red eyes. “Who – ?”

“I brought you food,” the man says with a grin as he stands up from the bed.

Kagami.

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anonymous asked:

huang justin + prompt "We were just pretending to be lovers, but I’m not pretending anymore.. I need to know if you feel the same way." !! I love u jessica

IM SORRY IF IT’S NOT REALLY WHAT YOU ASKED FOR!!! BUT i love u too 

Originally posted by hanichul

  • constantly being mistaken as a couple that both of you gave up on trying to deny it
  • everyone would always tease the both of you for acting so lovey dovey with one another even though you weren’t actually dating
  • and both of you went with it and fueled it up too
  • always calling each other cute (slightly cringey) pet names and going out on dates !!
  • cafe dates??? check. movie dates??? did that last week. taking a stroll in the park??? you do that every other day. 
  • you’re both aware that these aren’t actually dates but they start to feel like they are
  • and oh no?? feelings !!!
  • justin has always striked me as someone who was pretty straightforward??
  • most especially about if he ever liked someone romantically despite his young age, I feel like overall, if he liked you enough, he’d be frank about it 
  • so I think when he felt the time was right he would just say it??? ask you if you feel the same way
  • he doesn’t want to go on all of these “fake dates” with you and act so lovingly with you if you don’t 
  • he might say it at you a time you definitely didn’t expect anything 
  • which, to be fair, was all the time, you didn’t think he liked you back in the first place
  • “do you like me?”
  • “what”
  • that’s exactly how it’d go
  • you’d be confused because??? huang justin??? liking you back?? no way
  • a lot of the things you did together were just for show, you didn’t think there’d be a lot of genuine romantic feeling behind it
  • at least that’s what you thought
  • the whole world knew justin was in love with you except for you
  • you were so set on the idea that everything was pretend 
  • neither of you realized that the other didn’t want it to be pretend anymore
  • aka in the end both of you were so worried about the other not liking you back that you didn’t realize how glaringly obvious it was
  • that’s why everyone was so genuinely surprised when you told them you weren’t dating
  • and sO pAinStaKENLY slow, you finally blurted out a yes out of panic and you swore you’ve never seen justin look happier in his life
  • he’s definitely a little care free, confident, and reckless and therefore would hug you really really really tightly (ok maybe not that tight) 
  • might even give you a kiss on the cheek!
  • he’s just happy let the dude live
  • and you yourself are happy too!! and he’s super glad to see that because he loves you so much and wouldn’t want to see you anything but happy
  • whether you’re older, the same age, or younger than him he’d really want to try to take care of you 
  • so now when people ask you if you’re dating, you get a very excited justin confidently showing off the amazing person he’s actually dating this time

anonymous asked:

I see you keep saying your o0o's are "silent eggs." I am a little scared because have you been exposed to loud eggs???????????? Is that a thing?????????????

OKAY A LOT TO ADDRESS HERE and I’m combining these into one post to reduce the amount of o0o spam as much as possible. 

So, loud egg anon — First of all WHERE DID YOU COME FROM because honestly this might be the best anon message I’ve ever received and I’m gonna need you in my ask box all the time. And yeah I included these silent eggs in my username because I was sick and tired of the constant annoying chatter of real life eggs. They are always judging me and suggesting omelette alternatives and HONESTLY I was ready to just look at an egg that can’t talk back for once

“Bow” anon — SO LONG as you’re not pronouncing the eggs, I support your moaning and it’s 200% better than the moaning of the other anons because the contents of your moaning sandwich are literally bowchickabowwow

ghostly anon — I’m sorry you’re just wrong

Originally posted by ofburntbreadsandlazyeggs

Okay so my hair is such a mess because I just got out of the shower and it’s still drying into a crazy, Puerto Rican mess of curls.

But I wanted to squeal and show off my new shirt! A close friend of mine who I will just call Y (she doesn’t have an account but is cool with me saying this), got me this shirt and it just came in. She calls it a ‘super late birthday/please don’t cry over your ex’ gift.

It was a surprise to me when I got it in my mailbox today so I’m honestly so grateful my friend did something this kind? She’s the best. ❤❤❤

If anyone’s curious, she ordered it from my Redbubble favorite list (we both have access to each others list so we can send gifts we know the other person will like), so I can give you the artist’s name if you want.

I’m just SO excited to have this! Im broke to the extreme so it’s been a long time since I’ve been able to get something nice for myself. And this is based on Roddy’s shirt in his holoform! It matches my blog! :3

Sorry darlings I’m not trying to brag and I hope I’m not annoying anyone. I just figured I’d share! ❤

-Lily

I can’t translate it word for word because I’m still on phone only, but a quick recap;

-Noora is asking Sana if she also had fun on the party, and telling Sana that “yeah the where nice new people”

Noora literally asked Sana about Yousef and asked if she knew him well, but Sana declined and said that, “yeah they’re charming if you like childish kids”, and noora comments that Yousef didn’t seem childish.

Sana then tries to tell noora that “you can’t date a Muslim guy”because they only date norwegian girls to use them and play them, but when they’re getting serious they ditch them and marries a Muslim girl instead. Noora says that sounds very generalising and Sana says that a Muslim can only marry another Muslim, and that that is written in the Quran. Sana then kinda angrily asks why they are talking about Yousef when Noora is with William and noora gets really quiet.

Sana tries to ask about William and noora says that the when she said she came back from London because William was working all the time wasn’t the whole truth, but get interrupted before she can says what it is.

Mari is asking if Noora wants to buy their old russebuss and Sana asks how much money they want for it, Mari is obvious surprised by Sana asking and Noora says that Sana is also on the bus. Vilde and Magnus joins them and vilde is really happy about it and wants to see the bus but Noora is arguing that 300 000 is too much. Vilde says that if they want a bus they have to buy now and Sana agrees with Vilde. Noora is not happy and argues that they don’t have the money and that they’re only 5. Magnus says that if they need people, he can join, and Vilde tells Noora that she should read the book she is reading that’s called “the secret” and that it’s tells you to take things as they come and something something about the universe and sun and stars and she and Magnus starts cuddling and flirts with each other.


I’m on my phone, I’m dyslexic, so yeah ….sorry for shitty translation ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

anonymous asked:

So what are some current series that you have been reading or watching lately? (Btw your skill is like ????!!!! too good for me!! your art is one of my fav inspirations!!)

ahhh thank you so much!!! :’o 

i prefer reading manga over watching anime, so these are the ones that i’m following. most of these titles are obscure, so i gotta add some obligatory comments to make you guys want to read them.

  • boku no hero academia (fatgum!! fatgum!!)
  • one piece and magi, but to a lesser extent nowadays
  • to you, the immortal (highly highly highly recommend if you’re not afraid of getting your heart ripped into shreds)
  • the shiori experience, which is about a woman possessed by the spirit of jimi hendrix and i s2g words are not enough to explain this manga
  • kaguya wants to be confessed to
  • skippu beato!!
  • odette, which is about a girl and her cat boyfriend
  • wotaku ni koi wa muzukashii, if you’re into grown-up nerds being cute and nerdy together
  • i recently finished gunjou gakusha, a lovely anthology with art that’ll make you cry. i also adore irie aki’s ran and the gray world, which the header on my mobile theme is from (tw: it’s kinda fucked up)
  • haru no noroi, which is peak terrible romantic tragedy (tw: mental health stuff)
  • koi wa amaagari no you ni, which is kinda about growing up and kinda about being an ex-track star and kinda about love? but not really (tw: age gap)
  • musume no iede, stories of various troubled young women whose lives intersect in same way or another, with a deceptively cute art style
  • i’m always looking forward to shimanami tasogare, which hasn’t updated in awhile. beautifully-drawn lgbt+ manga are pretty rare.
  • same with ao no flag
  • and your name their story omfg wrong title i’m sorry!!!

if you want to look them up, they’re all on kissmanga :>

The Raven Cycle Starters
  • "You are being self-pitying."
  • "I'm nearly done. You don't have much more of this to bear."
  • "Crushed and broken. Just the way women like 'em."
  • "You're the table everyone wants at Starbucks,"
  • "No. I thought you were dead in a ditch.”
  • "Don't panic. Are you sitting? You probably don't need to sit. Well, possibly. At least lean on something."
  • "His name wasn't really Butternut, was it?"
  • "He asked for a specific. I gave him a specific. I'm sorry it wasn't puppies."
  • "I'm always straight."
  • "Oh, man, that's the biggest lie you've ever told.”
  • "I wish you wouldn't call him that."
  • "If we go that way, it seems less like we’ll be shot for trespassing. We can’t be low profile because of your shirt."
  • "Kick him in the nuts. Then run the other way."
  • "I don't know what I want. I don't know what the hell I am."
  • “Keep poking things with your stick and it’ll be okay.”
  • “You’re looking for a god. Didn’t you suspect that there was also a devil?”
  • "He threw me out the window!"
  • “So what you're saying is you can't explain it."
  • "Don't fucking swear,"
  • “Smiling when you say that doesn’t make it funny,”
  • “There aren't terrible ideas. Just ideas done terribly.”
  • “Maybe you mean to be, but in case you’re just being accidentally creepy, I thought I’d let you know.”
  • “Secrets and cockroaches — that’s what will be left at the end of it all.”
  • "You should say sorry when you kill something."
  • “You can be just friends with people, you know,"
  • "I like the way you losers thought Instagram before first aid. Fuck off.”
  • "Stop watching me,"
  • “I wasn't talking to you, ___. I need someone with a soul.”
  • "I'm dead, Not stupid.”
  • "Go be short somewhere else.”
  • “Okay, get out of here. Scram. Farewell,"
  • "Excelsior."
  • " Do you think you might grow out of the crazy any time soon?"

anonymous asked:

Hey, why is Dazai/Chuuya(how is he written?)=Soukoku(I'm sorry I can't spell). Also: THANK YOU! I just watched the 2nd season because of you in 4hours flat! SO GOOD! Do you know if/when the 3rd is coming out?

Hello my bean! At first I was really confused about Soukoku too (which I still am, but for other reasons entirely), since I’ve always been used to ship names that are made combining the name of the two characters together. 

In BSD, Soukoku (literally Double Black) is the name that was given to Dazai and Chuuya as a pair, when they used to be partners during the Mafia days. They earned the title after they destroyed an entire enemy organization in one night. So, it’s used in canon and it’s not born as a ship name (…or is it?), the characters of BSD call them Soukoku the same way as we are doing. 

(Soukoku is also the title of chapter 31 in the manga and of episode 21 in the anime!!)

Having clear the logic of Soukoku, it’s not hard to understand why Dazai called the partnership that he’s willing to form between Atsushi and Akutagawa “Shin Soukoku”, New Double Black ;)

p.s. I don’t know if or when season 3 is coming, but we’re having an OVA on August 4th and a movie later this fall :D 

I needed to write this down *chap 129 spoilers below*

After the third time my bestfriend asked me if the latest revelation from chapter 129 had me upset, I decided to sort out my actual thought about this whole thing. I just want to clarify, before anything else, that this is my own reaction/opinion and I’m not enforcing it upon anyone. I just felt the need to voice this out. Feel free to agree or disagree.

To start off, I’m not entirely upset, upset about some factors, yes, but the closest to accurately place my reaction would be a mixture of shock, excitement, and ache.

Shock since I did not expect it to happen this coming chapter because I thought things would lie low after Agni’s death, I thought more palpable hints would be dropped before the actual reveal. I accepted and believed that the 2CT is true long time ago, and was just waiting for its confirmation.

Excitement from the thrill and elation I felt because of the sudden surge of events, because let’s face it, things have been quite dull at the beginning of the blue sect arc. I tend to fall deeper in love with a story if it provides me with more drama and more conflicts to journey through.

Last would be ache, because I had my hopes too high about Elizabeth, I adore her so much and I never once questioned her feelings for Ciel. I led myself to believe that she’s one of the few individuals who will stay by Ciel’s side no matter what. The fact that she seemed adamant about protecting her original fiancé despite what she have been through with the current earl have hurt me in ways I was never expecting.

The part that insistently irks me is how affected I am with the whole “Ciel’s name is not really Ciel” thing, but decided to take the stubborn route of sticking to the name Ciel for the contracted earl. He’s always been Ciel to me and I’ll continue to address him as such, I’ll use real!Ciel or other!ciel for the twin but other than the little brave earl will still be my Ciel. And besides, if you ask me, he damn right earned himself the name by burying the sickly shy kid in the past in order to be the Ciel that he is currently.

anonymous asked:

My friend & her parents keep saying the word tranny & other transphobic words, they're super supportive, don't get me wrong. But every time I bring it up, they ignore me & my friend is a cis girl & she uses the excuse of her parents being gay men. She refuses to call me my name, she always refers to me as female or her 'trans friend' & it's upsetting. The other day her pop joked & said that I'm not her boyfriend & she tripped out and said that she doesn't like girls. Idek it just hurts ~Dami

I’m so sorry you have to go through that hun. I know it might sound redundant, but definitely remind them that supporting you requires them to not useoffensive language. They can’t just say “I support you” and be done. It is a constant commitment.

If they don’t stop, or play it off as only jokes, (this may not be the best way, but it was something I had to do) you could casually use their wrong pronouns or something in return. If they try to tell you that they don’t like that, you can easily explain that you donmt like it either, and that is just a taste of how you are feeling.

I know how much it sucks, my dude, but hang in there. We are all here for you.
-Levi

Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon sentence starters- Chapter 4
  • "Looks like I'll be on my own awhile."
  • "I thought I'd come to meet you, since we live so close."
  • "Well met, my friend (NAME)!"
  • "Wow, you're just as annoying as ever."
  • "Boy, I really messed things up again."
  • "I feel like I just cause problems for everyone around me."
  • "Urk! It looks like I may have made things even worse."
  • "I knew it. I just make messes for everyone... and ruin everything..."
  • "Sorry (NAME), for always being such a pain."
  • "I'll try to be more careful from now on."
  • "It's hard to get your feelings across to others sometimes."
  • "It doesn't matter what they say... I can do it!"
  • "I'm going to achieve my dreams! I'll do it, and I'll show them all!"
  • "D-dude, (NAME)! Seriously! How dim can you be?"
  • "Alright, let's give it our best shot!"
  • "Why is everything my fault, huh?!"
  • "Now, now! I'll have none of that cheek from you."

anonymous asked:

Adam has already cheated on vic with Vanessa, that's what makes a difference here. I 100% bet my money on Robert never cheating again. (Some probs think I'm a Luney tune). But the guilt he has feels about it is too much, I don't think him doing it again will be a problem. He revelled in the betrayal to Chrissie during the affair, but this time he got NO bliss from it whatsoever. It would be futile for him to put himself if that position again so I don't think he will

hi! i already know this is going to be really long so i’m sorry in advance.

it’s clear that ed are looking for us to make connections between robert and adam with these storylines, so i do wonder what all the reactions will be once everything is revealed. this is the second time adam has cheated, and in my eyes, both times he was acting like a child. the first time because vic told him she wasn’t ready for marriage, and the second because he’s going through shit and doesn’t want to deal with it. i personally believe that at the time the cheating happened, robert was in a far worse state mentality and physically than adam. adam has people there to talk to and vent at, robert didn’t.

his reaction to the reveal is something i’ve always found interesting. robert loved chrissie, theres no two ways about it, but it wasn’t enough. i think once he realised everything he felt for aaron was genuine, everything he felt for chrissie slowly just melted away, he loved the life, and what she was offering, but she was never going to be enough for him. 

it didn’t take robert long to pull himself together once everyone knew, and then he began demanding the money he wanted instead of fighting for chrissie (remember that brilliant scene at the scrapyard, god i fucking love angry robert), it wasn’t the fact he lost chrissie that crushed him, but the fact his deepest insecurity was out and the life he thought he wanted was gone. 

once everything is revealed now, robert is going to be devastated. there isn’t a part of robert that doesn’t love aaron, and the life he has with him. he is finally comfortable and happy with him and liv, and that’s all about to be pulled away from under him. aaron has every right to kick him to the curb, but the thought alone that he lost aaron was terrifying for robert, i can’t imagine how he’ll feel if it actually happens. 

he didn’t cheat because he was bored and just ‘felt like it’, he didn’t cheat because something he wanted isn’t going to be easy and he just wants to throw a tantrum. he thought he’d lost everything. because to him, aaron is everything. he reverted back to the man he used to be, because if aaron doesn’t love him anymore, what’s the point in trying to be the good guy? he hates himself for it, he’s broken and lost, and i think it’s only going to get worse for him.

this is why i feel very little sympathy for adam. what he’s going through is horrible, i know it is. but he’s refusing to deal with his problems, he’s not talking to his wife, and when he is he’s frankly being a dick. vic is there for him, moira, aaron, he has so many people he could turn to, but instead he goes to vanessa, because he wants to. robert had no one, he couldn’t turn to aaron as he wasn’t home, and in roberts mind they were finished. he turned to the person he thought was only a friend, and it escalated due to how drunk he was, and if she was a friend she would have stopped him, instead she revelled in it. and from the sounds of the spoilers, even if vanessa does stop him, adam is sober enough to intentionally try to sleep with vanessa when vic is just down the road, and this is all for a second time. which i personally think is far worse than what robert did.

i genuinely believe aaron and robert are endgame. and once all this is blown over and they begin to move on, they won’t have anymore ‘cheating storylines’ at least not anytime in the future. aaron is everything to robert and visa versa. they adore each other, and robert is going to fight for everything they have, even if it kills him.

anonymous asked:

If your still taking fic requests how about an angsty Ryan who can't understand friendship well and really flubs it up by getting frustrated and mad at everyone. He was really trying to make friends with them as well. (BTW your writing is absolutely fantastic!)

Oh my gosh, thank you! You’re too kind. And I am always willing to do prompts for you, and this one is gonna be a doozy, but I love it:

Before Geoff Ramsey and his merry band of misfits came long, Ryan hadn’t interacted with a lot of people outside of his freelancing jobs. At the time, he hadn’t wanted to make friends with any of these people. He didn’t see much point putting any energy into socializing with anyone because he did not intend to actually see them again.

When Geoff hired him the first time, Ryan went into the job with his same old attitude and skull mask to boot. He didn’t even bother learning anyone’s name outside of Ramsey’s just in case they tried talking to him. This was going to be a one time deal because he had no intention of doing any more jobs for Geoff.

But Geoff hired him again a few weeks later, and he kept hiring him over and over until finally he offered Ryan a full time position in his crew. Something that Ryan hadn’t expected, nor did he particularly want, but his life had thrown him a few curve balls and this was just another one, so instead of outright saying no, he asked Geoff if he could think about it.

It takes him a week to finally give Geoff an answer and another three days before he actually steps foot into Geoff’s penthouse. The entire crew is waiting for him, scattered around the living room like cats, and Ryan has to fight the urge to turn around and go right back home.

“I see you found the place okay,” Geoff comments pushing away from the breakfast bar and crossing the room to stand next to Ryan. He points at the skull mask covering Ryan’s face and says, “You don’t have to wear that here. We won’t tell anyone what you look like.”

Ryan grunts but leaves his mask on, and Geoff nods. “Alright, I got the message.” He turns to his crew, clasping his hands in front of him, and smiles. “So, I’m sure you all remember Ryan.”

The others stare back him for a long moment before a woman steps forward, a kind smile on her face. She extends her hand and says, “Hi, Ryan, I’m Jack.”

Ryan glances down at her hand but does not take it, and Jack’s smile falls a little. She lowers her hand, clearing her throat. “Uh, welcome to the crew.”

“Don’t worry, buddy,” Geoff starts, clapping Ryan on the shoulder, ignoring his frustrated huff, grinning, “you’ll fit in great.”

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Okay, so here are some of my old screenshots that I’ve gathered up on what North Gallagher has done to me and some other ppl. I tend to keep these screenshots bc she likes to play victim a lot or deny everything she gets called out on. So, in order I’ll explain which screenshot means what. Pls keep in mind that this is the girl who always changes her name and fcs so every screenshot is probably a different fc and name but they’re all of her.

First Screenshot : Back in August of this year, she sent me a message on here saying how she was sorry and was wanting to own up to all the shitty stuff she has done.

Second Screenshot : She lied about my boyfriend friend requesting her so that she could call me a “stupid hoe” in her status for literally no damn reason at all.

Third Screenshot : She lied about her boyfriend not wanting to join Roleplay bc of me even though I had never associated w him in my life. Again, I suppose to call me a “stupid bitch” in her status for ppl to see. Idk

Fourth Screenshot : She lied to one of my friends saying that she never cheated on her ex ( my boyfriend ) and that I had fed him lies about it, even though my boyfriend is the one who had told me about her cheating.

Fifth & Sixth Screenshot : Someone exposed her in their status about how she admitted to lying to them about another person in their fam at the time calling her a hoe, so that she could join the fam again. Obviously it didn’t go well.

Seventh Screenshot : This is my Kik message to her when she lied to my boyfriend at the time that I was flirting w other guys, when I wasn’t bc she wanted to date him. ( As she’s done w other old boyfriends I have had )

Eight Screenshot : She continuously begged a guy to “sext” her all the while she had a boyfriend.

Now for anyone who’s curious, here’s her Tumblr URL @blondebeautyorpxo

This is the last post I’m making about her, unless she starts up more lies about me or boyfriend and friends. Then I’ll of course defend myself and / or them.

( If you want to see any more of my stupid ass rants on her and what she’s done. I literally tagged most of the posts under “mckenna”.