i'm sobbing lol

anonymous asked:

Could you talk a little about venus in virgo 💙💘

this is my placement n i have waited months to respond. thank u for yr patience, i just feel so many feelings abt this one bc i’m in a period of my life where i’m focusing a lot on my relationships n how i am in relationship to others. Here we go. 

Venus in virgo will take yr trash out for u even tho u didn’t ask n sort of wanted to do it by yrself. Yr physical trash, yr emotional trash. We show up for the heart work, the hard work. We love extremely deeply but affection is rlly hard. Even me, as a libra sun, it’s v hard for me to show affection outwardly n physically to ppl I want to be in relationship with unless i’m 10000000% sure they will not leave me. Venus in virgo will offer to tuck u in to bed to make u feel safe, will wash yr dishes when yr too depressed to get out of bed, will install the fan/light bulbs/printer drivers that u have been neglecting. We love to scrub til it’s clean, n not just counter tops. We want u to feel bright n shiny n big n capable. We see the potential in u. We work to get u the opportunities u want. We work so hard for u n then forget ourselves. Sometimes we even blame u for that. Venus in virgo will push until there’s nothing left in ourselves. We will rationalize love, make it practical, make it seem easy in thought. We forget that relationships (of any kind) are not built on logic. There is little reason in caring for another person. Which we might wholeheartedly deny…even tho we will break ourselves to give to others. Some say that Venus in virgo is an atonement placement. That in another life we were so brutal n unloving that in this life we are given this placement to learn how to be loving in a healthy way. Venus in virgo is in it forever. We have an image of what it looks like to be in relationship, we have a vision of what the future looks like. We hold it soft, we hold it secret. We do not share, we do not flirt, we might expect others to do that with us tho. We subvert love n sex- freaky weirdos forever n ever n everrrrrr. We love control, we’re confused when we don’t have it. Venus in virgo will make u feel special by remembering that thing u said 8 years ago but won’t ever tell u bc it’s so special it can’t be spoken. Venus in virgo will crush hard forever x900000 n never talk abt it bc we’re deeply afraid of rejection. We could be nose to nose with our one true love but unless that other person is gonna talk abt it first, nothing is gonna happen. When we’re at our very best in this life…venus in virgo will give unselfishly n not punish anyone for having given it. We won’t tire or break ourselves to be there for others. We will be kind to ourselves n not be so afraid to be ‘rejected’. 

Ultimately, I love having this placement bc it has so many strengths n gifts. I’m thankful for having a placement that forces me to work thru my issues so that I can give good, healthy love to ppl in my life as I learn n grow. Thank u to the stars for this beautiful, difficult gift ! 

I hope this is helpful <3 if u have any other questions pls feel free to come back thru ! (: 

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Uh, so I haven’t posted my face in a while, but i do sometimes on this blog so this is me, hi? :D

Pseudo costest of Yuuri (who turned out to have more natural makeup than my usual cosplays so is also like half just normal me lol), who I’ll be cosplaying at Katsucon this coming Thurs-Sun! Will have actual cosplays then, Stammi Vicino Yuuri is my main but I also have a fem!Eros Yuuri original design <3 Was surprisingly nervous because I’ve drawn Yuuri countless times in 2D but it’s very different on your own face… ^ ^; Hopefully is passable LOL

I got my hair cut just for this today, and well it was getting a bit long anyway and saves me from having to get a lace front wig ^ ^;;

Before (yeah lopped off a fair amount):

also bonus with glasses (not cosplay glasses, actual every day glasses but eh close enough in shape at least ^ ^;)

  • Rowan: I'd walk into the burning heart of hell itself to find you
  • Aelin: I'll always find a way back to you
  • Me: WELL IT LOOKS LIKE YOURE BOTH GONNA HAVE TO NOW THAT EVERYTHING HAS GONE TO SHIT
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Real World Bonus:

HAPPY CARYL DAY, EVERYONE!

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“So the little prince tamed the fox. And when the hour of his departure drew near–
Ah,“ said the fox, "I shall cry.”
It is your own fault,“ said the little prince. "I never wished you any sort of harm; but you wanted me to tame you …”
Yes, that is so,“ said the fox.
But now you are going to cry!” said the little prince.
Yes, that is so,“ said the fox.
Then it has done you no good at all!”
It has done me good,“ said the fox, "because of the color of the wheat fields.”
( Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince )