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Of Course Pt. 8 (Kim Seokjin)

Originally posted by hopeatuuli

“I’ll go if the others ask what I’m doing tell them I just went for a walk to think about philosophy or some shit.”

Word Count: 1.2k

Genre: Angst, (Flashback fluff)

Warnings: Drinking, smoking

I’m glad how this series has grown! Thank you to everyone who reads, likes and rebloggs, I appreciate it a lot! Enjoy <3

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“I’ve barely slept, I’m running purely on coffee and I’m positive it’s unhealthy, I’ve been smoking so much and I’ve just been feeling generally ill,” You said as your voice raised slightly. “But yes, I’m okay.”

“You just contradicted yourself.”

“Yes I did but I am okay.”

“You’re lying though.”

“I’m okay.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am.”

“No, you’re not.”

“I’m fine.”

“For once, stop pretending you’re okay! Just talk to me!”

“Why should I? It’s not like you ever cared anyway!”

“Why would you ever think that?”
“Because you said you don’t love me!” You seethed, a few tears you didn’t know you had left escaping your eyes and falling onto the carpet. You pushed past Jin in the doorway and walked out into the living room where the rest of the boys were. Jin still stood in his place as the rest of them stared at you. I guess we weren’t quiet with our arguing. You thought. It was awkward, to say the least, the air was tense and uncomfortable. It was as if they stopped talking and thinking and were just paying attention to you, some of them scanning your features and condition and the rest just staring. You quickly walked to the door, not letting yourself take in the familiar doorway and the plant they never moved and the piles of shoes at the front of the door. You weren’t going to let yourself remember everything again.

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anonymous asked:

I know you don’t like Snily (and it’s okay) but what do you think about the massive anti-snily culture on Tumblr? I ship it but I do know it’s problematic and extremely flawed. I tend to like fucked up ships. I’m not even trying to pretend it’s all healthy and lovey-dovey. I’m just so tired of being treated as a simple, silly fangirl. I love marauders, I have nothing against Jily but I can't help feeling that I'm not welcome to the fandom.

I don’t know what you mean by “anti-Snily culture on Tumblr.” I don’t follow people who ship and post Snape/Lily (as a conscious choice) so I’m not knowledgeable about that part of the fandom on Tumblr or how they’re treated.

If people are sending you hate for shipping Snape and Lily, or posting hate in the ship’s tag(s), or openly insulting the shippers and even reducing to slurs and name-calling, then you’ve every right to get angry. That sort of ship-shaming is gross, and sometimes even borders on outright bullying the shippers. Tell them to go fuck themselves, block and report them. No one has any right to hate on others for their fictional ships, even though they may find it disturbing. Sending hate and bullying is never okay, especially given how we’ve many ways to avoid the ships we hate, like blacklisting the said ship or unfollowing the shippers. 

However, If what you mean by “anti-Snily culture on Tumblr” is people posting their (untagged) anti-Snape/Lily opinions on their own blog, or not following Snape/Lily shippers, or refusing to make and reblog Snape/Lily stuff and so on… then I’m sorry but I don’t think you’ve any right to complain about that. People are allowed to think a character or a ship is terrible, and openly refuse to contribute to that part of the fandom. We don’t have to gif, talk about, follow fans of every character and ship of our fandoms just so everyone feels welcome. That would be like me expecting Ron/Hermione shippers to make effort to make me “feel welcome” as a Harry/Hermione shipper, even though they may have issues with the ship. They have no obligation to cater to me. It’s just not going to happen.

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Ok guys, I'm putting it out there

I’ve been in the closet for a long time.

But not for what you think. I’m still your standard female, born that way and heterosexual and whatever.

I’m talking about my inspirations and likes. It’s quite obvious that I’m a huge fan of things like superheroes, cars, and whatever. But there is something that has been my muse/inspiration/creative drive or whatever you want to call it for the vast majority of my life. I’m talking about Bionicle. 

Yes. The LEGO franchise from the early 2000s. 

You may have noticed (or not, whatever) that these past couple weeks I’ve been reblogging a lot of Bionicle stuff. Recently I was inspired to once again rekindle that creative spark that has driven me for so long. Bionicle has inspired me, mostly in secret even in my own family, for the past ten years and I’m tired of hiding it. My brother was the one with all the toys, all the movies, etc.(I didn’t even BUILD my first Bionicle until about three weeks ago when I bought Tahu Nuva).

I thought for the longest time that I was just feeling nostalgic, which certainly could be part of my inspiration….but NO!  Maybe it’s because Kopaka and Tahu are my spirit animals Toa, but the more I look into it, the more I realize that I truly am in love with the characters, the story, the action that has taken place in this wonderful, colorful world LEGO created. 

I am trying to reeducate myself on all the lore that I missed, and it’s really hard to catch up on practically 6 years of it, but I am doing so slowly, and not regretting a minute of it. 

I should no longer be embarrassed by how excited this franchise makes me, how it inspires me and drives me, or how many friends I have made because of it. Or even how Mask of Light and Legends of Metru Nui have been the two movies throughout my life that I quote on a constant basis, and is the first movie I ever memorized line-for-line.

I’m a nostalgic person by nature. And I remain in love with the things that inspired me in such ways. So while I’m in a sharing mood, let me lay out all the things that have inspired me in crazy ways (in some order of inspiration from most to least): 

Teen Titans/Marvel
Kim Possible
Danny Phantom

That is all.

Kopaka & Tahu Nuva FTW