i'm so sorry if i got it wrong

I keep thinking how knowing Even had a crush on Isak the first day he saw him changes the whole dynamic of the story, or at least it does to me.

The first times we see Isak and Even sharing glances (first in the cafeteria, then outside, then at the kosegruppa meeting) I thought Even was this type of guy who looks at you in the coolest way ever just because he feels he is able to get your attention.

When they met in the bathroom and Even did the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever seen anyone do when they are flirting with someone, I thought he was just being a pain in the ass since he noticed Isak always looking at him and he wanted the attention I guessed he thought he deserved.

And then in the bench… Well, that scene kind of threw my theory out of the window, because Even totally lost his coolness: he was almost shy and nervous. But I guess I was too caught up by his looks and appearance I didn’t really pay attention.

But Even confessing Isak he saw him the very first day at school and that he went to the kosegruppa meeting just to meet Isak made me realize all those times weren’t about Even being cool, they were about Even trying to look cool. It was always about a boy doing embarrassing and not-so-slick things to get the other boy’s attention. When I thought Isak was getting caught by Even staring at him, it was actually Even trying to act laid back when he realized his crush was looking at him. When Even approached Isak on the hallway to ask him if he was going to the Halloween party, it wasn’t him being casual, it was him being hopeful. When Even suggested Isak going to the pool, it wasn’t him recreating his favorite movie scene just to be the coolest guy, it was him planning the whole thing to finally act on his feelings for his crush.

And you know why just a simple scene was able to threw away what I thought was real? Because Skam just doesn’t make seasons from one character’s perspective in order for us to get to really know them, Skam does it to show that not everything is what we think it is: we don’t see life at it is, we see it in our own way. And that’s as beautiful as it is scary, isn’t it?

@victuuri-week Day 4 - *Smash Bros voice* FREE FOR ALL!!!

*cough* Sorry, I’m reading it like this everytime lmao. I love mermaid AUs too much, and since I used the “Mythos AU” day with something else, I decided to do it today! It’s my birthday, so i’m happy I got to draw some mermaids for today XD

Just a feel HCs to go with this pic (english isn’t my first language, sorry if anything comes out wrong or doesn’t make sense):

  • Yuuri had a really bad breakdown and tried to kill himself by jumping on the stormy sea. 
    • Viktor was just swimming by when he found Yuuri, already passed out, and without even thinking saved him and carried him to the beach.
    • Yuuri regained his senses momentary, and the only thing he could say when he saw the figure leaning over him was “Beautiful”.
  • Viktor gets immediately smitten with this human, but he know he shouldn’t stay for longer since anyone could see him now out in the open (he was already going to get in trouble for letting this man see him). So, full of regret for not being able to stay by his side, he jumps back on the sea, and watch from behind some rocks as someone founds the man passed out and calls for help.
  • Yuuri wakes up in a hospital, his entire family crying and hugging him and begging him not to do that again. He immediately feels bad for giving up so easily and making them cry so much, and hugs them back, apologizing.
    • Later, when they are calmer, he asked who was the long-haired man that helped him off of the sea. But everyone just seems confused by this and inform him that he was found lying alone at the beach by a passerby. 
  • But Yuuri was sure there was someone else, and when he gets discharged, he goes back to the little beach, looking at the sea, without really knowing what to do. 
  • After that, he goes there everyday, and while that worries his parents, he actually seems a lot less down when he is by the sea, so they let him go (Mari keeps messaging him every 5 minutes to be sure he is alright, tho).
    • Everyday, there is a pair of cerulean eyes underwater staring back at him.

…I got carried away lmao (I didn’t had this written down and came up with some parts rn, sorry if it’s messy XD). Thanks if you read this all!!


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Aaaand HERE WE GO. This comic ended up being real long, so it’s been split into two parts. Link for next is below!

And big thanks to Rebamakash because she came up with the secret service joke!

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Renji: “you love her right? You should confess…”
Ichigo: *sweats nervously*
Renji: “you shouldn’t keep a nice girl like Orihime waiting.”
Ichigo: “Wha- Orihime? Oh yup yeah, we’re totally talking about Orihime.”
Ichigo: *thank god, it would’ve been awkward of him to tell me to confess to his now wife*

The biggest problem with this boy
is that he doesn’t seem to believe
that he’s beautiful.
This is a problem, of course,
because he knocks the wind out of you
every time he so much as looks at you
and you can’t help but think
that if he understood his own radiance
he would never touch you
again.
—  THE PROBLEM WITH BEAUTIFUL BOYS by Ashe Vernon
The Bird and the Bees (RWBY)

This is for @megaexguilmon, I was your @rwbysecretsanta. You said you liked the Bees and the Branwens. Couldn’t put both birds in there, but you got one bird and some bees. Hope you like it, had to write fast to get it out today. Enjoy, and happy holidays!

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  • Teacher: Okay, everyone, let's do a small exercise! Take a deep breath, and close your eyes. Now, tell me, what do you see?
  • Kise: Uhhh...
  • Aomine, grumbling: Nothing. I see nothing at all.
  • Midorima, fixing his glasses despite having his eyes closed: Sensei doesn't mean it in a literal sense.
  • Murasakibara, eating: *wasn't even closing his eyes*
  • Akashi, smiling: I see my future with-
  • Kuroko [the only one who actually followed]: I see... Aomine-kun.
  • Akashi, not smiling now: I see a funeral, Daiki.
  • Aomine: ???
  • Teacher: *sighs*

Idk I’m kinda glad that about 45 people unfollowed me cause of that jontron post. But also kinda mad. Is it bad I think his content is funny? That I like his YouTube personality? That I like the YouTube channel jontron????
I don’t give a flying fuck about what the guy thinks or says I just like his videos like come the fuck on is it really that bad? I like pewdiepie I like his content I think he’s funny but I personally do not care for Felix and what his opinions and what he does outside of his channel. I like content of channels and personalities of the channel
It’s totally different than agreeing with the content creators ideals and opinions

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okay so,, my smile is something i’ve always been really insecure about, but lately i’ve been trying to embrace it & learn to love myself more bc i’m tired of hating myself for something that’s a part of me & that i can’t control. it’s definitely a work in progress, but that’s okay!! ✨

Reblog if you think being transgender is a valid identity and not just some sort of trend.

I want to have more than just my word on this when I come out to my parents. My dad definitely called it a trend and doesn’t think it’s a legitimate thing. Help me prove him wrong please.

anonymous asked:

Just correct me if I'm wrong, but in your last post about Amon, you basically said that Amon only cares about his old comrades because they are the closest he has to his humanity? And that this wouldn't be a true friendship, so they wouldn't really be "friends"?

That part wasn’t my meta dude, that observation should probably be given to @ UNDERGROUNDSKY  for their wonderful addition.  

To elaborate that though, you’re close but not necessarily there. You’re looking at these motivators as if they’re direct rather than subconscious. It’s not that Amon doesn’t care about his friends, or only cares about his friends at this point because he considers them a last vestige of his humanity. 

It’s more like, here is Amon’s stated conscious motivator “these people are my last sanctuary and I have to fight for them.” It sounds all well and good, but you have to question why Amon, much like Kaneki feels the need to fight for people constantly and want to protect them. Rather than just you know, hanging out with them and enjoying their presence.

For Amon and Kaneki it stems mostly from a fear of losing people, but there’s also a second unconscious motivator that’s more subtle. Amon and Kaneki are constantly afraid of losing people because they have no strong attachment to these people in the first place. While caring about others very deeply, but Amon and Kaneki are unable to perceive how much others care about them.

That’s in part what Touka’s speech to Amon was about. “Don’t you think Akira would want to see you too if you want to see her? That’s what I’d think in her place” - essentially.

I’ve talked about Kaneki a lot though, so to focus on Amon for a minute. Amon has another difficulty that Kaneki has when it comes to relating to others that keeps them at a distance, and that is he’s been raised most of his life within the framework of the CCG. You have the inciting incident of his trauma, Donato, which made him doubt every single relationship after that fact or whether he was even himself worthy of holding relationships with other people. (Another reason why the boys are constantly fighting, they have insecurities about whether they really deserve to be friends with other people. This is a lot more obvious in Haise which makes sense because as 1st class Haise was occupying Amon’s former position in the CCG). Then you have the CCG immediately afterwords, conforming Amon to this system of rank and file. Amon’s solution to his trauma then is to adhere to the system. 

Amon at that time never had friends, he had superiors like Mado and Shinohara, coworkers like Takizawa, Juniors like Akira, he himself never once called them his friends. Except since Amon had no life whatsoever outside of the CCG, they were basically his friends and his entire support network. Amon wants to fight for his friends, and take refuge in them, have them be his sanctuary and his home, I think if he’s developed at all in RE: he’s come to realize that. 

However, Amon at the same time does not feel comfortable letting himself be open to relationships. The trauma of Donato acts like a permanent stop gap on his psyche as long as it exists he’ll never be able to grow up and reap the benefits of being a mature adult with working relationships. Therefore in the mean time his compromise is to keep people close, but at a distance at the same time. They’re not his friends, they’re his comrades, his coworkers. He’s not seeing them directly but through a framekwork. When he becomes a ghoul, he practices the same behavior. To him Akria is not the Akira he knew, but rather a human being while he’s a ghoul. 

Amon obviously cares about these people but he needs to do so directly rather than indirectly, he needs to see them, not their species, or their title and rank in the CCG.