i'm so so so excited for the finale

A new manga magazine is coming! Jump SQ Crown, which will be on sale on July 17, will feature D.Gray-man and the new Kekkai Sensen!!!!

The new Kekkai Sensen is titled Kekkai Sensen Back 2 Back. Can’t tell much yet but it seems like it will be a new series and not just a one-shop promotional manga.

What’s more exciting though, is the return of D.Gray-man!!!!! Honestly I never thought I’d see this series coming back, but here it is!!!

As always one of the last ones to hear the news but anyway… here’s a modest contribution of my worn out mind and wounded heart;_;


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Book Recommendation of Paper Towns by John Green

Who is the real Margo?

Quentin Jacobsen has spent a lifetime loving the magnificently adventurous Margo Roth Spiegelman from afar. So when she cracks open a window and climbs into his life—dressed like a ninja and summoning him for an ingenious campaign of revenge—he follows. After their all-nighter ends, and a new day breaks, Q arrives at school to discover that Margo, always an enigma, has now become a mystery. But Q soon learns that there are clues—and they’re for him. Urged down a disconnected path, the closer he gets, the less Q sees the girl he thought he knew…
(summary from Goodreads)

Yes, I enjoyed it very much! I loved that adventurous night they have in the beginning and how complex Margo is. She is a crazy badass who has a lot of creativity when it comes to plot revenge plans and actually has the balls to pull them through. But she is also so much more that she seems to be. I found that refreshing. I liked how Q and his friends befriended with other people regardless of what they thought of them before. And I really liked the clue hunting and mysteriousness.
I didn’t see the plot twist at the end coming but I liked it. I’m not going to say why I liked it so much because I don’t want to spoiler anyone.
What I really like is the message that Paper Towns contains. That you’ll never know how another person truly is like because you’ll never be inside them and know what they actually think and feel like.

What I loved

  • the friendship of Q, Radar & Ben and how they all got each others back and help each other, no matter what happens
  • how complex Margo is and her adventures
  • that you can form friendships with people you never know you would
  • that there’s so much more behind a person’s appearance
  • finding the clues, piecing them together
  • the mysteriousness

I’m a big fan of John Green’s writing. I think that he has the ability to capture the voice of teenager (especially in dialogues) while intertwining that with his trademark use of complicated words. And his sophisticated teenagers who sometimes have weird hobbies. What I didn’t really like was the open end. But that’s just my personal opinion because I’m not a fan of open endings in general.

The pacing was okay besides the slow progression in some part of the second half. The plot was a bit dragging because there weren’t any more clues for them to follow or they couldn’t find the connection. Although that was realistic I wanted more suspense (and I wanted to know if they could solve it). But therefore the ending was full of suspense and well paced.

Character development
I love the character development of Quentin. It’s very subtle but he changes from this person who has everything figured out and sees things/people strictly as they are, to this reckless determined person who questions the things he saw that way and looks beyond the appearance. And realized that there is much more than what meets the eyes.

Like I already said, I enjoyed Paper Towns very much but it wasn’t as heart wrenching like The Fault in Our Stars. The story captured me but in a more curious matter than an emotional matter. I really wanted to piece all the clues together and find out about Margos intentions and whereabouts. But otherwise it didn’t brought me tears or second hand embarrassment. Well, that actually a bit (just saying beer sword). But not awkward puppy love kinda feels. Those kill me.

Famous quotes

“Maybe she loved mysteries so much that she became one.”

“I can see her almost perfectly in this cracked darkness.”

“What a treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than a person.”

“That’s always seemed so ridiculous to me, that people want to be around someone because they’re pretty. It’s like picking your breakfast cereals based on color instead of taste.”

“The town was paper, but the memories were not.”

I highly recommend the book. Not only because I’m a big fan of John Green’s books and his sophisticated characters but also because this book really shows that a person can be much more than what others see and that is important.

I’m rating this book with ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ /5

Where you can buy the book: Amazon, Book Depository

Aaaaaand I am so pumped for the movie!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watch the trailer here: Trailer 1 & Trailer 2 

And here is a site with all the official release dates

So here it is: my first book recommendation. I know it took quite a while but I’m glad that I really did it. So please, participate (only if you want to) and post a quote, your opnion, your favorite lines, a picture of the book (maybe together with yourself :D) and/or anything that contains it with the hashtag #plbnr. I will collect all posts and put them together in a collage. 

The collage of Paper Towns will contain all posts that are posted until July 4th, 2015.

I hope that you enjoyed it (and maybe want to participate. I would really love that.)

Lots of love,



Joy: Well, gang! This is it! We’re graduating high school! Isn’t this exciting!?

Disgust: Ugh. Finally. That place was so annoying and the food wasn’t even any good!

Anger: At least we won’t have to deal with any of these ass holes anymore.

Fear: But what now? What about college? Our whole future is ahead of us! It’s all happening so fast!!

Sadness: And what if we never see any of our friends again?

Joy: Guys, come on! This is just one chapter coming to an end and the beginning of a whole new one! This is gonna be a great adventure!

So I just got back from seeing ‘Inside Out’ and tomorrow is my graduation and this is pretty much my emotions right now. I’m mostly excited!

Hello im on mobile (so i probably can’t put this under a cut!)
But i just wanted to say i woke up today and i realized im in a such a good headspace lately and I’m so happy. It was such struggle for me! But right now I don’t feel like a pile of useless goop im so excited to try new things!! ( i mean i still have bad days but head spacey wise but im feeling a-okay more often) i want to keep myself busy and never let my mind feel idle. So i hope you’ll stick around :’)

Charms Update (finally!)

So I’ve been sweating and worrying about the latest charm delivery for a while now. Turns out it was delivered to the wrong address TWO WEEKS ago, bounced back to the FedEx facility and has just been sitting there gathering dust…..

So despite my raging annoyance headache, the good news is the charms will be up in the next couple of days! I still need to go get them, then make sure the new designs are all good to go, but I’ll get them up ASAP.

*Just an fyi, I’m finally restocking the Cas charms with this order too! They’ve sold out pretty quick before though so I’ll give fair warning here and on twitter before they go up.

(Etsy link)

at the end of August I will finally meet my best internet friend?? she’s flying over from Ireland for a whole week and she’s gonna be here over my birthday and it will literally be the best present EVER