okay that's it from now on I'm going to be a complete asshole, treat people like they treat me, I'm going to put my self first and become a cold hearted bitch. I'm fucking done with trying to please people.
*forgets to hold a door open for someone* omfg I'm such an asshole I hope they're okay! They must hate me so much, why am I so awkward I hate myself! What if they're having a bad day and I just made it worse! Oh god I'm never leaving the house again I'm such a monster!!!