i'm so happy you're a part of my life

Happy birthday precious child *^*

the adventures of missingtc and her tcs (part 12)
  • Me, after class: *watches S organize the laptop cart silently*
  • S: So this is it huh? Your last day?
  • Me: *nods*
  • S: Feels weird doesn't it? Like you should be happy but you're just unsure of what you're supposed to feel.
  • Me: *eyes welling up* Yeah
  • S: *notices I'm crying, then smiles* Why are you crying? This is happy!
  • Me: *wanting to tell him that I'm crying because of him because he made such an incredible impact on my life but hoping that my tears would come across*

anonymous asked:

IM SO HAPPY!!!!! OVER THE WEEKEND MY MOMS GONNA TAKE ME TO THE MALL TO GET GAY PRIDE SHIT BECAUSE I TOLD HER ITS GAY PRIDE MONTH AND I DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR IT AND SHE LOOKED SUPER EXCITED TO BE A PART OF THE LGBT+ SIDE OF MY LIFE AND AAAAHHHH

This makes me so fucking happy I can barely breathe!!! I hope you have a fuckton of fun lil bean and God Bless your MUM xxx I want to hug her!!

i recall a long farewell
and a time to choose
so we part like rivers baby
yeah, like rivers do

for emmie! happy birthday sweetheart!!

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TRINITY REWIND 2014!

This is a thank you to all of you guys for making MY 2014 amazing. I hope you enjoy!

Happy New Year everybody! Heres to an even better 2015!

"Once More, With Feeling" starters
  • "I guess it's all the same"
  • "I'm free if that bitch dies"
  • "I better help her out"
  • "Some people never learn"
  • "It's what we're always here to do"
  • "So one by one they turn from me"
  • "Not one among them knows, and never can be told"
  • "No, I'll save her and then I'll kill her"
  • "These endless days are finally ending in a blaze"
  • "Nothing seems to penetrate my heart"
  • "You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing"
  • "But lately, we can tell that she's just going through the motions"
  • "I can't even see if this is really me"
  • "And I just want to be alive!"
  • "No, something isn't right there"
  • "What's this cheery singing all about?"
  • "Bunnies aren't just cute like everybody supposes!"
  • "I lived my life in shadow"
  • "I saw a world enchanted, spirits and charms in the air"
  • "The name I made, I'll trade for his"
  • "The love we've known can only grow"
  • "Like it's all just temporary"
  • "That's why I'll never tell her that I'm petrified"
  • "Am I crazy? Am I dreamin'?"
  • "It isn't right, it isn't fair!"
  • "You're scared"
  • "And you can't tell the ones you love"
  • "I'm saying stay away"
  • "Let me get some sleep"
  • "You know, you've got a willing slave"
  • "But I can see you're unimpressed"
  • "Why'd you run away?"
  • "Why don't you come and play?"
  • "Why don't we dance awhile?"
  • "I know I said that I'd be standing by your side"
  • "And I'm the reason that you're standing still"
  • "Wish I could stay but now I understand"
  • "God, how can this be, playing with my memory"
  • "Believe me, I don't wanna go"
  • "Life's a show and we all play our parts"
  • "Where there's life, there's hope"
  • "Life's a song you don't get to rehearse"
  • "Well, that depends on if they let you go"
  • "I live in hell"
  • "Life is just this"
  • "You have to go on living, so one of us is living"
  • "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it"
  • "Say you're happy now, once more with feeling"
  • "See you all in hell"
  • "The battle's done and we kind of won"
  • "Bugger this"
  • "God knows, you can tell the end is near"
  • "Get your kumbaya-yas out"
  • "I gave birth to a pterodactyl"
  • "I'll only make waffles for myself. But, by California law, you will own half of 'em"
  • "Well, if we hear any inspirational power chords, we'll just lie down until they go away"
  • "Well, I'm a hair's breadth from investigating bunnies at the moment, so I'm open to anything"
  • "Well, I ought to know what to call you if you're gonna be my brother-in-law"
  • "Come to serenade me?"
  • "Oh. So that's all. You just come to pump me for information?"
  • "What else would I wanna pump you for? I really just said that, didn't I?"
  • Can we talk about how scared I am because of Kevin's last tweet? He deleted it but I saw it on because I have notifications on for him and I was in the shower so I wasn't on my phone. He tweeted "I'm so worthless". I looked at my phone and immediately started crying because he was my rock when I was going through a hard part in my life and I was so scared when Jordan tweeted about him being in a car accident because I felt like it was a lot worse that he was making it up to be. I'm so scared because I want him to be healthy and my fucking god I want him to be OKAY. Kevin I love you to pieces and I don't ever want you to feel like you're worthless because I would pay all the money in the world for you to be happy and have anything you want. You scared the shit out of me and I just want you to know that, you are not worthless you are far from worthless and you mean everything to me, Lauren, the guys in the creatures and anyone who is a fan of you or the creatures.

anonymous asked:

You're rly hard to read. Many people are like an open book but you're different. Sometimes it seems like you aren't happy with yourself and other times you're like yeah I love my life so much Yeah we all have this times but I'm worried about you.. :(

Well that’s kind of how life is haha sometimes it’s good, sometimes it’s bad, but for the most part I’m pretty happy/positive but I am kind of a tortured soul lol I’m a really deep person and I think about things a lot so it’s easy to feel kind of dark when you think about life and the world in the wrong way so idk I spend a lot of time trying to put myself in a positive mindset

You are fire. You are not a tangible being. No matter how hard I try to write you into my stories and rhyme schemes you are an enigma all of your own. I cannot hold onto you the way I held onto the others, but you are all the warmth I need.

You are water. You are flowing and ever changing. You are deep and dark and there is so much inside of you that I have yet to uncover. You are terrifying and unknown but I am willing and able to hold my breath long enough to learn and understand you. I want to know the deepest, darkest, coldest parts of you. I would give anything to drown in you.

You are the wind. You are a rush of cool air on my cheeks in the Florida summer. You remind me that the world is still spinning. You keep me grounded. You teach me how to feel even when I have forgotten how to lift my own bones. You have taught me how to keep moving.

You are the earth. You are pure and complex. There are so many different parts of you that I need to explore. You are full of history and stories and regrets and dreams. There are books of sadness hidden inside of you, encyclopedias full of happiness, an atlas full of love. Please, give me the longitude and latitude points to your heart, I promise to keep it safe.

You are the air. You are what I need to breathe.

—  You Are Not A Simple Metaphor, You Are The Elements 
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Thank you boys, for bringing me and many others happiness. So for that, my youth is yours ♡

amodernfantasy-deactivated20170  asked:

Not a question, but I'm so happy to see that you're in such a great place in your life. I remember a few years back when you seemed you were struggling with so many things and I know some days aren't easy, but a lot of life is beautiful and I'm glad you're part of that beauty. Thank you so much for your incredible music and hard work/dedication. It certainly does not go unnoticed. Hopefully you play some northern east coast shows soon. I'll love to watch you slay. xo.

thanks man… can you send this to my parents?

they think i’m a bum.

trashipliier  asked:

it's my birthday and you've been a big part of my life recently and i'm thanking everyone whose helped me through some stuff. and you're one of the first few people i'm thanking so thank you for everything you do and have done. 💙

Happy Birthday!!!! Thank YOU for giving the channel a chance and watching my videos :)

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#drummerkangminhyukday

Happy Birthday Kand Minhyuk!

What can I say that hasn't been said about you yet? I truly don't know, a lot of people can express their feelings for your in such beautiful words and I regularly also try to express my feelings into words. Now that I really need to say what I want to say, now that the day of your birthday has finally arrived...well, all the words that I have been trying to say.... all the words that I wanted to say today and that I had been practicing...well...I don't really know where to start, I'm so awkward at the moment, it feels as though you were here next to me and I feel like hiding my face because I'm so embarrassed at the moment for a reason I can't understand...

Minhyuk, happy birthday, I guess that's what needs to be said fisrt. I wish you all the happiness in the world in this day and every day in your life, I only wish that you can be happy and achieve everything you want, that everything that you decide to do goes well and that you enjoy every day to the max and make the most beautiful memories every day.

....I'm running out of words, oh my god this is so difficult, not because I have nothing to say to you but because all the words are a mess inside my head, they are a total mess and I don't know what to say, where to start, I was out the whole day thinking that I should come back early to post my birthday wishes to you, I was thinking what to say but now everything is gone.
You understand though, right? Everything I feel about you is so easy and yet so difficult to express in words. In normal days I'm always here on this side of the world expressing my love to you, but when it comes to put it in beautiful words or when it comes to write down my thoughts...geez I feel my heart aching and I feel myself running short of breath.

I notice so many things about you, you came into my life so suddenly and started to make it better just like that and I want to thank you for that. I'm always saying stuff like ''you're my oxygen, you're my air, you're the reason that I breathe, I live for you'' and such, it may be a little borderline creepy but when I see you...I do run short of breath, the effect you have on me is that strong. I don't know how it happened, I don't know how I suddenly started stanning you...it just happened, it happened so naturally and now you're part of my everyday life, seeing your smile is part of my every day life and I'm happy that I can see it, your smile makes me smile, and I want you to smile every day, I want you to be happy, above all, I want you to be happy.

The moment I noticed that it was you the one who became my ulti bias... I knew there was no turning back, once someone falls for you...well... it's hard to forget you, at least to me, I'm sure that i wouldn't, you're my ideal type, you're the person I like the most in this world, you're someone I want people to cherish because you deserve all the love in this world. You're hardworking, sometimes you kind of look down on yourself and understimate you, but you know? you're the best there is, you really are the best. I would say ''don't let anyone tell you otherwise'' but you're the one who says it isn't like that so I don't know what to say OTL. You know you are cute right? But I won't say it since you dislike being called cute.

I hope you one day show us how you make all those floral arrangements that Yonghwa mentioned once. :) It would be nice to see. 

um.... I guess this it for the meantime... I don't know what else to say, not because I don't know but because the words left me even though I wanted to write so much about you but right now... my words left me. I'm so sorry, I wish I could say more, I really want to say more...

Well... I love you, but you know that right? even though I'm just one more fan in the sea of fans that follow you, I hope that one day you get to know...how much I love you. At least for now I know that you saw the heart I made for you back in January =) And again, I love you...so much I can't even express it with words.

May this day bring you happiness and lots of cake =)