i'm so happy i might cry

I’M SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR CRISTIANO I JUST WANT HIM TO DO WELL AND BE HAPPY HE’S SO TALENTED AND HE WORKS SO HARD SO SO HARD AND HE DESERVES THIS SO MUCH HE DESERVES ALL THE GOALS

Excuse my dork face I’m all swollen and bleurgh from whatever my body is doing atm but I have some really really exciting news and I just wanted to share!! As some of you guys might remember a few weeks ago when I had to be admitted into hospital a few times urgently, unfortunately the week after all of that - whilst my ears started going and I was admitted again - my dissertation to complete my BMus degree was due!?!

I’d already had to defer my final year as from Summer 2014 I was completely debilitated and unable to play my final flute recitals. I was aware my recovery was going to be long and tough and something I had to give everything to, so I didn’t want to defer one module of my entire degree all over again as the past two years have unfortunately proved ‘don’t say it’s over until it’s really over’! It’s been a whirlwind to say the least and I’ve been too close too many times to the end so this is a massive achievement for me!

HERE’S THE GOOD NEWS: I just got my mark back for the dissertation I somehow managed to research and everything else in less than a week aaaaaand I got a 2:1!!!!!!! I passed!!!!!!!!!! I’m so SOOOOO happy I can’t believe it!! Whilst I was on track for a first before my health problems, I truly am just so chuffed I’ll be graduating this year - especially with a high 2:1! It’s testimony to my strength through the worst chapter of my life battling with my own mortality constantly and it’s a reminder to myself that yes, I CAN JUST DO IT and to never let these illnesses defeat me or stop me!

BRING ON GRADUATION!!!

Not even a year with this blog and look how far we’ve come! Aahhh you guys are the greatest support and most amazing friends I could ask for. Thank you for all the kind messages and laughs and all the amazing memories. Sure, in reality, everything is fucked up, but right now, right here on this god foresaken website, things are okay and couldn’t be better! So thank you for all the followers! I love you all so very much!

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this is truly the happiest i’ve ever seen anyone