i feel like i’m in a really weird place mentally right now. my brain is so muddled. i’m really happy and having fun, but i’m also super upset and worried about the twins. they’re always in the back of my mind no matter what i’m doing. i also feel like every time i post anything on here i say the wrong thing. i don’t know why. maybe it’s just because my brain is so cluttered, but i feel like everything i say comes out wrong.