i'm so emotional right now though

anonymous asked:

Kat,,,,,,,keith Cries,,,,,,,,,fanon keith is dead,,,hes,,,,,emotiONAL,,,

Dude. Dude, I know. Here’s some great stuff about Keith that fandom can no longer deny:

  • when asked to describe himself he first comes up blank
  • no mentions of his talents whatsoever?? he’s not arrogant
  • in fact he has no trouble admitting that he’s bad at something
  • keeps saying that he pilots the black lion but refuses to say that he’s the black paladin
  • he thinks that being part Galra might be why he has always been bad at connecting with people 
  • automatically plays around with his knife when the Galra part gets mentioned
  • THE STUPID CHEER FROM S1 IS STILL ON HIS MIND
  • is very straightforward and wants to avoid complicated stuff as much as possible
  • apologized twice for blowing up; he’s self-conscious about his temper
  • [voice crack] “I don’t know why I’m that way”
  • is aware of his abandonment issues
  • is also aware that he puts some walls up
  • tries to compose himself by rubbing his fingers together
  • knows when he is about to cry and promised himself not to do it ((in front of the camera/a potential audience at least))

HE’S. SO GREAT. SO SO GREAT. He’s much more self-aware than fandom gives him credit for. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ;A;

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm new to tumblr tho not new to the fandom and im rly enjoying your meta!! This might sound random but do you know if Cas ever cried on show? Or at least spilled tears? I remember teary eyes every so now and then but not much more than that. I know Dean did cry sometimes, so it got me wondering!

Well in theory Angels /shouldn’t/ feel deep emotions so he shouldn’t really cry… shouldn’t is not in Cas’ vocabulary though right?

Originally posted by carpe-noctem-bitches

Originally posted by xen29superwholock

This scene ^ is the closest we have and well, it’s when he’s told that Dean is dead, he then goes to Heaven and says he just wants to be an Angel again (to feel less pain and go back to being a cog in the machine so he doesn’t have to think too much, he’s very nihilistic at this point, reminds me of Dean since s13 actually, just going through the motions and doing the job…hmmm such coincidence!).

Then when he finds out that Dean isn’t actually dead but he’s missing and off doing Chuck knows what (10x01) he…. is still on earth, he didn’t go back to Heaven as he wanted to do when the only difference is that he thought Dean was dead. He’s left lounging around in a grotty motel room in his bathrobe of despair, telling Sam how much he misses Dean and making it his life mission to use what little life and grace he has left to find and save Dean.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Can we please talk about how much this hurt’s me please because *internally screams AHRGH* Look at the way he looks at his wings and realises that he’s no longer able to fight so they’ll most likely kill him because he’s not their star fighter anymore, he’s useless to them// The wings thats kept him alive and is probably the only reason he’s alive right now, that he’s learnt to love so much after his childhood, the thing that probably makes him happy?? The realisation on his face just kills me// It was right on where the wing connects to his back an you know he’s not going do anything about it apart from sit there even though he’s in so much pain mentally and physically. i havE SO MANY EMOTIONS 

my sbuk3 highlights:

- at the m&g on the friday night, bex comes to our table and just randomly starts talking about tumblr and this funny post she saw about her joining and with the ‘hi guys!’ gif and i felt myself die because she was talking about my post (x) and then @x-wishes-on-fallen-stars-x and i told bex that was me and she started freaking out and told me it was fucking hilarious and she still loves it to this day and that she would come back to tumblr if i make another post for her. so no pressure bex but ok.

- at the same m&g i asked emilie if she was going to wear heels over the weekend because our photo would turn out hilarious if she didn’t because of the height difference. she told me to bring a phonebook for her to stand on. our photo turned out like this (x) and i cant stop laughing about it.

- seeing @mayormills burst into tears the first time she saw lana walk past us and then also losing her shit later on in the day when sean walked past and replied ‘i love you more’ when she told him she loves him.

- in what now seems to have gone viral, lana accidentally slapped my ass at mine and @evilregaler‘s trio with her, bex and sean. basically we had our photo and then straight after i was having a sean and lana duo taken. so bex had to leave the shot and lana’s hand was sort of reached behind my waist from the last photo and she clearly thought bex was still stood there and and she went to hit her ass as she walked away but bex had already moved and lana full on slapped my ass and then said ‘OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY’. i just laughed and said it was ok and then we took the oq photo and as i was starting to walk away, lana grabbed my arm and turned me to face her and looked me straight in the eyes and said ‘i’m really sorry i hit your ass’ and i just laughed again and reasuured her it was fine. i then spent the rest of the day freaking out about it and i’m never ever gonna stop talking about it.

- i made a last minute spur of the moment decision to buy a lana meet and greet (best decision of my life btw) and in said meet and greet @evilregaler brought up the ass slapping incident and lana was pissing herself laughing about it for like 2 minutes and then stopped and looked at me with a straight face and said ‘was it good?’ and i couldn’t control myself and said ‘yeah, you can do it again if you want’ and she starting to cackle again. like she was laughing so fucking hard you guys.

- we got our m&g photo taken (x) and lana stood behind me rubbing my shoulder, she stroked my hair at one point, and then reached down and grabbed my hand. i was so taken aback by everything that i stupidly just sat there whilst she held my hand and then eventually she looked down at me and said ‘are you ok?’ and i was like ‘yeah, i don’t know what’s happening?’ and she said i’m helping you up dear’ and then pulled me up off the floor cause i was on my knees in the photo.

- at sean’s auto session he looked at me and then looked down at my name and said ‘suzannah, i feel like we’ve met a few times before?’ and i said only last year at the first sbuk but maybe he’s seen me on twitter because he has liked a few tweets of mine and he just said ‘ahhhh that’s it!’ and then i was talking about how that’s one of the only advantages of having an uncommon name is that you are easy to remember and sean then said ‘ you have a really beautiful name’ and i said i don’t like it and he said ‘no don’t be silly, it’s beautiful’

- meeting robert carlyle was a highlight because i just never ever thought that was going to happen and he’s such a lovely guy

- at lana’s auto session i was able to give her a really personal letter thanking her for everything and she was so touched by that and after i handed her the letter she went back to my picture she had just signed and added a little heart and said ‘hope to see you again soon’

there’s a ton more but those are what stick out for me right now. even though the con was stressful af and so disorganised, i’m so glad i went and was lucky enough to get so many wonderful experiences with the cast.

shout out to my girls for making the weekend extra memorable, i miss you all already, @evilregaler, @x-wishes-on-fallen-stars-x, @mayormills, @swansmayor, @rebeccalowndes, @its-a-story-of-love, @evilregalsworldwide, @reginassthief, @madjeknotts

anonymous asked:

I know one of the mods are from Brazil so I will just vent a little about a federal judge here that allowed treating homosexuality as a disease. My mom said that now she could "cure me" once for all and I'm really scared about this and how it encourages homophobic people to treat us like sick people. I'm really scared. I don't want to live in this world anymore. I'm so tired.

Oi, minha amiga, minha irmã.

I know how fucking terrifying it feels, I feel really scared right now too. For kids like you, kids like I once was. I’m terrified for this obvious homophobia and disregard for homosexual people’s health and safety.

We cannot give up, though. I know it is hard to stand up against a parent, but conversion therapy has been proved time and time again to be inefficient and useless, except if one intends to cause deep emotional trauma, in which case yes, it works wonders.

Right now I am angry and I am sad, and I wanna take you in and take care of you. I wish I could protect all the lesbians who are exposed right now.

What angers me is to see that while this homophobia takes up space, at the same time trans activists get more and more space, with a transwoman playing a damn cis woman all willy nilly on the biggest soap opera out right now, and many trans characters being painted as victims.

I’m tired of this country, which does nothing but marginalize and endanger homosexual people, while painting trans people as the most suffering of all. Meanwhile here we are, going back to being fucking pathologized, treated as lab rats for people who wanna experiment with what they call “"reversion therapy”“. To call it reversion implies that we are not in our natural state, that this is not how we were born. That there is a better state for us to “revert” to.

This is utter bullshit, homophobia, intolerance. I’m outraged and ready for a fight.

If your mother tries to subject you to any sort of “conversion therapy” show her this https://www.google.com.br/amp/s/hypescience.com/5-fatos-que-voce-precisa-saber-sobre-a-terapia-de-conversao-sexual/amp/ If she insists, here’s how you can try and get help http://www.nos2.co/2015/12/saiba-o-que-fazer-e-quem-procurar-em-casos-de-homofobia/

Please let me know if you need any resources in Portuguese, or even a shoulder to cry on, come to me on my personal blog @augustwhom

Fica forte. E não desiste não. A gente já passou por isso antes, já provamos em 1990 que não somos doentes, e isso não vai ficar assim. Tu tem muito valor, só não esquece que família de verdade não é de sangue, mas sim a família que cuida de você e te aceita.

/Mod A

Love wins in Australia

Today, 61% of us voted to allow gay marriage in Australia. I voted yes, as did my family. And though I’m not gay, I felt quite emotional when the result was read. I’m just so proud of my country doing the right thing this time. It still has to be passed through parliament and there will be wankers who will try to stop it but we, the people have spoken. Now, I hope I get invited to some fun weddings 😉


Originally posted by pureblindingcolour

stripeycrayons  asked:

I'm grey-ace possibly demi, and I was in a relationship until very recently (he broke up with me but not for sexuality reasons, thank goodness) and I've been rather heartbroken and mopey. My mother has been very comforting and reassuring for most of my woes, but every so often she'll say something like "at least now you know you're not asexual" as though that's supposed to make me feel better, and I then have to reassert my sexuality instead of processing my emotions... just- argh.

Wooowwww. You’re very right to be upset by those comments. I’d hope your mother can understand her mistake…

- Fae

anonymous asked:

Please forgive me because like many others my emotions and thinking are a little off and raw right now. But do you think there's anything to the fact that Colin has been expressing excitement for the new season but hasn't acknowledged Jen's departure? In a lot of ways they're essentially partners, I just hope that they are happy and supportive of the other's decision. (I know this is probably stupid. I'm just a little extra emotional right now I guess.)

I doubt there’s a problem between them if that’s what you’re worried about. (Though her decision affects him greatly and it’s ridiculous to suggest that it doesn’t. They both need to make decisions that are best for them personally, but when it comes to this show their fates are intertwined, so one would hope they talked about it.)

It’s an awkward and delicate situation and I’m sure Colin has no idea how to best handle it as evidenced by his exuberant tweets while the vast majority of his fans are in mourning.

That was probably not the best route to go, but I know there is nothing calculating or malicious in him so it’s probably just a product of him trying to do his best and promote the show. I’m sure it’s also hard to know what to do when the realization hits that lots of fans are not happy about renewal. That’s a new situation for all of them and dealing with the backlash can’t be fun or easy.

I assume the next time he does press, or maybe at a con if that’s first, he will acknowledge the situation and JMo leaving. He may feel it’s not his place to comment on social media right now even though it’s kind of what is expected these days. Besides commenting on social media doesn’t feel like his style, even if it is the norm.

Ron Weasley who looks at the scars covering his arms, thinking about how that was the first day he went into a battle without even realizing it 

Ron Weasley who looks at the word Mudblood carved into his wife’s arm at night, gently caressing it and kissing it so she knows he’ll always be by her side

Ron Weasley who looks at his broken best friend so many years later and thinks “we were only kids”

Ron Weasley who watches is older brother laugh, but not the way that he used to laugh 

Ron Weasley who looks at his oldest brother and sister-in-law, realizing that despite the war that was raging when they got married, they were still in love with each other years later just as they were when they first met

Ron Weasley who looks at his sister and wishes he could have done more to shield her from the war and destruction and terror that was happening around him, wishing she didn’t have to grow up as fast as she did 

Ron Weasley who looks at his parents smiling faces at every wedding and birth of a grandchild, praying that they never have to go through any pain ever again 

Ron Weasley who looks at his daughter and son, thankful that something so wonderful and beautiful were given to him, that even though he witnessed death and destruction, he knows his kids will never feel the pain he did

Batfamily and Winnie the Pooh quotes
  • Robin: Batman?
  • Batman: Yes, Robin?
  • Robin: Nothing. I just wanted to be sure of you.
  • Dick: How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
  • Jason: I used to believe in forever, but forever’s too good to be true.
  • Anyone who isn’t Alfred: I don’t feel very much like [myself] today.
  • Alfred: There, there. I’ll bring you tea and honey until you do.
  • Steph: Nobody can be uncheered with a balloon.
  • Steph: Batman’s clever.
  • Cass: Yes. Batman’s clever.
  • Steph: And he has Brain.
  • Cass: Yes. Batman has Brain.
  • Steph: I suppose that that’s why he never understands anything.
  • Cass: How do you spell love?
  • Babs: You don’t spell it, you feel it.
  • -
  • Babs: I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams we can be together all the time.
  • -
  • Dick: You can't stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.
  • -
  • Damian: Some people talk to animals. Not many listen though. That’s the problem.
  • Different Batfamily members to other Batfamily members: If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
  • Robin to Batman: I knew when I met you an Adventure was going to happen.

What absolutely ruins me about the Berena kiss isn’t necessarily the kiss itself (though I’ve replayed it 500 times plus!) What gets me is the little things in between it.

- The slight hitch of Serena’s breath as she hesitates between kisses.

- The way that Bernie pulls away from the first kiss, and her eyes immediately search Serena’s for confirmation. But Serena’s eyes have already found Bernie’s, and instead slip down to look at her lips.

- How Serena ducks back ever so slightly as she hesitates as though she might pull away, but the fierceness in which she surges forward to kiss Bernie again is monumental.

- BERNIE’S FINGERS IN SERENA’S HAIR

- Serena’s fingers clutching hold of Bernie’s arms, letting her go briefly between kisses before clasping back onto her.

- HOW DAZED AND FULL OF DESIRE SERENA IS IN THOSE SECONDS AFTER THEIR FIRST KISS

- And then obviously the actual kiss that is at first trembling and tentative, but then turns into a bruising, desperate display of utter emotion.

an anon asked me to share some of my fave weskin pics, and this is overdue but i’m glad that it took me awhile to answer because i’m going to include some recent pics in here.

This would definitely still be my #1, I know I was asked to share my fave pics like last summer but this still has top spot because they’re kissing like asdfghjkl. It’s just so adorable. I never thought we’d get a pic like that, thank god for Phoebe’s friend for posting it.


This is my another favorite pic, mostly because I am shallow and appreciate aesthetics, and this pic is just really hot, and they also are so relaxed. Also, shirtless Paul, and Phoebe’s hands on his shoulder, need I say more?


I love this picture so much because their faces say it all, they’re so in love with each other. Like this picture is just so precious. Anyone who doesn’t ship them after seeing the way they look at each other here, I’m astounded by, because how can anyone resist? But, regardless, it’s clear that Paul and Phoebe make each other happy and if one of them is your fave, what more could you want?


Phoebe pretty much killed me when she posted this like omg. It made me fangirl knowing that they were spending valentines day together and happy, and the fact she’s more comfortable now sharing such a cute selfie of her and Paul as a couple is so important. And just LOOK AT THEM! The amount of beauty and love in this pic is almost too much, I love it so much.


So, I’m really happy I was delayed in posting this because now the candids from the Lakers game exist, and I can add one of them to this list. I loved all of those pictures, they were so precious and cute and after seeing them when they first got released sometime after midnight, I was up til like 3am fangirling on twitter with people, no shame lmao. But yeah this picture is just perfect, how he leaned in to kiss her, and her hand on his arm asdfghjkl.


This picture from the US Open tennis game is still a fave beccause they look so carefree and happy together, and they both look so cool and sassy with their sunglasses.


And of course I need to bring up this picture, I mean??? He is holding his adorable baby niece, but this looks like a Weskin family portrait, and it makes me think of them having a family and I’m so emotional. Just the fact they are so good with kids, and so loving, they are going to be the perfect parents once the time is right. <3

And then I need to mention this photoset >here< Like they are taking selfies together, and Paul is the one taking all of them. I just think that is one of the cutest things in the world, my heart is melting. 

Does anyone else get really emotional when you think about how much shit our idols go through to get where they are today? Like they practice day and night to get everything as close to perfection as they can. They dont see their families for weeks or even months. Even when they are sick or injured they work through it all. Sometimes I really wish I could show each and every one of them how much I appreciate them for doing so much for us, for giving us their heart and soul into these songs and dances…

anonymous asked:

(Same anon) A headcanon for Dramione I have is that it's 15 years after the war on an early Sunday morning. Draco is still asleep and Hermione is using his arm as her pillow, his left arm to be more precise. She's awake before him, old habit from school and war days, and all she does is start tracing his mark. It's never moved since the war, but she sometimes thinks that she sees a glint in the snakes eye. Even though it was a mark that most people feared, she was one of the few in his life -

that didn’t. Every time Draco asks her why he can’t go and get it removed, she always remind him that it was one of the reasons they got together. That his mark was what made her step up her efforts during the war to not lose him. It was his mark that made him step up his efforts to be the best spy he could be for her. Even though the mark doesn’t mean anything really to them, it reminds them of the struggles they went through just to get to this point in their life.

;______;

oh don’t mind me, i’m just sobbing my eyes out while clutching my chest cause my heart aches…. that is so beautiful! thank you so much for sharing lovely!


emi010  asked:

Hey! I think this is the blog that recommended Performance In A Leading Role for the Johnlock inductee? Yeah, I'd never heard of it before so I figured 'why not I love long fics lemme see' aaaaaaand now I'm obsessed and my life is ruined. So. Just wanted to let you know and beg you for any other long fics you may have hidden away because holy damn.

Firstly, I’m laughing so hard at “now I’m obsessed and my life is ruined”. Ain’t that just the way.

Secondly, omg yes PIALR is so good. So so good. Have I mentioned that it’s so good?

Thirdly, ohhhhh boy I love long fics too! So. Amazing long fics, ordered from “ones you’ve probably heard of” to “how long ago was this written?”:

  • The Gilded Cage (omegaverse, angst angst angst with bits of fluff stuck in the middle and so much plot and worldbuilding it’s unbelievable)
  • A Study in Winning (tennis au!, lovers to boyfriends, sherlock knows french, cute but at the same time often puts you on the edge of your seat)
  • The Bang and the Clatter (baseball au, a genuinely fun fic, everything’s alright and there is a lot of happiness overall)
  • Be Here Now (post-reichenbach break-it-even-more fic, angst angst angst, BAMF!everyone)
  • Colors (you get color vision when you meet your soulmate au, very romantic, i remember crying once or twice while reading)
  • The Edinburgh Problem (:D, post s3 fix-it, case fic all the way, amazing OC, little bit of sherlock case study, fluff and smut)
  • A Vintage Exceptionally to Your Liking (oh. oh my god, parallel universes au, s3 fix-it, super slow build, warning: the plot causes a cascade of emotions, one of the few WIPs I’ve ever followed because of how fantastic it is)
  • If It Were Otherwise (criminal sherlock!, so much stuff happens, battling with morality, ahhhhhhh)
  • Guitar Man Series (asexual!sherlock, john used to be in a band, many guitar/violin duets are had, amazing plot happens after that for 300k words and I cry so so hard everytime I read it)

nevertrustawildfox  asked:

I can't even find the words to tell you how much I love your blog right now <3 I've just logged onto Tumblr for the first time in ages to tell you that because even though I'm not active anymore, I check your blog regularly and I've just finished re-reading every single fic on the top 25 list and it made me so emotional and I'm gonna shut up now because I can't deal with all the happy feels

there are so many good fics on that list. like the writers in the sterek fandom are just so amazing. ive stopped reading regular books for like a year because of how good these fics are. so a million props for fanfic writers (even through all the shit there)

 i am glad this blog helps by sifting through 36,315+ fics. but i wouldnt get through it without messages like this <3