i'm so done with myself too

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mist and shadow
cloud and shade
all shall fade

all shall fade

My personal headcanon about the Empty? It’s just another plane of existence parallel to ours. Meaning Cas can see and hear everything happening in the real plane. He just can’t interact :)))

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anonymous asked:

Akira spinning and balancing his phone on his thumb is my aesthetic, so goddamn COOL!!!!☆☆☆☆

He is a very talented pencil spinner too.

4.4.2017
Happy Birthday Ratonhnhaké:ton ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ✧
You legit deserve all the happiness in the world!♡
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I have been so inactive I’m really sorry, but school just ended and I’m stilla a mess, so bear with me, will ya’? :’)

This are just some WIPs! But it’s the only thing I do these days haha

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Happy trans day of visibility!! (She/her)
(Guest star: my mom’s dog Snowy, named after Tin Tin’s dog)

PT wearing the Christmas DLC

*Akira gets brainwashed*

Futaba: What’s the issue? Get it together Krampus!

Ryuji: We got a jingle jangle little problem over here

Ann: Ryuji no-

Ryuji: Santa is goin’ NUTS

My best friend Pixie passed away on Sunday, November 5, 2017.

She never posted this on tumblr, but it’s one of my favorite kurokens that she gave me. She made it for my fic Run to Me, just because she wanted to, because she told me she loved the fic. One of my biggest regrets is that I wasn’t fast enough with the final chapter. She’ll never get to read it, now.

She read everything of mine, often more than once. She worked as a preschool teacher, and she would re-tell her favorite fics of mine to the children (omitting anything explicit, of course). She was my biggest supporter, my loudest cheerleader, my bestest friend. She believed in me, even when I didn’t believe in myself. She would tell me over and over again that my writing was good, it was amazing, that I was amazing. She loved everything I wrote, and would live-text everything she read back at me, so I could share in her joy and sorrow and excitement. It was always the highlight of my day. If I ever doubted my skill, I would still post that fic or new chapter anyway, because I knew she would read it and love it, even if no one else did.

But even more than just being a huge supporter of mine, she was an incredible friend. She lifted me up when I was feeling down, she kicked my butt when I was too hard on myself, she told me over and over that she loved me, that I was strong, that I could do anything. She sent me kenmas, she talked to me about haikyuu!! and kuroken, she called me the kenma to her hinata, and I called her the hinata to my kenma. I told her anything and everything. We would watch shows together, talk on the phone for hours (not nearly enough), text each other every day. Whenever I needed her, she was there with her arms wide open.

I’m completely devastated at losing her, but I’m so so so glad that I got to know her, that I was able to have this sunshine in my life. She was half of my heart, and I am so grateful and honored that she considered me one of her best friends, too. I never felt like I deserved her, but she was always quick to reassure me that I did.

I will always love her, and I will always miss her.

Thank you, Pixie. For your light, for your life, for everything you gave to me and to everyone you crossed paths with. You were truly a blessing, a star, the sun and the moon. Rest in peace.

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@eh-meh-heh submitted: Can’t draw hands?! Better put them behind the head. My contribution to the Crop Top Yuuri Movement

**if you have any advice regarding shapes, proportions, shades etc. please tell me, because I’m self taught and I need some criticism. Kisses**

!!!

goddammit, I want you back. I want our five hour phone calls and eight hour fights. I want our “I love you’s” and “I just want you here.” messages. I want your eyes that always sent chills down my spine and your touch that felt like home. I want you back, and this is the first time in months I’m saying it out loud. I want you back, but you can’t know that. I want you back but it’s too complicated. I want you back but I can’t have you. so this is my way of venting, this is my way of trying to let go.
—  j.r.e (-my heart is breaking and I won’t even admit it to myself, let alone; you.)

anonymous asked:

What are some underrated sweeran moments

ALL OF THEM

but here’s a few:

Taylor on Ed’s Instagram: 

A video posted by @teddysphotos on May 15, 2015 at 2:42pm PDT

When Taylor supported Ed in his eating of the Giant Ass Bowel of Ice Cream (he ended up throwing up, but he got his picture on the wall of Eaters of the Giant Ass Bowel of Ice Cream) 

Taylor’s birthday message to Ed: https://www.instagram.com/p/BB6QpQWDvCQ/?taken-by=taylorswift&hl=en

The entire red tour (especially when Ed came out being ridiculous and wonderful)

When they were too adorable (so all the time but this picture captures it really well)

This entire performance

The Everything Has Changed music video

The cute things Taylor’s made for Ed

Every interview they’ve ever done together

Everything Taylor had to do with Nine Days and Nights of Ed Sheeran

I now realize that I’ve just given you about a million things so I’m going stop myself now BUT IF YOU WANT MORE YOU KNOW WHERE TO COME

Actually, I’m not done. This is a problem I have not just with Cas, but all of Sam and Dean’s relationships and is a symptom of a problem I have with Sam’s characterization in general.

First: Dean puts all the emotional work into all of their relationships. He talks to Bobby about suicide. He talks to Ellen about Ash’s death. Jo’s dying moment was with Dean; despite Sam supposedly having a big crush on her, he didn’t reach out to her. Speaking of deaths, his reaction to Charlie’s was tepid at best. She’s supposed to be their friend, yet he didn’t react at all. I could be here all day complaining about Sam’s lack of relationship with Garth and Donna and Claire and Kevin and literally everyone who is supposedly friends with both Winchesters, but at the end of the day it boils down to this: Sam almost never has emotional moments with people. Dean is a way better friend to all of their friends. There’s no reason for Sam to be considered a friend to any of these people except that they’re Dean’s friends and he’s related to Dean. In 11 years since leaving school, Sam has no made a single other friend if you don’t count Ruby, who was lying to him the whole time and whose true feelings therefore cannot be assumed.

Second: this is a symptom of the larger problem with Sam which is that his entire character is told, not shown. They tell us that he’s best friends with Cas, but he doesn’t act like it. Every time Cas disappears Sam calls Dean out about worrying about him. If Sam cared about Cas, shouldn’t he be worried, too? Instead he always chastises Dean for caring about Cas. But it’s ok though I guess because Cas tells us he would die for Sam even though we aren’t shown any kind of bond between them. Dean and Cas share secrets and low points and talk about things that aren’t hunting–that’s how we’re shown that they are best friends. We don’t get that with Sam and Cas. It’s just suddenly “I would die for you” and we’re supposed to believe it. They tell us Sam is smart and empathetic, but when has he ever acted those ways? As hunters, Sam and Dean share pretty much equal responsibility for identifying creatures and doing research. Dean has been shown to be quick thinking and creative which are signs of intelligence, but Sam? He went to an ivy so he’s smart end of discussion. Where is the evidence? I’ve asked Sam fans and gotten no response. Everyone jumps on the bandwagon that he’s smarter than Dean because Dean says so, but where are the actions that say that? And as multiple people have pointed out, myself included, he has no empathy at all because he can’t relate to any issue he hasn’t gone through himself. But they keep telling us he’s empathetic so we’re just supposed to swallow it and not ask questions. It’s terrible writing. It’s inconsistent af, too.

The Children Are Fighting
  • Me: heads over to Youtube, bout to watch me some pancake scene for the 90th time (today) and-
  • Lift Kiss™: but you haven't watched me in a bit
  • Ice Wall Snuggles™: do you even remember what I look like
  • One Time Thing™: I know you watched me a lot last week, but I still crave ur love and affection
  • Pirate vs. Toddler™: Mirror mirror on the wall I'm still the cutest of them all
  • Storytime™: you used to watch me on the reg. What hath I done to forsake you
  • It's You™: I was literally The Most Important in your life for so long. I don't blame you for what you've done, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt :(
  • Proposal 1.0™: HEY BITCH. REMEMBER ME.
  • Proposal 2.0™: stfu, 1.0™. First is the worst, second is the best.
  • Proposal 1.0™: Me stfu? I don't see your viewcount rising too quick anymore either, buddy.
  • Proposal 2.0™: .....</3
  • Maybe Just This Once™: c'mon, I deserve a watch. It's been a while, and I'm so good at making you cry.
  • The Gurney™: I'm EVEN BETTER AT MAKING YOU CRY
  • The Elevator™: LOL GUYS. U DON'T EVEN HOLD A CANDLE-
  • You Traded Your Ship for Me™: I have to side with The Elevator™ here. #1 Saddest Scene™ goes to The Elevator™. #1 Happiest Scene™ on the other hand goes to yours trul-
  • 25 Cheek Kisses™: Noooooooo no no no no no. It is I who provoketh the must numerous tears of joy. My viewcount proves this. Don't even try to fight. That award belongs to me.
  • Everyone: Omg, so true. So true. Deadass Truth. 25 Cheek Kisses™, you are truly the best. Or you were, at least, until Pancakes™ came along.
  • Shellphone™: guys, GUYS. Focus here. This isn't memory lane. We're trying to get her to watch us, remember?
  • You're Impossible™: I miss being watched :(
  • Boat Safety™: I'm seriously so cute, how could you forget about me already? :(
  • Red Leather Jacket Kink Reveal™: I used to be so loved :(
  • I'm Not Proposing™: Guys I'm not even relevant anymore :(
  • Wanna Come in and Have Coffee™: I thought you loved all your children equally?
  • Know More About Your Beginnings™: We just want a *tiny* bit of attention. Like just for an hour? Spend an hour with us?
  • I Can't Lose You Too™: Your old friends?
  • Mouth to Mouth Resuscitation™: to quote myself, COME BACK TO ME!
  • Melty Popcorn™: I feel like I was never even truly appreciated for who I am
  • I Would've Done The Exact Same Thing™: Ditto, Melty Pop.
  • Middlemist Horsey Ride™: Guys, we've lost her.
  • Music to This Pirate's Ears™: We haven't just lost her. We've lost them all, the whole fandom :(
  • Sexy Barwench™: They're never coming back to see us :(
  • Move in With Me™: I guess our viewcounts have reached their max :(
  • Pancakes™: ....guys :(
  • Pancakes™: I'm really sorry like I'm actually so sorry :(
  • Pancakes™: I didn't mean for this to happen to you guys :(
  • Pancakes™: and for what it's worth, I wouldn't be where I am today without each and every one of you. Especially you, Move in With Me™.
  • Move in With Me™: Fuck you, Pancakes™.
  • Everyone: Yeah, fuck you.
  • One Time Thing™: Shove your rising viewcount up your (undeniably adorable) asshole.
  • 25 Cheek Kisses™: and YOU CAN'T SIT WITH US.
  • Me: *sighs* Please don't fight, children...
  • also Me: *unpauses the pancake scene*