i'm so bad at text sorry


I’ve been lucky enough - well, maybe unlucky enough - to have had a lot of friends who have had their ups and downs. And for an actor, that’s good. Life experience in any regard is good. So I’ve seen a lot and I’ve had my own experiences.

anonymous asked:

do you remember a muriel by chance ?

i’m afraid i don’t recall much of anyone by name except for michael and gabriel and very vaguely uriel. i’m rather bad with names, in all lives, honestly. usually i’ll remember the person/whatever, their traits/personality/etc, and then maybe a name comes to mind later. the only reason i have a general vague idea of who the other 6 of the seven were is because i had general ideas about what they were like/what they did and there were several sets of angels that were generally believed to be them. however, that’s a really vague line at best; the whole 7 archangel thing was more god playing favourites than anything that was truly relevant. there were definitely more than 7. i certainly remember others that weren’t part of the ~7 archangels~, like raziel. i remember him being around. but not by name, i know his name because of other stuff. i’d describe the whole deal as a multistory business building with god and the archangels on the top floor and the 7 are his personal assistants and the others are the other higher ups that keep everything going smoothly. i guess god is the ceo and gabriel’s like a secretary, and michael’s the son that is second in charge bc daddy loves him, and raziel was the record keeper but he got fired. i was…the doctor they kept around? idk, this metaphor got away from me.

i digressed a lot there. my point is that i typically don’t remember anyone by name until after i remember the individual. would you mind describing muriel to me, their personality, what they did, etc? 

Y’all. Y’ALL. [Spoilers]

I was going to watch TVD 7x10 and do my review of it even though I was sure that TVD moved to Fridays but then my friend texted me what happened and I just couldn’t bother because holy shit did I not CARE. None of it sounded appealing. What she texted me: “Omg now I feel guilty for watching this instead of doing my work!”

Like, bruh. This is bad. I remember when TVD was like, “Work can WAIT. It’s Thursday and TVD is ON.”

So this was a Damon-centric episode. Shock. And it revolves around the fact that Damon has to admit to feeling guilty about being rude to Lily when she was dying for him to be able to wake up and get out of the Phoenix Stone because he’s reliving a moment in his history, the first time he got blood on his hands, and at that time he wanted Lily to comfort him. This is his hell, guys. This is what JP and CD saw fit to punish Damon with in a stone that’s meant to torment you with your worst experiences. Oh and Stefan is already out of his Phoenix Stone so we don’t even see what his experiences are because who cares when you’ve got Damon to coddle?

And then when he wakes up, he thinks he’s still in hell or whatever and he stabs Caroline in the stomach, snaps Matt’s neck, knocks Stefan unconscious and he slams Bonnie against a wall so hard that she bleeds. And when I read that my first instinct was, I don’t care because everyone is going to forgive him in some capacity anyway. Him stabbing Caroline is probably why Alaric is short with him in the flashforwards and why there’s tension but even that, there’s ONLY tension. I mean sure there may be more than tension in the episodes to come but I mean Damon put Alaric’s children at risk, he stabbed Caroline in the BELLY, there should be more than tension, there should be a constant “stay the FUCK away from me and my family unless you want to DIE” vibe happening, idgaf if he did come out of a hell dimension place, which he got out of because he admitted to wanting his mother (I still can’t get over this).

And Bonnie. Bonnie Bonnie Bonnie. She spends months trying to get Damon out of the Phoenix Stone. She manages to get Stefan out. And apparently Stefan is short with Bonnie throughout the episode for not being able to get Damon out and then when she manages to get Damon out, he’s ungrateful, and then later on he slams her against a wall and harms her. AGAIN. My friend doesn’t really pay much attention to Bonnie’s treatment but even SHE texted:

“N u know at some point I thought there was going to be some sort of break through in the show. Cuz when bonnie “brought him back” the first time he’s all ungrateful *again* to her. N she’s all like ur welcome … n I’m exhausted I just used up all my magic to get u out. N in the present stefan is getting snippy at bon for not bing able to get Damon out. N I’m just like umm… ok this is more bonnie bashing than normal. But it led to nothing.”

No one can tell me that JP isn’t illustrating some anti-black treatment toward Bonnie and that there seems to be some sort of conscious-subconscious vendetta against the character AND Kat because no one puts a character through seasons of being mistreated and used and hurt and put down and have that character NOT snap and break and turn against the people who did this to her. It just does not happen, if there is a character who has been treated like Bonnie has, there is a point where that character says ENOUGH and dipsets or explodes. If the fucking Mindy Project can have an episode in which Mindy feels like she’s being taken for granted and so leaves the office and the practice falls apart without her and people come running to her begging for forgiveness and for her help then TV-fucking-D can DO THE SAME THING. And I’m sorry, I’m just going to say it I feel like it’s some sort of jealousy. I don’t know. I pay attention to the way Ian and Paul act around Kat, I have posts about it, the dynamic these three have, the chemistry these three have, this need Paul and Ian seem to have to get all of Kat’s attention, this inherent competitiveness that happens when those two are together around Kat (no one is saying it’s romantic but it’s there), I just feel like Julie can’t take it and she takes it out on Bonnie. Or any time Kat has some serious onscreen chemistry with a male lead like Kai or Kol (not much of a Kolonnie fan but I can appreciate good fucking eye sex) that has to be shut DOWN immediately. NO ONE CAN TELL ME THAT THIS ISN’T PERSONAL.

Edit: I have just been informed that Damon stabbed Caroline in the chest. So I mean, yay for not doing something to deliberately harm the fetuses specifically but like dude, you have a thing for maiming pregnant women. You still put Car and the children at risk. So like.

As someone with multiple health issues I’m on a lot of medications.
Pain meds cause constipation, you treat that with stool softeners…
Some meds have a strong side effect of being a diuretic, you treat that by peeing…

So if a disabled person goes to the bathroom frequently or is there for a longer than normal time…


anonymous asked:

what do you think would happen if two teen girls bombed or shot down a high school? if they left journals and videos. how do you think the media would react? and if they ended up killing a lot of people, do you think that the massacre would become a household name? I am not going to do this just wondering what you and fellow columbiners think about this topic :)

Uhm probably that it was inspired by columbine or maybe that it’s like “columbine 2.0” (depending on how many people they would have injured/killed) so yes I think it would be something that would get remembered for a long time

So… had an interesting English class today…

My prof has stated before that she doesn’t want us to use singular “they” in our papers, but today she and I (and a few other contributing classmates, but mostly me) really got into a rather heated discussion about it.

Her argument is that she wants to be sure all of us know how to correctly employ what have been standard grammar rules for the past… however long, so that we don’t run into trouble in higher level classes or with potential employers. She says that she “supports” singular they becoming more widely used, but in formal writing we shouldn’t use it yet.

I showed her that it’s in the OED already, and I think she misunderstood me and thought I saw the OED as the prime resource for the English language, but what I was actually trying to say was that if future professors call me out on it, they’re likely the kind of people who subscribe to that sort of idea, so I’ll be able to show them I’m in the right.

Her other position was that starting to use singular they was dangerous for less “politically educated” incoming students who may not have had the background all the students in my class have had, and may be using singular they because of poor grammatical education, not out of a desire to be “inclusive,” (it’s still technically grammatically correct at this point in time but whatever???) and wouldn’t know how to defend themselves if called out for it.

Also she seems to see the implementation of singular they as disrespectful to the fight of women who use “she” when trying to erase “he” as the default, which I think is so narrow-sighted bc proponents of singular they are totally working alongside those types of women……….

She suggested that if I wanted so badly to use singular they, I should write a letter to the dean of our college to encourage him to set an official policy (as apparently some big-deal schools out east have done) on the use of singular they and bring it into class for her and all my classmates to sign. Apparently if it gets installed as an official policy, she’d be all for using it in papers because she’d know “less educated” students wouldn’t be penalized for it in other classes. Because she “actually does support” using it or whatever.

Basically, my most-often preferred pronouns are they/them, and I shouldn’t have to write a letter to the dean of the college and get a policy changed in order to be able to use a pronoun in the class of a professor who’s a “supporter.” So I’m gonna use it anyways and get points docked, what fucking ever.

This whole thing where every time I so much as think about my sexuality I shout (either internally or externally, depending on if other people are around) that I hate myself is sooo exhausting lmao

i’m so bad at this like.. i can’t bring myself to cut everyone off so that i stop bothering them because i’m selfish and i like being around them all and i Want to be closer to everyone but i don’t know how and even if i did no one deserves that at al i just. i dont know what to do i’m such a mess and i’m incapable of being a good enough friend for anyone. i jst. i don’t know i’m sorry. i wish i could reach out to people more and be bolder and help people more and have more energy to spare but i Don’t so i concentrate all the compassion i can express into like two people but it still isn’t enough and . i don’t deserve to be around them at all let alone make them put 90% of the work into everything because i’m awful at this !!! i’m awful at this and i don’t want anyone to try and tell me otherwise

@coreiscritical okay I feel REALLY FUCKING BAD FOR NEVER TEXTING YOU BACK And the reason I’m posting this on tumblr is because I’m afraid that if I message you I’ll get sucked into a conversation and I have too much homework so just know I’m not ignoring you and I’m not angry at you, none of that, I’m just so fucking busy so ily and I will talk to you SOMETIME

What I think high schools are like in 2016

Nerd Kid With Steampunk Vape: “Yeah well when we’re adults you’ll be working in gas stations and I’ll be your boss.”

A shoggoth of a weird internet-type fucker: “So you’ll be the boss of a gas station?”

Nerd:”N-No, that I’ll be the CEO!”

Shoggoth: “It’s alright, dude like middle-management isn’t that bad.”

BPD/Fictive ramblings

I feel really bad for being borderline. I want to be seen as who I am, but BPD influences both me and my actions so much that I doubt most people see me as who I am.

I’m too emotional. I’m too nervous. I’m not logical enough. I’m not witty enough. I’m too much; I’m not enough. I’m not as balanced as I used to be.

People probably expect me to act a certain way. I don’t want them to be disappointed, but I don’t want to lie to them. I feel like any differences from my canon will offend people and they will think I’m fake.

Having a favorite person is one of the biggest issues. I understand how borderline people get them, and that’s how I got mine, but it still makes me feel bad. To most people, it doesn’t make sense to get so attached to one person. And my favorite person is definitely not everyone else’s favorite. People won’t understand how much they mean to me.

And the constant apologizing. I really don’t know where that comes from, but it probably irritates people, too.

angelswat505 asked:

Hi! So, is it okay if I make a personal dumb ask?? Like, can we be friends?? It's just.. I always really wanted to have a G/t friend to talk about silly and weird stuff without feeling embarassed, and I feel comfortable with you so.. why not? Sorry, I know that's not the right way to start a friendship but I'm trash and I don't really know any other way to do so. But you're such a inspiration to me and I just want to know about you better!

Sure we can!!
Heh, I have literally no idea how to make friends so don’t worry about it- I am definitely more trashy than you, believe me I hold that crown!
But yeah, that’d be lovely and omg I can’t believe you think I’m an inspiration like???!!!! Wow!