i'm slowly falling in love with him

What sucks is to watch yourself slowly fall back into old habits that you’ve tried a million times to break. It’s like every time I find myself climbing out of this deep hole, I slip right back in. Why am I such a failure?

real talk tho, hearing alec say “i always knew i couldn’t have what i wanted” fucked me up??? like he actually said that. it’s canon. he knew. he always knew and he just assumed he would have to push it down and ‘fulfill his duty’ and marry a female shadowhunter and have children with her and i’m just. my heart is so heavy for that little boy

but now here he is tho right? saying that on a date with his new boyfriend he’s literally. he changed it! he met magnus and he realized for the first time in his life that things could be different. and now he’s dating this beautiful man and is going to get to slowly fall in love with him and one day they’re going to get married and have kids together and it’s everything to me i’m

shiraw  asked:

43. “Are you drunk?” Paperhat :3. I love your writing too. You're just amazing!!

“Are you drunk?”

Dementia stepped into Dr. Flug’s private quarters cautiously. She eyed the empty bottles of cheap beer scattered across the floor, and then her friend, who sat slumped over at his desk. Slowly, she picked her way over to him, and laid a hand on his shoulder

“Flug are you-” Suddenly, Flug snapped to attention, nearly falling backwards out of his chair, and staring at Dementia through fogged up goggles. He stammered out,

“Wha? What are you… oh…”  He reached up under his crinkled bag and rubbed at his eyes. “HEy, DementiA!”

“Ah jeez, Flug, how much did you drink?” Dementia asked. The doctor held his hand in front of his face and tried to count on his fingers.

“Uhh… one, two…. Three??? Four. Maybe 5?” he muttered. Then Flug lurched in his chair and stood up to face Dementia. “ ‘M not sure!”

Taking another look, Dementia noticed their were were only 3 beers that were actually empty on the floor; she sighed internally in relief.

“All right, how ‘bout you sit down and we can have a lil’ chat,” she said. Then she guided her friend back into his seat, and hoisted herself onto his desk. “Why’d you feel like drinking?”  

Flug slammed him face down onto the desk with a loud THUNK, and groaned. His next ‘words’ sounded as if someone had managed to say a keyboard smash out loud, which caused Dementia even more concern.

“FLuuuuuuuggggg, what’s happening in that super smart noggin?” The doctor shifted so he could look the girl in the eye.

“Toooooo, many feeeeeelings, Dem,” Flug slurred.

“What KINDA feelings?”

“Heart stuff, like, bang bang in my chest and uhhhhhhhh, ya know?” Dementia was trying so hard not to laugh, but the way Flug was looking at her like he’d just revealed some big secret made her double over with laughter.

“You have a crush on someone!! Oh my gosh are you serious!? That’s why you’re drinking!!??” Even with his bag on, Dementia could tell that Flug was blushing, as the skin disappearing under the bag’s fringe was turning pink.

“I-its not f-funny DEM!” Flug shouted and folded his arms tightly across his chest like a pouty child. “I *hic* don’t want to feeeeeel things about him.”

“HIM!!!??? HIM!!!!!” Dementia jumped off the desk and began to bounce in front of Flug on tip-toe. Flug made that keyboard smash sound again, then promptly fell out of his chair and began to roll across the floor in no particular direction, just to get away from Dementia. She followed close behind. “Unless you’ve been getting out of the house Flug, which I KNOW you haven’t, there is ONE him in this house and-”

“StttoooooOOOOPP,” Flug groaned and slapped his hand up at Dementia’s face, then curled into tighter ball on the floor.

“I can’t believe this!”

“I’m gonna kill yah… and then ‘M gonna drown myself with drink.”

“No you’re not, silly! You and I are gonna swap stories about Blackhat now, and both reminisce over our mutual love for him! Although…” Dementia laid down and next to Flug and rested her chin on his shoulder. “Your ‘love’ is probably more genuine than mine, come to think of it. You’ve worked with him longer, know him better than any of us, and honestly sometimes I think I like him just cause he’s the only person around worth liking!” Flug glared at Dementia over his shoulder.

“I find that offensive, “ he huffed. Dementia made a gagging noise and then pushed him away from herself.

“That wasn’t meant to say you’re not worth liking, ya dolt. Just that you’re more like a brother to me or something,” she said. “Or like, you’re my best friend, and it would be weird to like you.”

“Yeah, whatever, Dem….” For a moment, Flug fell silent, as if he had snapped out of his slightly drunken stupor and become very much aware of what was happening all around him.

“What do you mean by all that though?” he asked quietly.

“Well, I guess I mean what you’d probably have a chance with Blackhat. I mean, I see the way that he looks at you after filming, when you’ve gotten hurt in some way? He seems worried, and he always tells 5.0.5 to check on you. A few times, I’ve even caught him checking in on you’re while you sleep, or carrying you to your room if you crash in the lab. He’s gentle in those moments, and I never see him like that anywhere else, or with anyone else.” Dementia crawled over Flug’s prone body to curl up facing him.

“You see, he acts really tough, but I’ve seen him with genuine fear in his eye over losing you. That one time you got kidnapped and held for ransom, he acted cool and collected when giving 5.0.5 and I instructions, but I saw him tearing apart everything in his room afterwards in rage. He… he almost killed me when he learned that I had failed to protect you…but you see, I know he cares for me too, ‘cause he didn’t. And later, when we got you back, he patted me on the back and said ‘you’re forgiven, but don’t let that happen again.” Dementia rolled onto her back, so he didn’t have to see the way that Flug was staring at her through his goggles.

“Now, you may say that Black hat just cares about you because you make him money, but… I don’t think that’s it, Flug. We’re his family in a way, and he won’t ever admit that, but we know it’s true. “ Dementia giggled. “I’m his annoying little sister, 5.0.5 the overly affectionate pet, and you? You mean the most to him, you’re… what he wishes was his love.”

The room fell silent.

As Flug’s gaze bored into the side of her head, Dementia grew increasingly uncomfortable, until she shot up to her feet and shouted,

“Well you know, I’m probably actually a lesbian for all I know!”

That got Flug laughing.

“Hey don’t laugh at me, mister! I have seen, like one girl, and she was hella hot okay! I saw her outside and was just like ‘wowie! Look at that artwork strolling down the street! Hey! It’s not FUNNY!” Flug was wheezing with laughter, sitting up and holding his sides trying to breathe.

“Holy Shit, DEm! I’m gonna die!” he gasped. Then that moment of awe striking clarity ended, and Flug became slurred with his drunkenness again.

Struggling to his feet, Flug began to stumble towards the door, but Dementia caught him, asking,

“Where do you think you’re going?”

“I’m gonna go get Blackhat to confess his love for me!” Flug slurred. Now any good friend would have sat their friend down and told them to sleep off the drink so they didn’t do something they’d regret in the morning. Dementia, was not a good friend.

“Holy shit, I gotta see this go down! Let me get my phone!”

The next morning

Phone recording—

“Hey, it Dementia, here to bring you the aftermath of Flug’s Drunken Shenanigans! Let’s see what’s behind door number 1!”




“Wha? What’s going on? Dementia?”

“Flug! Flug what happened!!! You’ll tell me the truth!!”

“What? Nothing happened Dementia, we just feel asleep.”


“You guys are boring! You just cuddled and-”


“Actually sir-”


“But sir I-”


“Then why did you hold on so tightly and start purring like a-”


—end recording

“Sooooo, that went better then expected,” Dementia hummed. Staring Flug down as they both stood outside Blackhat quarters, where he had just slammed the door in their faces, she grinned mischievously and winked. “So what did happen, in there, Flug?”

“I don’t kiss and tell, Dementia.” Flug stated firmly.

“So you DID kiss him!!” Flug began to stammer and blush.

“NO! I didn’t say that!!

“It was implied! I’m gonna go shout this from the rooftops!”

“No you’re not!”

“Am too!” Dementia took off running down the hall.

“Get back here!” And with that, Flug sprinted off after her.

Meanwhile, in his quarters, Black hat sat at his desk with his head in his hands. Damn his cute scientist, and damn that annoying Dementia, he thought. They were going to be the end of him.

I hope this is to your liking? I was laughing for a good portion for writing this, and so thank you for this wonderful request! Anyone and everyone feel free to send me more writing prompts!

  • what she says: i'm fine.
  • what she means: kit and ty have only just met and they are visiting beach and ty is laughing and kit is just staring at him contemplating about how his grey eyes glow like the moonlight on the water and how his arrow-straight black hair is tangled from the salt air and is just slowly falling in love with him.

One of my favorite romance tropes is “oblivious to love” trope, and if Kallura happens I hope this is exactly how it plays out. Where Keith has been slowly falling in love with Allura over the course of the series and didn’t even realize it was happening. He bonds with her over lost families, they get closer realizing they work well together. They become good friends and suddenly he’s very attached to her. He stands next to her subconciously, is maybe a little overprotective, feels at peace when she smiles, but still doesn’t know he loves her. He just thinks they’re close friends till one day it hits him that he’s been in love for a while and didn’t even notice.

  • What I say: I'm fine
  • What she means: The fact that Magnus Bane jumped into a large body of water to save the boy he was slowly falling in love with even though it’s been his greatest fear since his stepfather tried to drown him in his childhood really *clenches fist* puts things into perspective

mmdpictures  asked:

Hey Mystery, since there is something connected with Mysterex then... How did you fall in love with each other? <3 (I'm your fan :3)

“He fell in love really early for some reason, I don’t really know why it was so quick for him, but in my case I took some extra time. At some point he bought me a house, and I slowly started falling in love since he’s the only one that always accepted me even tho what I did to him… I’m glad to have him with me~“

anonymous asked:

headcanon: Kaneki wakes up with his head pillowed on Touka's chest. He quickly sits up straight, disoriented for a second, then looks around, at Touka and remembers last night. He blushes, smiles shily and very slowly and carefully, so as not to wake her, lies back down on the same spot falling back asleep with a smile. At this Touka, who was awake this whole time, squints down at him through one eye, smiles softly, amused, and cradles his head to her heart

AWWWWWWWWW😍 ♡ I love you anon, this was beautiful 

anonymous asked:

How would the 2Ps react when their longtime friend who is a girl, slowly starts showering them in pick-up lines and says the smoothest shit. Example: "That shirt is very becoming on you. If I were on you, I'd be coming too." (Love your blog by the way!)

((I’m back with the quality content™, my dudes ;))) and thank you, dear))

2P! Italy:
- “Falling for me already, hm?”
- he’d get the idea that she’s interested in him lmao
- reminder that Luciano IS the smoothest shit out there, and wouldn’t be fazed by such petty lines
- he’d just lightly chuckle and probably respond with an even smoother one
- (protip: if you say a rlly good pick-up line yo any of the boys while stuttering and being a blushing mess, they’ll fucking melt, trust me would recommend 10/10)

2P! Germany:
- “Pffff, did ya get tips from Luciano, or what? Cause I assure you it’s working ;))”
- he hits on his friends just for fucking fun, so he’d think she’s doing the same
- pick up line war ensues
- pretty much ends up with sexual tension

2P! Japan:
- “And you’re doing this, why? I don’t see how you’d benefit from this nonsense.”
- thinks she’s just messing around
- but wait
- the entire time they’ve been friends, she hasn’t done anything like this, only now, which means…
- kuro.exe has stopped working

2P! Romano:
- “Si. This shirt does look good on me, no? I’m glad you noti- wait you did not jUST—-”
- goes quiet for a while, while looking at her intently (wtf did I just type “while, while”)
- “honey, don’t tell me you’ve got a thing for me?”
- insert dainty gasp

2P! Prussia:
- poor baby is dying omg are you doing this on purpose
- literally goes fucking red every single time
- and turns into a stuttering mess smh
- “U-uh… Shirts! Yeah! I-i uh, um um. You’re becoming shirt- I mean- I- aaaaaaa-”
- won’t be able to look at you without blushing

2P! Austria:
- “Dear, if you’re starting to develop feelings for me, just say it outright, okay~?”
- he won’t take it seriously, really
- he’s just joking
- “joking”
- secretly hopes that she actually does

2P! America:
- “I don’t quite believe ya, doll. Why don’t you try it out, to find out?”
- the line above is stated jokingly, but wouldn’t mind if you do take it seriously,,,,
- allen is a fuckboy but the good kind, you get me?
- he’ll just play long with it

2P! England:
- “Ahahahah, that’s pretty nice, love”
- totally doesn’t get it
- ‘She’d be coming…? Coming where?…wat’
- finally gets it mid convo
- a flurry of red covers his face

2P! Canada:
- “Okaaay, can I just ignore that?”
- coughs awkwardly
- is completely unsure if she meant it or not
- proceeds to think about it for the rest of the day
- he won’t care much if it came from some random chick, but holy fuck a close friend said that,,,,,

2P! France:
- “If that’s your way of getting laid, then I suggest you think of something better”
- hell just smile
- ya heard me, my dude, francois bonnefoy smiled
- anyways
- looks like he doesn’t give a shit as always but will contemplate it when he’s about to sleep
- existential crisis time yay

2P! Russia:
- “Err…did someone dare you to behave this way?”
- would feel v awkward
- hey, it’s not everyday someone hits of him
- much worse it came from a close friends
- ‘do I respond with something like that, ad well or…..? gOD–’ “you okay?” “shut up I’m thinking”

2P! China:
- “holy shit did you jus- I, uh, I mean- why wouldn’t you, babe~”
- tries to act cool
- but his blushing face sets him off
- who you fooling zao
- mentally screaming
- thinks about it for the rest of the week (life)

2P! South Korea:
- blinks
- proceeds to remove his clothes
- is smacked
- “Okay, okay. Sheesh. I thought it was an invitation”
- smacked

anonymous asked:

"Character A slowly falls in live with character B over the course of several years, realization hits that they've been in love with B for a long time hits them like a truck" with UF!Pap because I'm a hopeless romantic for him.

(me too nonny)

You still weren’t exactly sure where you stood in your relationship with Papyrus. He was very loud but also….quiet. In a different sense that is. He had never been very open about his emotions towards you, and it had taken you quite bit to finally squeeze the word “friend” out of him.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

i want angst where flaky and nutty are hanging out and lifty isnt too sure if they are dating and he stalks them for the entire day until the end of the day where nutty and flaky go to the park and kiss and its cute and i want lifty to get fucking crushed with depression, i have no room in my heart for him i want him to suffer alone and fall into an endless pit of despair, sadness and pain.. i can imagine him slowly isolating himself, stop taking care of himself, stop talking to people, etc.

Idk… I like to think that Lifty would be fine with it bc he would “know” that Flaky loves him more

But he’d probably still isolate himself and hold a grudge toward Nutty

anonymous asked:

I don't know how but I'm slowly falling in love with fp!chad help. i need to know more about him. <3

anon #2: I love when fp!chad sneaks his way in :)

i’m always so amused when people love chad! ahahahha. he is such a little shit who is always in trouble, always up to something, and always healing from something. he’s been a toilet for fuckpig, a come dumpster for at least two of those cocks, been adri’s masseur, the one who goes to walmart at 3am for tampons and lube and crisco and neosporin and cat food&litter and medical gauze/tape and panties and lipgloss (those last two are for jensen). he’s the cat poop scooper and the guy who washes come and piss and pussy juice/squirt and blood out of clothes and sheets and off the carpet, and he’s the one who drags instruments around in the rain and snow and blistering sun. he knows how everybody likes their coffee, what they get at mcdonald’s for breakfast and lunch, everybody’s picky orders at taco bell, their favorite cigarettes, beer, liquor, and lube preferences. he’s the one who drives the bus the most, who has an eerily intuitive idea of what music to play over the speakers to suit the general mood of the bus. he fucks boys and girls and everything in between, and he’s a subby little cunt for literally everyone he fucks. 

he’s broken probably every bone, had to have things surgically removed from his ass, never takes his boots off, had to have his dick sewn back up after a miscommunication with a friend of jeff’s, passed out on dick, passed out on pussy, has his nipples pierced, his ears gauged, his asshole tattooed, and his hair is an ever-changing hue of colors and in some form of mohawk. his favorite band is ween, he cried when he met johnny knoxville once, he wants to be bred by vin diesel, he likes to dress in drag sometimes, and he had an interesting night with a horse once.

oh, and he likes snowcones.

Originally posted by the-punk-prophet

•how he laughs at stories or jokes I tell him, when even I know they aren’t funny but he does it to make me feel better
•when he knows that something is wrong in my head, even when I say that I’m fine
•Whenever were laying there and he brushes the hair out of my eyes
•No silence is ever awkward with him, I cherish those moment the most with him
•Being stopped at a red light and he will quickly sneak a kiss in before the light turns
•He begins to tell me how beautiful my eyes are, because he knows that’s something I can’t change about myself whether I like them or not
•He doesn’t boast about me alot on social media, because not everyone needs to know all about us
•Holding his hand while he drives and how he will rub his thumb slowly on the side of my hand
•Falling asleep on his chest while he rubs my back feels like it’s the safest place on this damn planet
• Feeling like time doesn’t exist when I’m with him, and time stops, but in reality hours feel like minutes
•Whenever were just laying there and he starts to tickle me because not everything needs to be serious all the time, and loving him is better than any movie could dipict
—  Ten reasons I’m absolutely crazy about him

Stackson Week, Day Seven

Prince Jackson wakes up in the woods with blood on his hands and no memory of the night before, and the first person he sees is a peasant boy named Mieczyslaw. He can’t afford to fall in love, but he slowly does it anyway as they continue to meet in secret and the boy tries to help Jackson figure out what exactly is happening to him. There are secrets about himself and where he comes from that Jackson was never meant to learn, and there is no going back now.

anonymous asked:

do you have any erasermight headcanons? : 3 (sorry if I'm bothering you)

!!! (of course you aren´t bothering me yoy this is awesome! thanks for the ask)

Well… where do I start?

1. I think both of them are the type that slowly falls in love and doesn´t notice until they are too deep to get out. I think Toshinori would be more evident and awkward about it. I imagine him blushing or tripping words when he talks to Aizawa once he realizes that he likes likes the man. On the other hand, I think Aizawa would be more… silent? His eyes would definitely drift to Toshinori more but he wouldn´t be much different than usual. 

2. The first to confess would be Toshinori :v) I can see him asking Aizawa to meet him somewhere during his break and literally EVERYONE would know that Toshinori is going to confess. Aizawa knows. Deku knows. Heck, the entire class knows and Uraraka is trying so hard to not shout “Ganbare All Might!!” 

3. Not much would change when once they start dating. Neither of them likes PDA. At most they would hold hands under the desk when they think that no one is looking. They would lean more into each other when asking for an opinion in a subject or something (of course they still have very different points of view but at least now they try to reach a consensus). Some of the students think its cute but no one mentions it. One time Mina Ashida said it out loud and she got extra-homework since if you have enough time to say unnecessary commentaries, then you can also practice more your maths.

4. Aizawa would have Toshinori wrapped around his finger. This is cannon, alright. But, sometimes, Toshinori would unconsciously get Aizawa to do what he wants. For example, before he leaves Aizawa´s apartment, he would stay silent and stare at Aizawa with that “Kiss me please?” expression and Aizawa is weak af for that.   

5. Now that I´m that topic, Toshinori would be the one that is constantly asking “I really want to kiss you, please, can I?” “Can I hold your hand?” “Is this ok?” “Please, tell me if this is bothering you” etc etc etc. RIP Aizawa

6. One time, while they were outside the school with their class, an old lady told them that they would make really good parents. Aizawa didn´t talk for the rest of the day. It was very embarrassing. They are huge dorky dads. (Actually, I think neither of them ever considered having children but, every time someone mentions the theme, they can´t help it but think that they already are kind of raising children). Super dads! 

anonymous asked:

If Tyki were to fall in love with a regular human how would he deal with the whole world annihilation thing?

Tyki would ignore it, for a while. He simply wouldn’t think about it and would worry about it when the time came, instead choosing just to spend as much time with his s/o as possible. He might also ask the Earl if he can keep that human with him but in all honesty I think he’d just accept that their time is limited and he’d have as much fun with them as he could before he had to say goodbye, before trying to move on and accept that this had to happen.

anonymous asked:

When and how did Sasuke fall for Naruto? When did he realize he was in love?

Sasuke has always had strong feelings for Naruto. It went from innocent curiosity to friendship and slowly blossomed into a bond neither him nor Naruto could explain. 

Realization hit him after the war.
While journeying alone, Sasuke had time to sort himself out and when he returned to Konoha for a short visit, something “clicked”. His feelings for Naruto hadn’t really changed during his months of absence. He simply started to grasp what they were exactly.

Ok so before I forget it’s au idea time.

Shiro and Lance have been next door neighbors for a long while, since Lance was in middle school. They both grow up and Lance basically hero worships Shiro to the point he follows him into college for the same degree. Which is cool for Shiro because hey he gets to have a good friend there with him.

Fast forward to shiro’s last year in college. He’s joined the military to help pay for his education and so he’s finally called to serve somewhere on a special mission. The gang hates to see him go but he has to. He tells them all he’ll see them in a year or two. Two months later shiro’s family finds out that Shiro is MIA. It nearly destroys everyone and it takes awhile for them to put themselves together after.

A year later, and It’s late at night when he’s studying for an exam and a car pulls up to shiro’s house. Curiosity gets the better of Lance and he goes to the window to check it out better. He doesn’t get to see who it is when they go inside so he settles back into studying.

It’s a little bit later at night when the light in shiro’s room comes on after over a year of him missing. This catches Lances attention and he opens his own window just as Shiro draws back the curtains on his own window. Lance nearly falls out of his window. Which startles Shiro quite a bit. He opens his window and checks to make sure he’s ok.

Which sends Lance into a frenzy of ‘you’ve been missing for a year and you’re asking if I’m ok???’ Now their rooms are the cliche ones where there is a roof under the window and Lance uses that to get to Shiro since they are so close.

Lance makes sure to give Shiro a hug first before they end up talking about things. Shiro doesn’t remember a lot but to lance he looks older than he remembered. Lance updates him about school and life.

From here that’s when they start to become closer. Shiro doesn’t start up school till he’s through his physical therapy for his new arm, and Lance insists on a party for his return. It’s a good reunion for everyone and helps Shiro feel more at home.

The two of them slowly start to fall in love with each other as Lance helps Shiro both through the physical and mental problems that were a result of him being kidnapped. Though they both think the other has it bad for Keith (who wants nothing to do with this gross pining between them), and so ensues the classic pining over each other. Until something happens to get them together. So on and so forth.

anonymous asked:

AU where Draco is a ghost and is gonna haunt the SHIT out of Harry but instead falls in love with him. Like it takes /years/ but it happens accidentally. It goes from "I'M GONNA WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE AT YOUR LOWEST POINT AND THEN I'M REALLY GONNA DESTROY YOU" to "DON'T FUCKING CRY YOU IDIOT GET UP AND BE HAPPY THIS IS BULLSHIT YOU'VE DONE NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS"

Gah! A defiant, conniving Draco slowly morphing into a pining, heartbroken Draco who constantly yearns for a love he can never have? Sign me the fuck up!