“I’m tired of your reprocahes goodmather, of your critics, your demands. I’m tired of having to be the best at everything. What good does that for me? I’m also tired of having to give example to the rest. I’m tired of trying to seem perfect! ”
Hello, everyone! I’m writing again for the first time in about a year and I am so excited. I’ve been playing with this idea for a while but I finally got the motivation over last few weeks. ( i wonder why ;) ) There’s a bit more to it and I was considering posting a Part Two. So let me know if you want to see that!
“Why can’t I say I’m in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops.”
It was all
happening for him. Having a solo career was something Harry had dreamed of
since he was a kid – it was what he had showed up for at the X-Factor audition in
the first place. He’d been more than happy to have the opportunity to be a part
of the band and to experience everything with boys by his side. But now, for
the first time in 7 years, his dream had finally become his reality.
The day had
come for his debut album to release, one of the most anticipated days in the
industry, and you couldn’t find anything suitable to wear to the release party.
Some of your dresses were nice enough but nothing screamed important industry party to you.
yourself down on your bed, burying your face deep into your pillow, figuring
maybe you wouldn’t go. Between the music executives, press and fans, Harry
would be tied up all night anyway. And the fact that the public still didn’t know
about the two of you wouldn’t help much. He’d practically begged you to come
though but his insistent invitation had a bit of a damper to it when he gently reminded you, you’d be going as his sister’s date. But even so, he swore up and down that he wanted you there, whether you got to be together or not.
At the risk of sounding “anti-feminist” again, Canon Rebecca White is an indecent human being.
I can forgive her for being daft enough to believe the drunken ramblings of a heartbroken, vulnerable man.
I can forgive her for having self-esteem that is so low she didn’t believe that man when he told her countless times that he didn’t want to be with her; but the one time he says it whilst drunk she believes him.
What I can’t forgive her for is having sex with him whilst he was that inebriated. For having sex with him whilst his judgement was that badly impaired.
If she really loved Robert, she would have turned him down and taken care of him. Just like Aaron did when put in a similar situation back in 2015.
If she really loved him, she would have called his sister and brother-in-law who were worried about him.
If she really loved him, she would have asked him the next day when he was sober, if he meant what he said.
She is not in love with Robert, she is obsessed with him. That is one part of her character that has remained consistent.
Robert has some pretty big flaws. Yes, he did use her in the past. Yes, he was mean to her. Two things Rebecca doesn’t even give a shite about.
The fact that she slept with him whilst he was drunk makes her the indecent human being in this scenario. Just like Ross was the indecent human being when he slept with a very drunk Kerry.
I hope the “feminists” who support Rebecca for being a woman are aware of this. I hope the people who ship Ross over Robert with Aaron are also aware of this.
The fact that Emmerdale continues to ignore the issue of consent makes me angry and uncomfortable. So for the sake of some of us not wanting to puke when thinking about her, I still hope the incident didn’t actually happen. Or it turns out that she has erotomania, and has been hallucinating everything.