i'm really sorry but i felt need for making this

anonymous asked:

Hey, are reactions open? If so, could I get one of BTS when their g/f is the type to bottle up things when she's upset/annoyed but then eventually snaps?


Hoseok: *too shocked to even get angry at you for blowing up on him*

“jagiya, have you been feeling that way ever since?” “why can’t you just talk to me instead of keeping everything to yourself” “I’m sorry but please next time, talk to me”

Taehyung: *listens carefully to you rant to him about the feelings that you’ve been keeping inside and responds after you’ve calmed down*

“are you okay?…” “do you need a hug?” *hugs you without your permission* “I’m sorry I didn’t notice your feelings jagiya” “I promise to be a better boyfriend…”

Seokjin: *feels guilty for making you go through all your emotions inside by yourself*

“I’m sorry…” “I didn’t know you felt that way princess…” “maybe I don’t deserve you…” “maybe you should just find someone else that can make you happy…”

Jimin: *blames himself hard for not knowing how you felt*

“I’m so sorry princess…” “I’m such a bad boyfriend…” “this all my fault…” “how could I not know that you were suffering so much…” “why are you even still with me…? how could you even love someone like me?”

Namjoon: *irritated by your outburst but tries to calmly talk to you to avoid making the situation worse*

“have you been bottling all this ever since we’ve been dating?” “baby, communication is key” “I want this relationship to work out with you so you need to speak up when you don’t feel right about something”

Jungkook: *starts to tear up thinking that you’d want to leave him as he listens to you yell out all of the feelings you’ve been bottling inside*

“babe… are you breaking up with me?” “I'm sorry, I’m really sorry…” “I didn’t know you felt this way I-…” “I’ll take better care of you next time I promise…” “please don’t leave me…”

Yoongi: *doesn’t want you to stay with him knowing how unhappy you are after you tell him your feelings which results in him acting cold towards you*

“if you’re so unhappy with me then leave!” “go!” “be happy and never come back!” “you’re better off without me…”

Don’t get me wrong, growing up is great. You gain new skills and freedoms that you can use to make your life better; it really will be better, even if that sounds cliché. But you also start realizing some hard truths. There are people you may love dearly who you won’t be able to change, and there’s just a solemn finality to that when you realize it. It sucks, and sometimes they want to change- they promise things will be different, they promise again, and again, and again… but not everyone can keep that promise; It’s not easy.

One of the harder parts of adulthood is coming to terms with the fact that even with all your new skills, and opportunities, maybe a new job, sometimes the people you love don’t want to be helped, they may not think they need help; they’ve known life as the way it is for so long, change is impossible for them. Sometimes, for your own sake, all you really can do is care for yourself and move on

xephyr-does-shit  asked:

i'm super shook about what happened in Vegas, mostly because I only live a few miles away from the strip. I don't know which of my friends are alive or injured, and I know there are some kids at my school who were most likely killed or severely injured, and yet kids at school are making jokes about it and dkdhdjdjdhdkksjdd I'm so shaky right now

im so sorry. when i heard the news this morning i felt nothing but pain in my chest. i hope your friends are safe and im sending good vibes your way. message me whenever you need support.

I just reached the episode about Clay’s tape (finally, it was Tape 9 in the book I swear not Tape 11) and I have to stop the binge watch now because I am so drained, I think I’ve cried a river of tears. Just like when I read the book, I’ve never felt so sorry for someone as when Clay finds out he’s only there because Hannah needed him to hear her story; she needed him to know why. It wrecks me every time.

Originally posted by kiamkiamkiam

anonymous asked:

Used to love ya. Now I'm just shaking my head. I know everyone is saying it was beautiful and painful etc. No. It was torture. And I'm ruined now. Bye.

Sorry you feel that way, bud.  Not sure why you felt the need to tell me instead of just going quietly on your way or whatevs, but yeah.  I warned people it was sad, and I’m happy with my work and my quality of writing, so I mean…  Plenty of fluff out there, if that makes you happy read that.  Though maybe don’t throw a hissy to an author when you don’t like a thing they did.  Or, y'know, be the change you want to see and write something yourself.

And really, anon, if your emotional state is that delicate, maybe do a little self-policing (and some good ol’ fashioned tumblr self-care) and heed the warnings for your own sake.  Just because you like someone’s other work doesn’t make it compulsory to read everything they put out.

lyn-for-the-win  asked:

Hey!! I'm the one who drew that anime squip au that the anon is referring to and would like to make it clear that I did take this idea from the script,, it's not original at all?? Just a stupid thing I came up with and I'm really sorry for the misunderstanding !! Personally I got very excited that someone else drew it and 10x better you're so wonderful

HHJFKJG I’M SRRY U FELT THE NEED TO GET INVOLVED but i’m glad i didn’t end up unintentionally ripping someone’s idea off?? but Yikes what an event………….thanks for saying smth tho jgkhkk

t h y s í a - [#2]

Author: b0blegum

Pairing: Shin Ho Seok x Reader

Rating: NC-17 (violence, words)

Genre: Action / Crime / Thriller / Romance

Status: On Going

Part: #1 - #2 - #3 - #4 - …

Summary

θυσία

/thoo·see'·ah/

Origin: Ancient Greek

Meaning: An act of slaughtering an animal or person or surrendering a possession as an offering to God or to a divine or supernatural figure.


“Hey, wake up, babe.” A soft voice gently touched you to wake up from your deep sleep. The voice was too familiar for you that made you open your eyes in just a second.

“Minhyuk?” You asked, quickly sat up from bed. “You’re… Alive?” Your palms automatically feeling his cheeks, his warm pale skins, making sure it’s really your boyfriend.

“I am alive, (y/n). It’s really me.” Lips curved on his face as he put down your hands and hold it gently. Tears started rolling down your cheeks, relieved that your dearest boyfriend was sitting on your bedside. “But, now, we have to go.”

“Go?” You asked. His smile dissapeared, eyes looking serious.

“We need to go, now, (y/n).” He repeated. You looked blank. Not understanding what he meant.

“(Y/n), wake up! We need to go!”

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anonymous asked:

right, ok so, I always feel like i'm lying. I feel like I'm just saying I'm bi for attention or to feel included. I feel like all the times I have found girls cute or pretty I don't mean it. other times, I feel bad for finding guys attractive because i feel like i need to prove something, i feel like I'm just lying to myself and to the friends who ive told that I'm bi. i don't know what's wrong with me. this is really stressing me out and making me confused.

continuation off of my last ask thingy… i just don’t know why i feel like I’m lying to myself. i know i like girls and guys. i know its okay to. what the fuck is wrong with me? sorry, just felt like ranting, I’m just not really sure what is going on with me. this blog has helped me quite a bit, so thank you for posting and stuff lol. th

This is probably internalised biphobia. All of these thoughts are. My hints & tips for dealing with it, is:

1. When you catch yourself thinking one of these things, counteract it with a statement. 

E.g. You think “I’m bi for attention”, counteract it with “Why would I go through all the trouble of coming out, the backlash and biphobia, why would anyone want to deal with this pain for attention I could have gotten from changing my hairstyle or something much much easier?”

You think “I don’t mean it when I think a girl is attractive”, say “What STRAIGHT person thinks about girls this much? What straight person has to CONVINCE themself they’re not into girls?”

When you worry that finding guys attractive and dating them will make people think you look less bi, see here. And remind yourself bi MEANS multiple genders. You’re perfectly allowed to like and show interest in more than one gender, because you’re bi, not gay.

2. Follow bi affirmation and positivity blogs

3. Vent to a friend and get support and affirmation from them that you’re Really bi…preferably another bi friend.

anonymous asked:

Hi I'm sorry I don't wanna intrude but I just felt like I really needed to ask, because I don't wanna find myself in a bad situation in the future and don't wanna offend anyone and don't want to be an asshole, if I'm a white kid and find black people more attractive than white people, yet don't entirely delete white, Asian, mixed or any other people, does that make me racist...??? I'm SORRY I just don't want to be an asshole but just?? Black people are cute as hell???

its 2 am can someone else please answer for me

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I feel like I really need to address this. What bothers me is I feel like I’ve addressed it many times before. I can’t pretend that I’m not legitimately upset right now, but I’ll try to be as polite and civil as possible.

So

Casino Bunnies isn’t mine. At least not entirely. I’ve always considered it a joint effort between @garnetshell and myself, and I’ll say again the initial ideas was definitely hers. All I did was draw an image that inspired the concept itself. Her suggestion of an AU caused it to spiral out of control from there and it’s been a fun and wild ride since.

The last, last thing I want is for someone to feel underappreciated or unrepresented, and while one can argue it’s not my fault, the fact that I’m more prolific with output is probably the key reason this mistake keeps getting made, no matter how many times I say ‘this is a collab’ or ‘ask garnetshell about that aspect’.

It’s not that I’m not grateful or appreciative that people enjoy this AU and what I myself have brought to the table, but it pains me to see that a dear friend feels overlooked, especially when, if not for her, a lot of the plot points we have would have been muddled, hot messes. I have tons of ideas, but I appreciate that she’s always there to sort them out and make them more palatable. We may not always agree, but the times we don’t are few and far between, and this working relationship has been one of the most fun parts of participating in the fandom to me.

If I wasn’t working on it with her, I don’t think I’d want to work on it at all. I love it to be certain. I’ve put a lot of blood, sweat and tears into it myself, but it wouldn’t be the same story without her and I know it. She really keeps it grounded, and I feel like the people who like it need to know that. I’m not trying to undermine what I bring to the project, but I’m not the only person here. I’m just the one that won’t shut up due to a number of reasons.

I could get really personal here, and a part of me really wants to, but what I’m really trying to say is, please, understand that this AU is not mine and mine alone. It genuinely bugs me when it gets treated like that, and I genuinely hate admitting that. I just also hate lying, and feel it’s important to let my feelings be known.

I don’t want something I love to be a point of contention or a cause of strife for someone else, especially when it shouldn’t be. While it’s true that all I can do is say things as they are and hope for the best. I know that mistake is going to be made again and again, and while I don’t hate anyone for it I just legitimately hope the point is made clear.

This AU is extremely important to me, but the feelings of those I care about matter even more.

So I’ll just say it one more time: That AU isn’t mine. It is a collaboration, and I hope with time that becomes more apparent. I’m grateful that people appreciate all that I’ve done, but I’m not the only one doing things.

If you’re curious about which plot points are mine, I’ll gladly tell you that if that would clear further confusion, but know in the end the ones that are were improved by her, and I’m eternally grateful.

That got more emotional than I wanted to, and I don’t usually like making posts like this (especially on fandom blogs), but I felt like this was super important, and I wanted to share my feelings on it.

I'm in love
  • Me(via text): I know you won't read this till morning but I needed to say this because it's all very very true.......ready?
  • I love you, so much all of you, your personality your looks, your laugh, your likes and dislikes, the way you're obsessed with Attack on Titans, Smite, and Ark!, how you can play video games with me and just be a total derp. I've never been in love nor have I ever said "I love you" to someone and actually meant it. But you're different, you have brought emotions out of me that I would of never guessed were even there, you make me actually want to sleep?!?! And wake up early?!?!?! (Wat😳). You make me question my actions, try new things, want to turn my life around for the better, make me think of my future and what it's going to be like. Thinking ahead you're there, I'm in love with you, and every aspect of you. You are so smart, kind, gentle (when you want to be 😏), by far the biggest dork I have ever meet, only gentleman in the world as far as I'm aware, you're cautious (WHICH IS A GOOD THING), you have a clear understanding of how the world works and what you want and how to get it (that's hot). Seriously I love you, I love laying in bed all day playing video games with you, or just cuddling, watching game of thrones, Attack on Titan, movies that I clearly need to be watching but because I'm ridiculous and a derp I just haven't until you make me which I love!, when we have sex, you literally make me feel things I've never felt before and I'm sorry I'm addicted, I'm new to this stuff. Remember your a drug to me, I wasn't kidding.
  • I really don't mean to say I'm sorry all the time or try to feel bad about things that I can't control it just happens, and it only happens because well, I'm in love with you, and since this is the first time for that, I don't want to fuck it up even if it's the smallest thing in the world like poking you in the eye (I AM STILL SO SORRY YOUR POOR EYE IS ALL RED 😭) or bumping you when we wake up or are goofing around. I want to be good enough for you because you're to good for me. I have only ever dreamed of someone less than you in my life and it's like you're an being created by the gods sent to me; They took one look at this clumsy, dorky, hot headed girl, with a huge heart, and said "That girl. She needs HIM the perfect HIM, beyond what she prayed for, or dreamed of. HIM." You. That's only a theory I'm pretty sure you're like and alien or angel but we will discuss that another time lol. But I adore you so much, you're everything to me I enjoy bragging about you to people, buying you gifts, going on dates with you, everything all of it not a second goes by where you aren't on my mind. I love you. You are the love of my life and I don't plan on you leaving my life anytime soon. I'm sorry for the book but it had to be said you've got me head spinning what can I say ☺️ alright I'm actually going to try to sleep now. Maybe. Night💘
  • Him(via text): Oh baby I love you so much. You truly are the moon of my life 🌖 I had all but given up on finding someone who would love and appreciate me for me and not only that but be willing to give back just as much as they take. I never have had to question whether you really love me and I know I never will. You have given me everything I have been so lucky to give you and more. I don't mind the small pokes, bumps, or bruises. Nothing so petty could ever endanger my impression of you or the way I feel about you. At times I cannot believe I have been so blessed to be able to share my life with someone who knows me, who loves, and who understands me. I am beyond exhilarated to know I can make you feel the way you do, both emotionally and physically 😊 you never have to worry about bothering me or annoying me with cuddles or kisses because I always remind myself that you do this because you love and desire me, and there is nothing more in this world I could ask for than that. I love you beyond words, and I always will 💗💕💞 oh and good morning😂

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry that you felt the need to create this blog. maybe you should actually use it to teach people instead of making fun of them...we're all people. now, I might be misunderstanding this, and maybe this blog really helps people. however, I can't agree with what you're doing.

anonymous asked:

(To Chella) If you're still taking requests, may you do the allies talking to their S/O on the phone, or over text, with them feeling panicky over being home alone. (I understand if requests are not being taken in. I'm just feeling panicky and need reassurance.)

I’m sorry I am so late with this one! And I’m sorry that you felt panicky. Hopefully this will make you feel better! And don’t worry, I figured you were asking for Nordics XD

APH Denmark: Denmark would try the good old, “Don’t worry! You’ll be fine~” His S/O would be able to hear the grin in his voice, and would know that he wasn’t really taking it seriously. They might raise their voice at him so that he would get the hint, and he would instantly turn serious. He would offer to come over, because of course the King of Northern Europe needs to protect his S/O at all costs.

APH Finland: Finland would call them immediately and ask them if they wanted him to come over so that they wouldn’t have to be alone. He wouldn’t feel like simply comforting them over the phone would be enough. Whether they wanted him to or not, he would probably come over anyway. He would then proceed to hold them all night, making them feel calm and safe in his arms.

APH Sweden: Sweden would be a texting kind of guy, since he doesn’t really talk all that much. But when his S/O sent him a message about their worries, his texts would be full of comfort. He would send back long answers with reassuring words, and tell them that they don’t need to be afraid. As long as they are safe about it (locking doors and whatnot), they will be fine and he is willing to talk to them all night if he has to.

APH Iceland: At first, Iceland might be a little insensitive about their fears. He would text back a joke or two about the scary man that might be hiding outside their window, but when he realized that they were truly afraid he would feel bad and stop. Instead of texting them back, he would just call them and tell them that he was sorry, and that everything was going to be fine. He would try to talk to them as long as they needed, trying to distract them by talking about things that they liked.

APH Norway: Norway would probably chuckle to himself when he saw the text message that his S/O sent. He would think that they were really cute when they were nervous. He might send a few texts back that were sarcastic and teasing, asking if they needed him to come scare the monsters away or something. But if they showed that they were nervous enough, his words would get more serious and comforting.

- Chella

#164 You show up at his house late at night
  • Louis: "What are you doing here?" Is the first thing he'll think to ask you when your standing on his patio with mascara bags and red blotches. You watch him for a second, watch him rub his eyes and yawn into the back of his hand. Through blurry eyes you could tell he had plaid trousers on and you immediately felt bad for waking him up at such a ungodly hour. "I'm sorry, I just really needed someone." You hiccuped, he nodded, grabbing your hand and pulling you into the threshold. "Come on, let's have a cuddle."
  • Niall: He's still up because some movie was on that he was dying to see. Even though he had a stuffy nose and watery eyes. "What the fuck are you doing up so late?" You ask already shoving him out of the way to make your way to the kitchen. "Could ask you the same question." He smiles, shaking his head at the sound of crisp crunching from the couch because of course, you were already making yourself comfortable. "What are you even doing here?" "Couldn't sleep."
  • Harry: It doesn't surprise him. A bucket of ice cream under your arm and a pillow in the other. "Welcome." You nodded, following him into his bedroom with a smile from him, pushing back the sheets from what is now going to be your side of e bed. "I didn't want to bother, my apartment was kinda lonely." He chuckles at this, only you would try to explain yourself. "Anytime." He smiled, grabbing your cheek in his palm, lifting you up to kiss you gently.
  • Liam: "I've missed you." You sigh, after awkward glance for a few minutes because neither of you had the guts to say anything. He opens his mouth to say something back before you put up one finger. "Let's talk when I'm sitting down, yeah?" He nodded. "Liam-" He shook his head with a crooked smirk. "It's been awhile." His words where left hanging in the air and you didn't want to back. (mostly because he was so right) So, instead you just crawled into his arms.
  • Zayn: "I've been waiting." He winks from the door frame in a pair of boxers and a smug smirk. You giggled, covering it up with the back of your hand as he reached for the other one, tugging you in. "Was it on purpose making me wait? Huh?" He'll manage to get out before his lips on yours and you haven't even made it past the hallway leading to his bedroom. His hands find the loop of your jeans, tapping your butt, urging you to jump into his arms.

i just started thinking about jack and shitty’s graduation and i got really emotional because

can you imagine how heartbreaking it must have been for bitty to watch jack, the boy he loved and cared about so much, prepare to leave their college, their team, and go off to play for the falconers? to watch him pick out his outfit for graduation day, hearing him talk on the phone with his mom making arrangements for the ride to providence afterwards, having to decide which tie jack should wear on what seemed to be the last day bitty would see him? all while wondering if he should tell him how he feels, wait no that’s stupid jack’s straight and besides why would he want to be with bitty of all people.

and then on the actual day of their graduation, bitty feeling his lower lip starting to quiver as he hugged jack, feeling all of the thoughts that he had pushed back until now starting to surface, he loves him, he loves him and he needs to know. his voice laced with desperation as he tried to get the words out, wanting more, or at least wanting to know how jack felt, but then deciding to leave it, it’s for the best, it won’t make a difference and it’ll only ruin what they already have. walking away before the tears started to fall, thinking how unfair life could be to make him fall in love with a straight boy.

yknow as a kid seeing this picture i thought “wow! clifford sure got big!!” but now I’m an adult all I can think about is how hard it must have been to get him out- they had to have demolished the the entire apartment complex.

and did he just entirely break all the floors? holy shit how fast did he grow and why did it take this long for them to realize he might need to leave? if the growth even took just a week- he wouldn’t have been able to move at all.

in which case I question the judgement of emily elizabeth’s parents and if they really felt it was ok to just let this happen. how long were they not going to address the elephant in the room or more specifically the giant fucking dog breaking through their lower neighbor’s living space, making their lives a living hell? they didn’t ask for this