i'm really bad at staying away

anonymous asked:

could I have some hcs for ma boys Jesse, Jack, Gabe and Hanzo taking care of an injured or sick reader? like reader really wants to go out again but they haven't fully recovered yet? (I know this is basic af but I'm a sucker for these)

No worries, dear Anon, we are suckers for this kind of requests too, we won’t judge! xD 


  • You got sick with a bad case of a cold that refused to go away and had been bothering you for almost two weeks now. Knowing how highly contagious a cold tends to be, you told Jesse to stay as far away from you as physically possible; he had various tasks to take care of and couldn’t allow himself to get sick because of an impending mission. Did that stop him? No. Could he care any less? No.
  • He desperately wanted to take care of you and refused to leave your side for more than a few minutes at a time even though you kept reassuring him that it was a simple cold that should be gone within the next few days. He wouldn’t have any of it; to him, this illness could have put your life at stake. He made sure that you got the best treatment possible, he also took off his serape and wrapped it around you to make sure you wouldn’t get too cold (though you had already been wrapped in roughly three blankets).
  • This man needs a lot of affection and you soon realized that a cold didn’t stop him from claiming it. You tried to tell him to stay away from you but he kept going in for kisses and cuddles, not caring that he risked his own health in the process. 
  • He even risked getting into a huge argument with Gabe by not showing up to training a few times and instead preparing some soup for you. It just proved how dedicated he is.
    (Gabe would have given him some time off, he’s not that heartless, but since Jesse never actually asked, the cowboy had to prepare for a lot of extra work.) 
  • Since lying in bed all day got boring quickly, you decided to leave your room and at least get some kind of snack even though you still felt like you were about to faint at any moment. You prayed that you wouldn’t run into your boyfriend but, of course, destiny always brought you two together. He seemed a little shocked to see you out of bed, walking around tiredly and grabbing the kitchen counter for support.
    “This ain’t yer bed, sugar. I could have brought ya that cereal bar, ya know?”
    He quickly led you back to your room and made sure you didn’t leave that mattress for the next few hours, at least not without his aid.
  • Remember how you told him not to get too close to you? Guess who got sick the day you fully recovered. You’ll be passing that cold back and forth for ages if you don’t keep him away! 


  • He truly wanted to help you when you got sick with the stomach flu, honestly, but this man was just so extremely busy due to his position. The least he tried to do was send others, preferably Ana, to frequently check up on you. He also called a lot to make sure you were resting properly and send some words of comfort. 
  • When he noticed your condition slightly worsening, he immediately canceled as many meetings as he possibly could to be with you more, he started to worry too much and wouldn’t have been able to concentrate properly anyway. Jack took some of his paperwork with him to finish it in your room to keep you company and let Gabe and Ana handle training the new recruits. Of course, he wasn’t able to spend all his time by your side but he tried his hardest to pass as much of his work as possible to others. 
  • Though he craved affection and attention as much as Jesse did, he knew how important it was that he didn’t get sick; the strike commander being away for even a few days might have resulted in a disaster. He did give you a comforting pat on the back once in a while, but sadly, he wouldn’t get any closer than that. Hugs and kisses would have been pretty problematic with the stomach flu anyway. 
  • His mom taught him how to help with stomach problems by using some home remedies. He got you some snacks that didn’t cause your stomach too much discomfort and made sure you always drank enough.
  • He always held your hair back for you if it got in your way whenever your stomach rioted and you came face to face with the toilet bowl.
  • Of course, the stomach flu had hit you right before a mission that you had been looking forward to for ages. You might have been able to recover until it started but you still missed out on a significant amount of training. So you tried making your way over to the training facility without running into him but in the end, you did bump right into Jack when rounding a corner in one of the many hallways. He looked at you in confusion for a few seconds, processing the situation until he scowled at you, grabbed you by the wrist and gently guided you back to your room.
    He had already assigned someone else to that mission but promised to soon give you a similar one.
    Jack also took that day off to watch you and make sure you didn’t get any other stupid ideas.


  • You were a little clumsy; everyone knew that very well, so it didn’t come as a surprise when you broke your ankle during a mission after tripping over a branch in the forest. Other than that, you were perfectly fine, no bruises or anything. Gabe didn’t seem too worried; your injury wasn’t life-threatening, he just kept telling you that you should have been more careful of your surroundings. 
  • He also turned out to be a teasing asshole about it.
    You want a hug? Stand up and get it.
    You need some water? What a shame the kitchen is so far away.
    However, as soon as you did stand up to get what you wanted, he freaked out, reminding you that he was only joking and that you had to sit back down and rest immediately.
  • He was actually worrying a lot more than he would have liked to admit, he kept reminding himself that you would be recovering quickly. Still, when he was at work or training with the Blackwatch members, he was always on edge, couldn’t wait to finally check up on you and make sure everything was alright.
    Gabe ordered McCree and Genji around to bring you water, a meal, another pillow, or anything else you requested when he was too busy. 
  • After finishing work, he immediately went over to your room, checking if you needed anything. As he saw you walking around, limping to the door to get some fresh air and finally move your limbs a little, he swiftly picked you up and put you into your bed again. He kept asking way too many questions. Have you eaten anything yet? Did you drink enough water? Was your foot still hurting a lot? Did you need painkillers?
    You had to reassure him that you were fine; it was just a broken ankle and not the end of the world. He must have completely forgotten about your injury not being life-threatening. 
  • Of course, Angela had given you crutches so it wasn’t like you couldn’t walk or at least hop around the headquarters on your own, yet Gabe didn’t let you go anywhere without supervision.
    You could have tripped and gotten hurt even worse, there was no way he was risking that.
    You thought reminding him that you were a grown adult able to take care of yourself helped? Nope, nice try though.
  • After practicing your puppy eyes for a while, you actually got him to carry you around, preferably by giving you a piggyback ride. Gabe might have sent death glares to the people throwing comments about him going soft but he actually enjoyed it. A lot. 


  • You almost got shot during a mission, the bullet only grazed your side in the end but it still left a nasty wound. When Hanzo found out about your injury, he completely freaked out on the inside but was able to conceal his panic pretty well. 
  • He was extremely careful, rejecting any kind of physical contact, afraid of hurting you even though you kept insisting that it barely hurt anymore and it shouldn’t have been a problem at all. Still, he refused to get too close to you, worried that he wouldn’t be able to stop himself after initiating anything. He was scared that any movement might have resulted in your wound starting to bleed again. 
  • Hanzo followed you around almost everywhere, almost every time, watching you closely. He kept an eye on you to make sure you didn’t strain yourself and didn’t do anything reckless that might have caused your wound to open. 
  • He was also extremely observant. If you were still hurting but trying to play it cool, he knew. You tried to hide your pain but he always found out, immediately coming to your side as soon as you winced only slightly, barely visible to anyone else. 
  • He kept asking if he could help you with any tasks or bring you food or drinks while also asking you to please just lie down and rest. He aided you with every single thing, even the easiest tasks that you could have finished by yourself without any problems.
    Hanzo wanted to make sure that there was no way you could hurt your side, he couldn’t stand seeing you in pain. You didn’t mind doing any of your chores, you needed some movement but you decided not to complain. 
  • You decided to go to the training room one night, secretly, having had enough of this confinement to your bed. Hanzo almost got a heart attack when he found your side of the bed empty at midnight but had a feeling you went out to train. He probably would have done the same.
    After he found you carefully practicing some basic moves he started to scold you but soon composed himself. He then proceeded to gently wrap his arms around you, careful not to get too close to your injury, and begged you not to make him worry like that again. After seeing that you were able to do some simple training without being in pain, he allowed you to do more things on your own again, still keeping a close eye on you, of course. 

anonymous asked:

Hi! How about  "I'm sorry I called you at 3 AM. I needed you" or "Stay the night. Please" with Saeyoung? I really need to read something romantic and cute...? You choose if it is MC who says it or Saeyoung ^-^ Sorry if I'm not clear enough, my English is really bad xD Thank you so much!

this turned angsty. i’m mildly apologetic.

“Don’t go.”

He’s there with his laptop in his hand and his jacket in the other, fiery hair ruffled and shirt disheveled as he kicks on his boots in a vain attempt to run away—as far as possible—from his feelings, from this, from her. He doesn’t think she understands, but she does and achingly so to where she calls him every night. His heart breaks when he hears her voice but it isn’t enough, it’s never enough to stop him from leaving her. He’d rather hurt her now than hurt her later.

This was not a new practice for Saeyoung.

Saeyoung Choi was always fleeting, hidden in the peripherals of her vision and disappearing once she had truly looked. Her memories of him always seemed smudged like decayed film, keeping her from being able to truly examine him for what he was. It had always been like this, always the same game and the same chase but today is different; now she tires of chasing and she wants to bet that he was tired of running.  Fire runs through her veins when she sees how lithe he is in trying to get out of the apartment as soon as possible. She wanted him and he was running from her and she was chasing after him like fools do in love.

He can’t bring himself to stop—really stop, at least—and he’s halfway out the door before he can feel someone or something pressed against the curve of his back, bound to him like a spell. 

Listen, you need to sto—”

She interrupts him. “I’m trying so hard to make you stay, I’m holding on for dear life, why won’t you ever just let me all the way in?”

Her sobs are deafening to his ears. He can’t stand it, and he can’t begin to form a single word knowing that he’s made her cry, yet again. A real cry, akin to a child’s, with desperate heaves and snot filled sniffles paired with wails while she clung to his back. He figures he needs to say something, anything to make this stop. So he begs. 


Saeyoung’s head was reeling, lips still swollen from her kisses and hair still disheveled from her fingers and heart still aching from her cries. Everything was so fast, from the kiss to deciding to leave suddenly and now the words that came dripping out of her lips in a loneliness that hits dead center to home.

“My heart feels like it’s going to break in half. Please love me as much as I love you.”

He turns around and suddenly finds himself holding her to his chest, lips pressed against her skull in such a fragile matter that it almost seems like he’s trying to keep her from breaking apart. Anxiety rushes in his bloodstream and it makes his hands shake from all the thoughts that threaten to rob him of his self control to keep himself away. Loving her was a luxury he couldn’t afford to own—nothing could ever be his and he’s been told that more times than he has fingers on his hands.

He mumbles the next words into her hair, almost as if he wants to bury himself into her to hide himself. “Okay, okay. I’m sorry for making you cry. I’ll take care of you… I’ll stay the night. Just please stop crying.”

And such simple words can work for now, they both decide. 

I’m staying.

Yes, the fandom’s gone crazy. Yeah, I know there’s so much discourse going around that people are taking breaks from the fandom because of it. People are unfollowing big Voltron blogs because of anti hate and leak scares.

But I’m staying. It’s like a hurricane, it will pass.

And I’ll still be here.

And I’ll wait for the good people to return.

Because I love my fandom too much to let go, too much to unfollow anyone and let the discourse try to drive me away.

But that doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing to want to take a break sometimes. It’s perfectly fine to want to take a step back to breathe. Hurricanes like this can often get people hurt or worse, so sometimes leaving is the best option. I applaud you for your survival skills.

But I’m really stubborn, you see.

I’m staying. For anyone leaving, I’ll stay in your place.

I promise.

I’ll keep your seat warm, I suppose ;3

Stay safe you guys!


If I become an actor or a Kpop Idol, I'll be that weird ass member/person who just loves to sleep and eat and exercise only when necessary because I hate moving but practice like crazy because I have this intense need to do things perfectly because I am scared of people's criticism not for myself but for my group and exchanges sassy as shit tweets with my fans because I want them to stay away from me because I'll feel like shit if they leave me so I'll push them away first but I'll also feel bad if they leave me so I'm in that leave me/love me limbo again.

I’m also that type to own cats and name them Satan or Mephistopheles just because I can and I’ll call them using a pentagram during a vlive just so I can scare and amuse my fans.
I’ll be that idol who no one really knows what to do with so they just let me what I do because they are scared that I’ll call demons on them.

And yes. I thought about this a lot.

anonymous asked:

I thought I was the only one.. I've been really depressed this Ramadan and I feel so bad because everyone else is happy and they're really enjoying and using this Ramadan to become better muslims, make more dua and stay away from social media mashAllah but I've just been sleeping and doing nothing different than what I usually do (pray, make occasional dua). I feel bad and I wish I could be like them and I feel like I'm supposed to do something these last 10 days but I'm not feeling it... 😞

I feel you. But don’t let yourself fall in that spiral and think that what you’re doing isn’t amounting to something. Allah SWT knows the effort you’re putting in and inshallah you’re getting every bit of credit you deserve. Don’t compare yourself to others, especially how they APPEAR to be. They could be struggling just as much. You don’t have to “feel” Ramadan to reach out to God. Ramadan wasn’t meant for us to be jolly 24/7. It’s tough. You’re confronting your weaknesses and trying to better yourself and that’s not always a fun process. But the important thing is that you push yourself a little more than what you usually would. Don’t give up on these last 10 days. Do what you can and don’t set yourself up for failure by setting an impossible goal for yourself, especially if you’re going through something as difficult as depression. Allah SWT knows your struggles and knows when you’re trying. Pray that He gives you the strength to do better the remaining days and inshallah He’ll guide you through it and make it easier for you. You got this.

anonymous asked:

Do you think Rachel really drank with her friends like portrayed in "I'm not Ashamed"?

Yes she did. It’s a fact. Rachel partied, and sometimes when she hung out with friends she drank. Rachel struggled with it and she tried to stay away since she always felt really guilty afterwards. She wrote about it once in her diary here:

“April 15, 98

Dear God, I promise that I will not drink this Friday when I go out with Stefanie. This is so tempting. I want to go so bad. Well, I thought about it (as you know) and I thought that since you would forgive me anyway I may as well just do it. Then I realized that you will always always forgive, but you may not let it go unpunished. Then I decided not to do it strictly out of fear. Then I thought about it more, and thought that if I did it out of fear, it would not be done because I loved you, I obeyed you, and I followed you. That is my reason for not going now I know that I will always be faced with temptation but because I love you, I obey you, and I follow you, I will not fall into the core of it. Thank you, Father.

Always your child, Rachel Joy”

anonymous asked:

Could you do Widowmaker, Genji, Hanzo, edgelord, and zenyatta find out that their chubby s/o has really bad depression and suicidal thoughts? (I'm kinda going through a hard time;;)

I’m so sorry love but honestly you gotta get yourself together! You can be amazing no matter what! Believe that! Please just don’t beat yourself up either! I love you and stay strong!~(^з^)-♡


-honestly she really hates the fact that such things can make you feel so down all the time.

-“I really think your over doing it! You look amazing and need to see that!”

-she always makes sure that you don’t give yourself faces in the mirror and if she catches you she says something right away to make you feel better!

-“ tu es si belle.”

-she always reminds you that she is there whenever you may need her.

-if she notices your acting sad or down she’ll take you out on a date night or just find some way to spend time with you to make you laugh


-absolutely hates the fact that your not okay with yourself

-“you know I was once the same way. I did not like who I was.. But I learned to, as must you because you are perfect in every way in my eyes.”

-he likes to remind you how much he loves you by complementing you throughout the day and tries to keep you smiling.

-also he might ask you out more or make plans for vacations just so you can cheer up and refresh yourself.


-when he first finds out your depressed he comforts you in any way he can but when he finds out its because your insecure he gets very bothered but of course doesn’t yell at you or anything.

-“why would someone as wonderful and beautiful as you be so sad and insecure?”

-after finding out though he would do his best possible to make sure he shows you how amazing you are to him.

-he would also bring you small gifts sometimes like flowers or little stuffed animals just to see you smile.

-“I like it more when you smile like that.”


-soon as he finds out he will go up to your face and question you like crazy since he is very straight up about pretty much everything

-“what on earth is wrong with your eyes? How can you not see the perfection that is you!!!”

-he’s honestly just really confused as to why your even insecure.

-expect him to do very subtle things to help you like just sit and listen if you need to talk or throwing little complements on how you look.

-“seriously how could you not love yourself!?”

-no but really he’s very confused about everything right now..


-this wise guy..

-when he finds out he would quickly talk to you and ask why you seem so sad and if you explained he would give advice and comfort you

-“my dear, I understand insecurity is very common and sometimes you can’t help but feel that way… But you have to open your eyes to really see the beauty you hold. You cannot possibly see yourself if your covering yourself with these thoughts you put in your head.”

-he just finds the perfect words to say to you when you need it

-he constantly would remind you that your so special to him and he couldn’t ask for anyone more amazing than you


boyfriend!bts edits | 1/∞ 

jung hoseok

imagine facetiming your boyfriend hobi while he’s away on tour and after telling him how hard it is for you to sleep without him there, he begins to softly sing your favorite song and promises to stay on the phone until you fall asleep. 💫

just fyi: I got a minor concussion yesterday (metal dumpster lid slammed down on my head while I was taking out the garbage, adding to my #brand of getting really ridiculous injuries in innocuous ways) and I’ve been ordered by a doctor to stay away from screens for a day or two. And honestly I’ve been looking at my laptop for a few minutes and it feels bad, so the doctor has a point. 

Anyways! Please forgive me for delayed responses to communications and a general lack of activity in the upcoming days on this and other platforms while my head and brain heal from my trash misadventure. 

  • Kyle: listen Heidi, being with Cartman is a bad idea. I know him. He'll just fuck you over in the end.
  • Heidi: Really? To me he just seems misunderstood.
  • Kyle: that's just what he wants you to think! This is good advice. If I were you I'd stay away.
  • Heidi: ok, but how come you get to hang out with him?
  • Kyle: that's different, ok. I know what I'm doing.
  • Heidi: I've been Cartman's friend too. I know that he really cares about me-
  • Kyle: NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM LIKE I DO! Trust me, I've thought about him enough to know he's a bad person, so stop flirting with him.
  • Heidi: I'm not even flirting with him. I'm literally doing the same shit you guys do together all the time.
  • Kyle: BUT I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT'S ALOUD TO- I mean- trust me Heidi. This is for your own good.

turpinsoup  asked:

That's really interesting! I wonder if Sans is running away from Gaster (getting info on him in a kinda "know thine enemy so you can stay the heck away from them" way) or if he's trying to find Gaster to put a stop to his nefarious plans. Judging by Lil Pup's reaction, Gaster isn't that bad of a person (he even fed them, which is so CUTE, btw!). I'm just worried about his skewed sense of morals in being okay with experimenting on a human child. Key word being human? @w@

It’s not his interest to stop whatever is going on with the experiments. He simply wishes to get down to Little Pup’s problem and fix it.

He only wants to protect his family, after all. :D

hey omg im sorry i’ve been away from tumblr for so long :( tbh some stuff in my personal life got pretty bad which lead to me feeling Really Really Bad which just made me feel a bit too anxious to interact with as many people that i interact with on here, but im back and i’ll get to answering asks and messages!! so yeah i’m sorry i was gone but i was having a hard time and will do my best to stay active again!

We can do this, guys! Just please, if you’re registered, go out and vote today. Every vote counts!💓🙌🇺🇸

anonymous asked:

@anon who wanted dark story and, well, if you'd be interested of course :) - "Goodnight Travel Well" by europa_report is REALLY good horror story (it's my fav ongoing rn) and there's also "your claws in me" by burlesquecomposer which has dark!Lance (brainwashed by galra). Hope I could help :' )

Oooooh, thanks for the help!! :D Here, I looked for the links:

Have fun reading, anon :D

Avenged Sevenfold {Sentence Starters}
  • "I'm scared. If I lose you... I'm not prepared.
  • "You made me this way. I am the product of your creation."
  • "Now I'm on my knees; forgive me please."
  • "I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
  • "A living nightmare, asleep but still aware."
  • "I wanted more for you. You can't go on this way."
  • "I came here for something and I'm not turning back."
  • "No one's innocent. So why do I feel bad?"
  • "I've been the wrong one time and time again."
  • "I don't want to leave you like this."
  • "I need this place to get away from you."
  • "I found you here, now please just stay for a while."
  • "You'll always have my support, in my heart."
  • "Nothing you say, and nothing you try, can change time."
  • "I don't want to see you in this place. Your kind is a disgrace."
  • "By the time you realize, you'll be dead too."
  • "I truly never thought it would really come to this."
  • "Never would I doubt you, but the truth kept smacking me in the face."
  • "We had something more than I can explain."
  • "I'll never feel alone again with you by my side."
  • "I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could."
  • "You never stopped to think and you ripped us apart."
  • "I have so much to say, but you're so far away."
  • "So, this is the world you left behind."
  • "You've been there from the start for me."
  • "Don't take your aggression out on me!"
  • "So much time I've wasted, and I never thought it'd come to this."
  • "How many times have you taught and not conspired?"
  • "You'll die as you lived: in a flash of the blade."
  • "Why don't I have the finer things that others have?"
  • "I believe my sins have been forgiven."
  • "Please understand, I have to leave and carry on my own life."
  • "Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost."
  • "Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be."
  • "I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone."
  • "Nothing can take away the times and the memories we had."
  • "Don't walk in my direction. Turn the other way."
Lana Del Rey sentence starters
  • "Look at you, looking at me."
  • "Loving you is hard, being here is harder."
  • "I don't wanna do this anymore."
  • "I can't survive if this is all that's real."
  • "All I wanna do is get high by the beach."
  • "I never bought into your bullshit."
  • "You could be a bad motherfucker, but that don't make you a man."
  • "Now you're just another one of my problems."
  • "I'll do it on my own."
  • "Don't need your money to get me what I want."
  • "Everyone can start again."
  • "Should have let me know that I never had a chance at all."
  • "I could never be what you wanted."
  • "I know that you're scared to death."
  • "You're afraid to love me."
  • "Our kind of love, it was once in a lifetime."
  • "It was doomed from the first time."
  • "I always fall for the wrong guy."
  • "Things that are bad always taste nice."
  • "That's what girls like me do... lose you."
  • "You're sickeningly beautiful."
  • "This kind of life wasn't meant for the good girl."
  • "That's what girls like me like - the limelight."
  • "If you should go before me then know that I always loved you."
  • "There's nobody for you but me."
  • "We make the rules."
  • "Say you want me, too."
  • "Will my forever love never come back to me?"
  • "How quickly you forget how I made you smile."
  • "I remember everything."
  • "Does she know I'm tattooed onto your heart?"
  • "She's not me."
  • "Promise I won't hurt you, kid."
  • "Baby, we were born to live fast and die young."
  • "It's a game, I don't wanna play."
  • "Never let me go."
  • "We're gonna go far, I can already taste it."
  • "I remember when I saw you for the first time, you were laughing, sparking like a new dime."
  • "Baby, it's a sweet life."
  • "It’s just another lonely day on the playground."
  • "I just wanna party, boy, I don’t wanna fight."
  • "They all know my name now."
  • "I'm not looking for true love tonight."
  • "If you want me, you know where to find me."
  • "I don't wanna get you running scared when there's no pressure there at all."
  • "I'm the sweetest girl in town so why are you so mean?"
  • "You were talking so brave and so sweet."
  • "You got away, didn't you, baby? You just turned your back on the crowd."
  • "You were famous, your heart was a legend."
  • "You told me again you preferred handsome men, but for me you would make an exception."
  • "We are ugly but we have the music."
  • "I don't mean to suggest that I loved you the best."
  • "I remember you well, that's all, I don't even think of you that often."
  • "Let me be your dangerous girl."
  • "Its been so long since someone made me different."
  • "Even my best days without you were nothing in comparison to my worst days once I had found you."
  • "It's all happening."
  • "Pillow talk to me."
  • "I never knew I'd find somebody like you."
  • "You say it's not true, but I know how you do."
  • "I'm like a child who belongs to nobody."
  • "I wear you like my clothes, hold you close to my body."
  • "You hurt so good, you feel so bad, honey."
  • "I just want you to want me."
  • "I'm not what you want."
  • "Let's get out of this place 'cause you're starting to waste within this teenage wasteland."
  • "I'm leaving, are you coming with me?"
  • "I know that they think I've come undone."
  • "It's late, walk me home and put your hand in mine."
  • "Be my valentine."
  • "You are, by far, the brightest star I've ever seen."
  • "I never dreamed I'd be so happy that I could die."
  • "I can get you hooked on love and desire."
  • "I know what you’ve done, I can be your alibi."
  • "Would you kill for me? Would you die for me?"
  • "It's either live or die."
  • "I burnt your toast but baby, I'm still the bestest."
  • "This is not a school girl crush."
  • "This is not puppy love."
  • "I'm your leading lady."
  • "You're everybody's hero and you're hitting it home."
  • "I don't wanna go."
  • "He's a sweet baby, but he looks mean."
  • "I’m America’s sweetheart tryin’ to get away."
  • "You make it hard to leave, but it’s easier for me to stay."
  • "We're not fooling anyone these days."
  • "I don't wanna stay, but I'm so afraid."
  • "It's not love what keeps me here and it's not what you want to hear."
  • "Never coming back, no matter what you do or say."
  • "I've had it up to here with the panic and the fear."
  • "There's nothing in your heart, I thought that I could make you change."
  • "We were just teenagers when we fell in love."
  • "You should never come between a woman and her dream."
  • "I was addicted to you, but I didn't know it."
  • "Put yourself on back to bed."
  • "I was addicted to you, didn't wanna blow it."
  • "You were a dick with your crew."
  • "Why can't you give it a rest?"
  • "You're not that bright for a star, burned yourself out nothing left."
  • "Death doesn't come with a warning."
  • "You should hear me sing."
  • "I know what they say about me, I know that they think I'm danger."
  • "I'll be taking drugs, doing shots, making out in parking lots."
  • "You can't stop me."
  • "Money is my saviour."
  • "Ours was the greatest love story ever told."
  • "You've got it and I want it."
  • "Doomed from the start, we met with a goodbye kiss."
  • "I won't cry myself to sleep like a sucker."
  • "Now you fall asleep with another... Damn you."
  • "Remember how we used to escape for the summer?"
  • "Nothing to lose and we got messed up for fun."
  • "We went too fast, too young."
  • "Flowers in my hair and your breath smelled like whiskey, promised anywhere that I go, take you with me."
  • "If you get lonely, think of me."
  • "Living without you is like TV in black and white."
  • "When I’m around you suddenly I realize that I was blind before I saw the world through your eyes."
  • "I'm a really good girl, you a very bad guy. We're a little match made in heaven."
  • "I don't wanna know I'm wrong."
  • "If we got together, I know it would be hot."
  • "Put the radio on."
  • "My man is crazy... but I like him, in fact, I love him."
  • "I've been waiting on your love, baby, for too long now."
  • "I thought that I could change you like the others but I don't know how."
  • "It's gonna backfire."
  • "Everybody’s saying you’re no good for me."
  • "I wanna fly."
  • "I can't be with the man I love."
  • "With the rate I was going, I'd be lucky to die."
  • "You wanna watch me while I watch TV, while your touching me."
  • "We're gonna party like were running outta time."
  • "We dance like nobody's watching us and we live like we want to."
  • "I was a young girl, selfish and wild."
  • "Look at me now, I have everything."
  • "Had a face like an angel, but inside, my heart was as black as a broke movie screen."
  • "I hope you remember me like this."
  • "I don't know a thing, but of this I'm sure - there's nowhere on this Earth I'd rather be."
  • "You're beautiful, but hopeless."
  • "I think you're so cool, babe."
  • "I love you more with each and everyday."
  • "Do you think you'll love me, too?"
  • "You know I love the thrill of the rush."
  • "Play you like a game, boy."
  • "What's the thrill of the same toy?"
  • "I love you, but I don't know why."
  • "You can be the boss, daddy."
  • "You taste like the Fourth of July."
  • "You’re wrong, but you’re so much fun."
  • "Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?"
  • "I'm a party girl, and I'm just warnin' you."
  • "Do you think it's really mean that I'm only on the scene cause I want a little danger, boy?"
  • "I told you so."
  • "You know sometimes I think God's playing a little game with me, looking down from heaven, laughing, trying to see how much I can take."
  • "Nobody's had more shots at the moon and missed than me."
  • "My boyfriend says I'm like an old movie star with loneliness as my occupation."
  • "You haven't seen the best of me."
  • "You can look, but please don't touch."
  • "Everyone knows I'm a good girl."
  • "I am the baddest, you liking what you see?"
  • "You should stay away from me."
  • "We're children of the bad revolution."
  • "We're acting really tough like the world belongs to us, 'cause it does, yeah, it must."
  • "You've been pretty stupid ever since you got famous."
  • "Your friends all swear that you've changed but, I still keep it O.G."
  • "Let's go back to the basics."
  • "We were best friends, crazy and shameless in love."
  • "I'm just making up for what I never had."
  • "I was born to live fast, die young."
  • "I think we're losing what we used to have, you know?"
  • "You loved me better one year ago."
  • "I won't be all that mad if you go."
  • "You're always spending all that stupid with your band on the road."
  • "You can still come home when you want and I won't be ashamed to take you back in."
  • "It's been five nights since I heard the tone of your voice."
  • "You act like everything's alright, but we both know that it's not."
  • "You're so special."
  • "No one lives forever, but that’s no reason to give up."
  • "Don’t you wanna fall in love?"
  • "Sometimes I get lonely, but millions all know me now."
  • "You're the bad boy/girl that I always dreamed of."
  • "You know I was more than just a party girl."
  • "We're the broken ones."

anonymous asked:

You're so awesome and I want you here! That anon was really bad at being rude because people clearly like you and want you around.

glad to know :,) but honestly i can’t stay away!! i love my mutuals too much. i love history too much. i love anons like you too much!

anonymous asked:

why did you get the tattoos you have?

honesty hour. join the fun !!

         “ you understand i have a lot of them, right ?   it’s gonna take a while to get through all of them. well, i’ll just talk about the really important ones, then. i have the STARGAZERS on my left arm as a tribute to my sister. it used to be something we’d do together. a lot of times we couldn’t sleep and my mom would always encourage us to stay away from drugs and partying and bad choices, so we’d go out in the back and look at the stars. it was pretty lame since light pollution knocked a lot out but one year, my mom took us camping upstate and it was CRAZY how much you could see. like so many stars, we were staring up there for hours. mandy really liked stars and space. it was kind of her thing growing up. above that, i have MMXII, which is the year she died. 

on my back, is a famous BANKSY work. i know i’m quite the anger and chaos dude, and that’s not changing, but that piece really spoke to me and i like what it had to say. i got it so i could be reminded of the gentleness that needs to be put in the world just as much as anarchy does. even though it’s on my back, i know it’s there.

i think a lot of my tattoos in general show a reflection of harshness and softness. i have the passing flowers on my chest, which is meant to remind me all the fucking dandelions i used to bring in from outside to my mom, and how she’d keep them all in the windowsill until they died. but then i have DEAD SERIOUS on my arm, which, well, speaks for itself in it’s very punk way. they all have some type of meaning. some more than others, but it’s all a mixture of keeping my body balanced with the right amount of fire and love. “

Cry Baby Starters pt.2
  • Tag You're It:
  • "You had your eye out for a little while"
  • "Let me take you for a joyride"
  • "I can taste your skin on my teeth"
  • "I hope to god you're never leaving"
  • Milk and Cookies: :
  • "Won't you lock the door"
  • "I'm done with this"
  • "It's getting late"
  • "I never want to see you again"
  • "I pull off black so well"
  • Pacify Her: :
  • "The basic bitch leaves, finally. Now I can take her man"
  • "Someone told me, 'stay away from things that aren't yours.' But was he yours if he wanted me so bad?"
  • "Pacify her, she's getting on my nerves"
  • "You don't love her"
  • "Stop playing with your words"
  • "I can't stand her whining"
  • "Loving her seems tiring"
  • "Just love me"
  • Mrs. Potato Head: :
  • "No one will love you if you're unattractive"
  • "Is it true that pain is beauty?"
  • "Will a pretty face make it better?"
  • "Do you swear you'll stay forever?"
  • Mad Hatter: :
  • "Me friends don't walk, they run"
  • "This dream is a killer"
  • "I really hate being safe"
  • "I'm nuts, baby I'm mad"
  • "You think I'm psycho"
  • "You think I'm gone"
  • "Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong"
  • "You like me best when I'm off my rocker"
  • "I'm not alarmed"
  • "So what if I'm crazy? The best people are"
  • "My brain is scattered"
  • "You can be Alice, I'll be the Mad Hatter"
  • "I think you're crazy, too. I think you're gone. It's probably the reason that we get along"
  • Play Date: :
  • "It's just me and you, you and me alone"
  • "I don't give a fuck about you anyways"
  • "Whoever said I gave a shit about you?"
  • "I never know what you need"
  • "I wanna give you what you need"
  • "You know I give a fuck about you everyday"
  • Teddy Bear: :
  • "I stitched you up and put you together"
  • "I didn't care"
  • "I wasn't scared"
  • "I'm in despair"
  • "Should I be scared?"
  • "You were comforting and quiet"
  • "How did love become so violent?"
  • "I threw you out, I didn't outgrow you"
  • "It's so terrifying how you paralyze me"
  • "I'm so unprepared"
  • Cake: :
  • "Your skin is warm like an oven"
  • "Your kiss is sugary sweet"
  • "Your fingers feel like cotton when you put your arms around me"
  • "I feel like I'm missing something whenever you leave"
  • "You've got all the ingredients, except you loving me."
  • "Im not a piece of cake for you to discard, while you walk away with the frosting of my heart"
  • "I'm taking back what's mine"
  • "You'll miss the slice of heaven that I gave to you last night"
  • "You smell just like vanilla"
  • "You taste like buttercream"
  • "You're filling up my senses with empty calories"
  • "If I'm just a piece of cake, then you're just a piece of meat"