Scully enters the house. Their house. His now. It’s been months since she’s seen him, since she left him, doesn’t know why he’s called her here. “Mulder?” she calls cautiously.
She turns and sees him. He’s standing behind the coffee table, empty but for a stale glass of water, congealing water ring spreading outwards. There’s a funny expression on his face. Blank. Guilty. She can’t read him, what he wants.
“Mulder, what is it?” she asks softly.
“I wanted to tell you the truth,” he says.
The house smells awful. Like he hasn’t been cleaning. “The truth? Mulder, what…”
“The truth about what happened eight years ago. When Mulder was abducted.”
Something like horror springs up in her mind. “You’re Mulder,” she says softly.
“I’m not Mulder, Scully. That’s what I’m trying to tell you.”
She blinks once, twice. Oh, god, he is worse off then she thought. She never should’ve left him alone. “Mulder, you’re sick,” she whispers. “Here, sit down.” She touches his arm and it is ice cold.
“I’m not sick, Scully. I can’t get sick. That’s what I’m trying to tell you.”
“Sit down, Mulder, please.” She feels his forehead, and it is freezing.
“I’m not Mulder, Scully. I’m not even human. I’m a placeholder for your Mulder, the one who was taken from Bellefluer, Oregon.”
She freezes, fingers still frozen against his skin. “Mulder?” she whispers. The horror is coursing through her, cold and real. It can’t be true. He’s lying.
It’s him, but it’s not him all at once. “No.”
“You’re a… clone?” she asks, hating the feel of the word in her mouth.
“No,” the Mulder-thing says solemnly. “It’s so much worse than that.” He pulls away from her, towards the glass of water, and plunges his hand down into it. Sparks fly from the top of the glass. He shakes.
I've been seeing some stuff lately (not here on tumblr, but elsewhere) about ppl claiming Yona doesn't deserve to be with Hak... like that she hasn't done enough for him to earn his affections or to be in a relationship with him. Idk it made me mad so I was wondering what your thoughts are about it?
‘Kay. I got this ask a while ago and couldn’t quite decide how to form an answer, so please bear with me as I try to put my thoughts into words.
The entire idea that Yona needs to prove herself in some way or another to be worthy of Hak’s affections, to me, is ridiculous. For one, people fall in love for many different reasons, and just because Yona was a bit of an airhead and not a badass when Hak liked her shouldn’t mean squat. If Hak liked Yona for such a long time he obviously saw something in her that he appreciated and wanted to pursue. That’s his choice, so people making out like Yona needs to be someone worthy of affection or something are likely disregarding that Hak fell for her because, to him, she was worthy of his affection. Now, I get that a simple response here is that, “oh but Yona didn’t like him back so it wasn’t good for him to like her, etc.”, but again I think this has no root as Yona wasn’t aware of Hak’s feelings. She never led him on or toyed with him, she simply liked someone else, Hak never let her know how he felt, and she therefore never viewed Hak as a love interest. Hak himself knew this and still chose to like her and not move on. That to me puts all these “not worthy” complaints on him. He could have moved on to someone “more worthy of his time” but he didn’t. That was his choice.
From a different light, and after Yona flees the castle and Hak starts to be more open with his feelings, I feel that perhaps some people who hold this thought don’t so much think that Yona doesn’t deserve Hak, but rather that because she didn’t return his feelings right from the get-go that there’s an imbalance and “Hak loves her more”, or “she hasn’t contributed as much to their relationship”, or [insert similar thing here]. In response to this I just… arg, I dunno, it just seems silly to think that Yona has something to make up for. Yona just… wasn’t too into Hak in that way at the start of the series and both have had to grow to reach the stage they are at now in their relationship. People are allowed to not like other people romantically, even if said person is super nice and would love them unconditionally. That’s called having a choice. And Yona is allowed to not like Hak’s sometimes iffy advances and tell him to stop. She is also allowed to start developing deeper feelings when the two begin to grow and mature together as they face different trials and support one another.
I just… don’t see where the idea of “deserving someone” comes into this at all. Hak and Yona are just two people who have realised that they enjoy each other’s company and support in a deeper way than friendship and as such have started to grow closer romantically. Yes, Hak has dedicated his life to being her guard and has supported her for a long time even though one could argue he didn’t get out of it what he wanted (that is, Yona’s interest) but again, that was his choice. I’m not trying to defend that it was the right choice, but blaming Yona for his choice and then thinking she needs to make up for it just goes over my head. I really don’t get it.
Demon. When did we get over 100 of you lovely beans??? Are you all in the right place? Holy heck, thank you all so much♡ !!! You all are absolutely amazing and super precious to me. You have no idea how much this means to Serey and I. Thank you so much, once again, you all make our days feel as light as a feather which is good because ya know? Who likes stress? Not us. You all have brought smiles to our faces and we are forever grateful.
Like, seriously, there are many URLs we see from day one of us being tumblr that we still see to this day. You’ve remained with us through the moving blogs, inactive days, when I’ve been slow at doing things (which is what’s happening now) and days when I, the mun, was not well. To know that, you all remain is an absolute amazing. We have made some truly amazing friends here, and we couldn’t ask for better followers. You are the candles of our lives, and we hope that your beautiful lights never go out. Please, please, please, stay beautiful and amazing as you are to this day, okay? Got it in your beautiful minds? Good.
Now, I’m going to list people. If you aren’t listed, forgive me, you are very loved and held dearly to us. This will be under read more.
Okay but following the events of Space Kid getting hurt and having to go to the hospital, don’t think about how Daniel can’t leave the campgrounds so he can’t even go with Space Kid as the ambulance takes him away.
I mean, David probably goes instead, which leaves Gwen to deal with an emotionally-confused Daniel, who spends most of the following evening/night either pacing back and forth around the counselor’s cabin or just sitting still for long periods of time and looking like he has no idea what to do or say.
the other day i was with my friend in her mom’s car and i asked her if she had any water but she said that she didn’t have any. then she was like ‘are you going to be okay??’ and i just looked at her and was like 'if i die, take a picture of my dead body, but don’t forget to make sure that i’m doing a peace sign so that i can rest in peace’