i'm not worth this life

I don’t know how to be good enough for you. And I’m sick of trying.
—  🖤

Imagine an eight hour work day, but instead of sitting at a desk in a cubicle, you’re running suicide sprints for the entire day with only a 30 minute break to sit down.

Now do that six days straight, take one day off, and then do it six days straight again.

This is why food service workers deserve to get paid a living wage.

Let me make one thing perfectly clear; If you decide to love me and you want us to be together I have to be your number one priority.
If I feel like I can’t rely on you, or if I think other people are more important to you than I am - I’m gone.
I’m not being a ‘princess’… I’m not demanding to be doted on and fussed over - all I’m asking for is the same level of love and commitment that I’d give to you.
Because when I love - I love hard. With me it’s 100% all the way…. You’re my one, my everything, my be-all and end-all… If you’re lucky enough to be the guy I love the sun pretty much rises and sets because of you.
But I’m not putting my heart on the line if you’re not going to give me everything you’ve got…. it’s as simple as that.
I promise you I’m worth it - but you have to choose me and only me…. Otherwise, you’ll lose me.
Loving you was like a dream. Because how can someone like you love someone like me. I guess I was right because you never loved me. That dream easily turned into a nightmare.
—  Day 59
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My contribution to the PostitForward movement!
May is Mental Health month, and the support from everyone on this website means so much to me.

As I was taking these photos, I found myself critiquing every little thing about myself and what I looked like. Then I realized what the pictures were for.
I refuse to think badly of myself anymore. I love every one of you, I think you’re all beautiful, so why is it that I shouldn’t feel the same of myself?
So, I hope my mental illness is watching me right now, watching me smile into the camera, because I won. I won this battle and I will continue to fight and win for the rest of my life.

Stay strong, friends, I love you.

I learned to accept my solitude, my existence without any other person. I learned to make my goal to become comfortable with myself, instead of chasing after someone who would fill the loneliness inside of me. I learned no one person has the power to fill that lonely hole for me besides myself. And suddenly, my fear of not having anyone subsided. I have never felt more at peace. The friendship you can build with yourself is more peaceful, stable, and powerful than any relationship you could ever build with anyone else.

Small reminder that I love u n believe in u n want u all to know I am proud of u and all ur efforts kissy kissy hug hug good vibes gn✨