i'm not sure. i have a lot of feelings about a two second clip

Juno Aspects
  • Juno in aspect to any planet can mean you will tend to attract a partner who has traits of the sign that planet rules. For instance, Juno aspecting Mars could attract you to an Aries type.
  • Juno Aspects the Sun: There will be a tendency to attract showy, dramatic, Leo types of partners. Conversely, this person could themselves become more showy and dramatic after marriage. The harmonious aspects (conjunction, sextile, and trine) can act in a similar fashion to Venus. They increase the charm and social graces to a degree. But Juno goes further. It can give one an air of innocence. We like people with Venus in conjunction the Sun because they are charming. Those with Juno in harmonious aspect to the Sun are liked because they are "cute." The stressful aspects, however, are indicators of ego conflicts with partners. Frequently, there are big problems with getting and holding on to a partner. In many cases, there is no desire to have a partner at all. Demetra George in her excellent book Asteroid Goddesses quotes Gloria Steinhem's famous answer to the question "Why didn't you ever get married?" Steinhem (who has the Sun in Aries square Juno in Capricorn) replied, "I don't mate well in captivity."
  • Juno Aspects the Moon: The attraction will be to emotional and nurturing partners, and domestic types. At least they will tend to be nurturing with the harmonious aspects conjunction, sextile and trine. The stressful aspects (square and opposition) can indicate a clash between your emotional and partnership needs. You could get a partner who is over-emotional or whines a lot. Conversely, the partner could bring out those traits in you.
  • Juno Aspects Mercury: Well, your partner won't be quiet. Forget the silent type. Anyone who marries you will have to communicate, communicate, communicate. The harmonious aspects (conjunction, sextile and trine) indicate good communication between the two of you. It could also show that your ability to communicate improves with partnership. The stressful aspects (square and opposition) can indicate communication problems with partners. One of you may try to stifle the other here because you both want to talk at once.
  • Juno Aspects Venus: The attraction will be to a charming partner with good artistic ability and taste. At least that will tend to be true for the harmonious aspects (conjunction, sextile and trine). The stressful aspects (square and opposition) could attract a lazy, slothful, and indolent partner. Partnership could also bring out these traits in you. With stressful aspects, there will tend to be a clash between your partnership needs (Juno) and your ability to express love and affection (Venus). As a result, you might find it difficult to express love to your partner (or vice-versa) and would seek to do this elsewhere. Years ago, there was a TV program called "Mary Hartman, Mary Hartman" which was a satire on soap operas. Mary's husband had affairs with all the other women in town and was impotent only with her.
  • Juno Aspects Mars: Marriage and partnership will stir you to action. In fact, you may need a partner to be active at all. The partners you attract will tend to be active, assertive, and aggressive. Conversely, having a partner may bring out these traits in you. The stressful aspects (conjunction, square, and opposition) are indicators of arguments with partners. One of you may try to dominate the other.
  • Juno Aspects Jupiter: The partner will tend to be expansive optimistic, and "jovial" (jovial comes from Jove, Jupiter). Marriage and partnerships will also have an expansive effect on you. Yes, it can make you more optimistic. Watch out that it doesn't make you fat as well. At least this will be true for the harmonious aspects (conjunction, sextile and trine). The stressful aspects (square, and opposition) can attract an over-optimistic partner who is always expecting their "lucky break" to be right around the corner. There could also be a clash over religious or philosophical differences. The over-expansiveness could also apply to extra-marital affairs. If you have a stress aspect between Juno and Jupiter, either you or your partner might think that the "to have, hold, and love" part of the marriage vow means anyone whom you fancy at the moment.
  • Juno Aspects Saturn: The partners will tend to be older (in spirit if not in actual years). With the harmonious aspects (sextile and trine) partners are likely to be solid, practical, and dependable, but, unless there are other indicators, don't expect them to be the life of the party. Conversely, partnership could bring out the solid, practical, and dependable side of you.The stressful aspects (conjunction, square, and opposition) may cause marriage to be delayed, or even denied. If you have this one, try not to get married before your first Saturn Return (which occurs around the age of twenty nine). Stressful aspects between Juno and Saturn can have a similar effect to Saturn placed in the 7th house. An early marriage (before the Saturn Return) will slowly decay until there is no affection left and the marriage collapses. Juno/Saturn stress aspects can also indicate someone who makes a bad marriage for "practical" reasons, such as security. They will also be prone to stay in a bad marriage to protest their social image, or because "a half a loaf is better than none." As if there is anything "practical" about having a bad marriage! These people have to learn to cut their losses and make a fresh start.
  • Juno Aspects Uranus: If you have this combination in your horoscope (especially the stressful aspects, the conjunction, square, or opposition) I have a question for you. Let's say you walk into a room where there are twenty people, and nineteen of them are sane and normal, but the twentieth person either escaped from an insane asylum or just got off of a UFO, guess which one you would be most likely to marry? (Hint: it's not the first nineteen). Uranus always has to be Different. When Juno aspects Uranus, the partner or the partnership has to be different. With the harmonious aspects (sextile and trine) you don't get into as much trouble. The partner will tend to be independent, or very bright, or a bit odd. The partnership itself will likely be more "open" with each partner doing their own thing and going their own way. Uranus is fanatic about having enough of its own space. The stressful aspects can lead to several marriages. Elizabeth Taylor has Juno in Cancer square Uranus in Aries (Uranus is also in a close conjunction with Venus). Years ago, Julian Armistead gave a lecture on her chart. He had several of the press clippings that quoted her at the time of her marriages. Her first marriage to Nick Hilton: "I've never known it was possible to be this much in love. This is going to last forever." Her second marriage a couple of years later to Michael Wilding: "This time, it's the real thing. This is going to last forever." Her fifth marriage to - well who can keep track? "This time I mean it. It's the real thing." Juno in Cancer always wants it to last "forever" and Uranus always makes you think it's the "real thing." If you have a Juno/Uranus stress aspect, don't rush into marriage. And forget about having a partnership that is conventional. It would bore you to tears - and divorce. Make sure that you and your partner each has enough "space." It helps if one of you travels a lot (Uranus aspects are perfect for bi-costal marriages). Absence for this combination truly makes the heart grow fonder.
  • Juno Aspects Neptune: If you have a stressful aspect (conjunction, square, or opposition) between Juno and Neptune, please, PLEASE do not marry someone because you feel sorry for them or because you want to "save" them. Remember this magic number. If you do, you will never again have the problem of getting into a marriage for the wrong reasons. Please memorize it. It's 911. Dial that and have them taken away so they can be helped by a professional. Then, get into therapy yourself to cure your masochism. On the positive side especially with the harmonious aspects (sextile and trine) the partner will tend to be sensitive, empathetic, and imaginative. Marriage and partnership can also bring out these same traits in you. In all cases, there will be an inclination to over idealize the partner, to see what we want to see about them.
  • Juno Aspects Pluto: Partners will tend to be intense and secretive. Sex can be volcanic. Pluto is the planet of extremes, death, and transformation. Either your power or that of your partner will be affected by marriage. One of you is likely to be transformed in some way. The harmonious aspects (sextile and trine) can bring out a strength you never thought you had. The stressful aspects (conjunction, square, and opposition) will bring out strength too, in the form of dictatorial attitudes and power struggles. One of you will try to dominate the other. The feelings towards the partner can easily go from "I love you" to "I hate you" to "I'm obsessed with you." Even if the two of you break up, this will be the partner you never forget (for better or worse).
  • Juno Aspects the Ascendant: Juno in conjunction with the Ascendant makes us more attractive, like Venus. But while Venus uses charm, Juno attracts by giving us an air of innocence, like that of a young baby. This trait is also present with the other harmonious aspects (sextile and trine) but not quite as strong. The opposition is not a stressful aspect here. Remember that an opposition to the Ascendant is also a conjunction to the Descendant. The conjunction to the Ascendant makes a person more marriage oriented, especially if Juno is in the 1st house. If Juno is on the 12th house side of the Ascendant, however, then there will still be an increased desire to marry, but there will be increased restrictions of some sort (see Juno in the 12th house). With the square aspect of Juno to the Mid-Heaven, there would tend to be extra stress in marriage that requires constant adjustment and re-adjustment. At least it will not be dull.
  • Juno Aspects the Mid-Heaven: Aspects to the Mid-Heaven affect one's career and "public image." Juno-ruled careers include marriage councilor and people who work in organizations that try to prevent wife-battering and child abuse. Like Venus, Juno has an attraction for all occupations that involve beauty and adornment. This also includes anything involving the arts. When it comes to career, it doesn't matter if an aspect to the Mid-Heaven is harmonious or stressful. In fact, the stressful aspects can frequently bring greater success since they generate more power. Those with harmonious aspects may take it too easy and not push hard enough.

anonymous asked:

Wait if u have a lot of fics you want to read do u think u could rec some? I'm lost for what voltron fics to read and I want to start somewhere (I'm good for every ship but shidge honestly) thanks in advance!

*claps hands together*

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A large portion of it is gonna be Klance cause i haven’t really found any other ones that I thought were interesting. Even being a multishipper, you still can’t find good ones of other ships besides the most popular ;w;

I’m also gonna give you the ones I have read cause I don’t wanna give you a fic rec and have you go in blindly not knowing what to expect from one of the fics.

Chances are this is gonna get long so imma cut it right here

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Someone asked for pumpkin carving with a twist, I added two kids and a vacation, it got too long and now it’s in chapters

Chapter 1

Red, Orange and Yellow

2.

“It’s an outrage!” Her high-pitched voice bounces off every piece of glass in the bathroom.

“Lydia, they’re leather, it goes with anything,” Donna tells her daughter, edging on impatience.

They’ve been at this for some ten minutes, her sitting on the edge of the tub and Lydia standing between her knees as she lotions, powders and dresses her, arguing all the while.

“My coat is pink, my outfit is lilac, the shoes have to match the coat,” Lydia explains looking at her mother dead in the eye with utter seriousness “Don’t they, Edith?”

“They really do, Aunt Donna,” The other little girl agrees, leaning over the bathroom counter while clumsily applying strawberry chapstick.

Rachel laughs at her daughter from her own makeup station “Honey, don’t contradict your aunt.”

“I’m sorry momma,” Edith complies “But it’s important to look your best, always.”

“That’s what I’m saying!” Lydia pipes up.

Rachel laughs again and Donna rubs her temples trying to keep cool.

“I only brought you this coat and these boots,” She tries to reason “You’ll be cold if you don’t wear either one.”

“But the pictures!” Lydia exclaims, throwing her arms up exasperatedly.

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anonymous asked:

I'm having a lot of trouble liking Hanbin. After reading about numerous drama-filled issues regarding his family and seeing that clip/gifset of him wailing on Chanwoo and looking absolutely remorseless I just can't bring myself to like him and it throws off my whole dynamic for iKON. One of the biggest pulls for me in kpop groups is the group dynamic so it makes me sad as I love all of the other members and their music. Do you have any information that could make me see him in a better light?

I’m sorry but ‘numerous drama filled issues regarding his family’? Are you by any chance talking about the issue with his dad’s company? That issue had absolutely NOTHING to do with the rest of his family. And we don’t even know the real story behind it. There are only articles that blew shit up and people who didn’t want hanbin to make a debut because of it. That’s absolute bullshit if you ask me. How is hanbin responsible for smth one of his family members did? That’s like saying ‘the bad is in his blood’ but we’re all responsible for only our own decisions and actions and not for other people’s. I only read good things about his family (from direct sources not allkpop and other shitty websites)

Here are just some: 

I don’t know if the scandal is even true tbh. There were no real consequences and he isn’t in jail so idk. But I’m not going to excuse his dad’s behavior now, all I’m saying is that we don’t know for sure if it’s even true. And what’s especially important, it’s definitely not hanbin’s or his other family members fault nor responsibility to stand up for his dad’s actions. 

As for the hanbin and chanwoo issue, I already talked about it when it happened back then and I still stand by what I said. I think it’s not as deep as we think. I feel like it’s a thing that also happens to siblings a lot. They joke around and suddenly one gets hurt by the other so they went overboard with the joke. I just don’t believe that chanwoo feels uncomfortable nor threatened when he is around hanbin. There are too many interviews, too many videos just too much content that proves it otherwise. You can’t judge a relationship by a 10 second clip. You have to look more into it. I also felt uncomfortable back then but now after looking into their relationship, reading interviews and watching videos I just realized that their relationship is just like two brothers and they are super comfortable around each other. Chanwoo feels good around all members and he hangs around bobby and hanbin super often, he makes fun of them, teases them, cuddles with them and he loves them and the same goes for the other boys. 

(they often play games together in bobby’s room)

(info: chanwoo is talking about the fact that hanbin changed the climax lyrics from 5 members to six members on my shoulders)

There is so much about hanbin you don’t seem to know and it makes me really sad to see that people think of him as some kind of monster when he is such a caring, funny, kind, hard working and lovable young boy. 

(he performed despite his eye infection)

(he even posted a picture of himself and the kids in the fancafe)



There are so many more fanaccounts, fancams and other videos I could post about adorable and nice things he did but I can’t make you fall for him if you’re not willing to look more into him by yourself. So I really hope this helped you and that you’ll start researching more about him and maybe even fall for him.

anonymous asked:

if u can, plsplspls write bout the first time eggsy is on a mission as an offical kingsman and every agent thats in the mansion turns up and r completely fucking astounded as eggsy rips the baddies to pieces using his gymnastic skills and roxy is going tHATS MY BEST MATE and merlin has this proud dad look and basically everyone knows not to mess with eggsy bc holy shIT DID U SEE THAT HE SNAPPED A GUYS NECK WITH HIS THIGHS

HAHA YES everyone thinking “alright well yeah this kid saved the world BUT i bet i coulda done it if i had the chance pft he isn’t that great” 

and then seeing this and going “oh shit fuck i hope he didn’t hear me say that” 

YES I HAVE PLANS FOR THIS (also i hope you don’t mind the bit of merwin at the end i couldn’t help myself. it’s very light i swear don’t worry) 

Immediately after V-Day, Kingsman goes into a pseudo-lockdown. Merlin more or less takes over and calls everyone to homebase to regroup. No one is sent out on missions, no one has any assignments–Everyone, though, has to have a psych eval. 

“The world’s gone to shit, most of you killed civilians without conscious control, we’ve lost two agents in the past six months, and we were betrayed by our leader,” Merlin recites whenever one of them tries to argue with his decision. “Until you’ve been cleared, you won’t have a mission. So suck it up, go to your assigned meetings, and pass the evaluation before the world is back to its normal level of shittiness.” 

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azkabcn  asked:

CS + 91 please 😊

so, how about a monster hunters au?

91. “You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

Killian tightens his grip on his gun, knowing full well they won’t be able to hide from the beast any longer. He did guess that by taking the job to hunt down the realm’s most dangerous hybrid dragon, he’d be putting his life at the most peril that it’d ever been in. 

He turns his head to look at Emma, her mouth set in a thin line. What he did not guess was that he’d actually want to live, for once. 

It’s easy to be a monster hunter when you’ve got nothing to lose besides yourself. That’s why their profession is full of loners with pasts much like his own. What isn’t easy is taking on the most dangerous job of your career and reluctantly working with an assigned partner, only to find yourself wanting nothing more than to have someone worth fighting for. Never in his life has he wished harder than now that he was born in another time, another life, but with Emma Swan by his side for all of it. 

He swallows heavily. These could be his final moments.

“Perhaps this is not the time,” Killian says in between panting, catching her attention, “but you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

Emma blinks at him, and for a brief second he wonders if she’s blinking away some sort of emotion. “Is that really the pep talk you’re going with? You’re usually better at these.”

She’s deflecting, and it eases something in his chest when she quirks one corner of her mouth up despite her shining eyes. 

“Forgive me, I’ve a tendency to get emotional when I’m at death’s door,” he says only half joking. 

She shakes her head. “You’ve got a lot of life left to live, Jones, don’t count this as your best moment.”

Killian makes sure his dagger is still securely clipped to his belt when he hears a heavy roar that shakes the ground beneath them. He looks to Emma, her back pressed to the wall opposite from him. She’s close enough that he can see the littering of scratches she’s acquired from their weeks of trailing and chasing this beast. 

“Starting to believe in happy endings, are you?” he grunts, trying to maintain their banter so the fear doesn’t overcome the both of them. 

“Guess you’ve rubbed off on me. You ready?” she adds after a second of just looking at him. 

He nods, feels her slip her hand in his and squeeze once before she slips out and yells to catch the attention of the monster. It’s all the courage he needs to follow after her.

-/-

When he comes to, it’s with a heavy pounding in his head and a numbness in his left shoulder. 

“Killian?” It takes him a moment to place Emma’s frantic voice, and then he groans in recognition. “Killian, God,” her voice comes out in a relieved rush and he feels her fingers on his cheek. 

He manages to open his eyes in time to see Emma lean in close. Then her lips are on his in a soft kiss that he wishes would never end. All the hurt in him dissipates as he tangles his hand in her hair to keep her close, focusing only on the way her mouth moves against his. 

When she pulls back she doesn’t get far with him holding her. He’s on the ground, he realizes, and Emma’s on her knees. She’s got a gash that runs down the side of her neck but her mouth is pulled up in a wide smile. 

“I told myself if we made it out alive, I’d kiss you.”

“Did we?”

“Yes, you idiot.”

“Forgive me, love. With a kiss like that, a man can only assume he’s made it to heaven,” he murmurs, still toying with her hair. And then it hits him. “You did it, Swan.”

“We did it.” She looks to her left and he follows her gaze to see the fallen dragon, its skin sizzling in deterioration. She turns back to him, “Even if you did get knocked out and didn’t see it happen,” she teases. 

“Not a very good move for a partner,” he scrunches his nose up, hating himself for leaving her to finish the battle alone. 

Emma shakes her head, and pulls him up by his arms so he’s sitting. She brushes his hair away from his eyes. “I wouldn’t trade my partner for the world,” she whispers. 

His chest swells with happiness and hope – two things he’s been devoid of for a very, very, long time. “I believe we share that sentiment.” 

She smiles enough that her dimples peek out. It’s a rare thing to see on her, especially considering the field of work they’re in. She wraps her arms around him and embraces him tightly, her nose pressed into his neck. He holds on as hard as he can without hurting himself further, placing a kiss on her hair. 

“For the record, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, too,” she mumbles into his skin. 

He doesn’t know where he’ll go from here, but he knows that wherever he does, he wants to go there with her.

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Countdown to The Battle of the Five Armies: a post-hoc post

I got a message from a lovely Nonny (yes, they do exist!) asking me what happened to the last day of my Countdown series with Thranduil (counting down to the U.S. release of The Battle of the Five Armies), since the countdown stopped two days before Dec. 17, 2014.  The short answer: I never posted anything for the final day.  The longer answer:  I had run out of material except for a spoilery clip that came from a Hobbit cast interview but was not in any previews/trailers or any other official promotional material that I could find. Since my policy was to use only material that had been officially released by Peter Jackson or Warner Bros., I decided against posting the edits I made from that clip.

But, just for you, Nonny – and because Lee Pace said (in an interview somewhere) that it’s important to finish things – I am finally posting the edits I made for the last day of the countdown. ;-)

This also gives me a chance to thank everyone who liked / reblogged / commented on any of my Countdown posts.  (I’m surprised to see that some posts continue to get notes, even after the series has ended, but I suppose that’s because more people are still discovering the magnificent fabulousness of the Elven King.)  More than likes or reblogs, I love all your comments and tags (yes, I read every one of them!), and I am grateful for the new friends I have made in the course of doing the Countdown

Final tally: 94  When I started the series on Sept. 8, I wasn’t sure I would actually last the whole 100 days. Sure enough, I didn’t quite make it:  I missed day 44 to observe the Tumblr strike on Nov. 3, I would have missed day 28 but for a guest post by the lovely 3intheam (with her mad Photoshop skillz), I missed days 7, 6, 5, and 4 because of my trip to New York to attend the Apple Store Q&A with Lee and Richard Armitage, and, of course, I missed the final day.  The absenteeism rate in the U.S. is supposedly around 9%, so my 6% absenteeism is somewhat better than the norm.

It has been a lot of fun coming up with ideas and finding the right material, and also a lot of work making screencaps and edits (while learning basic Photoshop skills on the fly). Until I started making my own edits, I never realized how much time and effort were involved, and the level of artistry in the best edits I’ve seen never ceases to amaze me.  larygo, maivolchica, loriendesse, enfantdivine, stewardessme, armitageuniverse, @mrpuddingston, richardcfarmitage, synathroesmus, and of course 3intheam:  I bow to you all, senpai.

TL; DR:  Thank you for following along with the Countdown.  I have enjoyed doing it and have learned much.   

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Darkened Light, Starless Night - Chapter 1

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Fandom: Gravity Falls
Characters: Stanley Pines, Stanford Pines
Word Count: ~1800
Summary: Things don’t go back to normal overnight, and Stan has doubts that there’s even a normal to go back to at all. (blind faith au)
Notes: hey! this fic is inspired by Blind Faith by @pinesinthewoods, and picks up where that one ends, so go read that first if you haven’t already!
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Paradise. LRH.

Originally posted by omgcashton


Words: 2100
Pairing: Luke/Reader
Rating: not much swearing, no smut. sfw.

(Not proofread and was also written after 0 hours of sleep, so the grammar may not be good. But trust me, I normally have great grammar.)

Loosely based on Paradise by Coldplay. 

His calloused fingers danced along my naked spine. He drew shapeless pictures into my skin, knowing that even his touch caused me to feel ticklish, almost ultrasensitive. I giggled into the crook of his neck, the echo of my laughter bouncing off of the walls of his collarbone.

I couldn’t believe after all this time, we were still sickeningly sweet like peach iced tea in light breeze of summer. Sure, we would sometimes fight about stupid things like jealousy or housework, but for the most part, it was like we were forever trapped in a honey moon phase.

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Self Sacrifice

(Based on this little headcanon I dropped in parvill’s askbox a while back. warnings for all the usual blood magic stuff - blood, cutting, character peril ect.)

Parvis goes too far with his blood magic one too many times, and Will steps in to teach him a lesson in the hopes of actually keeping him alive. It turns out self-sacrifice is only easy when you’re the one doing it.

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Parvis is disorientated for a long second after he wakes up. For a start, he’s actually in a bed, something that doesn’t happen often – not because of any dislike for sleep, but simply because he’s so busy. Blood magic is intensive, demanding of attention and effort, and he just doesn’t have time more often than not.

(The fact he’s found it hard to sleep ever since leaving Will, since the brilliant nightlight green of Will’s eyes no longer filled the gloom of whatever room he’s trying to sleep in, is entirely coincidental. He’s sure of it.)

“This needs to stop.”

He blinks slowly at the voice, turns his head without moving the rest of himself, and finds Will Strife sat in a chair next to his bed. Will looks – well, terrible is probably being generous. He looks dishevelled, dark bags under his eyes and crimson blood that Parvis suspects might once have belonged to him stuck in the creases of his knuckles where he’s evidently not scrubbed hard enough.

“Do you know how many healing potions it took to keep you alive this time?” asks Will, and there’s fear in his voice, poorly hidden beneath the frustrated anger. “Three, Parvis. Three potions of minor healing. I’m no witch, I can’t brew them myself. Do you know how many favours I owe Lomadia and Nilesy now?”

It’s a rhetorical question, but Parvis answers it anyways, on the basis he’s not even been given the chance to say hello yet. “A lot?” he hazards, winces a little when Will’s expression darkens.

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Preference #10 - But I'm Dating Another Member - Requested

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Ashton, Michael Likes You

“Ashton, please… We have to go back out to the guys. Ashton…” I mumbled tripping over my words as Ashton’s fingers danced over my skin pulling me deeper into his bunk before smoothly closing the curtain behind us. This is so bad. I had been friends with them for a long time but only recently, while I had crashed their tour because they let me, had I started hooking up and hanging out with Ashton, only it was a secret so shh.

“You really think I could resist you babe?” He murmured against the skin of my neck. I shuddered.

“You have get off and go to sound check…” I mumbled again, my words coming out a lot more incoherent than I wanted them to.

“One more minute.” He whispered capturing my lips with his. A minute later and he seemed satisfied enough to get out and let me get out too. He was composed, acting exactly like he always did, while I just tried not to act like he’d turned me on and flustered. I really should have been better at that at that point.

“Hey Y/N… You gonna watch the sound check?” Michael asked coming up to me and bumping my hip with his thigh. I jumped. I’d been thinking about how Ashton left a love bite on the nape of my neck and I had to cover it with my hair.

“What?!” I stuttered turning red and looking at him. He looked amused and I caught Ashton’s eye over Michael’s shoulder; he was laughing to himself. Just because he could stay composed…

“You gonna watch sound check?” Michael repeated laughing.

“Uh sure, if you want me too…” I said nervously and he looked elated.

“You know, feel free to fall in love with me while I’m on stage.” He finished with a wink before bounding off to tease Luke ahead of me. What? I shook my head following them into the venue and through backstage as they grabbed their equipment for sound check. They went up on the stage while I sat in a chair in the first row of the floor seats. I caught Ashton’s eyes and he winked spinning his drum stick in his head. Luke was over reviewing chords with Calum while Michael jumped over the stage looking back at me. I leaned back in the seat listening absently. I’d probably heard their sound checks two dozen times by then. When they were done, I walked with them to the dressing room. Luke and Calum threw themselves onto the couch while Ashton went to rinse the sweat off his body.

“Want to play a video game?” Michael asked pointing to the consoles. I shrugged sitting with him and taking the controller he offered.

“You’ve been energetic today.” I commented and he shrugged.

“…Trying to impress you…” He mumbled so low I barely heard him.

“What?” I asked and he paused the game to face me.

“I like you.” He said point blank and my mouth hit the floor.

But I’m dating Ashton, you just don’t know about it…

“Michael… I…” I stammered to get the words out. Ashton and I had figured we would wait to see how things worked out before we told them but now… What do I do?

“Do you want to go on a date with me? We could do laser tag or something less corny…” He mumbled blushing a bit as he fixed the snapback on his head.

“Michael… I’m already with someone…” I said slowly.

“What? But on your first night back with us, you were complaining about being single…” He said shaking his head and looking at me. I noticed Calum and Luke inching closer. Swear words spun in my head.

“I was single then…” I said slowly.

“Then how’d you meet a guy?” Luke asked bluntly.

“I don’t have to explain myself to you!” I cried defensively. Calum laughed.

“Guys…” I heard Ashton’s voice call as he stepped out of the bath. He had an edge in it and a glint in his eyes.

“What? She’s got a boyfriend now!” Luke said defensively.

“I know.” Ashton said, his tone clipped.

“She rejected me.” Michael pouted.

“Good.” Ashton replied.

“What?” Michael protested.

“She’s with me. So I’m happy she rejected you.” Ashton said falling in to sit next to me.

“When did that happen?” Michael cried.

“Awesome man!” Calum said clapping Ashton’s shoulder.

“When…?” Luke said shaking his head.

“None of it’s your concern but we’re together and she’s not going on a date with you.” Ashton said to Michael who nodded in his stunned state.

At least we finally told them about us…

Calum, Ashton Likes You

“So baby…” Calum cooed pulling me to him the second the other guys left the back of the bus.

“Hmm?” I said settling into his chest in my now-familiar spot.

“Want to have another movie date?” Calum asked his nose pressing into my cheek nuzzling against it.

“Hmm… Sure…” I sighed happily. Movie dates for us meant watching a movie together, alone in the back of the bus while the guys were elsewhere. Usually I didn’t remember much about the movies we watched.

“Ok…” He said with a big smile as he pushed himself up. Even for the moment he stuck a DVD in the player, I felt lonely on the couch. Even if we were with the guys back here, we’d usually be holding hands under the blankets feeling the presence of each other. Finally, he came back to the couch, lifting me up onto him.

For a moment, I wanted to tell him I loved him but he hadn’t said it yet and the others didn’t know so I trapped the words in the throat.

“I love holding you, feeling you against me.” He sighed wrapping his arms around me. I smiled resting against him.

“I love being with you.” I mumbled closing my eyes, barely any of my attention on the movie, most of my attention on being wrapped up against Calum.

“You smell good.” He whispered his nose in my hair.

“You do too, sometimes.” I teased. He chuckled and I felt the vibration of his chest in my own body.

“Calum! I can’t find my penguin! Or my jeans!” I heard Luke calling from the bunk area.

“Crap.” Calum muttered slipping away from me. “I’ll be back, sorry.” He muttered again kissing my forehead before leaving the lounge. I curled up on the couch in the blanket watching the movie. “Oh that was sweet, he picked a movie I liked. I lazily watched the movie until I heard the door opening again.

“Hey C-” I started thinking it was Calum but Ashton stood before me.

“Hey, can I hang with you?” He asked and I shrugged. He fit himself into the space next to me, Calum’s spot.

“So… If you don’t like this chick flick, you can change it.” I mumbled waving my hand at the TV.

“It’s fine. You like this movie.” He said with a big friendly smile.

“Thanks.” I said burrowing into the blanket.

“Hey… Do you want to hang out sometime together?” Ashton blurted suddenly a short bit later.

“What?” I said a little loud.

“Sorry.” He said waving his hands in front of his face.

“It’s cool, but isn’t this hanging out?” I said gesturing to the space in between us.

“This is hanging out like friends, but I want to hang out together as more than friends.” He explained his hand reaching for mine. Wait! How can I slip out of this?!

“Ash…” I said slowly trying to slip my hand out of his reach but it didn’t work well.

“Why not…?” He murmured brushing his fingers over my hand.

“I’m already with someone… I just… I haven’t been able to tell you.” I said slowly. He deflated before me. It felt a bit weird to see him saddened since he was usually so happy.

“I’m sorry. Guess I’ll leave now, awkwardness and all.” He said lightly.

“I’m sorry too…” I said quietly after him. Moments after he left Calum returned. He easily slipping back into his spot wrapping his arms around me without doing more than smiling before he was settled.

“Did something happen?” He asked finally, his finger dragging along my arm.

“Ashton kind of asked me out.” I confessed. Calum’s face and eyes darkened.

“You didn’t say yes right?” He asked and I nodded.

“I didn’t say yes. I love you.” I answered simply, letting it slip out.

“You… love me?” Calum repeated his eyes getting bigger.

“Yeah…” I said worried he wouldn’t say it back.

“I love you too.” He answered pressing a soft kiss to my lips. When he pulled away, he turned toward the door. “Ashton! Come in here!” He called and the door opened a few seconds later.

“Oh well, this explains a lot.” Ashton said with a sad laugh.

“What?” Michael said also peering in. “Fucking knew it. Hemmings I want your five bucks now!” Michael called retreating back into the bus.

“Ashton, I really am sorry.” I said without Calum letting me get up.

“It’s fine. Cal, I’m happy for you. Don’t hurt her now.” Ashton said also taking his leave.

“Now they know you’re with me.” Calum said gently pressing his lips to my temple.

Michael, Luke Likes You

“Morning babe.” Michael said pressing his lips into mine to wake me up.

“Hmm…” I stretched fluttering my eyes open. We were tangled together in his hotel room bed having fallen asleep together after last night’s… let’s just call it antics together.

“You’re dazed…” Michael laughed, a lot more alert than usual in the mornings. “Damn… I got intense last night…” He commented trailing his fingers over my neck.

“Not again. It’s weird to wear scarves in the middle of summer, you know.” I groaned.

“I like them ‘cause I left them.” Michael said a smirk peering over his lips. The fact we did anything together was a secret. I didn’t even get my own hotel room anymore. I just slept with Michael in his, sleeping however never was a priority. I slipped out of the sheets getting dressed and ready quickly while Michael lazed in bed.

“You always look so good.” Michael said happily from his position stretched over the bed.

“Michael!” I heard Luke yelling as he banged on the door.

“I got it.” I sighed opening it.

“Y/N? What are you doing here?” Luke asked stunned when he saw me.

“I came to get him up. I’m better at it than you since he lets me have a key to the room.” I said letting Luke in.

“Oh well… You look pretty today.” Luke mumbled coming in the room after me. Once glance over my shoulder and I could tell he was turning a pinch pink.

“Thanks Luke, Michael, time to get up and go out and be famous.” I said tossing a pillow to Michael’s face.

“Fine. I’m taking a shower.” Michael said with a wink to me. Oh yeah last night in the shower we… Damn. He disappeared locking the bathroom door leaving me alone with Luke.

“You and Michael hang out a lot.” Luke commented glancing at me and then the door.

“We’re close. What? Are you jealous?” I said lightly getting back on the bed and laying down. I meant only to tease him but he blushed again.

“I guess that’s how you put it.” He muttered sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Since I like you and I want to spend time with you, not Michael.” He said looking at his hands before looking at me.

“You like me?” I asked for clarification.

“Yeah. A lot. And all you do is spend time with Michael, so yes, I’m jealous. That’s the right word.” Luke said leaning closer to me.

“Why…?”

“You always stick up for me when he teases me. You watch chick flicks with me. You’re funny. You cook good food.” Luke said rattling off reasons he liked me. My head swam.

“Thanks for that, Luke.” Michael said icily.

“What?” Luke said turning back to Michael.

“I couldn’t figure out why I liked her. I guess because she’s nice, girly, funny, good cook and great in bed.” Michael said crossing his arms.

“Great in bed…?” Luke said, confused.

“Yeah, and in the shower, the dressing room, a closet that one time, bathroom stall, locker room, kitchen a couple times, her home office, everywhere, not just bed, that’s so boring to only have sex in bed.” Michael continued.

“You’ve had sex?” Luke suddenly cried out. “That many times?” He added loudly.

“Uh oh.” I muttered.

“Hmm, yeah, because she likes me, and having sex with me, and sharing my bed, and talking until late in the morning. All the things I do with her.” Michael said staring Luke down as Luke became increasingly flustered.

“I didn’t know.” He stuttered out.

“I know. We didn’t tell you but now you know, so no more confessing your feelings to her. She’s not returning them.” Michael said pointedly.

“I’m sorry mate.”

“You already dating my girl in school but you’re not doing that with Y/N.” Michael added as Luke stood.

“I was not friends with you at the time.” Luke said defensively.

“No hard feelings Hemmings. But I’m not happy knowing you tried to take her for yourself.”

“I’m not happy because you forgot I am not an object.” I sassed.

“I love you baby.” Michael said leaning in to kiss my cheek.

“… That was hard to watch.” Luke sighed.

“Just apologize again.” Michael said with a smirk wrapping his arms around my body.

“I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.” Luke said ducking and taking his leave from the room.

“It’s to admit, but Luke and I have the same type in some ways.” Michael sighed shaking his head.

“You were a little mean to him.” I said nudging him.

“Shh… He had to get the message.” Michael said leaning down and kissing me.

Luke, Calum Likes You

“You’re my favorite to cuddle.” Luke whispered in my ear pulling me closer to his chest on the couch in the dressing room. None of the guys knew we were dating but since Luke was cuddly person, we could cuddle in front of them, just no kissing. That part was torture.

“You’re broad.” I sighed wiggling to settle against him.

“I am. Just to be your hot, hunky boyfriend pillow.” He murmured resting his cheek against the top of my head.

“Aren’t you two cuties?” Calum said laughing happily as he came in. Then he started coming closer. I felt Luke’s body stiffen.

“No way!” I said loudly bracing myself as Calum squished in on my front. I was sandwiched between them lying on the couch. Luke was behind me, sighing dramatically while Calum was chuckling in front of me.

“You’re squishing her.” Luke said tiredly.

“She’s fun to squish, soft, smells good, smooth skin, good figure.” Calum teased Luke pressing closer to me.

“As much as I’m enjoying being squished between two of the hottest rock stars, it’s a bit hard to breathe.” I commented.

“See?” Luke said loosening his hold on me.

“You going?” Calum said with a big smile. Luke nodded. I felt him lifting himself up and over the back of the couch.

“I’m tuning my guitar.” Luke shrugged going into the other part of the dressing room.

“So baby… Want to run away with me?” Calum said holding me against him. I just giggled.

“What are you on about?” I said laughing.

“Be my girlfriend.” He answered with a big cheesy smile.

“Be your girlfriend…?” I repeated.

“Yeah. Say yes so I can kiss you.” Calum said happily.

“I’m kind of with someone.” I answered matter-of-factly.

“Who?” He asked his demeanor changing from happy to annoyed in a second.

“Just…” I said struggling to answer since Luke and I had been keeping us secret from them.

“Who?” Calum repeated in a harsher tone.

“You’re hurting her.” I heard Luke say. I twisted around. He was leaning on his arms on the back of the couch looking down at Calum.

“Do you know who she’s with?” Calum asked Luke loosening his hold on my a bit.

“Yeah, know him pretty well actually.” Luke answered.

“So who is it and why didn’t she tell me?”

“She didn’t tell you because I asked her not to. She’s with me.” Luke answered smoothly. Just as Calum’s arms dropped away, Luke easily scooped me up into his arms before letting me stand on the ground. Luke wrapped his arms around me from behind looking steadily at Calum.

“Holy crap.” Calum said rolling off the couch and standing.

“So don’t hurt her or squish her or flirt with her again, got it?” Luke said in a steady voice.

“Uh sure… I didn’t know so…”

“I don’t mind, well, I do mind but no hard feelings. I love her, I don’t want you swooping in and taking her.” Luke said simply.

“Ok, I don’t want to hear anything else. Good luck with it you two…” Calum said slipping away.

“He’s gonna tell the others. We have maybe two minutes so come here.” Luke said taking my chin in his fingers and turning me ‘round to kiss him.

submissive full smut {calum}

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it was no secret whatsoever that you and calum were physical. the two of you were always getting jabs from your friends about you’re over the top PDA. it was also no secret that he was definitely the more dominant one in your relationship; always giving you those punishing looks and mouthing what he would do if you misbehaved right in front of your friends, who of course knew almost all the kinky details of your sex life anyway.

-

currently though, he was -to be frank- pissing you off. all day he had been talking about a threesome with your best friend who was undeniably hotter than you by your standards. there wasn’t a lot you wouldn’t do sexually, but sharing calum was out of the question. after you shot down his requests and offers, he continued to talk about how hot she was, which sent you over the edge. at this point you’re almost fuming.

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‘calum,’ you speak with gritted teeth, 'bedroom. now’

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if he couldn’t take no for an answer he was going to have to be convinced he didn’t even want it anymore. of course, being calum, he hops up from the couch, adding some playful comments about you being a good girl before heading off down the hall, obviously thinking he was going to be in charge tonight. oh how wrong he was.

-

five minutes later you’re walking into the bedroom with a purpose, opening your dresser as he lays on the bed watching you carefully. you dig around for a piece of lingerie he had yet to see since you bought it. calum liked to see you innocent, which meant lots of simple bra and underwear sets in white lace and pastels, with an occasional thong, but months ago you had bought a black and red lace corset with matching underwear, suspenders and stockings included on a whim, convinced you would never get the chance to wear them.

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'baby, what’s that' 

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you can hear the bed creak as he kneels up to see what you’re holding. you ignore his comments and slip into the bathroom, locking the door. just as you predicted, minutes later he’s attempting to get in.

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'c'mon babe, what are you doing’

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you pout in the mirror, clipping your last suspender onto your stockings and running your fingers through your hair, trying to get it as tousled as possible.

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'calum’ you whine. 'go get a chair from the dining room and bring it in here’

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'sounds kinky’ he retorts, but you can hear his footsteps leaving the premises, returning only moments after.

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'i got it babe’

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you smirk to yourself, finally unlocking the door and turning the handle. the second calum looked at you his pupils dilate before becoming blown with both lust and surprise.

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'when did you get that?’

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'a while ago’

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you shake it off, focused on one goal.

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'sit down,’ you command sternly and although calum is one to joke around and be stubborn, he must hear the tone in your voice because he quickly sits down in the chair, gulping.

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'what’s this ab-’

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'shut up’

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you attempt to keep a straight face at his confusion and possibly fear, but can’t help the hint of the smirk that surfaces. turning around, you slowly step to calum’s dresser, digging around until you find an old silky gray tie that he has maybe worn once. many questions are leaving calums mouth, although each one is ignored as you pull his shirt over his head and his maroon beanie over his eyes. immediately, his hands move to the edge to lift it back up but you’re quicker, grabbing his wrists and straddling him, pushing them behind the chair as you occupy him with a kiss and attempt to tie them as strong as possible with the silver garment.

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'did, uh, did you just tie my hands?’

-

at this point, he’s beginning to sound nervous, the devious look on your face growing with every hesitation he makes. 

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'you made me very mad today calum’

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he starts to groan, but you cut him off, squishing his cheeks.

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'no talking. it’s my turn.’

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he nods blindly, and you continue to give the low down, explaining that the reason you’re upset is because he wouldn’t shut up about your best friend.

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'i don’t like that calum. you’re mine and mine only. did you hear me? what did i say?’

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he swallows, his breaths getting shallow.

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'I’m yours and yours only baby girl.’

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the name makes your stomach churn.

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'i’m making sure you know your mine tonight, okay?’

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'o-okay’

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you kneel in front of him, unbuttoning his jeans.

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'up’

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immediately his hips are up, allowing you to slide both his jeans and boxers down to his ankles, leaving him completely naked. he’s already completely hard, making you giggle as you run your nails up and down his bare thighs. he squirms, his feet sliding around on the hardwood.

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'feet flat on the ground,’ you growl, and he is stiff again.

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the sound of your fingertips going over his skin is deafening in the completely silent room. that is, until you begin to hear whimpers fall from calum’s lips. each sound hits you to the core.

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'please’ he strains, his head tilting back and lips quivering.

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if you were being honest, you’re enjoying this way more than you thought you would.

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'please what?’

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you cock an eyebrow as he closes his mouth and clenches his jaw.

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'touch me’

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'where? where do you want to be touched?’

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'my cock baby, please’

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'there?’ you question as you wrap your hand around him and he presses his hips upward.

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'mhmm’

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calum’s a pile of wax in your hands right now, whimpering and begging you to continue, which you accommodate to.

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'your mouth,’ he gasps, 'need to feel your mouth around me’

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soon enough your lips are coming in contact with the head, your tongue pressing flatly against the bottom before swirling around the the top. a couple profanities are breathed out, barely audible.

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'please baby, you gotta let me see-’

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he’s cut off, taking a sharp breath as you allow more of him down your throat.

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'see you’

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you release him at once. 

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'ah ah ah, not yet.’

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you continue to give him head, until by the tension in his thighs and the sloppiness of his moans you can tell he is close. you stand and he tugs at his restraints.

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'no, no baby don’t do that to me’

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you can’t help but let out a small giggle, and you can tell he’s getting desperate.

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'please, i’ll-’ he pauses, thinking.

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'i promise i’ll be good baby girl, just please finish me off. i’ll never talk of threesomes again and i’ll make you feel so fucking good afterwards, please’

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the thought of him touching you makes you ache, almost enough to release him from everything and allow /him/ to fuck /you/. almost. you unclip your stockings, ignoring him as he continues to plead and pull down your underwear, calmly stepping back over to him and finally folding the beanie back up and freeing his eyes. immediately he takes note of your lack of bottoms, licking his lips with furrowed eyebrows.

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'are you still close?’ you inquire to which he nods.

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you pout at him.

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'so that means you won’t be able to last long enough to fuck me’

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he blows air from his cheeks, the thought obviously troubling him.

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'i don’t think so, no’

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you turn around, crouching to get your discarded apparel.

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'wait, baby what are you doing.’

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'if you can’t last what’s the point?’

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you can tell he’s getting antsy. you start to step into the red lace when he speaks again.

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'i’ll hold it in, i promise’

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you stop, letting them fall to the floor, before straddling his thighs.

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'if you come before i do, i’m not untying you. do i make myself clear?' 

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your teeth are grit and directly next to his ear, to which he releases a shaky breath.

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'crystal.’

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your arms find there way to his shoulders as support, lowering yourself onto him and suppressing a moan. calum does not suppress his. he lifts his hips to meet you halfway, causing you to glare at him.

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'hips down.’

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he groans in protest, but obliges, throwing his head back as you slide the whole way down, wincing at the feeling you’ll never quite get used to. you take advantage of his bare neck, attaching your lips to the skin there as you roll your hips around. 

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'please don’t. you’re making it.. you’re making it too hard.’

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'too bad’

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you kiss up his jaw as you begin to ride him fully.

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'fuck, babygirl.’

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he’s speaking through his teeth as he pulls harder on the tie around his wrists.

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'i wanna touch you so bad. you gotta let me touch you.’

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he’s never known the affect his words have on you, and just that simple line notches you closer to your orgasm. you have to hand it to calum, he’s really holding in there, although from the groans and almost pained breaths you can tell it’s really /really/ hard for him. you can’t see his hands right now, but your sure he’s white knuckling it as he screws his eyes shut. his chest is moving at an unbelievable pace while you bounce up and down on him and he’s moaning a bunch of different phrases from 'oh god’ to 'please’ to your name.

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eventually, you can’t take it anymore, digging your teeth into the skin on his shoulder you had previously been kissing as you reach your peak, shaking almost violently. not even seconds after he realizes that you’ve came, calum does and he honest to god literally, lets out a quick scream and then he’s almost collapsed into as much of a slump as you can being on a chair with a girl on top of you, sputtering curse words and other inaudible things. he bites down on his lower lip, shaking his head at you.

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'was that better than you could get from any other girl?’

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he nods, defeated.

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'who’s are you again?’

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'yours, all yours.’

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you let out a 'hmmph’ of satisfaction before standing up and stepping to the back  of the chair with wobbling legs, difficultly untying the silk thats holding calum back. he pulls his arms in front of him, stretching out, before crawling completely naked straight onto the bed face down. he turns his head as you unclasp the front of the corset and roll next to him, staring into his eyes.

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'that was, quite possibly the best sex we’ve ever had. i like you when you’re angry. but frankly, you’ve really got it coming tomorrow. just watch.’

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dntouchmyvolleyball  asked:

Hello! Umm.. I'm kind of new to got7 and I was just wondering if you could tell me some stuff about them?¿.. I'm sorry!

Sure, sure. That would be my pleasure, but be ready because most of this is based on my opinion, as well as facts about them. And there’s no need to be apologising, this is a fun request. This was such fun to write though, you have no idea. I seriously — BamBam took the least time because he’s my soulmate, but lol omg. THANK YOU~

Mark; He’s the eldest in the band, he’s the best at Martial Arts Tricking (Stunts, back-flips, cartwheels, etc) and he is the type of person is calm, quiet and in his own world a lot of the times. However, he is also someone who fools around with the members now and then, and laughs a lot, as well as joking around when he knows that the time is adequate to do so. He’s more of a suffer in silence and he’s very reserved a lot of the times. He’s the shy, intelligent, quiet and mature one, but as anyone does, he has the fun and humorous side to him. Soon though, you’ll be able to tell that he’d actually becoming more open with the members, gradually and he’s becoming a much enthusiastic person in general.

Birthday: September 4, 1993

Position: Main Rapper, Vocalist

Height: 175cm

Weight: 59kg

Blood Type: A

Nationality: Chinese

Childhood place of living: America, LA — He also went to an American school before going to Korea.

Favourite Artists: Chris Brown, Drake, ASAP Rocky, Tyga

Ideal Type: “A girl who makes me want to be with her.”

Jaebum; He is the second oldest and is also the leader of the group. He, in my opinion, I think has the manliest, sexiest voice out of the members in the group, closely followed by Mark, who has a deep, sexy-ass voice which can make any girl fall to his feet but yeah — He is someone who likes all his fellow members, and always tries to give them praise and look out for them, and really does act like a big, protective brother to all of them. He also used to / still occasionally does B-boying, but not professionally anymore. He does use it in a lot of GOT7’s music clips, and he’s good at it too.

Birthday: January 6, 1994

Position: Lead, Lead Vocal, Rapper

Height: 179cm

Weight: 63kg

Blood Type: A

Nationality: Korean

Favourite Artists: Michael Jackson, India Arie & Javier

Past: — He was one of the cast members on the first season of The Romantic & Idol, he paired up with Rainbow’s Seungah and FIESTAR’s Jei on the show

— He is a member of GOT7’s sub-unit JJ Project with fellow member JR

Ideal Type: “A girl who catches my eye.”

Jackson; Oh my lord, where to even start with this guy. His name is actuallyWang Ka Yee but he always refers himself as Jackson Wang because that is his English, and stage name. He was Hong Kong’s Fencing Champion before he began his singing career. He’s very daring and strong opinionated. He does have a short temper, and can get aggressive when he’s feeling threatened or just angry for some reason, but he is a warm, and kind-hearted person. He shows his fellow members that he likes them, even when he shows to be an ass sometimes. He has this really strong bond with Mark and together, they’re even called Markson. He’s someone who doesn’t mind sharing his thoughts, opinions, and ideas publicly. He’s funny and somewhat — sexual / dirty at times, but he’s definitely a really nice individual who, oh my lord, knows how to dance.

Birthday: March 28, 1994

Position: Lead Rapper, Vocalist

Height: 174cm

Weight: 63kg

Blood Type: O

Nationality: Chinese

Favourite Food: Chocolate, Hamburger, Dim Sum, Carbonara, Chicken

Favourite Artists: Dr Dre, 50Cent, Lloyd Banks

Ideal Type: “A healthy and charming woman.”

Junior: He worked along with Jaebum back in the past for the JJ Project and he is in the middle of the age group. He’s a funny member, and you might see him with YoungJae, Yugyeom and Jaebum a little more than you would with the others, but he is still really — super close to the other members. He always livens up the mood, and he is really talented in singing and dancing. There isn’t even that much I could say about Junior. I’d say that he would treat his crush / girlfriend like a princess, and would go through any costs to make her happy, and he would always try to fix time for her. Oh, he’s like a cute little child. He is just a generally kind-hearted, loving and caring person for everyone.

Birthday: September 22, 1994

Position: Lead Vocalist, Rapper

Height: 178cm

Weight: 63kg

Blood Type: O

Nationality: Korean

Favourite Artists: Chris Brown & Musiq Soulchild

Ideal Type: “A girl who has a lot of aegyo.”

YoungJae: Aish, where to even start with this BAE — He’s funny, I see him as someone who is very romantic towards his crush / future girlfriend and no doubt that he would make a big fuss on his proposal to marry someone. He’s the next oldest, after Junior but I would say that he’s very mature when it comes to certain things that he thinks should be treated maturely, compared to the next two youngest after him. He’s got a very melodic voice and as for his personality, I’d say he is funny, charming, cute and relaxing. He’s very independent and likes to help others so it’s needless to say that he’s a kind, true person to himself and to others.

Birthday: September 17, 1996

Position: Main Vocalist

Height: 175 cm

Weight: 59kg

Nationality: Korean

Favourite Food: Everything but cucumbers

Favourite Artists: Elliot Yamin & Javier

Ideal Type: “A woman whom I am attracted to.”

BamBam: I can write you a never-ending list as to why I love this kid. He is funny, lively, outgoing, a big child and a really cute person. His face is literally baby - like and the members always call him cute because he uses a lot of aegyo unintentionally. However, he likes it and always prefers to be called manly and charming other than cute because he would like to think of himself that way. Being the second youngest, yet very close aged to the Maknae, he is a lot like him, and blushes really easily if complimented by a girl, especially if he likes them. He has a very child-like voice when rapping, but there are some songs that when you listen to him sing, his voice becomes really deep and manly, but not as much as Mark or Jackson. He’s very respectful and he doesn’t like being bored — He has to be doing something or he’d feel really uncomfortable. But he’s my bias so he’s mine.

Birthday: May 2, 1997

Position: Lead Rapper, Vocalist

Height: 170cm

Weight: 52kg

Blood Type: B

Nationality: Thai

Favourite Food: Cheeseburger, Ddom Yang Kkoong

Favourite Artist: G-Dragon

Ideal Type: “A woman who is pretty when she smiles.”

Yugyeom: He is the Maknae of the group but he really couldn’t care less about the respect that he should treat his older members with. He goes around hitting them for fun, but they don’t mind so it’s okay. He’s very sensitive and also very, very kind. He blushes very easily and he has said ( in an interview ) that if and when he gets a girlfriend, he would get her a ring to show his affection for her, as well as the little cutesy things. He’s calm, but loves to goof off and laugh with people. He has a stronger bond with YoungJae and BamBam because YoungJae is a patient person and BamBam is the same age as he is and so they understand each other a lot.

Birthday: November 17, 1997

Position: Vocalist, Maknae

Height: 180cm

Weight: 64kg

Blood Type: A

Favourite Food: Samgyupsal, Bulgogi, Chiken, Kimbab

Favourite Artist: Chris Brown

Ideal Type: “A girl with a wacky charm.”

~Admin BamKook~

My letter to every single shipper in this fandom

Okay, not every single one, but you’ll understand what I have in mind. All of this is just my honest opinion, so you have every right to disagree.

I’m sick and tired of everything that is happening at this moment.

WHAT THE HELL?!

No, seriously. What the hell are you doing? Some of you clearly don’t want to hear what’s being told.

Every single one of us has a favorite character. Every single one of us ships one character with another one. And no one is telling you that your beliefs are wrong. At least I’m not. It’s your decision and you have every right to like whoever you want, you have every right to ship whoever you want to ship.

But what you shouldn’t do (I would say can’t, but I have no right to say so) is hate on a character that says something about/to your favorite character (Is it really necessary to take one or two lines of the dialogue out of context?). And especially on an actor who plays it! R, L, M, F and everyone else is JUST a fictional character for God’s sake! When are some of you going to understand that? Are you EVER going to accept it?

Let’s talk about another thing. Ship wars. Honestly? What’s the point? Do you get some sort of satisfaction by hating on the opposite couple? Is there a point in tagging your “anti - *ship’s name*” on your post? What I learned today is that apparently, if you ship a certain pair, you are treated a lot more nicely than others. Can someone explain this to me? WHEN WERE YOU GIVEN THE RIGHT TO THINK OF ME AS A PERSON AND TREAT ME ONE WAY OR ANOTHER JUST BECAUSE OF WHAT I SHIP? Who gave you the right to send messages full of hate to another blogger? Who gave you the right to say such things as “no one actually likes you” or “the *ship’s name* fandom would be so much better without you”? (Have you actually listened to what was told in 3.03?) WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? I know there will be people who will disagree with everything I’m saying, but you know what? I don’t care about your opinion. Because this is what I believe in, and unfortunately, you don’t have the power to bring me down.

STOP SPREADING HATE! No matter if it’s towards a character, ship and ESPECIALLY a person. JUST STOP ALREADY!

Now – the most important thing.

I was just watching a video and I couldn’t help but notice all the comments in the comments section. I quote:

“If it’s not *character’s name* this show’s going to lose a lot of views”;

“Reasons why he should pick *character’s name” and why should it be her” (Lists reasons);

“If it’s *character’s name* I’m going to drop this show in a f*cking second”.

Are we watching the same show? Have you been listening to the lessons that are being told in every episode? Could you maybe watch the whole episode and not just clips of it and talk about it only then? Why do you have to take one or two lines of the dialogue out of context and start shoving your theories down our throats?

I HATE seeing and hearing such comments as “If it’s *character’s name* I’m going to drop this show in a f*cking second”. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Do you even remember what the actual storyline is? Do you even remember such things as friendship and growth? Do you even remember that this show isn’t about relationship? These threats that say how you’re going to stop watching this wonderful show pisses me off. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who feels that way. I don’t know if it’s only my opinion, but this show has never been about ships. This show has never been about endgames. The only ship I’m 99.99% sure of is the clique six.

Talking about endgames. At this moment, there isn’t any. And there won’t be until the show is officially over. Yes, it might seem that we know who’s going to be with whom, but honestly? None of us have any idea what is ACTUALLY going to happen next. Yes, there are people who go to live tapings and know a lot more than I or some of you do. And that’s great! But what they tell doesn’t prove who will end up with whom. In my opinion, saying that one or another couple is an endgame when everything is still in process is ridiculous.

Back to my point. Neither one of us can be 100% sure that they have MJ all figured out. Definitely no. Will I be upset if my ship doesn’t end up together? Yes. Will I get over it? Yes. Will I stop watching the show because of it? HELL TO THE NO! Do you want to know why? One thing that I’ve learned from this show and MJ, or at least I think so, is that everything has its own purpose. Yes, they screwed up with making this triangle mess, they’ve admitted it themselves. But I also trust MJ. So if at some point my ship decides that they are better off as friends, realizes that they are so much more than just friends, starts dating, splits up or whatever happens next – I’m 99.99% sure there’s a reason for it.

If you really think about stopping watching the show just because RL, RF, LM or whatever that you ship doesn’t end up together, then I’m really disappointed in you. We’re supposed to be a family; a group of people who loves the same show and couldn’t be more excited to see what happens next WITHOUT SPREADING HATE ALL AROUND THE FANDOM. I know that our fandom is not the only one, but why can’t we make a difference? Is it too much for me to ask all of you to just sit back, relax and actually WATCH THE DAMN SHOW WITHOUT THEORISING EVERY SINGLE DETAIL FROM CLOTHING TO WHO LOOKED AT HIM/HER LONGER?!

Just stop.

Just watch.

Just listen.

See.

Hear.

And learn.

That’s all I’m asking for.  

p.s. I was going to end it right here, but Tumblr is an interesting place, you know? You come across one post and then you suddenly have a lot more to say.

You have every right to dislike a certain character and ship. But if I see at least one post saying how the character deserves to die, how you wish you could, let’s say, hurt him or her, you will immediately end up on my black list. I’m sick and tired of trying to be nice to everyone. If you hide under anonymous while you send disrespectful messages to another bloggers, well, you should know that this girl over here will do ANYTHING to put you in your place. I don’t care what you say about me. You can do/say/spread rumors about me, but I hate to break it to you – I’ve been dealing with bullying my whole life; there’s nothing you can say that would break me. I may be only a teenager, living in a country that has only about 2.8 million people, but I can assure you – I will do whatever it takes to actually teach you what respect actually means if necessary. I was really trying to be nice to everyone, especially when what I know about you is only what you’re willing to tell, what you want the world to think of you. Sorry to disappoint you, but it’s not who I am. You have absolutely no right to tell me or anyone else what to do with my life, you have absolutely no right to try and change my beliefs by hating on me or anyone else, just like I have absolutely no right to do the same. Can you be a decent human being and actually TALK? LISTEN? HEAR? LEARN? To every writer out there – write; create stories where your OTP is happy, in love, whatever you want, publish them and be proud of it. To every gif maker or whatever you are called (I’m sorry, I’m not so familiar with these terms) – make them, post them and beautify my dashboard with your beautiful work. Be proud of what you do. But do it like I could be proud of you, too.

Please, just stop and think about it. Is it really that hard?