i'm not supposed to love you anymore

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i close my eyes and see myself how my dreams will come true

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Quote Writing Prompts
  • 1: "Yeah uh - Yeah no, that sounds awful."
  • 2: "Please... Don't leave me here. Don't leave me alone, without you."
  • 3: "So, that went well."
  • 4: "You're awful. I love it."
  • 5: "What the hell do you think you're doing, exactly?"
  • 6: "Is that... lipstick, on your collar?"
  • 7: "Did you do this?"
  • 8: "You know what? This place feels like home."
  • 9: "Oh shit. Am I - Am I in love? That's not supposed to be happening. That's not right."
  • 10: "Who are you? Where am I? What is this? WHAT IS GOING ON?!"
  • 11: "Dear (name), First of all, I'm so sorry. I really am."
  • 12: "I can't do this anymore."
  • 13: "So what, you're just gonna leave?"
  • 14: "Did you honestly think I wouldn't figure it out?"
  • 15: "You really think you can beat me? That's cute."
  • 16: "I'm tired of you. I really am, at this point."
  • 17: "Oh, just digging myself a nice grave, you?"
  • 18: "Shhhh. This is my favorite part."
  • 19: "Hey, can I hold your boobs for a sec?"
  • 20: "I think I may have found a song that accurately describes how I feel toward you."
  • 21: "Is that necessary?"
  • 22: "I don't like it."
  • 23: "I'm getting bad vibes... We should go."
  • 24: "HA! Loser!"
  • 25: "You wear me out, kid."
  • 26: "Is this a joke? This is a joke, right? You're joking."
  • 27: "The washing machine broke, I almost lost my keys, the car got dented, and a wasp got into the house and hijacked the bedroom for four days! Four. Days."
  • 28: "You're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me."
  • 29: "You kiddin'? That's brilliant, c'mon!"
  • 30: "So what do you say to this: you, me, a nice big glass of milk, a thing of cookies?"
  • 31: "My hero."
  • 32: "That was harsh."
  • 33: "You better pipe down. I'm not laughing."
  • 34: "So you're really gonna do this, huh? And nothing I say can change your mind?"
  • 35: "So uh. I noticed you're kinda naked. Is that intentional, or... ?"
  • 36: "Why is there a dog in the living room?"
  • 37: "They mixed up our reservations. One room. One bed."
  • 38: "Oh boy. I'm on the weird side of YouTube again."
  • 39: "You, my friend, are a filthy sinner, and I approve wholeheartedly."
  • 40: "Did you mean like... this?"
angsty starters ( + sad qoutes / song lyrics. )
  • "I love you enough to let you go,"
  • "I heard you moved on,"
  • "I didn't come here to hurt you,"
  • "Where did you go?"
  • "I'm sorry we fell in love."
  • "We'll do everything on our own."
  • "I'm so sorry,"
  • "You'll never understand."
  • "Please don't go,"
  • "I still love you,"
  • "I don't love you anymore."
  • "I never loved you,"
  • "I can't do this."
  • "We can't be together!"
  • "Will I ever see you again?"
  • "May we meet again,"
  • "I promise I'll do better,"
  • "I just want to see you, one more time."
  • "I'd give anything to see you one more time."
  • "One last time?"
  • "I don't deserve you,"
  • "You don't deserve me,"
  • "People like us don't get happy endings,"
  • "You still love me?"
  • "I never meant to hurt you,"
  • "I understand..."
  • "If you want to go, it's okay."
  • "I gave up everything for you!"
  • "I really need you to trust me,"
  • "Can you listen to me for once!"
  • "I cheated on you,"
  • "You cheated on me?"
  • "Don't expect me to come crawling back,"
  • "Shame on me, you fooled me twice."
  • "You said I wasn't just like anyone."
  • "Did I even ever cross your mind?"
  • "Can we pretend that we're in love?"
  • "I can't lose you,"
  • "Please go,"
  • "Don't you dare die on me!"
  • "I'm not losing you again!"
  • "I'm incomplete without you,"
  • "I will love you for the rest of my life,"
  • "So this is goodbye?"
  • "Kiss me goodbye."
  • "I loved them and they died."
  • "I was a bet?"
  • "You were nothing but a bet."
  • "Can you hold me?"
  • "I loved and I lost you."
  • "It's okay,"
  • "The worst day of loving someone is when you lose them."
  • "It hurts like hell,"
  • "I'm not coming back."
  • "You're never coming back?"
  • "What do you mean you're dying!"
  • "Come back to me,"
  • "What happened?!"
  • "They're dead!"
  • "Where's my love,"
  • "Don't do this,"
  • "I'll see you again."
  • "There's nothing we can do to bring them back."
  • "I don't want to be alone anymore,"
  • "You promised you'd never leave me."
  • "First love, you remember what that's like?"
  • "If I don't have you I have nothing at all,"
  • "I'm not going to fight you,"
  • "You're my friend."
  • "It's too late to apologize."
  • "You left me!"
  • "You left us!"
  • "You chose them over me,"
  • "I need you,"
  • "I was hoping that you'd stay."
  • "I never lied to you,"
  • "You said you might die so what the hell?"
  • "It's a bad joke,"
  • "We can never be the same again,"
  • "You don't need you,"
  • "You're not alone."
  • "You broke my heart."
  • "It made me think of you."
  • "You're my world."
  • "Do I wanna know?"
  • "So sad to see you go,"
  • "This is it, isn't it."
  • "Now I just sit in silence."
  • "Are you okay?"
  • "Are you hurt?"
  • "I'll go with you."
  • "How bad is it?"
  • "My feelings for you are real, they always have been."
  • "Someday you'll understand."
  • "Because I love you,"
  • "There was just something about them,"
  • "I'm sorry for breaking your heart."
  • "It wasn't an act."
  • "Time doesn't heal everything."
  • "This is your fault!"
  • "Tell me what to do!"
  • "I didn't mean for this to happen."
  • "Everythings a mess."
  • "You ruined my life,"
  • "Do you still love me?"
  • "You gotta get up, we have to go."
  • "It's okay,"
  • "It was nothing,"
  • "I'll do something."
  • "You're safe here,"
  • "Don't forget me."
  • "I ruined this,"
  • "You ruined this."
  • "Quiet is violent."
  • "You promised me!"
  • "Stop lying with those words."
  • "If this is some kind of sick joke, you better tell me!"
  • "You're all I have!"
  • "I'm not ready to say goodbye."
  • "I don't want to go,"
  • "I loved you,"
  • "You don't have to do this,"
  • "I'm afraid it's never going to be okay again."
  • "I'm terrified,"
  • "You're a monster."
  • "You're all I have!"
  • "I'm a monster."
  • "Only fools fall for you,"
  • "Everything comes to an end,"
  • "I thought I loved you."
  • "Now I just sit in silence."
  • "It's unbearable."
  • "You're my first love."
  • "I never wanted to hurt you,"
  • "I was here,"
  • "Help me,"
  • "They won..."
  • "You don't love them."
  • "You're breaking my heart,"
  • "I hate you!"
  • "It's a waste of time,"
  • "You're all I want."
  • "I've always loved you!"
  • "I can pretend anymore."
  • "i didn't have a choice!"
  • "What if it's agony now and it's hell later on?"
  • "Love I will let you go,"
  • "I left behind something great."
  • "I want you back,"
  • "I don't regret any of it, not if it kept you safe."
  • "Get over yourself,"
  • "You'll be the death of me."
  • "Everything just fell apart."
  • "What the hell am I doing here?"
  • "I want you so much but I hate your guts."
  • "I found love where it wasn't supposed to be."
  • "You still like them, don't you?"
  • "What are you doing?!"
  • "I did this to protect you!"
  • "Don't cry,"
  • "I'm not crying,"
  • "I'm dying,"
  • "A-Are you alright?"
  • "I'll come back for you."
  • "I've never felt so alone."
  • "You don't love me! You don't even know me!"
  • "I don't even know who you are anymore."
  • "I don't even know who I am anymore,"
  • "Please let me do this for you."
  • "You're one of the lucky ones."
  • "It's never going to be okay."

anonymous asked:

Hi, do you ship Gtop? I'm new o the fandom so can you please give me some evidence that they might be dating for real? Thanks 🙏🏻❤️

this is my favourite kinda ask omg 🕵🏼‍♀️i don’t know how delusional you want me to go so i will just say disclaimer: a lot of this is just speculation

  • pre-debut cyworld messages 
  • they used to wear matching bracelets but stopped (i think) once mnet did a weird exposé on them as a joke 
  • this one is PURE speculation i think, but jiyong got his smiley face tattoo on his hand in the same place seunghyun got a scar on his? i think it was at a time when seunghyun was having it really rough so…idk
  • the amount of art work and furniture that seunghyun has bought, only for it to appear in jiyong’s flat a few months later is actually ridiculous 
  • seunghyun spent his last birthday in a gallery with jiyong and (i think?) only jiyong
  • jiyong went to go watch him get his hair cut on his last day before enl*sting (even though there was no need for him to go get his hair cut?????)
  • they ended up spending new years eve together just the two of them “by accident”
  • apparently an unaired story from strong heart where jiyong says seunghyun looked like the statue of david but it just sounds like they got drunk and seunghyun took his shirt off in their hotel room
  • the baby.… goodnight ….mv …where they get all angsty with girls and end up with each other *wheezes*
  • they had a weird period a few months ago where they would. not. stop. liking gtop fan art on instagram
  • they went on a hella expensive sushi date, this guy who only serves like 1 group of people a day and they went…alone ,…. more wheezing
  • seunghyun got into YG after jiyong called him and begged him to audition and helped him with his mixtape and if that doesn’t scream teenage love then idk anymore
You don’t taste the memories in the same way that I do. It’s the soft spot in me that you like to play with, the one that you think had always been there and will always be there for you. I’ll never know what it is that’s keeping you stuck in who we used to be, as though even after everything I’m just supposed to treat you in exactly the same way, I’m just supposed to love you in exactly the same way. I’d been waiting for those words and I thought that they were special, but I’m not going to wait on them when you’ve used them to shatter another girl’s world. I don’t ever want them to come from you, and I’m sorry if you don’t like that. Our time has passed.
—  🖤
Ed Sheeran sentence starters
  • "I saw a shooting star and thought of you."
  • "You were lying next to me, I looked across and fell in love."
  • "If you wanna put this on me, that’s fine, I never blamed you for anything at all."
  • "The world looks better through your eyes."
  • "It's only been one night of love and maybe that is not enough."
  • "If I fall for you, would you fall too?"
  • "It's not a homeless life for me, it's just I'm home less than I'd like to be."
  • "I haven't slept for the past week, two hours ain't enough for me."
  • "I'm drunk off last nights whisky and coke."
  • "You can stay with me forever or you could stay with me for now."
  • "Outside the day is up and calling, but I don't have to be so, please go back to sleep."
  • "Never been better since all the therapy."
  • "And you know, if I let you go, I'll still keep you safe."
  • "You are the one I fall asleep with but never wake up to."
  • "The worst things in life come free to us."
  • "I wanna be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed."
  • "What didn't kill me, it never made me stronger at all."
  • "I know I'll never hold you like I used to."
  • "I'll be drunk again to feel a little love."
  • "I know you'll never love me like you used to."
  • "I found your hair band on my bedroom floor, the only evidence that you've been here before."
  • "I don't drink like everybody else, I do it to forget things about myself."
  • "There's no chance that we'll work it out."
  • "I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied."
  • "Everybody said we'd be together forever."
  • "Everything's great and everything's sure, but you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus."
  • "Pain is only relevant if it still hurts."
  • "If I was gonna go somewhere, I'd be there by now."
  • "I should ink my skin with your name."
  • "I should run you a hot bath and fill it up with bubbles."
  • "You should never cut your hair 'cause I love the way you flick it off your shoulder."
  • "You will never know just how beautiful you are to me."
  • "Maybe you're hoping for a fairy tale, too."
  • "This is the start of something beautiful."
  • "And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm."
  • "I'm out of touch, I'm out of love."
  • "I think I love you better now."
  • "Playing a different show every night in front of a new crowd."
  • "Let me sing and do my thing and move to greener pastures."
  • "You need me, man, I don’t need you."
  • "Never be anything but a singer-songwriter, yeah."
  • "People think that I’m bound to blow up."
  • "I haven’t got a house, plus I live on a couch."
  • "They say I’m up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator."
  • "Settle down with me, and I'll be your safety, you'll be my lady."
  • "I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet."
  • "Give me love like her, 'cause lately I've been waking up alone."
  • "All I want is the taste that your lips allow."
  • "Give me love like never before, 'cause lately I've been craving more."
  • "It's been a while but I still feel the same... maybe I should let you go."
  • "Another love that's gone to waste."
  • "If I kissed you, will your mouth read this truth?"
  • "Darling, how I miss you."
  • "You made me scream, but then I made you cry."
  • "Maybe you should learn to love her like the way you wanna be loved."
  • "I never told her that I liked the way she dances slightly out of time and pretends she knows the words to a song she's never heard."
  • "You’re not her, though I try to see you differently."
  • "I will try to find another one who suited me as well as her."
  • "We never even tried, we never even talked, we never even thought in the long run."
  • "Whenever it was painful, whenever I was away, I’d miss you."
  • "I didn't mean to break your heart."
  • "Everybody falls apart sometimes."
  • "I know you've found another one, but won't you just hold me tonight."
  • "They don't know we don't speak anymore."
  • "I will stop trying to fall in love again... it never works out anyway."
  • "But I am not anything like I was."
  • "I don't wanna lose a lover and friend in one night if that's alright."
  • "I shouldn't have fucked with your mind and your life too many times."
  • "I never meant to sleep around, I was just lonely."
  • "When I see my future, it is with you."
  • "We're not friends, nor have we ever been."
  • "If they find out, will it all go wrong?"
  • "We're not friends, we could be anything."
  • "Friends don't treat me like you do."
  • "Tell me that you turned down the man who asked for your hand 'cause you're waiting for me."
  • "I know, you're gonna be away a while, but I've got no plans at all to leave."
  • "Just promise me, you'll never leave again."
  • "Just promise me, you'll always be a friend."
  • "Everything changes, but we'll be strangers if we see this through."
  • "I've been sat with you for most of the night, ignoring everybody here."
  • "Don't you worry if I disappear."
  • "I'm not really looking for another mistake."
  • "I was never looking for a friend."
  • "Maybe you could swing by my room around ten, baby, bring a lemon and a bottle of gin."
  • "Baby, if you wanted me then you should've just said."
  • "Maybe we'll go together and just figure it out."
  • "Trust and respect is what we do this for."
  • "You didn't need to take him to bed that's all."
  • "I never saw him as a threat until you disappeared with him to have sex of course."
  • "It's not like we were both on tour, we were staying on the same fucking hotel floor."
  • "I wasn't looking for a promise or commitment, but it was never just fun and I thought you were different."
  • "This is not the way you realize what you wanted."
  • "It's a bit too much, too late if I'm honest."
  • "Getting high as two kites when we needed to breathe."
  • "I'd disappear, you'd call me selfish, I understand but I can't help it."
  • "So we can either deal with the pain and wait to get on a plane."
  • "You should go, 'cause I ain't ever coming home."
  • "I've been livin' on the road, but then again you should know."
  • "You won't ever be alone... wait for me to come home."
  • "Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul."
  • "When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me."
  • "How'd I get so faded?"
  • "I feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream."
  • "I've been looking for a lover, thought I'd find her in a bottle."
  • "I'll be feeling this tomorrow."
  • "You look so wonderful in your dress, I love your hair like that."
  • "We are surrounded by all of these lies and people who talk too much."
  • "You got the kind of look in your eyes as if no one knows anything but us."
  • "All that you are is all that I'll ever need."
  • "Just don’t expect me back this evening."
  • "I love him from my skin to my bones but I don’t wanna live in his home."
  • "I was raised to keep quiet."
  • "I don't wanna hate you."
  • "I kind of knew you liked the dude from private school."
  • "I knew he had his eyes on you."
  • "He's not the right guy for you."
  • "Don't hate me 'cause I write the truth."
  • "I would never lie to you but it was never fine to lose you."
  • "I'm just disgusted with the skeletons you sleep with in your closet."
  • "Fact is you're mad at me because I backtrack so casually."
  • "You're practically my family, if we married then I'll guess you'd have to be."
  • "Tragically our love just lost the will to live, but would I kill to give it one more shot? I think not."
  • "I don't love you, baby, I don't need you... I don't want you anymore."
  • "I'm not cut out for life on the road 'cause I didn't know I'd miss you this much."
  • "I guess I'm not the man that you need."
  • "Ever since you went to uni, I've been sofa surfing with a rucksack full of less cash and I guess that could get bad."
  • "When I broke the industry, that's when I broke your heart."
  • "I was supposed to chart and celebrate, but good things are over fast."
  • "I tend to turn you off and switch on my professional features, then I turn the music off and all I'm left with is to pick up my personal pieces."
  • "Success is nothing if you have no one left to share it with."
  • "I know you have a day job, but mine is 24/7."
  • "I still love you and I need you by my side if I could."
  • "The irony is if my career and music didn't exist, in 6 years, you'd probably be my wife with a kid."
  • "I'll die from a thrill, go down in history as just a wasted talent."
  • "Eventually I'll be fine, I know that it was never meant to be."
  • "These things happen for a reason and you can't change shit."
  • "Take my apology, I'm sorry for the honesty, but I had to get this off my chest."
  • "I will be loving you 'til we're 70."
  • "People fall in love in mysterious ways."
  • "I fall in love with you every single day."
  • "For four years I never had a place to stay."
  • "At 16 years old, I moved out of my home."
  • "I tattooed the lyrics onto my arm."
  • "I'll hold ya and you'll think of him."
  • "I'll never trust you again, you can just be a friend."
  • "If we should die tonight, then we should all die together."

anonymous asked:

I think I'm going to kill myself but I don't know how to tell my boyfriend that I won't be around much longer. I don't want to hurt him but I don't think I can stay here anymore

it gets better.
that’s what I am supposed to tell you, but some ambiguous and abstract wish for the future isn’t going to make you want to live because you’re hurting now. you want relief now.
but you paused.
you’re thinking about those you love, and you wrote this message, and you’re considering some sort of future because you just want to know that there is something out there that’s worth it, something that makes you worth it.
so maybe it will get better, and I hope that it will, but I don’t know, and you don’t know, and no one really knows. we just hope, and that’s all that we can really do.
so what do you tell your boyfriend, or your friends, or family, or anyone you love?
you tell them that you’re scared, and unsure, and that you’re in so much pain, and then you try your hardest to rid your mind of those demons.
if you don’t try to give yourself a future, you will regret it because life is beautiful. you just need help fighting through whatever is keeping you from seeing that.

Shadowhunters Sentence Starters
  • “How could someone as smart and perceptive as you not realize the person sitting right there is in love with you?”
  • “I'm turning 18. It's not like I'm heading on some epic journey.”
  • "Remember your fake ID sucks!"
  • “I'm miraculously healed and all you stunning people have magical powers?”
  • “It's a shame, really, denying them all this.”
  • “Why are you naked in an abandoned church?”
  • “Is there a meth problem we need to talk about?”
  • “What's a G.I. Joe?”
  • “Are you kidding? I was born afraid,....which sounded a lot better in my head.”
  • “For someone so old, you're not too wise, are you?”
  • "I've seen every horror movie ever made, and the funny best friend who gets left behind? Dead man."
  • "You're not that funny."
  • "____ is kind of nerd hot."
  • "Your family always welcomed strays."
  • "I don't need a spokesman. I need a plan."
  • "Are you that desperate to get laid that you'd risk killing us?"
  • "The living are so exhausting."
  • "Vampires have pay grades?"
  • "No human bond compares to what ____ and I have."
  • "What was in your coffee?"
  • "You know you'd be a lot happier if you weren't so fricken repressed."
  • "I couldn't live without you, _____. You're all I have left."
  • "They'll just turn into a bunch of fried eggs out here."
  • "I know you can color outside the lines. You're just not letting yourself think that way."
  • "Well, that was a window to the weird."
  • "Life is not what you want to do; it's about what must be done."
  • "Emotions are nothing but a distraction. You're ruled by them."
  • "There's nothing to be ashamed of ____."
  • "Does he normally lay like that without moving?"
  • "With a body like yours, everything's your color."
  • "Someone's looking badass."
  • "You don't get to talk to me, Captain America."
  • "Considering I'm the one with the weapons, I can say what I want."
  • "You have an interesting effect on people."
  • "You're like a yippy dog nipping at ____'s heels."
  • "Never trust a people who can't lie. They find much more inventive ways to stab you in the back."
  • "Playing hard to get? I love a challenge."
  • "I haven't taken my eyes off her."
  • "If I listened to my heart, I'd never be able to do my job."
  • "The only thing worth falling in love with is the word itself."
  • "I was raised a good Catholic."
  • "Honey, you look like you're dying."
  • "I'm dying to get out of this conversation."
  • "Your friends have the habit of turning up dead. I can't even imagine what your Facebook page looks like."
  • "It would be like Beyonce riding on a dinosaur in the middle of Times Square. People would notice."
  • "Passion makes you dangerous."
  • "Maybe that's supposed to mean something, but you're still you, and I'm still me. Sort of. Enough, anyway."
  • "Well, I don't want to bite you anymore."
  • "Maybe what I did was wrong and selfish, but my heart was breaking."
  • "Even starvation can't shut you up."
  • "You wanted to sweep history under the rug."
  • "I'm nothing more than a monster."
  • "I'll take care of _____ you have my word."
  • "It's love that makes you fight harder for what you want."
  • "Remind me why we couldn't do this at my place? At least there we could have had cocktails."
  • "Emotions are never black and white. They're more like symptoms."
  • "I didn't betray you, ____. I saved you from yourself."
  • "What kind of people sacrifice justice for law?"
  • "Maybe that's my destiny, to bring your family and mine together."
  • "People said I was mad. So I owned it."
  • "Visionaries are quirky crazy."
  • "If anyone catches us, we're dead."
  • "Right now, I just really need my mom."
  • "Whatever you do, don't lose hope."
  • "You're immortal. Time is on your side."
  • "I don't know who I am anymore. There's darkness in me. It's always been there."
  • "I came with you to escape my relationship drama, not get a front row seat to yours."
  • "You never cease to amaze me."
  • "Don't misread this as friendship."
  • "Rumour has it you're looking to settle down- get married."
  • "It's like my whole life has been a lie. Everything i have ever known..."
  • "Your bedside manner is abysmal."
  • "Is he always so charming?"
  • "I will never stop needing you."
  • "I'm glad you brought everybody here to witness your demise."
  • "Does this mean I'm not one of you?"
  • "I swear if that kid ruins one more jacket."
  • "Baby's first words."
  • "Yeah, this place isn't creepy. Not at all."
Barry & Iris | Alt. 1x13 Scene
  • Barry: It kind of feels like you don't want to be with me, but you don't want anyone else to be with me either.
  • Iris: I have wanted nothing more than you to find someone who was amazing.
  • Barry: And I did. And you went out of your way to convince her that I wasn't available.
  • Iris: I wasn't trying to. She wanted to know why you keep canceling on her. I couldn't think of any other reason you'd be acting like that if you really liked her as much as you say you do.
  • Barry: *opens mouth to interject abt how he doesn't have feelings for her anymore, but she keeps going*
  • Iris: And as far as MY feelings go...*sigh* it's...complicated.
  • Barry: *confused* What does that mean?
  • Iris: It means that I love Eddie & I'm living w/ him & my best friend out of the blue tells me he's been in love with me for years & then less than two months later is dating someone else.
  • Barry: *annoyed* How long was I supposed to wait for you, Iris? I mean, does this mean...do you-"
  • Iris: No. You shouldn't. It doesn't...*pauses to catch breath* I'm still reeling from what you told me, okay? I don't know how I feel about it yet, and I'm not going to break things off w/ Eddie if it turns out to be nothing. So...don't wait for me.
  • Barry: *conflicted*
  • Iris: And I'm sorry about Linda. I never specifically said it was me you were trying to get over, but she must have connected the dots somehow. You're trying to move on, and I made it difficult for you without intending to. But really, Barry, if you want to be with her you should stop making her doubt that you do. I never have to wonder when you & I are together. *leaves*
  • Barry: *standing there helplessly, feeling more confused & conflicted than ever*

Oh my gosh, yes!
They live together, and are very much in love, and Bull brings Dorian flowers from their garden all the time.
You couldn’t find bigger muffins if you tried.

Things you should never say to The Signs
  • Aries: "Are you really doing what you're supposed to be doing?"
  • Taurus: "I don't believe you."
  • Gemini: "Can you shut up for a second?"
  • Cancer: "I did love you, I just don't love you anymore."
  • Leo: "In all reality, nobody likes you."
  • Virgo: "You have control over your own thoughts, so it's your fault you are thinking this way."
  • Libra: "I'm going to kick your ass."
  • Scorpio: "Stay away from me, okay? Just never speak to me again."
  • Sagittarius: "You seriously have no idea what you're talking about, do you?"
  • Capricorn: "Obviously you didn't try hard enough."
  • Aquarius: "That's nice, but I don't care."
  • Pisces: "Quit overreacting."
I’m scared that because you’re being so distant you’re gonna eventually leave me. Maybe the distance probably doesn’t really have much to do with me but it still really scares me. Like what if you just forget about me? What if over time you just slowly disappear and I never hear from you again? What if you go days without talking to me and you don’t even miss or think about me? What if you just keep drifting away and never come back? What if after things get better you realize you moved on and don’t care or need me anymore? When things go wrong we’re supposed to get closer, not pull away. And it’s terrifying me.
—  a personal message i sent to someone very important to me (LopezJayLo98)
Father!Jin Part Two

So now it is time for one of my favorites if not my ultimate favorite, father!bts, it’s my love honestly but this time there’s a twist !! Last time I did all bbys/young kids but this time it’s going to be them as fathers of teenagers/adults so bc I love this AU i’m gonna start it off right away with the one, the only Kim Seokjin aka Jin aka I'm lowkey loving the blonde now like I’ve seen more pictures, I’ve seen more lightings and angles and I gotta say it’s nice as fuck 1000/10

  • All of the father related posts are here
  • For everyone that hasn’t read it, he has a lil bby girl
  • She’s not actually a bby anymore but he ignores that part
  • She’ll always be his lil princess who stood on a stool next to him while he cooked and “snuck” tastes of the food before she was supposed to
  • He would completely and totally still call her princess
  • He wouldn’t care how old she got
  • “Princess are you ready??? We’re meeting your uncles in like ten minutes”
  • “Hi yes I’d like one chocolate shake for my princess and one vanilla one for me plz and thnx”
  • “Do you not see how cute my lil princess is???”
  • “Jin she’s 16”
  • “What’s your point”
  • She grows to accept it tbh
  • Like at first she’s like hey man I love you but you cant call me that around my friends
  • But she actually starts to really love it bc he stops for a while since she seemed to really not like it at all
  • She starts to miss it once he stops
  • Like he just uses her name instead bc he just wants her to be happy and comfortable
  • It doesn’t even last a month bc she just has to tell him he can start it up again
  • She lo v e s singing with him though
  • She’d have a similar voice to him
  • It’s v v soft and warm and almost comforting
  • They both get so happy when they sing together like they’ve both just got huge smiles of their faces the entire time
  • Also she has his smile I just want to put this out there
  • Like they’re so identical when it comes to smiles
  • She also has a similar laugh
  • She’s very proud of being so similar with her father though bc she looks up to him so much
  • She teases him about being the embarrassing dad yeah but she loves him with all of her heart
  • The first time he sees her all dressed up, he actually tears up
  • I have this head canon that she’d have such a cute lil fashion sense
  • Like all of the cute shirts and the skirts and the cute lil flats with bows
  • But it’s all pretty casual ??? It’s never anything grand just simple and relaxed
  • One night there’s some big event like an awards ceremony and she actually dresses up, gown and all
  • He has to take a moment just to hug her and she’s a bit ?? at first but then she gets it when he just mumbles out a “my princess”
  • She lets him hold her and hugs him just as tight bc he has to accept that she’s growing up
  • She moves out of the house with her friends at around 19 or 20
  • Jin’s highkey protective like he calls her every night
  • “Did you guys get moved over okay?? is your stove working do you need me to bring you over some dinner?? Do you want me to come do your laundry do you need more socks I can pick some up for you”
  • It takes him a while to back off bc he’s so used to babying her that he takes a minute to snap out of the whole she needs to be taken care of thing
  • She does call him quite often on her own though
  • Even though she knows he’ll call her right before he goes to bed, she sometimes just misses him
  • They don’t live too far from each other since she takes within their city but she lives far away enough to be able to feel independent
  • She can visit anytime she wants to but school happens
  • She makes sure to visit at least once every other week at the very least
  • She aims for every week but sometimes life happens and she’s got a test or an essay or something she can’t move to another date
  • He’s pretty calm when she gets into a relationship
  • He’s not completely calm but on the surface he’s v v nice to her love
  • She takes her studies very seriously so by the time she actually even considers a relationship, Jin’s accepted that she’s an adult
  • He trusts her to make the right decisions and that includes who she dates
  • She does pick a really amazing person though so he’s very happy and content with her choice
  • Father!Jin understands that she’s growing up and although it takes him a while to get used to, he eventually lets her but he will always and I do mean always, call her his lil princess even when she’s got kids of her own

I haven’t cried in a long time.  I’ve felt like crying.  I’ve been scared, upset, worried.  But no tears have come.  I have cried oh so very much in the last 5 years, that lately - almost 8 months now - I am just out of tears and can’t seem to cry at all.  Until today.  I just can’t…with these boys and this fandom…I don’t understand my passion for them…You see - I’m alone on this planet.  I’ve been alone and raising my kid for 15 years by myself and I’m so tired.  When Sam said they will just “fade away”, I lost it.  We will all fade away and that terrifies me.  I have to make this life the absolute best I possibly can, because it’s all we have (that we know of, anyway - we don’t carry memories of past lives if that sort of thing exists) And I’m scared and alone and I am not sure how to do this stuff.  I’m supposed to be the strong one…I don’t really know y’all but I need you.  And thank you.  Please don’t go away, ok? I need you…

Demi Lovato {Sentence Starters}
  • "Did you forget everything we ever had?"
  • "I swore that I'd never let you back in."
  • "I need to change my ways instead of always being weak."
  • "Go on and try to tear me down!"
  • "You never know what you want and you never say what you mean."
  • "What's wrong with being confident?"
  • "I've got so much left to give. I won't give up."
  • "Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?"
  • "Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?"
  • "I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today."
  • "Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed?"
  • "It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile."
  • "You had your dreams, I had mine."
  • "I'm gonna love you like I've never been broken."
  • "You'll be coming home with me tonight."
  • "I never want you back into my life."
  • "You told me you'd never fall in love."
  • "I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake."
  • "Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore."
  • "What good is a love song without the love?"
  • "You're always one step out of reach."
  • "'Cause you've been hurt before. I can see it in your eyes."
  • "It's like ____ doesn't hear a word I say."
  • "You're beautiful, but cause me pain."
  • "So now we've found our way to find each other."
  • "Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself."
  • "If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack."
  • "I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now."
  • "You showed me what I couldn't find."
  • "But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough!"
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I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still
Said if you love me, won’t you let me know?
If you love me, won’t you let me know