i'm not sorry because i'm lonely

She’s the betta half of the two

anonymous asked:

Top 5 yu-gi-oh ships?

or any marik/bakura variant,,

Ugh. Having this.. lonely ass feeling. I hate feeling lonely. I don’t like being dependant on the attention of others.



It really sucks because im…not very sociable. I love friends, I do, I really do but. I don’t know…how to have conversations. I’m always grasping at straws. Because I spent 90% alone.


I wish I could be alone and be happy with being alone. Then being alone could be a choice, not just the circumstances I find myself in.

Y'all now get to hear why I love HI Hello MV so much…

I struggle a lot with the friendships I have so I interpreted this MV to be about those kind of relationships.

Sungjin and Dowoon are already friends. Those kind of relationships can come into your life where you become friends with someone because they were apart of the group and it doesn’t lessen your relationship (sometimes it does but I’m just bitter)

Jae is the person who actively looks for friends. The social type of person who is always looking to start up a conversation or make plans with someone.

Wonpil is the opposite. While he is open and friendly he isn’t trying to hitch a ride in the truck. Wonpil’s type will quickly let new friends in if the feeling is right.

Then there is Young K (who wants to be called young k so baby I’ll try to stop calling you Brian). He is the person who doesn’t want to join everyone else. It is possible that he has been burnt before by his friends and rather be a loner. Or that he sees no need to make deeper friendships. Luckily he changes his mind and seems much happier as a result.

This isn’t a theory its just how I read it and why I like it. Tag your friendship? No. Okay. Sorry.

Do you ever think about me?

At night, do you ever wonder how I’ve been doing, or what I’ve been up to?
During the day, do you ever see something that reminds you of me?
Do you ever feel the need to say something but just don’t know how to start talking to me?

Because I do think about you.

— 

Things I cry about at 1 AM

S. N. A.

gallifreyan-pal  asked:

AW COME ON I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH DRAWING A FATALBERRY FLUFF SHIP THING BUT THEN YOU PUT THAT UPDATE ON US AND I HAVE NO IDEA IF MY LONE SHIPPER'S HEART CAN TAKE ANY MORE OF THIS *cough* I mean, I'm fine what are you talking about :^)))))) Really though, I'm kind of a gullible 'oh, everybody's gonna be friends!' type of person so I was not expecting that hand twist and I'm scared because all I wanted was for them to get along and be friends but nope you crushed my heart-- (I love it though)

Haha oh no I’m so sorry XD Fatal isn’t very good at making friends sometimes. But! Since pairings aren’t canon to the actual story, please feel free to ship them, haha! I’d hate to stop you or anyone else from having a bit of fun :) It’s totally not gonna stop me from drawing cute stuff with them so don’t feel like it needs to stop you too <3

anonymous asked:

Hi, Hannah. Been watching/loving your videos for 6 years. Here's my Q: How to break out of a cycle of being alone>not wanting to be around people>being alone? How do I break the cycle if there's nobody to help. And even if someone wanted to help me, they wouldn't want me around for long, because I'm not good around people. I'm not even sure I want out, sometimes I'm not unhappy. But being around people seems harder as time goes by as does a chance to get in a relationship. Sorry for the hard Q.

Thank you for this question! Frankly, it’s tough. I’m currently grappling with that cycle myself right now. It’s funny how we can feel both lonely and crave solitude.

The best thing we can do during those moments (IMHO) is make a bunch of plans and then cancel them. Haha. JUST KIDDING.

One step at a time, maybe try reaching out to someone who understands you, someone you don’t have to perform for, talking to them about how you’re feeling may fill both needs. It’s wonderful to have a friend who feels similarly and can remind you that no feeling will last forever. 

Hang in there, you’re doing great. <3 

Haitus

First of all, sorry for not that active on drawing so I’m taking a break for 4 months, well taking a break from drawing… my shits but, I will draw and post when I feel like it. I do not want to post this little announce because it’s kinda a bothersome for you all… so.. heh yea


Plus, this 4 months is also for fixing the story because it’s a huge deal for me. Either be stay them in skeleton or make him human version but also a half of a monsters *shrugs* I dunno audience might not feel like it


It’s also a huge AU tbh since it’s a global area not a single place.


and I feel really down right now, sad… stress is getting me. Sometimes it’s lonely, so I have to haitus this.

anonymous asked:

Elderly coworker just stared at me until I looked up and forced me to have small talk with him. I'm sorry that I'm sick and don't feel like talking, it's insanely busy today, let me quietly enjoy my break without old people getting annoyed because I don't want to make small talk.

There’s always that one coworker. But I’d feel bad telling them off because they might be lonely or depressed. It could be worse, they could be one of those asshole coworkers that insults you, tries to get you fired, and spreads rumors. -Abby

holy shit you guys, the state of Tolkien fandom on Tumblr is… bad. it’s really bad. don’t go into the tags. I’m saving you the trouble, they’re really really really bad, just don’t.

anyway I’m trying to take better care of my mental health so I kinda want to dive back into fandom. like, four days ago I had an epiphany and started writing A Mountain Keeps An Echo again, which… it’s been like four years since I updated that thing and I’m really sorry but I’m 25 pages into a third chapter because all I’ve done lately is write about FUCKING ELVES because I can’t concentrate on anything else.

so that’s a thing. if you liked that fic, here’s your chance to stop hating me. (you’re definitely gonna hate me before it’s over and I’m not even sorry, bad shit is gonna happen)

I’m also gonna try to revive my Dragon Age blog because why have one sideblog when you can have 8,000?

anyway, you can find those at The Lonely Mountain and Thedas Mom so go follow me and make me feel good about myself and I promise I’ll start contributing to fandom again

  • marius: *starts singing during 'drink with me'*
  • me: mARIUS THIS SONG ISN'T ABOUT YOU AND YOUR LOVE LIFE

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry I know youre not currently accepting asks and feel free to just delete this one but I'm just gonna go ahead and take a chance anyway because i kind of need it... My birthday was yesterday and everything ended up pretty horribly and I'm just pretty lonely, and I was just wondering if you could maybe write something comforting with Yoosung...? Once again feel free to just delete this, I just thought I'd take my chances since your Yoosung one-shots always makes me feel better

Aw, darling, I’m so sorry that happened, birthdays are meant to be your special day so I’m incredibly sorry it didn’t work out that way. I hope you have much better days ahead of you! 

I drew a little Yoosung/MC to help cheer you up! I’m sure he’d do everything he could to cheer you up, as will I.

Anyhow, yes you are right, I’m not taking requests but I’ll make an exception to hopefully help make your day a little brighter! 

Let me know if there’s anything else I can do, you can pm me and I’ll send you positivity galore, and some feel-good shows/movies/music!

Speaking of music the song that’ll be used in this special prompt is For the Longest Time by Billy Joel the link is here if you’d like to check it out! 

I’m always here to help out in any way I can, so don’t hesitate if you need anything darling! I hope this helps <3

Anyhow, here is the prompt!

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Your day, to say the least, had been dreadful.

You had opened the door to your quaint little home, a low huff slipping from your lips, feeling as if cinderblocks dragged behind you with each and every step you took.

Your husband, Yoosung noticed quickly. 

He had rushed to greet you, going to wrap you in his arms when he caught the bother drenching your expression.

“MC…?” He followed you to your seat on the sofa, your body sinking into the cushions. “What’s wrong?”

You scrunched up your nose, folding your arms across your chest. “I…I just had a really hard day.” 

“Oh, I’m so sorry, is there anything I can do?” He took your hand, squeezing it affectionately. “How about we order out tonight? I’ll order your favorite stuff!” 

You shrugged. “If you want.” 

“That bad?” 

You nodded. 

“Then I guess I better do something pretty great.” He laughed lightly standing up. “I’ll find something, don’t worry!” 

“Yoosung, you don’t have to-” 

He pressed a fond kiss to your head, beaming. “I know, but I want to.” 

You smiled just a tad.

He was a star in the murky night sky.

He was a bright, shooting star.

Yoosung ran off into the bedroom, assuring you he’d be back in no time, his eyes lit like a flame with ideas. 

And so, you waited, your mind slowly becoming more and more excited at what he may do. 

And eventually, he did come back, entwining your fingers with his, pulling you from the sofa, spinning you about as he did the most peculiar thing.

He began to sing. 

His voice was light and melodic, a smile engraved on his face as he began.

“Oh, oh, oh                                                                                                                          For the longest time                                                                                                          Oh, oh, oh                                                                                                                          For the longest time” 

“Yoosung what’re you-” You couldn’t help but break out into small bits of laughter, hastily trying to follow your husband’s steps as he lead you about, keeping you close.

As if you were the most precious treasure. 

“If you said goodbye to me tonight                                                                                  There would still be music left to write                                                                            What else could I do                                                                                                         I’m so inspired by you                                                                                                   That hasn’t happened for the longest time”

You buried your head in the crook of his neck, trying to hide the red that burst onto your cheeks.

And yet he continued to sing, his voice gentle and fond towards you, arms wound about you like wings.

“Once I thought my innocence was gone                                                                        Now I know that happiness goes on                                                                              That’s when you found me                                                                                              When you put your arms around me                                                                             I haven’t been there for the longest time”

As he sang the chorus again, he lifted you up, embracing you as he twirled you, setting you down as you ruffled his hair in your fingertips.

“Yoosung!” 

“Are you smiling? I think I even heard you giggle!” He exclaimed. “Does that mean it’d helped?”

You peppered his face in kisses, feeling a warmth take the place of the heaviness in your chest.

He began to sing once again, this time louder and more joyful, as though a bell chiming brightly. 

And despite all that occurred, he somehow made you feel brighter than the sun.

For in his eyes, you were his sun.

“I’m that voice you’re hearing in the hall                                                                          And the greatest miracle of all                                                                                        Is how I need you                                                                                                             And how you needed me too                                                                                          That hasn’t happened for the longest time” 

anonymous asked:

same shy anon again...I'm sorry if I'm being a pain >-<...I just have one question so far about Kii...How would he generally approach his newest lover interest? Or would his preference be someone having to approach him first?

You’re not being a pain! c: And it depends! His existence is kind of hard to explain because I never really think of him as a human. He’s the type to “appear” in someone’s lives if he senses someone feeling extremely lonely. Like not directly in their lives, but for example, if they’re chilling alone at a coffee shop, Kii would also be in the same place as well, and it’s up to the person or not if they want to approach Kii and get involve in a strange relationship with him. So that’s one way he obtains a new lover. Another way is if he sees someone extremely happy, successful, and independent and he’ll finds enjoyment in a challenge of pursuing them and having them fall in love with him c:

Sour Milk

Pairing: USUK
Rating: K
Tags: Soulmate AU, Coffee shop AU, Convenience store AU
Summary: Of all the ways Arthur could have met his soulmate, he did not expect to meet him breaking into his store to buy six gallons of milk in pajamas.

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anonymous asked:

My Daddy decided to leave my today coz he doesn't have time anymore. I thought he was gonna be my forever daddy and I'm really sad and lonely now. I don't have any little friends to talk to about it and my daddy won't answer my messages anymore. Maybe I'm just too needy or something coz I feel like all the daddies I ever had leave me. I guess I just needed to tell someone 😢sorry to bug you...

you are not a bother and I’m sorry I didn’t reply to this sooner. Every single person has needs that need to be met and Little’s have a little more(no pun intended) that’s part of the life. It’s his lose because his missing out on something special not the other way around. Yes you are the one left in pain but I promise there is better out there. my sweet followers tell her she is loved. 


Do my a favor send another message that isn’t Anonymous so we can love on you.

I’ll turn my questions on for you. xoxo