crush is whatever you want it to mean
jskdfhkj I need specificity. But okay lemme see what I can do here.
I feel really honestly so blessed to have found so many people on this website willing to engage with me, read the things that I write (fictional) and the things I say (personal or rambling or whatever) and be accepting. Like growing up I fought against being gay for a while, then I accepted it but the idea of there being a community wasn’t something I was aware of, even though I was around for fandoms on the edges? If that makes sense. I didn’t really even meet another queer person irl until a year or so ago. And generally I don’t bring much to the table, so
So I think I will thank the people I chat to a lot. @wingstumpscars just sent me a really cute present for when I visit @ravenrxyes soonish, and I’ve chilled with @idontneedtobeforgiven and @second-stringer
When I used to have trash thoughts I’d be like ‘damn @ myself’ but now I just message @favvnsongs the eye emoji. And I’m in a group text! With bb lexa @shesjacks and the most talented artist @kelseyshea.
somehow I have tricked @entirelytookeen into being my mutual >:33 and the mighty @swan-heda as well. and @booasaur :”D who is so unbelievably supportive its like SUSPICIOUS (as are @q-parallel and @hopelesshearteyes)
the cult @skillzyo and @iamthegaysmurf, @youreagoodliar, @leftpawedpolarbear @onlyone-cannoli @belikebumblebee (be is amazing because like years ago i stalked tf out of her swan queen fic and now shes a contact on my whatsapp life is crazy), @kjpopmofo
And I love having tons of writery friends because I’m trying to be more serious about this writery sort of thing, so I’ve got @trashpandacommander @trashbb–did you guys know I wrote her a supercorp fic and won’t post it for another week >:3. speaking of supercorp, @thebaaay. writery friendos! @chaoticspaces (they prefer to be called daddy), @nataliving @teleportingoctopi, @sapphickillers @beluminescent
Honestly I recently went on an unfriending spree (not any mutuals, just blogs that I wasn’t mutuals with) so I that I’m only sort of following mutuals and people I can interact with so I don’t want to go through here and list everyone because they’re all so great and I also I can’t remember who follows me here or just at my other blog… and just recently someone followed me back and I’m a fan of their writing so that was exciting for me!